The beauty in He Miao's eyes is Luo Ling.

Knowing that Qin Anfu was a woman in the hotel and his identity was still a lawyer, He Miao left with confidence.

Hotel suite, Luo Ling explained while taking off his coat: "I don't like places that are too noisy, think about it, I think the hotel is very good, quiet and private, and you can rest in bed when you are drunk, and the two of us women are safer than going outside." ”

"Hmm." Qin Anfu nodded, Luo Ling's consideration was indeed reasonable, and she didn't like noisy places.

"The waiter will bring the food in a moment, do you want to drink white or red?"

"Everything." Qin Anfu already has an addiction to alcohol, don't pick your mouth, you can drink it.

In the end, the two of them drank red and white, and an hour passed, and both of them were already slightly drunk.

Luo Ling sat cross-legged on the carpet, and a glass of white wine was so spicy that she narrowed her eyes.

Qin Anfu was lying on her back on the functional sofa, a faint smile appeared on her face, she liked the fluttering feeling when she was drunk.

Luo Ling leaned his chin on the armrest of the sofa, tilted his drowsy head and said, "You know what? I never believed in love before you appeared, and although you broke my engagement, I never complained to you. Lao Shen and I grew up together, and although our relationship is deep, there is no love between men and women, otherwise we wouldn't be so fragile. In the matter of the relationship between men and women, Lao Shen is an iron wood, but this iron wood has been burned by you, how much is he in love with you! Who else but you can get into his eyes? You have been in prison for seven years, he has been waiting for you for seven years, you are married and he is guarding you from afar, who will not be moved by his affection for you? All of us thought you would be together, why? Why is it the way it is today? ”

The smile on Qin Anfu's face slowly froze, she glanced at Luo Ling, whose eyes were blurred and her cheeks were crimson, unhurriedly lit a cigarette, inhaled the smoke deep into her paralyzed chest, leaned back on the sofa, and looked at the ceiling with half-godless eyes, and warm tears slipped out of the corners of her eyes while the smoke was spitting out.

She spoke slowly, her voice indifferent but mixed with a hint of sadness: "He is a prosecutor who guards the people's justice, and I am a murderer who has been in prison; His proud eldest brother was a pillar of the country, but he died young because of me; He is now the only son of the Shen family, and I will not be able to have children for the rest of my life. We... As early as seven years ago, it was already a difference between cloud and mud. ”

"If he cares about your identity, he won't wait for you wholeheartedly." Luo Ling grabbed Qin Anfu's forearm with a little excitement, "I also know the death of the eldest brother of the Shen family, you don't need to blame yourself for all the faults." He is so affectionate to you, will he still care if he can have children! ”

Qin Anfu lowered his eyes and looked at Luo Ling, and his tone was firm: "If he is not a prosecutor, if the eldest brother is not dead, I will definitely ask him frankly if he will care." But now I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy. ”

"Didn't you confess to him?" Luo Ling's heart also felt uncomfortable.

"There is no chance in this life, why bother with more senseless entanglements, so be it, I don't want to delay the rest of his stable life." Qin Anfu said decisively, but his tone was uncontrollably sad.

"Do you think he'll be able to let you go for the rest of his life?" Luo Ling's eyes were filled with tears. For the first time, she, a sane lawyer, cried for love, and still for someone else.

"Yes, time wears everything. He will definitely have a bright future, happiness and health. Qin Anfu smiled faintly, his heart had long been numb, but tears were rolling uncontrollably in his eyes.

In the past half a month, Luo Ling felt uncomfortable every time he thought of Qin Anfu's words, and after thinking about it, he still told Shen Boyan the content of the chat between the two.

"Although I promised her not to tell you this, if I don't tell you, I will have trouble sleeping." In the café, Luo Ling said while wearing a down jacket, "I still have an appointment, so I'll go first." ”

"Luo Ling, thank you." Shen Boyan squeezed his phone tightly, he thought she was just complaining that he couldn't save her. He knew that Qin Anfu was pregnant, but what he didn't know was that Qin Anfu couldn't have children for the rest of his life because of a miscarriage.

After Qin Anfu was imprisoned, when Shen Boyan cleaned up his room, he turned out a delicate gift box in the bedside table, which contained a two-bar pregnancy test stick and a fiery red acacia bean.

It was a birthday gift prepared by Qin Anfu for Shen Boyan.

Looking at the number that wanted to be broadcast countless times but didn't go to the air, Shen Boyan was silent for a long time and finally clicked the dial.

"Hey." Qin Anfu didn't know that it was Shen Boyan's number, she had never liked to answer strange calls, but she unexpectedly answered it immediately today.

"Fool ......" came from the phone, and Shen Boyan's voice trembled uncontrollably.

