Tang Xin realized that she had thought wrong before.

It is true that tigers are poisonous and do not eat children, but Shi Yu is not a tiger, and no one is either, it is just a broken stone without emotion.

She said I knew, and suddenly I was a little discouraged, not knowing what else I could do, and I didn't know if the methods I had thought of were still useful.

She wanted to tell herself: I can, try again.

But the whole person couldn't lift his spirits.

For a while, I was frustrated, powerless, and aggrieved, but I didn't know who I was feeling wronged for.

There are different possibilities flashed in her mind, she can be so happy with Shi Yu, she can laugh or cry, or be coquettish or obsessive, or continue to seduce, she doesn't care, she can do anything, as long as it is useful, but her heart is so depressed that she can't breathe.

Dizzy, dizzy, nauseous and want to vomit.

Images are constantly intertwined and flashing in front of me.

When I first arrived in a foreign country, I had no relatives and friends, and I was alone every day.

At that time, I was still young, fourteen or fifteen years old, homesick, and I didn't want to.

That's when I met Liang Yan, who was her neighbor, and was a person like her, living in a big house, empty.

Walking, reading, eating, sleeping, all alone, talking too, there is no second echo.

Liang Yan is ten years older than Tang Xin, gentle and quiet, like a friend, like a sister, and sometimes like a mother.

The neighbors have been doing this for seven or eight years, and they have hardly seen each other's families, as if they are the only ones in this world, and no one cares about them.

No, Liang Yan has a younger brother named Liang Qiao, who occasionally comes to see her, sometimes for a day, sometimes for two days.

Occasionally, Tang Xin would greet Liang Qiao, and he would not go over to disturb their family reunion for two days.

In addition, for most of the time, all kinds of New Year's festivals, whether Chinese or Western, are spent by the two of them.

Liang Yan never went home, Tang Xin occasionally went home, went home to live for a few days and then went back to the big house, went next door to see Liang Yan, ate with her, and talked.

Later, Liang Yan became pregnant.

Later, Liang Yan cried.

At that time, Liang Yan would always cry, his health was very bad, and he might not be able to give birth to the child at all.

At that time, Tang Xin always asked Liang Yan: "What about the child's father?" Why didn't he come? ”

Liang Yan refused to speak.

Such a gentle woman, always smiling and kind, is good to everyone, gritting her teeth at this time, and refusing to say a word.

Finally, Tang Xin stopped asking, and one day he heard a name - Shi Yu.

The person who was always crying suddenly smiled, and the eyes that looked at her seemed to go over everything in front of her, and also over time, back to many, many years ago, and even the tone of voice when she spoke was like that of a young girl.

Shi Yu is the most beautiful existence in Liang Yan's narrative, the warmest person in the world, and her childhood neighbor.

Tang Xin sighed, it turned out to be a childhood sweetheart, it's so good.

Later, I suddenly remembered that one of the people she knew was named Shi Yu, saying that the acquaintance was not accurate, and it was just a fate, but this side was not a humble gentleman who was as gentle as jade for her.

Domineering, strong, and very funny when he's very old, it's very boring.

Tang Xin felt that Shi Yu, whom she and Liang Yan knew, was definitely not the same person.

It has been confirmed several times that it is the same person.

What a coincidence, the two of them met in a foreign country across such a long distance, and there is actually a person who knows each other, and it is still such a relationship.

At this time, the man was outside the door, so close to her that it was only a door away, but Liang Yan was gone, so far away that he was separated from the world.

At the last moment of her life, Liang Yan was thinking about her children, the children who didn't have time to meet.

But what about Shiyu?

He doesn't care at all, he doesn't care about anything.

Tang Xin instantly felt that it was not worth it, it was not worth anything.

Liang Yan is not worth it, she is not worth it, not even graphite.

Why did you give birth to him in the first place?

No one in this world wants him at all.

The person who loves him the most is long gone.