Sometimes I think about it, not only do I not know what kind of girl Bao Lina is, but I also don't know what kind of girl Li Yun is. Although she has been dating Li Yun for three months, her family situation is still blank. Li Yun is very aware of the situation at home, but she hasn't invited her to my house to play.

I asked Li Yun: "Hmph, your tone is very loud, how much savings do you have?" ”

Li Yun smiled faintly and said, "I won't tell you now, otherwise if you see the wealth, then I will be unlucky." ”

We rode together to the church that Li Yun said "does not exist in history", and sure enough, as she said, there is really a church at the intersection of Wener Road and Jiaogong Road!

I think it's like a dream, I remember that it was a musical instrument shop, but now it's a church? Moreover, the church in front of me was real, obviously newly built, and although it was small, it was decent, very delicately built, and there was even a small garden behind the chapel. The roof of the church has a golden cross that shimmers dreamily in the winter sunset.

There were already many young men and women gathered at the entrance of the church, all of whom seemed to be college students from nearby universities, and because there were so many people, there was no place to stand in the church. Li Yun was a little disappointed, and said to me angrily: "It's all you, you came so late, you see, there is no seat, right?" ”

I grinned and said, "Do you want to hear hymns?" I'll sing it to you. ”

Li Yun asked angrily: "Can you sing?" ”

I said why not, it's very simple, let's stand at the door first, and then when they sing, I'll learn, and after listening to a song, we'll leave, and when we get to the school, I'll find a secluded classroom and sing it to you right away.

Li Yun was amused by me and said, "You might as well get a tape recorder." By the way, people say that Christmas hymns can bless—"

"Bless what?"

"Bless you for always loving me!"

Li Yun said with her signature sweet and shy smile. Behind the flaming scarf, her beautiful smile enchanted me even more.

Just as we were crowding in a bunch of young lovers at the door, Li Yun suddenly pinched my palm and whispered in my ear: "Look, it seems to be the squad leader and Liu Lili?" ”

Everything in the world is like this, when you imagine it as a beautiful thing, it gives you a painful ending, and when you give up completely, it gives you an unexpected surprise. A few days ago, when squad leader Shen almost completely gave up his pursuit of Liu Lili, Liu Lili suddenly appeared at the door of the church with the squad leader.

I said, "Would you like to say hello?" ”

Li Yun said: "What kind of greeting, I don't like Liu Lili's expression when she sees you." ”

I asked, "What expression?" She looked at me like she didn't seem to be expressionless. ”

Li Yun let out a breath from her nose and said, "You treat me as a fool, she likes you, so it's weird to look at your expression." ”

I wondered, "How do you know?" ”

Li Yun snorted again: "Because I'm sensitive, because I'm the world's No. 1 vinegar jar." ”

To be honest, I've never heard a girl admit that she is a vinegar vat, and she is so reasonable, so righteous and strict, and even a little complacent. I feel more and more that Li Yun is really a superb beauty.

I saw that squad leader Shen was very close to Liu Lili, but his hands were half raised in front of his chest, as if he was afraid that his hands would touch Liu Lili, and I didn't feel a little funny. Thinking about it, I didn't bother them, so I asked Li Yun to follow me to the small garden behind the chapel.

There were still many lovers there, all holding hands and standing in a pile, as if they were going to a group wedding, which made me feel very shocking.

From a certain angle of the garden, I could see through the glass window the pulpit in front of the church, and of course the choir, and even the grand black piano behind the choir, in front of which sat a young man in a black suit, with his back to us, playing a song full of Merry Christmas warmth.

I pointed to the window and said to Li Yun, "You see, we can approach God through this window. ”

Li Yun smiled and said, "I'm already very close to God. ”

At about seven o'clock in the evening, the angels of the choir, dressed in white burqas with crucifixes, walked to the pulpit with candles and lined up in two rows in front of the pulpit. Among these lovely angels, there are little girls and boys as young as seven or eight years old, big girls in their twenties, middle-aged women and old people.

The melodious sound of the piano began to sound, a crisp timbre, a very comfortable rhythm, echoing in the small church, and then the choir began to sing hymns.

"The glory of our Lord echoes in the earth

The devotion of our Lord is sung in the world

I love my Lord because he is merciful

I love my Lord because he drives away sorrow

On this night of miracles, the Lord is at my side

Sing the glory of the Lord, O in this world of salvation"

On Christmas night, the clear and pure hymns, accompanied by the boundless notes of peace, gave my soul a rare absolute peace. I saw Li Yun with her head down, her hands folded and placed on her forehead, as if she was praying for something in a song.

I couldn't help but raise my palms and gently put them together in front of my forehead, and I prayed silently in my heart that if everything was destined to start all over again, then please protect me, protect me from confusion and loss, protect me from contentment, protect me from peaceful happiness, protect me from forgetting the afterlife.

After the first hymn had been sung, and there was neat and restrained applause in the auditorium, I looked up and saw the young man who had been playing the piano with his back to us, turning his head and bowing his head in thanks.

At that moment, I was struck by lightning, and I can't describe the complex mood swings in my heart, or rather, it was a feeling that made my heart beat wildly, and I couldn't even tell whether it was surprise, fear, doubt, and sadness, in short, it was so complex that from that moment on, I was completely in a state of aphasia.

At that moment, I clearly saw the face of that young man, that handsome young man who was white and clean, the young wandering singer who used to play the guitar in the underground walkway of Yan'an Road and asked me, "If you were given another chance to choose, what kind of life would it be"!

He appeared, or rather, God appeared.