A long time ago, in a small town, there was a happy boy, his family can be said to be in the town, that is, "less than the above, more than the bottom" The boy is very happy, he has the fantasies, hopes, and visions of ordinary boys! Who doesn't want a better future for themselves, and so do boys! Until one day the boy met her, and from then on his love story began, the story was very helpless, the story was very sad and desolate, and very lonely......

The boy went to school in the middle school in the small town, he was very smart, his academic performance was very good, he was promoted to the third year of junior high school, he silently reminded himself that he wanted to repay his mother with his own efforts, just started school, the boy was bored, and walked aimlessly in school...... There are many people in the school that has just opened, the boy walked under a poplar tree and suddenly had an unknown feeling, under the poplar tree stood a "little girl", a faint autumn wind, blowing her white skirt, a middle hair, like a goddess without a trace of fireworks in the world! At that time, in the boy's heart, he was hit hard by his own fantasy, the boy didn't understand whether it was love or not, but he didn't want to miss the opportunity to meet her, after all, the girl was very attractive to her. He walked over and saw the girl's face up close, and the girl was beautiful...... Especially the "helplessness" in the girl's eyes, maybe "helpless" or?? The boy sorted out the hesitation in his heart, walked up to her, and whispered, "Hello, my name is Yan Chuan, it's a pleasure to know you, I hope you are the same!" The girl withdrew her gaze as if surprised by the boy's self-introduction! face, blushing...... muttered, "I'm very happy, my name is Qi Fengying." The boy carved her name deep in his memory - Qi Fengying! The boy said, "Are you a freshman?" If there is anything you can do to help, please speak, remember, my name is meditation! The girl lowered her head, "I will." The boy looked at the girl carefully and walked away...... But, the boy's heart was blank! From that day on, the boy lost himself and his soul passed away! In the boy's heart, there is a name that bothers him every day.

Half a semester passed in a blink of an eye, and the boy didn't go to the girl, but he never forgot her! The boy's class and the girl are next to each other, and as long as the boy looks out of the window every day, he will see the girl he dreams of, and he can feel the girl's silent eyes! The campus was not peaceful, and some gangsters from outside the school came to the school after drinking, and they found beautiful girls, flirting with innocent girls...... The boy was woken up by the noise outside the class, saw his beloved girl, insulted by three hooligans, and without any hesitation, he took the talisman knife given to him by his sister and rushed out! Ran to the girl's side, protect the girl, the three hooligans are the ruffians of the town, the boy knows, one of the ruffians said "Damn, I know your brother, I'll give your brother face, go far!" "The boy's hand was held tightly by the girl...... The boy turned his head and saw the girl's helpless gaze...... His heart was full in an instant! The boy turned around and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, the girl you bully, it's unfortunate, it's my girlfriend, I won't let my girlfriend suffer a little grievance!" What to do? How about a few big brothers to accompany you? "The ruffian spewed wine" Damn, don't give your face. "Raised his foot and kicked the boy! The boy laughed, drew his knife and stabbed it without even thinking about it...... The ruffian fell, and the blood quickly flowed all over the ground. Seeing this, the other two ruffians turned and ran...... The principal of the school, knowing that the boy was in trouble, called the boy's parents. The boy told him what had happened (he omitted the girl's involvement!). The boy's father was well-known in the town, and the principal praised the boy on the school radio the next day...... The boy's father went to the hospital to see the ruffian who was stabbed by the boy, and the ruffian accompanied the smiling face, and the boy's father didn't want to make too much trouble, so he hastily ended it...... Since then, the story of boys and girls has been spread on campus! What about girls! also silently stared at the boy. However, the two of them didn't say anything about their feelings, they didn't even make contact, they just looked at each other silently......

Until one day, the girl did not go to school for several days in a row, and the boy couldn't take it anymore and rode a motorcycle to the girl's house. The girl is sick, and the boy is distressed! Looking at the girl's haggard face... The boy was very sad, and the girl's father was very conservative, but he didn't say anything... The boy rode back to the town on his motorcycle, bought a lot of supplements at the medicine store, delivered them to the girl's home, and told the girl to take care of her illness! Hurry back to school, he'll be looking forward to her...

The next day, the girl returned to school and was haggard, but the boy was relieved! The boy didn't want to keep the secret of his heart. The days he spent with the girls every day were his happiest hours!

However, all sad stories have a romantic beginning, God has arranged your fate, how can an ordinary person change her fate? Until one day......

The girl's father found the boy and told him that the girl was now in the hospital, and at that moment the boy went crazy, and he ran to the hospital like crazy, and saw the girl who was being transfused, and he held the girl's hand tightly, and felt the girl's temperature, and at the same time, the girl's father told what had happened......

