After a pause, Yan Jinghua continued: "I used to feel that my life was meaningless, that I should not be a human being. ”

"I have given up on myself countless times, and it was you who gave me the idea of living, even though I clearly knew at the time that a person like me could not be with you."

"It may sound false that one person gives another hope to live, but it is the truth."

"It seems that as long as I see you, the despair in my heart will be washed away little by little, in these years, I have also given up on myself, every time I can't hold on, Zhou Yi will use you to motivate me."

"I always thought that I could only hide in the corner and watch you for the rest of my life, but one day you took the initiative to come to my side."

When he said this, Yan Jinghua's eyes that looked at Song Shengsheng were full of love.

Song Shengsheng thought of her previous life, until she died, she didn't know that Yan Jinghua liked her, and even because of Lu Yunfan, she deliberately kept a distance from Yan Jinghua.

Before being with Yan Jinghua, she had a nightmare that Yan Jinghua died and was buried next to her tombstone!

In fact, she didn't know whether it was a nightmare or the final ending of the feast in her previous life, and the feeling was too real at that time for her to tell the difference.

But Song Shengsheng sincerely hoped that it was just a nightmare, and she hoped that Yan Jinghua would live well.

"To this day, I still can't understand why Ichi suddenly loves me."

"Lu Yunfan said that it was because you knew that the person who saved you back then was me, so you were with me, but I know that this is not the case."

"I don't understand why you love me, but just standing there, you're already my hope, not to mention that you took the initiative to walk towards me."

"It's about God who has blessed me and given me the opportunity to be with you, and even now, we are about to get married and become real family."

Yan Jinghua stood up, walked towards Song Shengsheng, and finally stopped beside Song Shengsheng, and at this moment he was already holding a small box in his hand.

Song Shengsheng blinked, only to feel that her vision was a little blurry, and she didn't even react to when her eyes began to moisten.

Yan Jinghua knelt down on one knee and handed the ring to Song Shengsheng, "Shengsheng, are you willing to marry me?" ”

Song Shengsheng frowned, she couldn't help but not want to cry, but tears still couldn't help but slip from her eyes.

"Why are you so sensational?"

Moved by the sudden marriage proposal, and feeling a little embarrassed because of the sudden proposal, Song Shengsheng couldn't help but turn his head sideways not to look at the banquet.

She knew that today was Valentine's Day, and she knew that the banquet was arranged, so she specially wanted to take her out on a date.

She never thought that Yan Jinghua would specifically propose to her!

They have already discussed the time to get the certificate, and even some things about the wedding have begun to prepare, and Song Shengsheng has completely forgotten the step of proposing.

Song Shengsheng was in a very complicated mood at this moment, but at this moment, it seemed that she couldn't allow her to be complicated for too long, after all, Yan Jinghua was still kneeling there on one knee, waiting for her answer.

Song Shengsheng took a deep breath and tried to control his emotions, and when he was almost under control, Song Shengsheng turned his head to look at Yan Jinghua.

Song Shengsheng nodded vigorously, with a crying tone in his voice, and told Yan Jinghua very seriously, "I am willing!" ”

knew that it was the answer, but at the moment of asking, Yan Jinghua was still nervous, and because he heard the answer he wanted, he smiled again.

Song Shengsheng stretched out his hand, Yan Jinghua took out the ring from the jewelry box, and when he put the ring on Song Shengsheng, Yan Jinghua's hand was trembling slightly.

The ring found to be a good fit, and it happened to be worn on Song Shengsheng's finger.

Song Shengsheng sniffed and whispered, "You get up." ”

Yan Jinghua stood up at this time, just looking at Song Shengsheng's red eyes, Yan Jinghua couldn't help but lean over and kiss the corner of Song Shengsheng's lips.

The sound of the violin continued to come, and Yan Jinghua whispered in Song Shengsheng's ear: "Time is very rushed, and I am worried that you will not like the scene that is too lively, so I have only prepared the simplest proposal." ”

"Just wanted to tell you that I want to marry you."

"I beg you to marry me."

"Finally, thank you for your willingness to marry me."

It has nothing to do with the so-called sense of ceremony, it's just that because of his hesitation and foresight, he wants Song Shengsheng to know that no matter how many concerns he has, deep down in his heart, he wants to marry her!

"I know." Song Shengsheng raised his hand and gave Yan Jinghua a hug.

She knew how much Yan Jinghua loved herself.

His timidity and regression are all because he is afraid that he will hurt himself one day, and he will always be on the premise of her.

She knew, so she didn't choose to give up when she hesitated.

Song Shengsheng firmly believes that she will be happy in this life, and Yan Jinghua will also be very happy!

……

Following.

Song Shengsheng woke up naturally from sleep, then got up and washed, and when Song Shengsheng had breakfast, the lawyer had already come over, and then they set off together to Song's house.

The lawyer has already prepared the contract, and he does not have to go to Song's house to sign the agreement, but mainly to go to Song's house to get the household registration book, and even the agreement is signed under the witness of Song Jianghe.

Song Shengsheng went to Song's house, and first saw Lin Xue in the living room Song Niannian, the last time he came back, Lin Xue was no longer pretending, and today is even more so.

Especially when Song Shengsheng was accompanied by eyeflowers and a strange lawyer, Lin Xue didn't even show the most basic hospitality, and completely ignored them directly.

However, Song Shengsheng and Yan Jinghua didn't care, and the lawyer naturally didn't care, after all, it had nothing to do with him.

Song Shengsheng asked the maid directly, "What about my father?" ”

"Upstairs in the study." The servant hurriedly replied.

Song Shengsheng nodded, didn't say anything more, and led people directly upstairs.

Watching them go upstairs, Lin Xue said angrily to Song Niannian: "Look at her arrogant look!" Do you think you're looking at me? ”

Song Niannian looked inexplicable, "After so many years, when did she take you in her eyes?" ”

Lin Xue choked and wanted to refute, but she didn't know how to refute at all.

Yes, for so many years, only at the beginning when Song Shengsheng thought that Lin Xue was her mother begged for Lin Xue's love, at that time Song Shengsheng didn't understand why her mother didn't like her, and even bullied her. (End of chapter)