The two of us hugged like sculptures, standing in front of Li Yun's bed, and hugged each other all the time. I couldn't speak, I just felt cold. Li Yun didn't shed tears, maybe she had already dried up her tears, and she couldn't do it anymore.

The class bell rang throughout the campus, and we listened quietly to the bell, still hugging.

After a while, Li Yun broke away from my embrace, took out a large bag of things from the drawer, and said while opening the nylon paper: "I passed the first seven years there, and I didn't go back to school until I sent my mother to be cremated on the road. ”

She opened the wrapper, and then said with a smile: "Look, Longyou Hair Cake, I brought you a big piece of Longyou Hair Cake, you must like to eat it." ”

I couldn't control myself anymore, and I hugged Li Yun again, kissing her forehead and her neck, I knew I was about to cry too, but what was that? Are they tears of repentance or tears of sadness for Li Yun?

"Xiao Yun, I'm sorry." I say.

Li Yun said what's wrong with you?

She stroked my face and said, "Why are you saying you're sorry?"

I said, "Maybe it's because I can't help you, you're too heavy alone." ”

Li Yun repeated to herself, "Maybe? Maybe. Do you really love me?"

I nodded yes.

Li Yun took out a fruit knife from the drawer and said, "If you don't love me anymore, I'll kill you." She smiled again, her thin face filled with sweet love. As she spoke, she waved the knife lightly in front of my eyes, and asked me if I was afraid?

My face must have been very ugly at that time, Li Yun looked at me and laughed even more, and then she cut a small piece of hair cake with a knife and said, "I'll go and scald it with hot water, and I'll eat it for you later." ”

It was the autumn of 1991, and society was developing and progressing at an accelerated pace, and the wheel of material was turning faster and faster. But I became more and more panicked about this rapidly changing world, things had turned out more than I had imagined, and I just wanted to get through this damn repetition in peace, but I didn't expect it to be completely different after repetition.

Li Yun quickly regained her calm after returning to school, perhaps the calm itself is also a kind of madness, in short, she began to read quietly again, quietly sitting next to me and peeling fruit for me to eat. I haven't seen Bao Lina for a long time, and a week has passed, and I haven't been to the club center again, so it's okay to just put all my mind on Wenxin Bookstore.

But after all, I still have the title of editor-in-chief of the journal, so on this day, the radio station of the school broadcast a one-minute advertisement for Wenxin Bookstore as usual, announcing some special book catalogs and introductions, and then followed by a notice, that is, to inform all the editors of the journal of Yuxin Literature Society that they will meet tomorrow at 7 o'clock in the conference room of the club center.

In the afternoon of the next day, after dinner with Li Yun, we had some dinner and were about to go to the bookstore to deliver food to Cai Xiaohong, who had been very active in my book selling business these days, and even went with me to meet Guo Ming and the editor of the publishing house I first knew. However, I am becoming more and more careless about the small business of this bookstore, and I feel that now I am insisting on opening this bookstore for the sake of face, for the community center, and for Cai Xiaohong, or it may be purely because of boredom. In addition to the major problem of English level 4, it is easy to get mixed up with other homework, so the free time is also increasing. With the rapid changes of the times, the business desires of the whole society have been stirred, but I feel more and more empty.

I listlessly walked out of the cafeteria side by side with Li Yun, and when I was walking towards the study room, I suddenly heard a car horn sound, turned my head to look, and saw a black limousine honking at the back door to drive in front of the dormitory building. The reason why it is called a high-end sedan is because the Mercedes-Benz logo on it is particularly conspicuous, and in this era, let alone Mercedes-Benz, even if it is a Santana, it is a high-end car. When I saw this car, I remembered another way I used to drive a car and listen to music on the highway in the middle of the night. The thrill of harnessing came back to me again.

Li Yun also saw the black car, and a trace of surprise clearly flashed in her eyes, and then turned to anger and contempt, and then she took my hand and walked quickly to the bookstore.

We brought food to Cai Xiaohong, and by the way, we helped her clean up the books, Li Yun was obviously a little distracted when she placed the books and periodicals, her eyes didn't read the magazines and books at all, and they were in a mess.

I asked Li Yun what's wrong with you.

Li Yun was stunned, and it took a long time to react, saying that she was a little uncomfortable and wanted to go back to the bedroom. I said go back to your dorm room and I'll go to a meeting. Li Yun nodded and left, looking at the ground with heavy eyes along the way, and was almost hit by a bicycle.

From a distance, we saw the black Mercedes Benz parked in front of our dormitory building, and the students passing by were curiously looking at the luxury car. A tall man came out of the car, a little farther away, a little unclear, but he felt a good temperament, wearing glasses, personable, very elegant, looking at the age, it didn't seem to be young.

I saw Li Yun bow her head and walk straight to the man standing next to the Mercedes-Benz sedan. I took a few steps forward curiously, and I felt that Li Yun seemed to be going for this man. And the man was also standing there, facing Li Yun motionless.

Getting closer, I can clearly see the face of the man under the bright street lamp, this is the face of a middle-aged man, although there are some vicissitudes, but at the same time extremely handsome, it can be said that he was a standard handsome guy when he was young, and now although he is old, he still has the charm.

The middle-aged man seemed to be a little surprised and a little dazed on his face, but when he saw that Li Yun had already walked in front of him, he shouted, Xiao Yun!