Chapter 180: Self-inflicted
Qiaoyu happily looked forward to Chu Mingxuan marrying her. That day, she was wearing the phoenix crown and xia curtain that Chu Mingxuan prepared for her, waiting in an inn, Chu Mingxuan said that he sent someone to pick up the kiss, but he didn't expect that when Qiaoyu was happy, the red hijab was picked off, but she saw that the person who came was not Chu Mingxuan, but a rough man, Qiaoyu was frightened, realized something, she was about to leave, but she didn't expect the rough man to drag her, and said coldly: "Where are you going?" His voice was very rough and his behavior was rough, and Qiaoyu's voice trembled: "What about Chu Mingxuan? Why you? ”
"Chu Mingxuan gave you to me! You can't escape! Hahaha! The man scoffed, "You don't know it! Do you expect to marry him......"
"Let me go, let me go!" Qiaoyu was extremely flustered, she knew what would happen next, "Little beauty, you just follow me......" The big man grinned, touched Qiaoyu's smooth face with his hand, and couldn't help laughing: "It's really beautiful!" ”
Qiaoyu was frightened, she kept struggling, tears flowed out, and at this time, a few more people came in.
The big man smiled evilly and said, "This kind of beauty, I can't enjoy it alone~"
Qiaoyu saw their wolf-like eyes, knowing that she was like a lamb at the moment, Qiaoyu's brain was blank, and she tried to figure out her thoughts, only to realize that she had been deceived, and she was helpless to regret it at the moment!
She wanted to bite her tongue and kill herself, but she didn't expect that the big man would not allow her to bite her tongue and kill herself, she was thrown on the bed by him, followed by everyone's ill-intentioned smiles, the danger approached step by step, Qiaoyu knew that she couldn't escape, and she was terrified......
In her ears, everyone's evil laughter gradually blurred, and she was covered by the rough man and fainted......
On the second day, she looked at herself covered in bruises, large areas of skin exposed, she couldn't help but panic, the house was a mess, she held her body and trembled, and felt that there was nothing to love......
She didn't believe that Chu Mingxuan was so bad, she didn't die until the heart of the Yellow River didn't die, she went to Chu Mingxuan's house to find him, but saw him chatting with other women, and where did he remember the old man, seeing Qiaoyu's appearance of stumbling over, Chu Mingxuan not only ignored it, but also said coldly: "Why are you here?" ”
Qiaoyu asked with some sadness, "Didn't you say to marry me?" How did you get a few people to come over yesterday? ”
"Marry you?" Chu Mingxuan simply didn't pretend, he touched the smooth faces of the other women, and laughed: "You say, is she stupid, do you really think I will marry you?" You don't look in the mirror and look at yourself, and you still want me to marry you like this? Do you think I'm going to marry a maid? ”
Only then did Qiaoyu know that Chu Mingxuan had been lying to himself! This has been carefully prepared by him! Qiaoyu staggered, her brain was blank, but she had already prepared, she took out a dagger from her arms, and was about to stab at Chu Mingxuan, the woman next to Chu Mingxuan was frightened.
They fled. And Qiaoyu said fiercely: "Chu Mingxuan, today is either you die or I die!" You can't end well if you deceive me! What do you let others do to me! ”
Qiaoyu went crazy, and Chu Mingxuan was born as a military general after all, and his arm strength was amazing, where was Qiaoyu his opponent, he slapped the knife to the ground with a palm, and he sanctioned Qiaoyu, he coldly ordered someone to lock her up.
Qiaoyu has been thinking about a question these days, how good it would be if she listened to Miss's words and didn't rebel, and now her body is also defiled, she just wants to return to Miss, Chu Mingxuan, this beast! I hate him so much!
And Chu Mingxuan obviously didn't want Qiaoyu to have a good time, so he sent someone to kidnap her and sell her to the Qinglou, and the old bustard in the Qinglou was a very fierce person.
She put on heavy makeup, pinched Qiaoyu's face with her hand, looked left and right, and said with a smile: "You are really a beautiful embryo~" Qiaoyu was extremely resentful in her heart, and spit on the old bustard's face, and the old bustard slapped Qiaoyu!
Qiaoyu definitely has no way to choose everything for herself, and now, she can only accept her fate! Qiaoyu's heart is full of hatred, Chu Mingxuan, Chu Mingxuan! I hate you!
In the following days, Qiaoyu lost her mind every day and did things she didn't like to do, and the bustard asked her to please others, but she didn't want to, and many people said that she was like a pool of stagnant water.
Qiaoyu's eyes became dull, and her thoughts every day were just about suicide.
She felt that her life was not worth mentioning.
The autumn rain fell and wet the fallen flowers on the branches, and the fallen flowers fell into the sludge. It became very dirty. Qiaoyu likes falling flowers, but falling flowers in the sludge always feel that people have a shocking feeling.
The fallen flower sank into the mud, and its petals became as beautiful as the branches. Qiaoyu was a little sad. Aren't you the falling flower? Stuck in the sludge, there is no going back.
