Let me know you're okay and give me peace of mind.

After determining the wedding dress, Qin Anfu went directly to the supermarket, she didn't know how to cook, thinking that it shouldn't be difficult to make soup, so she decided to make a nutritious soup for Liu Suqing.

Getting out of the taxi, I saw a familiar but long-lost tall figure at the door of the house from a distance.

He still likes to wear casual clothes as before. White trench coat, metal-rimmed glasses, long body, graceful style. In the past, the handsome face that was always cold and serious, although it still gave people a feeling that they were not approached, now it is a little less cold, adding the charm of a mature man.

When Qin Anfu approached, Zhao Ziqi still rubbed her hair as dotingly as before.

Qin Anfu put his things away and reminisced with Zhao Ziqi while walking in a nearby park.

Walking to the central lake of the park, the two sat down on a stone bench.

The spring sun is warm and bright, and even the white geese in the lake seem to enjoy it, chasing each other and playing in the water.

The willow branches on the shore are lovely green, the long branches twist comfortably and gently with the spring breeze, and the willow tips hanging into the lake bring a circle of ripples, breaking the vague reflection of the lake. Colorful butterflies flutter in the afternoon sun, and everything looks like spring.

"Spring in Yangfu is still so beautiful!" Zhao Ziqi looked at the lake from afar and sighed.

"Does it snow in the winter in Nanjiang?" Qin Anfu's gaze always followed the two white geese who were playing, and asked casually.

"Yes, but it's pitifully small, it's better to be snowless all year round like Yangfu." Zhao Ziqi replied.

"Some people say that the snow in the north will be very heavy in winter, and the snow will be very thick, have you ever been there? Is it really possible to build a snowman and see ice sculptures? Qin Anfu's speech was very slow, and his expression was full of yearning.

"Of course, fool!" Zhao Ziqi smiled. "Come with me to live in Nanjiang for a while, Mom is very worried about you, she wants to see you very much, but I'm afraid that you don't want to see her."

"Mom has been with you all these years, and she has worked hard for you. Let her worry that it is my unfilial piety. ”

"I'm glad you can let go of your past grievances." Looking at Qin Anfu's peaceful expression, Zhao Ziqi was happy from the bottom of his heart.

"There are always many choices in life that cannot be chosen, and they, we, are all pushed by fate to the road we have to take." Qin Anfu looked at Zhao Ziqi sideways, gently hooked the corners of his mouth, and was already relieved in his heart.

"You've grown up!"

"yes." The two looked at each other and smiled shallowly.

The two of them looked at the lake again, and although they did not speak again, they were at ease.

I don't know how long I sat there, Zhao Ziqi spoke again: "I thought you would be with Shen Boyan all the time, why did you separate?" ”

After a long silence, Qin Anfu did not answer. So Zhao Ziqi said: "He has been waiting for you for seven years, and we have been in contact from time to time in the past seven years, and every year he will go to Nanjiang to visit his mother, to be honest, even I was moved by his sincerity." ”

In response to him, there was still silence, Qin Anfu was unusually calm, sitting like a sculpture and not reacting.

"Is it because of who you are now? Shen Boyan doesn't care about those people who are famous, you boldly choose with your heart and live the life you want to live, if his parents mind, don't be afraid, with me, I won't let you be bullied a little. Zhao Ziqi said these seriously, and then said in a joking tone: "He is only one year younger than me, and I am now the father of two children, he is still alone, and there are several seven years in his life......

"Brother......" Qin Anfu interrupted him, lazily resting his head on his shoulder. I'm getting married, will you give me a wedding? ”

"Get married! And with whom? Although I was surprised and surprised, it was nearly forty people in the end, and I was not shocked on the surface.

"And someone I can't live up to." Qin Anfu looked in the air, his tone was indifferent, without the slightest fluctuation.

"Has it already been decided?" Qin Anfu has always avoided talking about Shen Boyan, and Zhao Ziqi naturally guessed that the object of her marriage would not be Shen Boyan. Qin Anfu has always had his own opinions, and Zhao Ziqi no longer mentions Shen Boyan.

"There are still five days before the wedding day, brother, you better go back to Nanjiang and pick up your mother and them!" Qin Anfu raised his head, his eyes were obviously gloomy, but he smiled extraordinarily brightly. "Let's go, let's eat, I'm in for a treat."

Qin Anfu stood up and turned around, but suddenly found that Shen Boyan was behind him, his face was extremely ugly, like dark clouds, and his clear eyes were like a lake experiencing a storm, helplessness and grief after the stormy waves.

The sadness in Shen Boyan's eyes seemed to be very contagious, making Qin Anfu's eyes dodge, not daring to look at him again, and hurriedly moved to pass by him.

Shen Boyan grabbed her wrist, and the two stood with their backs to each other, but the distance of one arm was as far away as the whole world.

Shen Boyan turned around slowly, looking at his beloved close at hand, he didn't dare to hug her, let alone let go of her hand. The palm of his hand slowly moved down, carefully interlocking his fingers with hers. Cautiously asked, "Do you really want to get married?" And with whom? ”

"Someone you also know, childhood sweetheart." Qin Anfu replied that she could not say the words "childhood sweetheart", but she subconsciously wanted to say it decisively and hurtfully.

Shen Boyan was silent for a moment, took a sharp breath of air and filled his broken chest cavity before he spoke: "I respect your decision!" There is only one request, don't drive me away, don't see me, even if you look at you from afar, let me know that you are okay, and give me peace of mind. ”

Qin Anfu didn't dare to look back, for fear that Shen Boyan would see the tears in her eyes, and he didn't dare to speak, for fear that he would not be able to hold back crying as soon as he opened his mouth. She tried to withdraw her hand, but was grabbed tighter.

"Eat on time, don't stay up late, take care of yourself! Also, can you give me an invitation? Shen Boyan looked at the back in front of him, but saw her slowly shaking her head. The clenched hand slowly lost strength with her refusal, and he let the palm of his hand be withdrawn, and he had no strength to clench it anymore, and there was no reason.

Qin Anfu held the withdrawn hand tightly in the other palm, and the steps of leaving were fast and decisive, but he tried to keep the temperature of the palm that belonged to Shen Boyan.

Zhao Ziqi patted Shen Boyan's stiff shoulder from behind, and then staggered away from him and chased in the direction of Qin Anfu.

When the backs of the two disappeared completely, Shen Boyan sat down on the stone chair, his left hand spread out and clenched, and his palm had long lost the temperature of Qin Anfu. His shoulders immediately shook uncontrollably, he seemed to be shivering with cold, and even his lips were bloodless for a while, it turned out that the spring in the south could be so cold that it soaked to the bones. In a trance, I heard a whimpering sound again, and I didn't know that it was my own sorrow.

Qin Anfu curled up in the corner of the wall where the sun couldn't shine, obviously crying, but he desperately covered his mouth and didn't make a sound. Zhao Ziqi half-squatted in front of her and kept wiping her tears, but those tears were like the rainy season in Yangfu, and she couldn't wipe them all. He simply hugged Qin Anfu's shoulders and pressed her head into his arms.