Chapter 201: Farewell

The emperor later secretly observed Shao Yifei and found that his illness was real, and he did not secretly collude with others, he was loyal to the court, and the emperor almost lost this general.

And Ah Li told the emperor: "Actually, all this has its own arrangements in the dark, in fact, Shao Yifei's sword is extraordinary, you also know, there was once a Taoist chief who presented this sword, saying that this sword can only be owned by the first warrior in the court, Shao Yifei defeated the first warrior in the court and obtained the sword, that sword is actually a divine object, and Shao Yifei has evil energy in his body, and the killing is too heavy, causing the sword soul to fight back." Therefore, the symptoms of his dementia that you see are not pretended, but the consequence of the sword soul's backlash, but now, he has slowly regained his senses......"

Only then did the emperor understand all this, so he let Shao Yifei go home, and couldn't help but sigh deeply: "This catastrophe turned out to be his destiny!" I remember, that day, the Taoist who gave me the sword told me that this sword slashes evil spirits, enemies, and traitors, but there is one thing, if you slaughter innocent people, you will definitely be attacked by the sword soul, it seems that Shao Yifei used this sword to kill innocents indiscriminately, and it is also a lesson from God to him......"

Shao Yifei returned to the mansion and sighed when he saw the bleak situation in the mansion.

And at this time, I heard the childish cry of the child: "Daddy! Shao Yifei saw Xiao'er running towards him, Bai Qiuyue followed Xiao'er's side, Shao Yifei looked at his child, and only then did he feel a little comforted.

Later, the General's Mansion also returned to its former lively feeling. But something is still missing.

This year's Shangyuan Festival, it snowed a lot, Xiao'er wore a tender green brocade jacket, happily followed behind her father and mother, shouting to buy all kinds of things, all kinds of lanterns are dazzling, Xiao'er looked at everyone in the water with lotus lanterns, those lotus lanterns are small and exquisite, like a beautiful lotus, in the water, slowly shaking in the breeze, Xiao'er clapped his little hands, and also wanted to put the lanterns.

Bai Qiuyue looked at Xiao'er with a loving face, she took Xiao'er to light lotus lanterns one by one and put them on the surface of the lake. In the light of the lights, Bai Qiuyue's face was very moving, she turned her face, but saw Shao Yifei looking at her affectionately, she was in a good mood today, and she also smiled at Shao Yifei, she hadn't smiled at Shao Yifei like this for a long time.

Shao Yifei was also in a good mood, at night, he asked Xiao'er to sit on his broad shoulders, holding Xiao'er's little hand, shaking and shaking, Xiao'er looked at Shao Yifei carrying his shadow was very funny, and saw his mother by his side, Xiao'er laughed: "I'm so happy today!" It's fun to be with your father and mother! Bai Qiuyue listened to Xiao'er's innocent words and smiled, but she knew that her time in the mortal world was running out, and she couldn't let go of many people and many things.

During the Spring Festival, everyone gathered together, Ge Chunhua and Tang Hui, Ge Fan and Shao Yier, Zhao Xixi and Zhou Huan got together to drink and have fun! Now Zhao Xixi's child is also in her hand, and she is happy. Zhao Xixi has always been very aggressive, she beckoned everyone to play leaf cards, and everyone ate wine for a long time before going back drunk.

Bai Qiuyue is actually very envious of Zhao Xixi, Shao Yier and Ge Chunhua, they have found a lover who can work together for a lifetime.

She said emotionally: "The days with everyone are always happy, I like to be lively, I don't like to be lonely, if you ask me what time I like the most, then I will definitely say that I like the time of the Spring Flower and Autumn Moon Inn the most, and it's good to be with everyone......"

"Then we'll get together more often in the future!" Ge Chunhua also said cheerfully. Bai Qiuyue didn't say anything, but saluted everyone again and drank a glass of wine.

When Bai Qiuyue went back and was grooming in the mirror, a new maid Xiaoxi looked at the white hair on her head and couldn't help but exclaim: "Aunt Bai, your white hair has already grown." Bai Qiuyue knew that she was already old. Coupled with the aggravation of Yu Si, therefore, she has a lot of gray hair on her head.

And she actually coughed up blood, Xiaoxi was a little surprised. Bai Qiuyue said to Xiaoxi gently: "My body is not as good as day by day, don't let others know about this matter." Brook nodded.

