Chapter 187: Secret
I heard from others that Mrs. Zhuohua was ended her young life with a foot of white silk, and there was no pain when she went, and there was still a smile on the corner of her mouth.
Bai Qiuyue thought to herself, Lady Zhuohua, a person who yearns for freedom, has never found her own freedom in the world, and after she dies, she may be able to find her own freedom, and she may be able to pursue her own happiness. May she not live unhappily like this in the next life.
King Rong, as soon as Mrs. Zhuohua died, Sifan was fatherless and motherless. And when Bai Qiuyue heard Mrs. Zhuohua say that the child was not born to King Rong, Bai Qiuyue was shocked.
Later, in retrospect, Mrs. Zhuohua was with Liu Yanxi at that time, and her smile was from the heart.
Later, when I came to see Sifan, I felt that she was born with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, thoughtful at a young age, and good at painting, but there was a bit of the shadow of Liu Wanxi. However, this was a secret that Mrs. Zhuohua had buried deep in her heart, and Bai Qiuyue did not tell this secret to anyone else.
When Sifan saw his mother dead, he cried bitterly, and his face was full of sorrow at a young age.
Bai Qiuyue felt very sorry for her and enlightened her, and Bai Qiuyue has not been very good recently, she has not been in menstruation recently, and she always has the disease of falling redness, and her appetite has dropped greatly, the medicine king took the pulse for her, seeing her haggard face and sick appearance, the medicine king frowned, he prescribed medicine, let Bai Qiuyue take care of it, he said that it was the successive blows that made Bai Qiuyue's depression worse, and he had to take care of his body well, otherwise his body would become very bad, and it would be useless to use any medicine in the future.
However, the people around him died one after another, how could they not let Bai Qiuyue be hit. She also told the bitterness in her heart to the lord of Jiahui County, and the lord of Jiahui County enthusiastically enlightened her, and told her that people will always be unsatisfactory in their lives, so that Bai Qiuyue wants to open some, what should come will come, and what should not come can't be avoided. With the comfort of the county lord of Jiahui, Bai Qiuyue's mood was slightly better.
And the lord of Jiahui also saw the delicate little girl she brought, and felt very fond of it. Sifan hid behind Bai Qiuyue and looked at the county lord of Jiahui timidly, but the county lord of Jiahui gave her some snacks, and she slowly relaxed her guard.
Bai Qiuyue and the county lord of Jiahui talked about what happened to Sifan, and the county lord of Jiahui also wiped his tears and said that this is really a poor child. And Bai Qiuyue remembered the situation in the current dynasty, and she knew that King Rong was actually killed by the emperor and Shao Yifei. And if this girl continues to stay in King Rong's mansion, she may encounter accidents.
She saw that the county lord of Jiahui liked this little girl very much, so she asked the county lord of Jiahui to adopt the little girl.
The county lord of Jiahui agreed, so Sifan stayed in the mansion of the county lord of Jiahui.
Bai Qiuyue has been in a depressed mood these days, and one day she took the time to go out for a walk, and when she went out for a walk, she passed by Qian Xiaodie's house and saw Qian Xiaodie drying her clothes in front of the house, and Qian Xiaodie saw Bai Qiuyue hurriedly put her clothes aside and went into the house and gave her a letterhead.
On the letterhead, it was written in beautiful handwriting that Yue'er had opened it herself, but when she opened the letterhead, she saw that it was Liu Wanxi's handwriting, and Qian Xiaodie told Bai Qiuyue that Liu Yanxi had come to Qian Xiaodie when she was dying, and gave Qian Xiaodie a letter, saying that she would let Qian Xiaodie give this letter to Bai Qiuyue after her death.
Qian Xiaodie recalled the last time she saw Liu Wanxi at that time, and saw Liu Yanxi with a sick face, and when she was talking to Qian Xiaodie, she coughed nonstop, and Qian Xiaodie also saw that Liu Yanxi's palms were scratched. Just when she was a little confused, Liu Yanxi reluctantly said that he had been working as a coolie for a while.
Liu Yanxi's face was haggard and pale, and he said sadly to Qian Xiaodie, "Fluttershy, you can help me give this letter to Yue'er!" I'm afraid time is running out. ”
Qian Xiaodie looked at Liu Wanxi's sick face, which was much different from the previous appearance, and couldn't help but feel sorry for him, but Liu Yanxi chatted with Qian Xiaodie for a few words, thanked him, and staggered away.
Qian Xiaodie watched Liu gradually leave, and thought deeply for a long time. And this letter has always wanted to be handed over to Bai Qiuyue in person when she saw her. The letter was handed over to Bai Qiuyue, and Qian Xiaodie exchanged a few words of greeting and left.
