40. Limited experience

"Miss Zhao?"

When Lu Wenming's consciousness turned, he heard the sound of water waves in his ears, felt the slight shaking of the hull, and slowly opened his eyes, and saw Zhao Qingxue sitting on the side.

When I looked up, I realized that I was on a sightseeing cruise ship.

There were not many people on the boat, but there were also many passengers, they were sitting on the chairs on this side, he was lying, and Zhao Qingxue was sitting with a book in his hand reading.

Look at the past from this perspective......

Miss Zhao is in good shape.

Syllable!

The spine of the book was not lightly printed on her forehead, and she said helplessly: "Look? ”

"Ahem......"

Lu Wenming rubbed his forehead in embarrassment, looked at the vastness of the river and the scenery on the shore, and asked puzzledly, "Why did we get to the boat?" ”

"I ...... before"

Lu Wenming recalled that when he found out that he seemed to be in a certain service area, he was just about to get out of the car and fell into a coma? Like, there was a blow to the back of the neck......

"I asked Liu Qing to help."

"Professor Wang, they will encounter some trouble on the way, so I will take you on another route and send you home first."

"When I went to the Three Gorges, you said that the scenery was good by boat."

"Although I have left the Three Gorges, it is really good to swim the Yangtze River."

Zhao Qingxue pressed her hands on the book, looked at Jiang Jing and said with considerable appreciation, the river breeze blew, a few strands of hair floated, and even crossed Lu Wenming's cheeks, and the slightest itch penetrated into her heart......

Regarding the White Lotus Sect, the question of Professor Wang's life and death disappeared from his mind at once.

Perhaps, it doesn't matter.

"Yes, the river view is very good." The two sat calmly, not knowing what to talk about, perhaps, there was no need to talk about anything, this moment of silence was very comfortable.

"Lu Wenming."

"Huh?"

"You're such a fool."

Lu Wenming scratched his head, not knowing how to reply to her, so he heard her say again: "So, go back and practice hard and make less trouble, do you hear?" ”

"Hmmm......"

Next, the two didn't talk about any metaphysical things.

Zhao Qingxue just asked curiously: "When I went to Xiangjiang University to look for you, at that time, why were you so resistant to women?" ”

“……”

Lu Wenming brought some fruit out of the self-service kitchen on the ship, bit the apple pieces and said: "I don't know how to chase girls, in high school, I got up ten minutes early every morning to help the girl at the front table bring breakfast, just so that she could have breakfast when she stepped into the classroom." ”

"Chat with her, go shopping with her."

"Say it's a friend? It seems that there is more than that, if you want to say that you like it? I don't know if it counts. ”

"Anyway, when I went to college, one day she suddenly said that she had a boyfriend."

"That's it."

He seemed to be talking about unrelated things, but he was very depressed, which showed that whether he liked it or not, he was indeed disappointed.

Zhao Qingxue stared at him for a while, and suddenly said, "Do you know what it means to like?" ”

"Like is not ......"

Lu Wenming was about to speak, but he was silent again, and after a while, he smiled bitterly: "I really don't know, although I don't want to admit it, I do have a lack of emotion." ”

"I don't know when it started?"

"I don't remember exactly."

"In short, when I was a child, whether my memory was good or what my mother told me, I was very concerned about people, the kind of relatives who were very close, but I don't know when it began, it became emotionally lacking and difficult to empathize with others."

"Even more so when it comes to love."

"I aspire to be like my peers, but it's more of an imitation, as if I'm not human, imitating people's behavioral trajectories and emotions."

"So."

"Even if I have some abilities and outstanding parts that attract girls who are willing to accompany me, they can't get half of the emotional touch from me, that's why it's like that, right?"

"The reason why I like to study the grand propositions and the epics of mankind and to worship the faculty."

"It's because of such grand emotions that I can empathize and resonate."

Although Zhao Qingxue guessed it, he was still a little shocked at this time, he saved Li Keer on the mountain, not at all because of how cute Li Keer was, how much he liked it.

Simply because it was a little girl, a weakling.

He doesn't save people because he wants to save people, but more because he saves his own principles and is willing to take risks at the cost of his life......

"Don't you think I'm a hypocrite?"

Seeing her reminiscing eyes and subtle expressions, Lu Wenming smiled a little self-deprecatingly, took out a bottle of beer from the self-service refrigerator, opened it, and raised his head to drink.

It was the first time he had spoken to someone since he knew about his anomaly.

He knows very well that he is not that great and selfless, and his actions are more to prove that he is still a flesh and blood person......

Zhao Qingxue sat aside.

He snatched the beer from his hand and drank it straight away, which stunned him.

"If this is hypocrisy, it would be great if there are more such people in the world, who is obviously a fool who is at the bottom of the abyss, but still saving others."

"You're so strong, who are you waiting for to be saved?"

"Leaving your front desk in high school?"

Lu Wenming didn't know how to refute, but the ghost pointed to the beer in her hand and said, "I, I've drunk." ”

"Ah, it's annoying!"

She took a sip, but didn't swallow it, and then Lu Wenming felt the softness he had never felt before, and with the cold wine, he didn't come back to his senses for a while.

Long.

The red lips parted, some beads of wine rolled down from under his chin, and he stared at her delicate face blankly, forgetting even to breathe, only to see her wipe the wine from the corner of her mouth with the back of her white hand.

Then he raised his head and drank, and the dashing spirit made her figure reflect straight into the depths of his soul.

"Zhao ......"

"In my dream, you saved me once, so I saved you once. Before disembarking, I was your girlfriend. ”

“……”

His expression returned from stunned to calm, and then full of complexity, and he asked, "Just...... Gratitude? ”

"Disliked? Li Keer's words may be willing to be your girlfriend all the time. ”

"No ......"

Lu Wenming smiled bitterly and asked, "Can I drink?" ”

"Is this asking a girlfriend?"

"Sort of......

"Well, today you can be licensed."

"Thank you ......"

With a wry smile, Lu Wenming took a few cans of wine and came back with a barbecue, he thought about it, and said, "Can you make a somewhat excessive request?" ”

"Refuse."

“…… It's not the astringent kind. ”

"Tell me about it."

"Why, after getting off the ship, can't you continue?"

Zhao Qingxue was silent for a while, and then said with a smile: "You don't understand anything, I reject you for your good." You know, who you're in a relationship with? ”

"I don't know, but it's not important."

"Huh...... Fool. ”