Hearing a familiar and choked voice, Qin Anfu's hand holding the paintbrush stopped in mid-air and hesitated for a moment before speaking: "We shouldn't have anything to do with it anymore, hang up." ”

"Don't hang up, listen to me." Shen Boyan said anxiously, adjusted his breathing and spoke, "From the first time I saw you, I was already destined to be entangled with you for the rest of my life. It doesn't matter if I'm a prosecutor or not, whether you're a murderer or not, as long as I'm still Shen Boyan and you're still Qin Anfu, I just want you. ”

"It's all gone, and we should all look forward." Qin Anfu couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

"The death of the eldest brother has nothing to do with you, so why should you be obsessed? If you are guilty of tearing off his necklace, then I am also guilty of bringing up the competition, and the first love who gave him the necklace is also guilty, my dad is guilty of making a feud with a criminal as a policeman, and he is also guilty of revenge for the death of his eldest brother, maybe he will not die if he leaves any link, it has happened, none of us want such a result, but no one can change it. I didn't blame you, and my dad didn't blame you when he calmed down. If it weren't for my dad being an undercover agent and making a feud with An Songnian, none of this would have happened, my eldest brother wouldn't have died, and you wouldn't have suffered from seven years in prison, but my dad doesn't regret it, he is a policeman, and it is his duty to maintain law and order and arrest criminals. Shen Boyan's voice was very bright and his tone was very calm.

"Ah Yan, thank you for telling me this, thank you uncle for forgiveness." Shen Boyi's death has always been a knot in Qin Anfu's heart, but at this time, Shen Boyan's words made her guilty soul get some redemption.

"An An, don't let your kindness bind you to self-blame, it's not a reason to separate us." Shen Boyan continued.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, I'm ......" The words have come to this, Qin Anfu mustered up the courage to confess but was interrupted by Shen Boyan.

"I know you have had a miscarriage, so you can't have any more children in the future, I'm sorry, I'm also sad that I couldn't be by your side at that time......" As soon as Qin Anfu was concerned, Shen Boyan was distressed, his vision was already blurred, he took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed the sourness in his chest and throat and continued: "For me, it is already a godsend that you can escape death, where can I ask for any children!" ”

"Uncle and aunt only have you as a son now, and we can't live only for ourselves." Qin Anfu held the brush hard, warm tears dripped on the back of his hand one by one, and the pigment stained on his skin turned transparent yellow mixed with tears.

"The Shen family is not a royal relative, and our family is not the only one surnamed Shen in this world, there is no need to pass on the ancestry, they will not interfere with my feelings because of these old customs, do you still want to be trapped because of these vulgar thoughts? I've waited seven years, and I've waited all my life, and if I had to take time to defeat those worlds, I'll tell you these words again when I'm eighty years old. We've known each other for nine years, but we've been apart for eight years, and if we're destined to spend the rest of our lives with each other, do you want to waste our years? No one knows which one will come first, accident or tomorrow, and if I only live to sixty or forty, do you really want me to die with regret? ”

"Don't say such things, I beg you to ......" A sentence cut Qin Anfu's heart like a knife, she wanted Shen Boyan to have a bright future, happiness and health, instead of regret in Shen Boyan's mouth. At this moment, she has long been unable to cry.

"Shen is the only one in this life." Shen Boyan once again sincerely declared his oath. This love has long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, there are billions of people in this world, but who else can he want besides Qin Anfu?

Listening to Qin Anfu's crying on the mobile phone, Shen Boyan's chest was uncomfortable, he wanted to hug Qin Anfu, but they were separated by thousands of miles. Shen Boyan silently waited for her to calm down before continuing: "The law cannot punish all crimes, and the police cannot protect all justice, but every person of faith is guarding justice in their own way, and they regard death as if it were to make this world less evil." From the perspective of the nation as a whole, certain sacrifices are inevitable. I know that you have not had an easy life, half of your life has been bumpy, but these are not reasons for self-abandonment and self-abuse, today's peaceful years have been bought by many martyrs with their blood and lives, and we have no reason to live up to it. Shen Boyan's words were clear and powerful.

The only thing we can do is to stick to kindness, believe in justice, do what we can do, do our best, take on a responsibility, protect a faith, and cherish the hard-won years.

We may be experiencing suffering, living an unsatisfactory life, grievances, pain, despair, self-abandonment, these personal honors and disgraces, gains and losses, what are they in the face of national affairs and national justice!

Qin Anfu was enlightened in an instant, it turned out how selfish and superficial his sadness was, many people for the country and the nation, for faith and righteousness, carried the burden forward and regarded death as home, how many people exchanged their lives for today's quiet years! And she is ruining her life while guarding such a good time!