Chapter Seventy-Six. Get out of the illusion
I have to admit that I am a very emotional person, even in the most difficult circumstances. Although the scene in front of me gave me an inexplicable sense of reality, deep down in my heart, I actually knew that it was just an illusion, what I longed for. Like a dream, it suddenly pulled me back to that day a few years ago, when I woke up with Meng Dongxue in the cornfield in the morning, I opened my eyes from blurry to clear, the blue sky and white clouds, birds and butterflies, and ears of corn. In addition to the fact that the woman in front of me is not Meng Dongxue, this scene that I have repeatedly recalled countless times in my heart suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, illusory and real, which made me confused.
I know I shouldn't believe all this, if when I was in Jingmen, the ghost found the scene that I feared the most, then the "ghost" in front of me found the moment I longed for the most. So when the beautiful nurse slowly closed her eyes and brought her mouth over, I kissed it without the slightest refusal.
When my lips touched hers, there was an extremely dry and chapped sensation, as if her lips hadn't drunk water for a long time, and even the skin had burst out. But I completely ignored such a strange feeling, even though I knew that it was all fake, but I had no intention of refusing it at all. In this way, I kissed her passionately, she began to hug my head, I began to wrap my arms around her waist, her waist was warm and soft to the touch, and very thin, and in an instant, there was a warm current from the top of the head to the center of the feet, I felt that every bit of strength in my body became countless filaments in my body, and began to evaporate from Google through the flesh and skin. It's an indescribable pleasure, an experience of extreme blending.
And at this time, in addition to the fragrance of birds and flowers, there was also a thin voice in the ear, and if you listen carefully, it is Qin Bukong chanting:
"If the heart is clear, the sky will not fall! All changes are still calm, and the spirit is calm! Void and nothing! It is difficult to grow each other! Forgetting things and forgetting things is the same as nirvana! Heaven and earth are endless, and all things are one! Flying flowers and falling leaves, humility like a valley! A thousand worries, only to settle the heart! Immediately raise your eyebrows, and the spiritual platform is quiet! There is no obstacle in the heart, and there is no attachment to the mind! Relieve the mind and relieve the mind, Mo Ran has no soul! The water flow is not alarmed, and the clouds are late! Single-minded, ancient and modern! ”
This is a pure heart decision, a Taoist secret. It is usually used before performing exercises or meditation to keep one's mind free of oneself and to be completely quiet. For most Taoists, this path of pure heart is all too familiar. Usually before I meditate at night, I recite it several times, and from the second time onwards, even if I meditate in my heart, there will be an echo in my head of the recitation. And at this moment, Qin Bukong's recitation, although the sound reached my ears was very subtle, but because it was too familiar, I could fully understand every word he read.
After Qin Bukong finished reading a paragraph, he put the last sentence "Single-mindedly, ancient and modern!" Repeating and repeating, it seemed as if this sentence had become the focus of his whole recitation, and with each recitation, his tone became a little heavier, so that when I repeated it seven or eight times, I could already hear his voice very clearly, as if it were in my ears, in the back of my head.
Confused, I was like a drunken drunk, a little numb to everything around me, like falling into a sweet dream, hoping that the dream would last longer, longer, and better never wake up. But Qin Bukong's pure heart decision is to let go of everything without distraction, everything here, including all the good and bad.
As a well-trained practitioner, I must have basic self-discipline. So when his voice began to get louder and louder, I slowly opened my eyes, and I could see the beautiful, shy face of the female nurse at a very close distance. She kissed me wildly on the cheek and let out that seductive moan from her mouth. In our time, the affairs of men and women are not elegant, people's attitude towards it is relatively conservative, the wild of female nurses, although it makes my heart flutter, but it is obviously not our current era when women treat these things, the reaction and attitude should be, she seems to be a little too forgetful, seems a little lewd.
So when I thought of this, the original beautiful moans of the female nurse slowly turned into the kind of guttural, low shout. At the same time, Qin Bukong's chanting voice became louder and louder, and his tone became stronger and stronger, even to the point where it made people feel noisy, at this time, the female nurse breathed into my mouth, and the body that was originally full of fragrant and dark fragrance a few seconds ago made me smell a smell of rotten eggs at this moment.