Bai Qiuyue didn't know what Liu Yanxi had to say to herself, so she opened the letterhead that Liu Yanxi left for herself.
And when she saw the content of the letter, she thundered, her throat seemed to be choked, and her heart seemed to be unable to withstand the blow, and it hurt, Bai Qiuyue suddenly felt that the sky was dark, and her angina recurred, holding on to a tree, she rubbed her chest with her hands, and the tears fell to the ground like beads with broken threads, and the ground quickly became wet. She couldn't believe it was true!
And the content of the letter surprised Bai Qiuyue, and Bai Qiuyue didn't know that people could be so bad, if the secret that Liu Yanxi told her was true, then wouldn't she be like a fool, it turned out that she had always loved the wrong person and believed the wrong person. People can be that complicated! Human nature can be so hateful!
Bai Qiuyue suddenly remembered that Liu Yanxi told herself that Shao Yifei was a demon, at that time she didn't think so, thinking that Liu Yanxi was lying to herself, when she saw and heard with her own eyes, she began to be more and more disappointed in Shao Yifei! It turned out that Liu Yanxi's hatred for Shao Yifei had been ingrained in the beginning!
Sometimes I really want to fall asleep, because in this way, I can avoid being hurt by this cruel world, and it will really be very painful to see the essence of a person, because he is the person he once missed and loved so much.
Sometimes the more you love someone, the more you hate someone!
The content written on Liu Jianxi's letterhead is very long, and the full text is:
"Yue'er, I know that my limit is approaching, but I have been holding something in my heart and haven't told you. When you opened this letter, I thought that I was actually separated from you. And I've always wanted you to leave him because he's a bloodthirsty maniac, and he's a ruthless and resolute person, in fact, my illness is related to him, I still remember that at that time I was originally working in a place under the arrangement of the lord of Jiahui, that life was very simple, I didn't expect to be transferred to a very remote place by a person halfway, I thought it was arranged by the lord of Jiahui, but I didn't expect to go to that place to know that the place was cold, which aggravated my condition, plus the people who arranged for me were coolies, wearing shackles every day, shackles, Like a slave, I was physically exhausted, I was often beaten, and I must have been poisoned in my food, otherwise I wouldn't have been in a bad health day by day. ”
Bai Qiuyue saw this and imagined the picture at that time, she could feel the grief in Liu Yanxi's body and heart just by looking at the words, it was already very difficult to do coolies in a cold place, and her hand holding the letterhead was trembling slightly because of anger, she continued to look down, and the next content made her even more unbelievable.
"In fact, Dai Xi and I had an affair with him because he reported it, including the fact that Governor Du was raided because of him, but Governor Du, who has always been honest and honest, was hated by him because he accidentally offended him one day, and found a trumped-up charge to raid his home, and what is even more hateful is that he told Huachen that King Rong was her enemy, so that Huachen worked for the enemy all his life without knowing it, and I wanted to let him taste the pain of his beloved leaving him! Let him taste what it is like! ”
In the last paragraph, Bai Qiuyue also completely understood the reason why Liu Yanxi was close to him at that time.
The last paragraph reads: "Qiu Yue, actually, I'm sorry for you, I've been deceiving you, I got close to you for a purpose, and I said to him in front of Shao Yifei at that time that I loved you very much, in fact, it was to anger him, to let him taste the pain of losing his beloved, in fact, the person I love has always been Daixi, and he is the initiator of killing Daixi......"
Bai Qiuyue remembered the wood carving made by Liu Yanxi, the wood carving was very similar to herself, could it be that the wood carving was Dai Xu? I heard Hua Chen and Liu Yanxi say that their eyebrows and eyes are a little similar to Dai Xi!
"Huh! It's ridiculous! Bai Qiuyue sighed, feeling the hatred of being deceived, but she was more shocked by the content of the letter! Shao Yifei, how many more you still have is unknown!
Bai Qiuyue read the text on it, and had mixed feelings for a while! Now she finally understood why Hua Chen would say words that hated him! It turned out that he was so hateful! So despicable! Shao Yifei has always said that Huachen's enemy is King Rong, and it turns out to be a big deception! How can Bai Qiuyue not hate! And Huachen has always been a victim in Shao Yifei's heart!
She's heartbroken! All along, she just saw the good side of him, but she didn't know that he had always been a big demon!