Every time she receives guests, she always washes her body well. She felt like her body was dirty.
And she is living in remorse, and she shouldn't be like this......
The days went by, day after day.
Bai Qiuyue has been restless in her heart since Qiaoyu left the General's Mansion, and sometimes she dreams that Qiaoyu is crying. She was unkempt and embarrassed.
Bai Qiuyue's dreams sometimes seem to have predicted something in advance, before she dreamed that Shao Yifei killed Liu Yanxi, things really happened as she saw in the dream, and she dreamed of Qiaoyu with such an embarrassed appearance, I am afraid that Qiaoyu has already encountered an accident.
That maid also has feelings for herself, but she betrayed herself and always made it difficult for her to let go.
One day, Bai Qiuyue pricked her hand while doing needlework, and Hua Chen asked on the side: "Aunt Bai, are you still worried about Qiaoyu?" ”
"No, I'm not worried about Qiaoyu, that girl was brought on by herself!" Bai Qiuyue shook her head, although she said this on the surface, she was still worried in her heart.
And Hua Chen told Bai Qiuyue one thing, that is, he secretly investigated, Qiaoyu did not marry Chu Mingxuan, but on the day of the wedding, a group of big men broke into the house, and later, the whereabouts were unknown, Hua Chen thought to himself, with Chu Mingxuan's means, she should have been sold to the Qinglou.
"What?" Bai Qiuyue exclaimed, she had been protecting her maid all along, preventing her from going astray, but she was treated like that by Chu Mingxuan.
Bai Qiuyue was sad for a while, she didn't seem to care, and said lightly: "Let her be......"
And after Hua Chen chatted with her for a while, when she had something to go out, Bai Qiuyue called out to Hua Chen, lowered her head and said, "Hua Chen, if you have time, help me investigate the whereabouts of that girl......"
Hua Chen knew that Bai Qiuyue actually had a warm heart.
Sure enough, as Hua Chen expected, the girl was sold to the Qinglou, and Hua Chen pretended to be a man under Bai Qiuyue's arrangement, and took the money Bai Qiuyue gave her to redeem her body for Qiaoyu.
When she saw Qiaoyu, Qiaoyu's head was hanging down, her expression was sad, she was using a comb to comb her boring hair, combing it again and again, but her eyes were empty, the whole person lost her lustre, and she lost a few points.
Qiaoyu heard the footsteps of the comer, and she didn't raise her eyes. Hua Chen thought to herself that she must have completely lost hope in life.
And the old bustard looked at Hua Chen's style, with a rich and noble atmosphere, she showed a stammering look, she was very frivolous and stroked Hua Chen's arm, Hua Chen was disgusted in his heart, Hua Chen gave the old bustard a sum of money, pretending to be rough and said: "I want to redeem that woman." The old bustard took the money and smiled, but she looked at Qiaoyu's listless appearance and mocked: "Childe, we have this beautiful woman, why do you want to redeem her?" ”
And Hua Chen wrapped her hands around her chest, and she said seriously: "I have taken a fancy to her." ”
And this old bustard really didn't know what was good about this maid, so she shook her head and said with disdain: "This woman, it's not good, it's not good, it's not good, I've been thinking about suicide these days!" You see her arms, they are all wounds, these are all traces of her self-harm, we took away the sharp weapons on her body, she still wants to jump off the building, we seal the window! ”
Hua Chen thought to himself, Qiao Yu is actually quite backbone, and Qiao Yu heard the two of them talking, and hurriedly looked at the two, I don't know if I don't see it, I was startled when I saw it, wasn't that man pretending to be Hua Chen?
Qiaoyu originally hated Huachen, but seeing Huachen at this moment was like seeing a life-saving straw, she saw Huachen make a look, she understood, so she pretended to cry and make trouble, and disagreed. And Hua Chen said to the old bustard, "You go, I want to talk to her." ”
As soon as the old bustard got the money, he was very happy, so he twisted his waist and went out. And Huachen saw that Qiaoyu didn't pretend anymore, she said to Qiaoyu: "Aunt Bai asked me to rescue you." ”
Qiaoyu was moved for a while and said, "Miss......"
And when Bai Qiuyue saw Qiaoyu, she couldn't help but feel distressed when she saw the shocking wounds on her body, what kind of pain she had suffered these days! She hurriedly asked Huachen to bring bath water to Qiaoyu, and when Qiaoyu took a bath, she was deeply thoughtful and a little sad.
After Qiaoyu freshened up and dressed up, she came to chat with Bai Qiuyue, but Bai Qiuyue's attitude towards her was only faint.
Qiaoyu knelt down with a plop and took the initiative to admit her mistake: "Miss, I know, I betrayed you!" I also tasted the consequences, I admit all of these, please forgive me, and let me serve Miss, after these hellish days, I know that the best person for me is Miss, I especially regret it~"
Bai Qiuyue said coldly: "I said last time, once unfaithful, you don't need it for life~ Qiaoyu, that day, you promised to go to Wen Yingqian's by yourself, you are her maid, come to me, she will inevitably gossip." ”
Qiaoyu had to stand up stupidly, and said with some sadness: "I know." ”
And Qiaoyu's life will not be easy. After she was deceived by Chu Mingxuan, she hated him so much that she couldn't show it. She later went to serve Wen Yingqian, but she had a difficult lord to serve.