This time, I suddenly sobered up, but I couldn't fully wake up, the originally bright picture in front of me, when I smelled the smell of rotten eggs, suddenly dimmed a lot, the blue sky is still blue sky, the white clouds are still white clouds, but it doesn't seem so bright, as if looking through a layer of dusty glass, I always feel that something is wrong. And as Qin Bukong's chanting voice became faster and faster, everything in front of me turned out to be like an old-fashioned movie machine, and there was a flicker of radio waves, and every extremely short flicker, it was in a black hundred, let me see a pale and terrible female ghost face, and then transformed into a beautiful nurse, and then into a female ghost.
More than ten flashes in a row, bringing me more than ten times of enjoyment and horror of the violent contradiction, which made me suddenly more sober, I controlled my reluctance, reached out and picked up the face of the female nurse who was kissing and touching my face, and held her face to a distance of about half a foot from me, intending to take a closer look, but when I just saw clearly, the surrounding environment suddenly darkened, the blue sky, white clouds, birds, and butterflies all disappeared, and the fragrance of the cornfield in the nose and the body fragrance of the female nurse also disappeared at once, My eyes quickly saw the surroundings clearly, I was lying on some messy mud mound, my nose was filled with the smell of sewer water, and the touch of the female nurse's slender fingers rubbing against me before now I found that it was the female ghost's hair that was sweeping my body, and I held what should have been a moving and beautiful face with both hands, but now it has also become a hideous and terrifying, slender, pale, dark and misty grimace!
All of a sudden, I was completely awake, and suddenly a bone-chilling chill rushed from the tail vertebrae down my spine to the back of my head, and even caused a feeling of dizziness in my head. After receiving the shock, I couldn't help but exert my hands, and I was holding that eerie grimace, but now I desperately pinched ten fingers around its face.
It's futile, I know. Nothing but pain in my fingers. And I realized at this moment that the hands and feet that had just been controlled by this female ghost were able to move freely at this moment, and it must have let go of my hand when it saw that it was fascinated by me. Taking advantage of the pain in my fingers, I suddenly stretched out my left hand, grabbed the hair on the top of the female ghost's head with a strong force, and then pulled desperately, so that its head was slightly raised, so that the face that was originally covered by the hanging hair was almost completely exposed, and I found that the cheekbones on both sides of the female ghost were surprisingly large, and both cheeks were in an inverted awl shape and sunken deep on the face, and there were two slightly raised bones on the left and right at the joints of the mandible, which looked like two horns, and also looked like the whiskers of a catfish. In this way, the already terrible appearance is now more concrete, and in addition to fear, it is also disgusting.
When its head was pulled up by me, and its face was exposed, I didn't think about it, so I picked up the thunder in my right hand, and hit it in the face like a scoundrel.
The first blow was like a frozen hand hitting a hard object, and the pain that pierced my heart almost made me pee. When the second hit hit, the pain was still painful, but it was more like the pain after the first hit. The third and fourth strokes, the hand gradually lost sensation and began to numb, and the pain seemed to be less obvious. I just hit it seven or eight times in a row, and although the damage to it was relatively weak, it was a thunderbolt after all, at least when it would make it feel pain. From the fourth or fifth stroke, it began to roar, and its pale face glowed with lightning with each of my blows.
It began to struggle, struggling to escape from me, which showed that my tricks, while untechnical, had caught it off guard, and realized the danger of going on like this. And its strength was relatively strong, and I grabbed its hair with my left hand, and it pulled me up from the ground as soon as it stood up.
I instinctively fought against its power, and at the moment I was like a goat wrestling with a butcher, he grabbed my horns, he pulled, I retreated, he pushed, and I entered. In short, don't let the other party be happy. So I increased the strength of my hand, and as soon as it was just propping up, I grabbed its hair and jumped towards its strange twisted body, and then locked its waist with both feet in a loop, and pulled its body slightly to the left with my left hand. The female ghost was screaming and roaring, and I took advantage of the situation when its body was a little crooked, and the force on my body suddenly pressed down.
Despite the struggle, I pressed it underneath me, and now the two of us switched positions with each other, the only difference was that it was grabbing my hand and now I was pulling at its hair.
After changing the position, it was more convenient for me to exert force, so I repeated the old trick, and Lei Du hit the female ghost in the face one after another. And because the female ghost had no support point on her hands, she simply began to block her face with her hands. When I slapped the female ghost on the forehead with her right palm again, she screamed and covered her face with both hands. I shouted to Qin Bukong:
"Quick, drop me my bag!"