Bai Qiuyue dreamed one day that the Dao Elder she had seen, the Dao Elder Immortal Wind Dao Bone, looked at Bai Qiuyue, and said with mystery on her face: "You were originally a Tingyue Youlan in the sky, and your time in the world is running out, whether you choose to return to Heaven or slowly end your life in the world, it all depends on you!" ”

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Bai Qiuyue rarely went to find Shao Yifei, she untied Shao Yifei's wide clothes, Shao Yifei looked at Bai Qiuyue, he thought that Bai Qiuyue had forgiven himself, so he hugged Bai Qiuyue in his arms, and his lips kissed Bai Qiuyue and hugged her into the account......

Shao Yifei looked at Bai Qiuyue and said gently: "Qiuyue, I want to stay with you for the rest of my life, I want to grow old with you, before, I still remember the vows made by the two of us, but I don't know, do you remember it......"

Shao Yifei touched Bai Qiuyue's hair, looked sideways at Bai Qiuyue, looked at her beautiful eyes, and continued to say affectionately: "All the tribulations have passed, I will treat you well in the future, I want to live a good life with you......"

Bai Qiuyue looked at Shao Yifei and smiled gently, but her smile was actually not in her heart. In fact, in the past few years, Bai Qiuyue has always felt very tired for him, and at that time he told him with great interest: "I am in business now!" I opened an inn, ran a liquor store, and contracted a rice field ......" was different. Shao Yifei knew that he had broken Bai Qiuyue's heart, but he wanted to make up for it with the rest of his life.

Bai Qiuyue showed a pale smile, as if she was extremely sleepy. She told Shao Yifei: "Sleep! ”

Shao Yifei thought that this was a reconciliation with himself, but he didn't expect that he still had a cold attitude after that, Shao Yifei couldn't help it, and roared at Bai Qiuyue: "Bai Qiuyue, are you torturing me?" I know! You're going to get revenge on me! I guess it's hard to live a good life with you? Why are you torturing me like this? ”

"Master Hou, what are you talking about?" Bai Qiuyue said calmly, as if Shao Yifei was angry with himself, and it had nothing to do with her. Such indifference made Shao Yifei really unbearable.

Shao Yifei took the embroidery that Bai Qiuyue was stabbing at once, and he went to get scissors to cut it, and Bai Qiuyue was stabbing an orchid, Bai Qiuyue went to grab it, but he didn't expect to be accidentally stabbed by Shao Yifei with scissors. Her hands ached and were bleeding.

Shao Yifei looked at Bai Qiuyue's painful appearance, and his heart softened suddenly. So, he hurriedly went to see the injury on Bai Qiuyue's hand, but Bai Qiuyue ignored him and left him alone.

Sometimes, when one person tries to save his feelings, the other person always gives him an indifferent attitude, he tries to get closer to her, but she always distances himself from him. It was as if there was a long distance between the two. He tried to walk towards her, to shorten the distance, but she walked indifferently to the other end. He walked away without looking back.

This was even more uncomfortable than beating him and scolding him, and Shao Yifei found out that Bai Qiuyue was always busy with the business of the inn when she came in, and always chatted late with Ge Chunhua and the others in the inn.

Shao Yifei waited for her in the mansion for a long time but still didn't wait for her, his heart was very angry, so he threw his anger directly on her, and he didn't care about Bai Qiuyue's face, and scolded: "A woman doesn't go back so late!" Let's talk and laugh with everyone here, what kind of system! After speaking, he pulled Bai Qiuyue's arm, Bai Qiuyue was in pain for a while, and finally couldn't help it, and said sarcastically to Shao Yifei: "This is your narrow heart!" Only you think so! ”

Ge Chunhua and the others looked at each other, and she hurriedly persuaded Bai Qiuyue: "Qiuyue, Master Hou also cares about you, and specially came here to wait for you!" ”

"Uh-huh, yes! Master Hou came and specially invited me to go back, if I don't go back, I don't know what to do! Bai Qiuyue said a little angrily.

Under the persuasion of everyone, Bai Qiuyue had to follow Shao Yifei back, but the two of them had black faces all the time, and Shao Yifei didn't understand what she was thinking about every day. And such a day of indifference to him made Shao Yifei really sit on pins and needles, and it was very tormenting.