Shao Yifei! Shao Yifei! She shouted his name in pain, and she also tore up the letterhead because of her anger, she could understand Hua Chen's pain, because she believed in the wrong person, hated the wrong person, worked for Shao Yifei for so many years, and in the end it was such a fate! How painful it was for her to know the truth of this from King Rong!
Bai Qiuyue went to Liu Wanxi's house, and the person had passed away, the house was empty, and the house was inexplicably a little cold, Bai Qiuyue saw the drawer in Liu Wanxi's desk, she saw a lot of paintings, and the woman in the painting looked sad, and her eyebrows and eyes were somewhat similar to herself.
Bai Qiuyue remembered that Liu Yanxi kissed herself at that time, and she was a little disgusting, he was such a person, it turned out that he was also a very complicated person, wearing a mask and behaving! Always pretend in front of yourself! And his heart was given to Dai Xu, and his body was given to Mrs. Zhuohua!
In his drawer, there are still some words, and those words are big and small hatred! When writing these hateful words, Bai Qiuyue thought that Liu Yanxi must have hated Shao Yifei to the bone!
Bai Qiuyue's expression when she looked at Shao Yifei at night was very strange, she didn't know why Shao Yifei was so hateful, her look at Shao Yifei made Shao Yifei feel very strange, it was with hatred, with strangeness, with a mocking gaze! Shao Yifei knew that Bai Qiuyue hated himself, he wanted to be with her for a long time, even though he had hurt her before, he still loved Bai Qiuyue in his heart, he just wanted to have a good relationship with her in the coming years.
But he didn't know that Bai Qiuyue now already knew who he was, how could he not make people chill when he had done so many bad things? Bai Qiuyue's heart was already alienated from him.
And he didn't know that Bai Qiuyue knew about these things, he always cared about Bai Qiuyue, looked at her sick appearance, as if she had a fever, touched her forehead, and found that her forehead was hot, but Bai Qiuyue turned her body around, and she didn't even want to look at it. Since reading Liu Yanxi's letter, Bai Qiuyue has never paid attention to Shao Yifei again, and she doesn't even want to say anything more to him.
Bai Qiuyue wanted to ask Shao Yifei face-to-face whether he had done these things, but she was afraid of hearing the truth of the matter from Shao Yifei's mouth, which was even more terrifying than reading the words on the letter!
Shao Yifei asked Bai Qiuyue to rest earlier, and went to the study to read the military book by himself, and he has recently united with the imperial court and is going to prepare for battle.
The bright moon outside the window was very cold, and Bai Qiuyue felt a burning pain in her chest, she felt that something in her chest was very hot, and when she saw it, the moonstone actually emitted a yellow light, Bai Qiuyue only felt very sleepy, so she fell asleep.
It was like being sucked into a whirlpool by a moonstone, Bai Qiuyue's brain was groggy, but she saw someone exactly like her, that person was wearing Miao Jiang's clothes, pretending to be very sweet and leaning against a very burly person, and that person looked exactly like Shao Yifei! And the person who looked like Shao Yifei put on a moonstone pendant that was the same as the one around his neck.
He whispered in her ear, "Qiuzi, I really love you!" And Ye Qiuzi also behaved sweetly, however, there was hatred in her eyes.
The picture turns again, the woman is sitting on the ground, as if reciting a spell, and she is holding a pot of flowers, this flower, which is blood red. It's still just buds. And the woman suddenly made a cut in her hand with a knife, and she did not seem to feel grief, as if she had become accustomed to it. And the flowers suddenly bloomed, and they were unusually gorgeous. A black, multi-legged bug emerged from it. That bug should be a Gu worm. And she put the bug in a jar. Weird smile. That is Ye Qiuzi, who looks exactly like herself.
Suddenly, she took this small jar and came to a man's room, the man who was lying on the bed and sleeping should be Situ Yin. Because, I heard this story told by Xue Yao. And Situ Yin on the picture is exactly what Shao Yifei looks like.
And the woman was taking out the jar, and the bugs came out. Drill into the wound on the man's arm.
Her smile was cold and resolute, and after reciting a spell, she said to Moonstone: "Situ Yin, in this life, you will be corroded by Gu poison, and you will be in pain. I curse you that you will suffer a piercing, heart-wrenching pain in the next life, and that you deserve it. ”
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She woke up in a dream, the true feeling of the dream still kept coming to mind, these things seemed to have happened in real time, I remember that Ah Li told her that this moonstone Ye Qiuzi also had one, could it be that there is a connection between herself and Ye Qiuzi, why is Ye Qiuzi so similar to herself!
And the moonstone has become a little faint from the strong light at the beginning. It's like a mystery, always waiting to be discovered.