Yes, there is no Pearl Tower at all, and this famous landmark on the Bund in Shanghai will not be built until next year or the year after. I can't remember this historical fact clearly, however, it doesn't matter anymore, the only thing that matters is that Li Yun knew that I was lying for a long time, but she didn't say it herself until today.

Is it the forbearance of love or the escape from the facts?

I just felt my cheeks burn and I was ashamed.

Li Yun seemed to suddenly wake up a little, she sat up slowly, leaned her head on the back of the bed, looked at me tiredly, and then said very calmly: "I'm drunk." ”

I suddenly felt like laughing in my ashamed heart, and in fact I did, and I said, "A drunk person never says he's drunk, so you're still sober." ”

Li Yun shook her head and said, "No, I feel so cold." You hold me. ”

I gently hugged her in my arms and let her head rest on my chest, Li Yun grabbed my sweater and said, "It's so warm, I want to fall asleep like this." ”

I said, "Then you go to sleep, you won't feel cold or uncomfortable when you fall asleep, I will always hold you." ”

Li Yun said: "I can't sleep, you are so gentle with me, but you still have to lie to me." ”

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't tell the difference.

"I don't blame you," Li Yun continued, "I really don't blame you, I just want to hear you tell me the answer in person, were you with Bao Lina for those two days?"

I hesitated for a long time, and Li Yun waited silently for my answer, but I couldn't answer.

"I'm guessing you're probably with Lina Bao. However, you swore that you would not leave me, so I was satisfied. Li Yun said, raised her head and looked into my eyes, this sharp and burning gaze made me feel more uneasy and afraid.

"As long as you don't leave me, I don't care about anything. I've thought about it, even if the person you like is not me at all, it's Bao Lina, or Cai Xiaohong, or that Zhao Xiaoxuan, it doesn't matter, I don't care who the person you really like is, I just want you to be by my side forever, if you can't do this, I will die. ”

Li Yun's voice became lower and lower, and when she said the word "death", it seemed to take a lot of effort. My heart trembled, and that feeling of distress hit all my nerves again, how could this be.

I finally stopped being silent, and I said to Li Yun, "Don't mention these terrible words again. I will not leave you, and I will keep my oath, even if it -----"

I suddenly couldn't say it, even if the vow wasn't what I wanted?

Li Yun said it for me: "Even if this oath is not what you want, is it?"

I didn't answer.

Li Yun raised her head again, looked at me gently, and said slowly, "Actually, I heard it and saw it. ”

I opened my mouth again in amazement, and my mind began to spin wildly.

"Do you understand? I'm tired, I'm having a hard time, I've been putting up with it, and now I'm going crazy. I heard the conversation between you and Bao Lina, and I saw that, that hospital. ”

Li Yun said slowly, word by word, clearly, I was like being struck by lightning, in fact, I already had a certain premonition, but this feeling was too weak, or I didn't dare to face such a premonition at all.

"Did you hear it all?"

"Yes."

"Have you been to that hospital?"

"Yes."

"You've been following us to that hospital?"

"Hmm."

This concludes the dialogue. I can't describe this strange feeling, neither guilt nor shame, neither pain nor relief. I didn't know what I should say or what to do, I just hugged Li Yun sluggishly.

Li Yun said: "I'm so tired, now I'm going to fall asleep, don't wake me up." ”

As she spoke, she literally closed her eyes.

When I woke up the next day, my head ached and my arms ached, and I found that neither of us had taken off our clothes, so I fell asleep half-lying on the bed until the biting cold wind of the morning woke me up.

The sunlight had already sprinkled half of the floor of the room, forming an interesting regular trapezoidal light and shadow, and I rubbed my eyes to look at the bright sky outside, and then at Li Yun.

I realized that I wasn't really carrying her to sleep, she was out of my arms and curled up alone on the side of the bed, like a baby. In the gap between me and her was a quilt, and it occurred to me that this quilt must have been on top of me, and I woke up with the quilt lifted naturally. So, who gave me the quilt? Is it Li Yun?

I looked at Li Yun, her image in her sleep was perfect, and I often told her that her sleeping appearance was more beautiful and heartwarming than usual, and no man could resist her beautiful face when she was sleeping. Whether it's her long, fluttering eyelashes, or her upturned nose, or her slightly pursed ruddy lips, it's all heart-wrenching.

Li Yun's beauty is different from Bao Lina, Li Yun is a princess, delicate and noble, with a sense of compassion and weakness that cannot be hurt (although she is so tall), so that anyone feels that she must not be hurt, otherwise she is not as good as a beast.

As for Lina, she is not noble or elegant, a little neurotic, unpredictable, I can't analyze her, this is the strangest thing I feel, I can't even tell where Lina is beautiful, it gives me a headache, so I don't bother to analyze what I like about Bao Lina.

I often wonder how I would choose that past week. And the weekly sequence of the later generations, that is, the weekly sequence in 2009, if you are in 2009 and encounter the same plot, how will you choose?

The pain of not being able to return to the future has been tormenting me, not because I can't enjoy the pain of not being able to enjoy things outside my body, such as computers, the Internet, cars, mobile phones, etc., but because of the pain of not being able to find a foundation from the bottom of my heart. In other words, I don't know what kind of person I am.

What I don't understand even more now is, what kind of girl is Li Yun?

She knew everything for a long time, but she kept it secret, completely silent, and even when she told me all this, she was still calm and calm, but she was so persistent, what kind of girl was she.

I was thinking about it when Li Yun suddenly woke up, sat up all of a sudden, rubbed her eyes and said to me with a smile: "Hey, Happy New Year!"

It occurred to me that today was the first day of the new year, and it was the first morning of the new year.

"Happy New Year." I also said to Li Yun.

Li Yun asked me, "How long have you been awake, have you been there in a daze?"

I looked at Li Yun in amazement, as if she had forgotten what she had said last night.

I said I had just woken up, the first day of the new year, and the sun was beautiful.

Li Yun looked up at the sunny sky outside the window, and said faintly: "I want to go to that pond to bask in the New Year's sun, you can accompany me." ”