It turned out that when the girl was nine years old, his father set her a "baby kiss", and at the wine table of the two in-laws, the girl did not agree to the marriage, broke the wine bottle, and cut the artery in her hand... The girl said that her favorite boy was not by her side when she needed him the most, and if leaving this world was her only result, how much she would like to see him! But it can't......

The boy takes care of the girl, and he wants to use his care to make up for the mistakes he had... The girl's body slowly recovered, she saw the boy's remorse, and she still used her amorous gaze to look at the boy's tall figure! Every day, the boy would hold the girl's hand and tell him about his love! Tell about his reluctance and his vision for the future...... The girl was discharged from the hospital and told the boy that she wanted to use her own hands to earn money to repay her father's "bride price", but the boy didn't say anything, but told the girl to protect herself......

The boy went to high school, he went to City A, his aunt A opened a travel company in Beijing, the boy wanted to make a lot of money in the distant City A, and use it to lay a foundation for the future, so he used his spare time to help his aunt! The girl works as a waitress in a hotel in City C! The boy is gone for three years......

After coming back, the boy came to the hotel, and a service lady asked him, are you Feng Ying's boyfriend, Feng Ying left two months ago, and she was disappointed when she left! Because her boy had failed to fulfill his obligations, she said that if the boy returned, tell him that Feng Ying had died two months earlier...... The boy was heartbroken. He didn't want to lose her. The boy came to the town where he had been separated for a long time, and came to the girl's house, and the girl's father saw the boy, his head hanging very low... Under the boy's repeated pleading, the girl's father told the boy "She is Shulan in City C, she ......" The boy was silent, rushed to the Shulan Hotel in City C, opened the door and entered... The girl sat in the arms of a middle-aged man who was slightly fat, laughing madly, and the boy silently watched the girl... The girl finally saw the boy, and her smile slowly condensed... The boy smiled bitterly and said, "I'm back to see you, I haven't forgotten what I said!" "......" "If this is the result you want, I won't say too much, I can only say that I don't have the ability to keep my fate," "......" "I love someone, I want to make her happy, but I don't!" I'm sorry to disappoint you......" "I'm still me, but it's a pity that you're not you, the person I'm looking for, facing sincerely, and longing for will be so... Appearance! It's my fault, it's my fault, may you be happy......" The boy turned back, she didn't want the girl to see the corner of his eye...... He didn't dare to look at the face of the girl who had been her life!

Why is the sky so dark?

Why is love so difficult?

From now on. There is no laughter in the boy's world......

The girl made a phone call to the boy, and she said, "I'm going to get married, bless me", "......", "My life is my own choice, I regret that it's too late, if there is an afterlife, I will spend my whole life waiting." The boy sobbed silently... The boy's mother looked at her emaciated son and told a story: There is a dragon in the ocean world, and he wants to see the outside world, and he goes to the world with wind and rain, and he falls in love with a girl, but the girl is a human being, how could she choose a "person" who is not of the same kind? He hesitated, he was helpless...... But it's the dragon—and it will return to the sea after all—" The boy cried as he cried to his mother......

The days passed slowly like this, neither good nor bad! The boy deeply blocked his memory! He didn't dare to think about the past, he didn't dare to recall... But the boy lived, although he was not happy!

The boy has another relationship, the girl is the shadow of another girl, the world is like this, the boy is slowly happy, because she... Until one day the girl called the boy again..."Yan Chuan? I gave birth to a boy, very beautiful, bless me? "Yes, isn't it pretty? Unfortunately, it's not mine, if it's mine, if there are no accidents, I'm the happiest person in the world...... It's a pity it's not...""......""Live your life! Feng Ying! ”“……”

Two days later, her mother said on the phone Yan Chuan, my grandson died, I like him very much, but we can't get it! The boy said, "How did you die?" The girl's mother said, "Accident, unexpected accident!" "Why not rescue it?" "I can't save it, I can't save it......" The boy put down the phone wordlessly...

The boy was speechless and forgot about the heavens, and saw his tears across the heavens ̄!

What color is heaven, he would love to see......

The boy bowed his head speechlessly, and saw his tears seeping into the vast earth!

What scale of hell was, he wanted to know......

Walking slowly through the red dust, the boy didn't know if there would be a bleak encounter in his red dust, and if there would be a girl with that helpless look... Have the joy of the past!

Life is not like a dream, because it is so - real!

Life is not like wine, because it is so tasteless!

Life is not like chess, because it doesn't start all over again!

Life is not like a mystery because it is so easy to understand!

Life is not the same as life! Fate does not control life, and life is when there is no way to regret it - repent! When you can't forget – forget! I want to forget, but will I?