He remembered the picture of the past, once, when Bai Qiuyue was on his expedition, she smiled at him and asked him to pay attention to his body.

Once, Bai Qiuyue danced in front of him among the orchids.

Once, Bai Qiuyue gently leaned on Shao Yifei's arms.

When he was in the frontier, those beautiful days, scene by scene replayed in Shao Yifei's mind, the person he loved so much, the person he couldn't let go, was actually so to him now! When she said that the person she had always loved was Liu Yanxi, in fact, his heart was dripping blood, and he hated Bai Qiuyue very much why he would deceive her!

Thinking of this, Shao Yifei couldn't hold back his anger anymore, he put Bai Qiuyue on his shoulder, his arms were very strong, Bai Qiuyue was put on his shoulder and thrown on the bed without being prepared! He went crazy and took off Bai Qiuyue's clothes layer by layer, completely ignoring her resistance, she was his anyway! She's been his for the rest of her life! He's crazy!

It wasn't until he heard Bai Qiuyue's involuntary voice that Shao Yifei pounced on her with satisfaction, but he no longer had the strength. He was dripping with sweat.

He was tired and fell to Bai Qiuyue's side, but when she looked sideways at Bai Qiuyue, she was full of compassion and said, "Yifei, I think you are so pitiful!" ”

Shao Yifei was stung by Bai Qiuyue's words, his soul seemed to be seen through by this woman, the helplessness in his heart, the panic in his heart about the loss of this relationship, his sensitivity and fragility seemed to be all in her view, her gaze seemed to be like a boning knife, shaving off his bones little by little, and then, crushing his soul and body, he was like a clown jumping off the beam in front of Bai Qiuyue, although he tried his best to save a relationship, but in Bai Qiuyue's eyes, the fear in his heart, Low self-esteem but nowhere to hide. Although he has the right now, he has everything. But, he knew, he had lost her too.

His voice trembled slightly: "I just want you to treat me like you did in the past, even if you pretend to love me like in the past, I accept it, I just still love you, I'm afraid of losing you!" Am I at fault? Can't you forgive me for killing your crush! ”

"Yifei ......" Bai Qiuyue closed her eyes in pain, this was about to be the last night she planned to stay with Shao Yifei, in fact, since Shao Yifei didn't believe her and killed Liu Yanxi, his cruel approach had already made her disappointed in him.

That kind of disappointment is a sudden collapse of trust in a person. The more she looked forward to him, the more disappointed she was with what she had been through.

And Shao Yifei, until now, still thinks that the person she has always loved is Liu Yanxi, what she said last time was just angry words, because, after seeing his essence clearly, she was desperate! She has been waiting for him to return for so many days and nights, can't she feel the love she once had in his eyes? He just believed what he believed.

However, no matter how you say it, these things are meaningless, because Bai Qiuyue made a decision, she is about to leave here, the reason why she went to the Spring Flower Qiuyue Inn all the time is actually to say goodbye to that group of friends, but she doesn't want them to know, for fear that they will be sad, and Xiao'er, she also hopes that in the future, Lord Jiahui will take good care of him for her.

When she decided to leave quickly, she drank some thin wine with the lord of Jiahui, and she said something from the bottom of her heart in front of the lord of Jiahui, in the eyes of the lord of Jiahui, she was drunk and spit out the truth. So, naturally, I was very moved.

However, Bai Qiuyue didn't tell the county lord Jiahui where she was really going, she just told the county lord Jiahui that she might have to leave for a while to accompany her mother.

And at this moment, after a long pause, Bai Qiuyue looked at Shao Yifei's sad eyes, and then slowly confided out the next words: "Take good care of yourself in the future......"

Shao Yifei was confused by Bai Qiuyue's words, he hugged Bai Qiuyue tightly in his arms, and kissed her on the lips......

However, when he woke up, Bai Qiuyue was gone, Shao Yifei panicked, he hurriedly searched for it in his house, but he didn't find it, and went to Qiuyue Xiaozhu again, but he didn't find it, Shao Yifei panicked, and he found that a horse in the stable was missing.

A little maid told Shao Yifei: "In the early morning, I saw Aunt Bai go to the stable to see the horse, I thought she just wanted to touch the horse, but I didn't expect the horse to untie the stiff rope, and before everyone stopped her, she flew on the horse!" Ride away! ”

Shao Yifei remembered that Bai Qiuyue had learned to ride a horse for a while, and when Shao Yifei went on the expedition, she was always in the middle school of the house, and now she is determined to leave......

