Chapter 48. People who commit suicide

Since Tian Xiaofang had not talked about this topic with her family for more than ten days before, she might not be willing to be known by anyone other than me at this moment, so I asked the little daughter of the Tian family and her mother to avoid it for the time being, and I needed to talk to Tian Xiaofang alone.

Obviously, Tian Xiaofang knew some of the situation, so I didn't bother to beat around the bush. I told her directly, your sister once saw an old man and a young person pass by the door ten days ago, and my water bowl round light technique also happened to show this, can you tell me who those two people are?

It may be the reason why this symptom has been present for too long, Tian Xiaofang's expression has begun to be in a trance, and she seems more emotional and sensitive, she heard that I said that the little daughter of the Tian family also saw it, and quickly asked my sister if there was anything wrong, I said that my sister is very good, you don't have to worry. Tian Xiaofang told me that every time she got sick, she didn't remember what she had done, but after calming down, she still had a little impression of the gap in her previous memory. The reason why she was scared was precisely because the two people she saw were indeed the same people as described in her sister's mouth, but she said that the child did not know why it appeared, but the old man thought that it might have something to do with an incident that happened a few months ago.

I interrupted her and said, a few months ago, you think about it, was it around the days of Lixia? She said yes, she was still in the city during those days. In this way, the timing coincides with my original hexagram.

Tian Xiaofang said that the old man had been in this village for a long time and was the largest landlord in the village. I didn't have much impression when I was a child, but since the liberation, I haven't seen this person again, until last spring, when I was following the team to engage in cultural activities, I saw this landlord when I passed by a market in the city. He seems to have lived in the city since the liberation, setting up a stall to sell hot glutinous rice cakes.

In Chongqing, there is a snack called "hot glutinous rice balls", which is made by cutting large pieces of glutinous rice balls into small rice balls, and then mixing them with soybean noodles mixed with white sugar, and then eating them. This snack is very similar to the donkey rolling in the north, and it is sweet and delicious. After liberation, many landlords who used to have land in the countryside were cut off from their sources of living by collecting rents because the land was distributed to the common people, so these landlords either defected to their relatives or went to the cities to become ordinary people. "Fight local tyrants, fight inferior gentry, and divide the land" is a phrase that I often said when I played with other children when I was a child.

Tian Xiaofang said that when he saw this landlord at that time, he didn't recognize it at once, but just felt familiar, and he was curious and went to buy a little hot glutinous rice cake, but when he bought hot glutinous rice cake, he was recognized by this landlord instead, saying Aren't you the daughter of Tian Deping's family? Why did you come into the city too? The so-called meeting old acquaintances in other places probably refers to this.

But even so, Tian Xiaofang still didn't remember who this person was, but she now knew that this person was from the same village as her. So when he wrote a letter to his family, he mentioned this incident, and when Tian Deping replied to the letter, he told her that this was the former big landlord in the village, and after liberation, he occupied his house and distributed it to the poor, and this person was no longer here. In addition, Tian Deping didn't say anything more, but he told Tian Xiaofang that this person used to be a landlord.

Tian Xiaofang said that she was the cultural propaganda in their "team", and her daily work was to publicize slogans to the common people and memorize the leader's quotations, but that day when she learned that the person who sold hot glutinous rice was the landlord in her village, she was dizzy for a while, and reported the matter to the organization.

By the time I said this, I could probably already think of some of the later situations, the frail woman in front of me, the woman I was rescuing, was the same group of people who had caused me to be displaced in the first place. With the idea of loyalty to the state but similar to religious extremism, they regard the reporting of some people who may have been guilty in the past as a sign of meritorious service, thinking that this will remove obstacles to the path of doctrine, but they have never thought about the lives of these "sinners" and what they will do after this experience.

In the sad years, although I sighed in my heart, I suddenly had no good impression of Tian Xiaofang, a woman, but one yard is one yard, I still have to save people, even if they have given me personal injuries, but at the root, she is just a victim of an era, just like me.

Seeing that I was silent, Tian Xiaofang also continued. Soon the organization arrested this person and began to parade the streets and criticize. I think that's something like what happened to me at the time. Tian Xiaofang was also praised by the organization for her meritorious reporting. However, she said that she never told her family about this matter, but the landlord was not related to her and arrested him, and for Tian Xiaofang, there would be no one who could not get by.