When Wen Yingqian wanted to wash her hands, Qiaoyu gave her a basin of water, the water temperature should be just right, she would be blamed if it was slightly hot or cold, and the food she made for the child was also very elegant, with fewer ingredients, and she almost wanted to insult her, saying that she wanted to cause the child to have diarrhea. Sometimes if it doesn't go your way, you have to whip her! As soon as she saw her, she thought of Bai Qiuyue, as if she was spilling all her anger on Bai Qiuyue.
And Shao Yifei watched coldly from the side.
In the evening, Qiaoyu knocked on Bai Qiuyue's door, and Bai Qiuyue asked, "Who is it?" ”
"It's my ......," Qiaoyu said to Bai Qiuyue.
Bai Qiuyue didn't want to see her, and said, "I don't want to see you!"
And Qiaoyu said sadly at the door: "Miss, I know you won't believe me, I do regret it!" I shouldn't have framed you! I shouldn't be greedy for glory and wealth, love vanity, and then after following Wen Yingqian, I didn't have a good day, I lived every day with fear, for fear of doing something wrong, she was not as good as Miss You, she was just so good to me in front of people, in fact, she was a femme fatale behind her back, and she beat me at every turn, unlike Miss You, who hurt me so much! ”
"I hurt you, and you betrayed me!" Bai Qiuyue didn't want to deal with her, "Do you know how important the word innocence is to a woman, but you frame me like that!" You know that Liu Yanxi and I have nothing to do, but you still frame me! How ruthless you are! By the way, when I was pregnant, you knew that those were poisonous fish! ”
Qiaoyu was seen through all of a sudden, and the whole person collapsed to the ground, it turned out that these young ladies had already known, and suddenly felt that their sins were unforgivable, so they said: "Miss, don't you know? I was forced to be helpless! You know I'm helpless in the house! If I don't promise her, I don't know what kind of ending awaits me! Qiaoyu said sadly.
"Don't make excuses! You are a traitor seeking glory, I can see through you! Since then, you and I have never had anything to do with each other! The friendship between you and me is gone, by the way, you won't be going to put on a good show when you come here now, right? Bai Qiuyue said sadly: "I originally wanted to treat you well, and I have been helping you find a good family all these years, in fact, I won't tell you, I am not willing to introduce you to some people with bad character, I will say that you are my sister, you are simple and kind, last year I thought that the son of the soldier was good, I thought to myself, he is also compatible with you." I've always admired you and think that my Qiaoyu is a good girl with ice and jade! I didn't expect you to be fascinated by that person with bad character, I reminded you, but you insisted on going your own way, and because he was my enemy, how can I not be sad, I helped you pull out of the quagmire this time, but it doesn't mean that I forgave you! You give me so much chill! Bai Qiuyue's words were completely sincere, the Qiaoyu in her eyes was kind and gentle, Bingqing and jade, she completely thought that Chu Mingxuan was not worthy of her, she was afraid that he would defile her Qiaoyu, and how Qiaoyu treated herself! She didn't want to deal with Qiaoyu anymore, what she did completely chilled her.
Qiaoyu listened to Bai Qiuyue's words, and was moved, it turned out that Miss looked at herself like this, in Miss Miss's heart, she had always had weight, but she betrayed her! She wept and regretted it again and again.
What Qiaoyu didn't expect was that Wen Yingqian was on the side, and heard the conversation between her and Bai Qiuyue, after she saw Wen Yingqian, her expression suddenly panicked, Wen Yingqian smiled and said: "You say that I am a femme fatale, I will let you see what a femme fatale is!" Someone's coming! She suddenly raised her voice, and she said the reason: "This maid is guilty of the following, chewing the root of her tongue behind her back, saying bad things about me, pull me out and teach me a good lesson!" ”
Qiaoyu raised her eyes and saw Shao Yifei, and said to General Shao: "Save me......" Unexpectedly, Shao Yifei didn't even look at her, and said coldly: "The girl who sells the lord for glory, teach me a good lesson!" And when he heard what Qiaoyu said, he really misunderstood Liu Yanxi and Bai Qiuyue.
Qiaoyu watched all this helplessly, and also saw Huachen in the dark night, Huachen cast a distressed look at her, but she was also powerless. Qiaoyu's tears flowed down, and she was grief! I only blame myself for easily believing in others, so I got this bloody lesson!
Her mouth was blocked with a cloth by others, she couldn't make a sound at all, she was taken to a quiet place by a person, the board fell on her body, it hurt very much, but she couldn't scream, at this moment, she clearly realized that she was a lamb to the slaughter, she has been from birth to now! Just waiting for her ending is not going to be good, she knows it! She wants to change her fate, but she goes astray.
And she knows that she is alive at the moment as if she is dead, and before she dies, she wants to do the last thing for herself and for Miss!