Shao Yifei angrily scolded the little guy: "Bastard thing! Why didn't you stop her? ”

He ordered everyone to look for it, but the beauty was already far away, where to find it, he regretted it, and sat down on the ground, he knew, maybe he said too much to her yesterday......

A few years later, Ning Xiangyu came to Shao Yifei, and Ning Xiangyu had already married a family, and he no longer mentioned that period of the past, he is doing very well in business now, he mentioned to Shao Yifei that the wife he married now is called a beauty, but it is a pity that Shao Yifei did not come to eat his wine, and Shao Yifei has been depressed since he lost Bai Qiuyue. He drank all day long and lost the prime of his youth.

Ning Xiangyu looked at Shao Yifei, so depressed, he couldn't bear it, and Shao Yifei looked at the beauty picture all day long, that beauty picture was the one that Ning Xiangyu bought in Liu Yanxi's father, the beauty on the beauty picture, can no longer be found. Ning Xiangyu took a closer look at the woman on the painting, it turned out to be exactly the same as Bai Qiuyue, and sighed: "It seems that everything started from this painting, what a bad fate!" Later, I remembered something and persuaded: "You want to have status now, many beauties are flocking to it, let you choose, are you still afraid that you won't meet Xinyi?" Look at the point, life is still the most important thing! ”

Shao Yifei glanced at Ning Xiangyu coldly, he knew that Ning Xiangyu's personality had not changed for so many years, once Jin Niang died, he swore that Jin Niang was the last person he loved, but when he met the woman he liked, he had long forgotten his old love.

Seeing Shao Yifei's unhappy expression, Ning Xiangyu also closed his mouth and said stupidly: "I'm joking!" ”

Shao Yifei sighed and said sadly: "I still couldn't keep her in the end......"

And what made Shao Yifei completely collapse was that when he had a whim one day, when he looked through the blessing signs left to him by Bai Qiuyue, each of them read: "The love in my heart, I wish to be able to go to the end with him!" ”

And on a letter to him, he did not receive it, and when he opened the ground tremblingly, he saw that the letter was covered with tears, in fact, she used to love him very much, but the letter was not sent because it was written with tears.

The general content above reads, missing will make people sick, I feel sick, in my eyes and heart, it's all you, I miss you so much, Yifei, I miss you so much, I can't wait to turn into a bird, fly to you, take a look at you, it's just that I am a woman who stays at home, but you are the eagle that soars in the sky, there is a sky that belongs to you, I am proud of you, I can meet you, I am fortunate to have three lives. And the fetus in my womb will also be proud to have such a father, and I will raise him to be like you......

Shao Yifei was taken aback, he had never known Bai Qiuyue's affection, and he still treated her like that......

His whole person seemed to be a soul, and he sat on the ground weakly, looking at the letter over and over again, and couldn't breathe in pain, and the maid creek came over, seeing General Shao in such pain, she hurriedly asked General Shao to get up and comfort General Shao, in fact, Aunt Bai has been hiding from you, her depression is serious, and she has vomited blood!

Shao Yifei knew the news, and he couldn't wait to find Bai Qiuyue, he went crazy and posted notices all over the city, however, there was no result.

He collapsed, and later, he met Qian Xiaodie, who later learned that Shao Yifei had killed Liu Yanxi, and that there was a misunderstanding between Bai Qiuyue and him.

She told Shao Yifei the truth, in fact, Bai Qiuyue felt very sorry for Liu Yanxi, thinking that Liu Yanxi's life was not going well because of her, seeing that his life was so difficult, so she found him a job, but the two were innocent, Bai Qiuyue told Liu Yanxi that she could only be friends with him in this life, and the two had only met a few times in the past few years, and it was not what Shao Yifei thought at all, the person Bai Qiuyue loved, the person she missed, has always been, General Shao, you ......

Shao Yifei suddenly felt a thunderbolt in the sky, thinking of the cold and lonely woman, he seemed to see her shadow in the air, he stretched out his hand, but the woman was just a phantom in his fantasy.

"Qiuyue, I'm sorry for you......" he said sadly, feeling regret for what he had done. If you could do it all over again, I would treat you well......