I thought about it for a while, because the landlord was robbed of his house, and then went to the city to continue to survive, which was originally a fatal blow, and he continued to do business, which shows that he still survived. In this person's life, if he encounters two blows from the same group of people in a row, it will still be easy to go to a dead end. So I asked Tian Xiaofang, did the landlord commit suicide later? Tian Xiaofang bowed her head and said nothing, I got angry all of a sudden, kicked on the edge of the bed, and asked her to say quickly, she cried and nodded and said, and later talked to her comrades in the team about this matter She knew that after the landlord was arrested, he persisted for more than ten days, and then hanged himself in the pigsty.

Back when I was detained, the conditions were pretty good. Some teams are also said to have the "prisoners" sleep in the pigsty and cowshed, meaning that they are not as good as animals. Not to mention this landlord, even if it were a thick-skinned person like me, I guess I wouldn't be able to figure it out. When people can't figure it out, they tend to drill the tip of the horns, and the narrower and narrower they go, and in the end they go to a dead end.

Although Tian Xiaofang kept explaining to me that she didn't expect this to be the result at first, she only found out about it long after the landlord's death, and she felt quite guilty at that time. I scolded in my heart, you are guilty, this is just this one landlord, the devil knows these days, because of how many of you bastards have ended their lives in the same way, and even people have been killed on the street, do you still take human life as a life?

Tian Xiaofang said that this incident has been a long time, and the activities in the city are getting bigger and bigger, and it is because of this that he was injured that day, and his team of his own group had a shootout with another team, and he obtained some enemy intelligence from the organization, and when he went to send information, he was hit in the calf by a stray bullet of his own people, and originally only shot through the muscles, but when he fell, his center of gravity was unstable, and his leg was broken. Tian Xiaofang sighed and said, this is also retribution, I am also a blessing in disguise, I can go home to avoid the limelight, who would have expected that such things would happen repeatedly after coming back, it seems that it is my own sin, no matter how I hide, I can't escape.

Yes, whether you can escape or not is your business, whether you can escape or not, it is the devil's business. These clues are pieced together at the moment, and the situation is basically complete, before Tian Xiaofang used a bamboo pole to beat the locust tree when she first became ill, this way is almost perverted abuse, I estimate that she will have this situation, first of all, she is affected by ghosts, and the locust tree is more ghostly, Tian Xiaofang whipped the locust tree, just like those torturers who beat the landlord, and even her identity has not changed. So I guessed that the landlord must have been hanged and beaten at that time, and the tool used to beat people was most likely a whip or a bamboo stick.

However, the landlord hanged himself by himself, and the hanging must have suffocated himself by tying his neck, which also corresponds to the previous hexagram, one of which refers to the part of the neck. And the time when Tian Xiaofang was hit by a stray bullet was about a month, which was a long time since the landlord died. Although there is no definite evidence that her bullet injury is related to the ghost of the landlord, since Tian Xiaofang returned to the village, the ghost of the landlord has also followed, which means that since the time of death, the ghost of the landlord has never been far away from Tian Xiaofang, which shows that it believes that Tian Xiaofang is one of the people who killed him.

This is obviously a danger signal, although Tian Xiaofang is weak now, she is not confused, but if I don't care, sooner or later, she will definitely die. Because the soul of a suicide cannot leave on its own within forty-nine days, as is customary, and even if it has taken revenge during these days, it cannot be transcended by the forty-nine days. Because suicide and homicide are the same crime, both are depriving life. Therefore, the person who commits suicide is extremely resentful, and even if there are people in the industry, it is difficult to exceed. Over time, the anger will not subside, and the rule that there is a debtor and a debtor is no longer binding for such an unjust soul, killing Tian Xiaofang will definitely harm her family, and even the whole village is not impossible.

I asked Tian Xiaofang, since you can remember, have you been able to see those two ghosts every time you get sick? Tian Xiaofang said yes, but it was different from what her sister said, the two people she saw appeared at her window. I pointed to the window and said, "Do you mean they're standing right outside the window?" Tian Xiaofang said yes.

I thought to myself, nodded and said, maybe I can find a way to clean up these two ghosts. Tian Xiaofang asked, how to clean up the law? I told her to wait for them right here, and when you get sick, they'll come.