Why does it rain so much that doesn't look at the atmosphere (I)
The weekend meeting point is at the entrance of the Longxiangqiao subway station in Lin'an. This is one of the busiest metro stations in Lin'an. Yintai Lakeside, which has the traffic evacuation function of a huge number of tourists in West Lake, is also near this subway station.
Liang Jingyuan, who had just left the subway station, found Zhang Zhiwei standing alone in the corner. Although it is not cold in March in Lin'an, it is still relatively cool, Zhang Zhiwei wears a knee-length, bright-looking skirt, with a white knitted top, plus an elegant coat, which makes people feel more mature, and it can also be seen that she has painted light makeup, compared to yesterday when they usually met at school, her eyes appear more deep. Every time Zhang Zhiwei blinked, this feeling became even stronger.
"What's wrong? Do you have an opinion? Zhang Zhiwei noticed Liang Jingyuan's gaze and pursed his mouth in protest.
"I don't feel as good as you in a school uniform."
"And you've been staring at it for so long?"
"You're wearing makeup."
"Nope! I'm not going to put on makeup to show you. ”
Only in this short moment, in the eyes of others, they should be like a pair of boyfriend and girlfriend meeting each other. At this moment, Liang Jingyuan always felt that he could vaguely feel the gaze of pedestrians on the road.
Zhang Zhiwei seems to be self-conscious, this reason is too far-fetched, after all, how can people who often meet not see that she is wearing makeup, so she doesn't turn her head, deliberately shows a temper tantrum expression, and poses like a child, "Don't say it anymore".
"Where do you want to go today?" Liang Jingyuan looked at Zhang Zhiwei and asked.
"Huh? You ask me to come out and you ask me, I don't care, I'll leave it to you today. I don't care" There was a little quarrel just now because of makeup, Zhang Zhiwei responded in a somewhat angry tone, and there was an awkward atmosphere between the two.
"Then just walk around, because two people don't seem to feel tired after walking for a long time. I love walking with two people, and there is a feeling of quiet time. ”
"It's as if you've been walking around like this with other people."
The two of them walked slowly along the West Lake for a long time, and a boy in the chat class was obviously afraid of dogs, but because the girl he liked liked dogs, he went to the park to touch the old man's dog; There are also male classmates who talk about wiping the blackboard for a girl every time; Talked about a lot, a lot. They all talked to each other about things that they usually thought were interesting, and suddenly Zhang Zhiwei said a word
"You're going to Yanjing, why do you want to ask me out?"
"Of course I want to walk with you."
"Then why don't you stay in Lin'an..."
The sky that Liang Jingyuan looked up at and saw had a thin layer of clouds like cotton wool, extending endlessly. Although you can faintly see the blue sky, the heat of the sun cannot reach the ground. Thanks to this, even though it is already in the afternoon, the temperature does not rise. The weather forecast indicates a sunny pattern, but it is no different from a cloudy day.
Liang Jingyuan's mood at the moment is similar to this kind of half-baked weather
"It's not a related thing at all, and we just happen to be able to change our mood...... And the college entrance examination is approaching, and it is important to adjust your emotions. ”
"Is it just to change your mood?"
No, I want to be with you, but I also want to go to Yanjing to fulfill my dream. Liang Jingyuan wanted to say this sentence directly, looking at the girl in front of him, afraid that she would not be able to accept the long-distance love that had just begun, and the contact with herself would end here. The words that come out of the mouth become
"Or else? I'm thinking about the college entrance examination now, and I don't have the energy to think about those questions at all, just to change my mood. ”
This reason can be said to be extremely legitimate, but in Liang Jingyuan's ears, he feels like he is making excuses.
"Then why with me?"
"Because you said you could do it yourself" Liang Jingyuan could only show a wry smile of confusion to confuse the past, pretending that there was nothing else to say.
The atmosphere suddenly became very awkward, and Zhang Zhiwei didn't know what to do. To be honest, it's not good at all now, and it's because it's not good that we talk about this topic.
Liang Jingyuan lowered his head and met Zhang Zhiwei's eyes as he looked up. Zhang Zhiwei, who was reflected in Liang Jingyuan's eyes, did have a smile, which was her usual, so she was able to adjust her mood.
"Just send me here, thank you for accompanying me on this journey."
"Hmm."
"I wish you success."
"Huh?"
"Entrance examination to Yenching University of Science and Technology."
As expected, Liang Jingyuan smiled bitterly when he heard these words, but he quickly changed to his usual hearty smile.
"Zhang Zhiwei, you are the same, thank you really for today."
For a long time after this time, the two of them returned to their previous mode of getting along, and they were very tacit, not mentioning the volunteer thing, nor mentioning the change of mood that day. In the last mock test before the college entrance examination, Zhang Zhiwei seemed to be preoccupied, there should be nothing at school that could affect her mood like this, and there was no evening self-study during the mock exam, so Liang Jingyuan went home in the afternoon and asked his mother if what happened to Uncle Zhang's family, speaking of which, the parents of the two families are indeed very familiar, so the two will be arranged to go on a blind date before rebirth.
"Old Zhang's family? It should be a divorce, in fact, I have already had this plan, but Weiwei wants to take the college entrance examination, for fear of affecting Weiwei's emotions, your Uncle Zhang went to gamble again some time ago, and Aunt Dong quarreled with him, probably because Weiwei heard it, they should not quarrel in front of Weiwei. Mother replied
As soon as his mother finished speaking, Liang Jingyuan changed his sneakers at the door and prepared to go out.
"Will you be back before dinner?" Mother came to see Liang Jingyuan out.
"I'm just going out and changing my mood." Liang Jingyuan replied to his mother while changing his shoes, and there seemed to be two words of advice when the door was closed.
"Be careful with your car during the evening rush hour." "It looks like it's going to rain at night."
But Liang Jingyuan ran in a hurry, and before he could hear clearly, he had already entered the elevator.
If it was because of the things at home that affected her mood, then she must be in school now, and the classroom must be at the school gate if the classroom is not open today, Liang Jingyuan rode a bicycle to the school, and sure enough, in the milk tea shop opposite the school, I saw Zhang Zhiwei sitting there drinking milk tea.
"Why are you here, didn't you have a night study today?" Zhang Zhiwei put on an attitude of nothing, and laughed cheerfully. However, in Liang Jingyuan's eyes, it was like a forced smile, deliberately not facing important things, deliberately not taking it to heart, wanting to hide his sincerity, burying it deep in his heart, so as to forget everything. It was a big mistake, but she wanted to convince herself that it was the right thing to do.
Liang Jingyuan looked at her expression, a wave of emotion welled up in his heart, and he reflexively said, "Is this really good?" ”
Liang Jingyuan's voice dissipated in the lively milk tea shop.
"After all, it's not good to come to school to study secretly." In return, the response is still so contrived.
"That's not what I meant" Liang Jingyuan couldn't get used to Zhang Zhiwei's pretending to be strong, and slightly accentuated his tone.