When the nanny came back from grocery shopping, she saw the young man standing at the door chatting, so she asked in a strange tone, "How long have you been standing here?" The two old people in the house are both unable to move, don't you take care of them? ”

Chen Limin's nephew said with a smile: "Don't worry, Auntie, we like to smoke, and we were kicked out by these two old men, these two strange old men, endlessly talking about the old, and didn't let us listen, but we deliberately opened the door, once something happened, we could also see it." ”

The nanny had nothing to say, looked up and down at the door again, and the two of them went in at a glance.

Chen Min said to his grandfather: "Grandpa, I have college classmates in the city, I heard that it is not easy for me to come to the county seat, so I want to go over to reminisce about the past, how about it, grandpa, you haven't seen you for many years, you must still have a lot to say, otherwise, let my brother send me over first?" ”

Chen Limin said: "Chen Min, you have time for the class reunion, you can accompany you today to thank Grandpa, children must learn to be conscious when respecting their elders." ”

Chen Min didn't dare to say anything when he heard it. Xie Ruiyun said: "Limin, the child has a social circle of children, you can't keep them around our old man, you let her go to her classmates." ”

The nanny walked over and said, "Little girl, when you come back from buying so many dishes, don't go to any classmates, it's not too late to go after dinner." Besides, with you, can you still help me? ”

Teacher Chen Limin said to Chen Min: "Then Chen Min, you go to the kitchen to help Auntie cook, at noon, I won't go anywhere else, just eat at your grandfather Xie's house." ”

As soon as Chen Limin returned home from the county seat, he immediately took out the red notebook from the mezzanine of his wheelchair and opened it to read. In the notebook was a letter written by Xie Ruiyun to Chen Limin. The letter reads:

Limin, before I write this letter to you, I first salute you!

My daughter of the Xie family can have today's position and status, you are indispensable!

This is not a polite remark from Xie Ruiyun, but I am grateful to my old colleagues and friends for many years (I have always thought so in my heart).

Limin, maybe we are all people who have not had a long time. Life is only a few decades, what can you do? You are different from me, although we are both old party members, but my life path is not decent enough and I have made many mistakes. There are too many detours, and I am also afraid. I am ashamed that the party and the people have not made the slightest achievement or contribution, and it is understandable that others are pointing fingers behind their backs. I don't blame others for what they say about me behind my back, the key is that I don't have a correct outlook on life.

Limin, but you are different. You have a firm position, clear love and hate, responsibility and cultivation, jealousy and hatred, and you are a qualified and good party member. I stand by your side, dwarfed by it, and dare not look it directly; Limin, I didn't expect that I could spend so many years in a comatose consumption, and I would reach my old age in a flash. I feel more ashamed of my own life, what else can I do when I am sick and grave?

Limin, the little girl Yulu is now plump and hard, and she is also very active in the circle, and she has always had a feeling of 'aggressiveness'. This feeling is not a blessing for me, and I am always worried that something will happen to Yulu's child sooner or later.

When she hadn't climbed to this height, I was a little worried that she would follow in the footsteps of others and take a path that was not her original intention. Once this concern is realized, how can I 'sit back and relax'? O Limin! You are a person who is kind to her, and it is not wrong for you to expect her to be a 'high-ranking official'; you expect her to be able to ask for life and do things for the people when she is developed, right? But Yulu, the child, has been 'soaked' in the 'dye vat' for a long time, how can she 'be alone'? It's impossible anymore.

I've been blind for years. Some things you don't want to manage, some things you can't manage, and you need to disguise yourself and wait for an opportunity to appear. So, for years, I was 'paralyzed' in bed, pretending that I couldn't move. Xie Yulu is a very scheming child, she was very old and spicy in the past, and she can keep a hand on her father, she knows that her son will not tolerate some of her practices. Therefore, she will try to avoid my gaze and do some illegal things. It was only after I was paralyzed that she dared to take bribes in front of me. All the money she had collected from herself was recorded in a gray notebook, which was now impossible to find (presumably she had secretly burned it). Fortunately, I was lucky enough to find this notebook before the evidence was destroyed. So, while she wasn't looking, I secretly copied everything over. Limin, her records are very detailed, and this kid Yulu may be aware of my behavior. So, I hired this nanny to monitor my daily movements. I began to think that the babysitter was old and stupid, so I let my guard down a bit. Later, when the nanny secretly reported information to Yulu, I saw through her ruse. Thankfully, I started disguising myself a few years ago, in fact, my paralysis only started from below the lumbar spine, and my neck and hands were completely free to move, but for my own purposes, I could only do this. The babysitter had been suspecting me of faking my illness, and so many times she had almost seen through the disguise that I could barely hide it anymore. Therefore, I also began to feel anxious, if my disguise was exposed by the nanny, I knew that Gyokuro would send me to a nursing home, and she would conduct a thorough search of my residence, then my plan would be completely exposed.

Limin, the letter is a bit long, but I still can't say it. After years of camouflage, my hand function began to decline, and my muscles gradually began to atrophy, and I could not continue to write the letter at this point, and my hands trembled too much, I was afraid that the nanny would suddenly appear in front of me, and I wanted you to promise to submit the information I gave you to the party and the people as an old member of the Communist Party of China. ”

After reading the letter, Chen Limin opened the notebook page by page, and said angrily: "Shocking! These moths. ”

It was another sunny noon, and Mr. Chen Limin suddenly received a call from Xie Ruiyun: "Limin, Yulu was just taken away from home by the Commission for Discipline Inspection. After a pause, Xie Ruiyun continued on the phone: "Limin, I thank you, thank the people, I should also go." ”

The phone was immediately suspended, and Chen Limin continued to dial it, and only a busy sound of 'beep' came from the microphone. "It's not good, Ruiyun may have to do something stupid, Chen Min, you hurry up and call the police, if it's late, you'll be in trouble."

Two hours later, Xie Ruiyun's phone was able to get through again. As soon as Chen Limin dialed out the phone, a strange man's voice came from inside: "Excuse me, who are you, please explain the purpose of your call?" ”

"I'm Teacher Chen Limin, who are you?"

"I'm a police officer, can you tell me clearly the purpose of your call?"

"I'm the one who called the police at noon, what is the situation of the owner Ruiyun?"

"Are you talking about the old man in this house? I'm sorry, but I can't tell you about his current situation at the moment. ”

The phone was put down, and Chen Limin became restless. He immediately asked Chen Min to find out about Xie Ruiyun's situation through other channels, and soon got the result: "Xie Ruiyun had committed suicide by taking poison at noon.

Chen Limin burst into tears, picked up the pen from the table, and worked hard to write a poem:

I didn't shed tears

Decades of vicissitudes

History is endless

A drop in the bucket

The mountains are still the same, the water is still the same, and the campus is still the same

The building is still the same, the platform is still the same, and the whip is still the same

Sideburns are frosted, and the years are glorious

The old friend rode the crane and sighed in the air

Bloody Storm Booksmith

It is worthy of the short life that is short

Shoes for wheelchairs

Negative thorn walking

The person is still the same, the name is still the same, and the thoughts are still the same

The spring is still the same, the pond is still the same, and the flow is still the same

The style of Huanting has not changed the year

Huafa is like a waterfall when crying goodbye

In early May 2022, it was completed in Songjiang Jiuting

The first revision will be made in June-July 2022

It was revised for the second time in August 2022

The third revision was completed on September 13, 2022