I'm not seventeen or eighteen either
The smell of the wet earth, the aroma of the weeping willows, and the unique smell of the April morning after the rain, Zhang Zhiwei will not forget, wearing a much larger school uniform than usual, loose, and writing her name on her chest, this is actually not her own school uniform, it is Liang Jingyuan's school uniform, and after returning home, she washed it and ironed it with an iron.
Zhang Zhiwei, who was wearing Liang Jingyuan's school uniform jacket, tied his hair directly in a high ponytail and sat in his seat, there was still more than an hour before the morning exam, Liang Jingyuan deliberately lay on the table, pretending that he was uncomfortable. With his face facing the wall, Zhang Zhiwei also lay on the table, quietly looking at the back of Liang Jingyuan's head.
Suddenly, Liang Jingyuan turned his head in the direction of Zhang Zhiwei, and the two of them looked at each other like this, and the distance was only ten centimeters, obviously the two of them did not speak, and they really felt deafening
After looking at each other for a few seconds, Liang Jingyuan turned his head first, and said in a trembling voice, "Let me sleep, my head is so dizzy." "Yes, although yesterday's rain didn't make Liang Jingyuan catch a cold, but Bai Yueguang wore his school uniform with a high ponytail and looked at you with bright eyes at a distance of ten centimeters, and Liang Jingyuan, who was twenty-seven years old, couldn't stand it, this is Bai Yueguang's lethality, as long as she looks at you quietly, you don't need to do anything, and it rains heavily in your heart.
Zhang Zhiwei gently stroked the back of Liang Jingyuan's head with his hand, and his face slowly approached to smell the smell of Liang Jingyuan's shampoo.
"Oh, what are you doing?"
"I want to touch you to see if you have a fever." Zhang Zhiwei continued to sniff
"If anyone touches the back of the head, they usually touch their foreheads."
"If you don't turn around, how can I touch your forehead."
Liang Jingyuan turned his head over again and asked Zhang Zhiwei to touch his forehead. In fact, neither of them said that they liked each other, and neither of them proposed to determine the relationship, but it was equivalent to saying everything, and the moment the truth that had been avoided for a long time was put in front of them, no one could fool each other, and no one could fool themselves. Liang Jingyuan was about to talk about marriage before he was reborn, and after a person becomes two people, they will be different, and they will have requirements for each other, if they are seventeen or eighteen years old, Liang Jingyuan will definitely take the relationship seriously with the girl in front of him, but unfortunately Liang Jingyuan is not seventeen or eighteen years old, and his rebirth is not just for love, if he doesn't go to Yanjing, there is no way to know the brother who poured out his heart and lungs for him in his previous life.
"You really have a fever, and your face is red and hot." Zhang Zhiwei sat up after touching Liang Jingyuan's forehead, took out his thermos cup, and shook it in front of Liang Jingyuan.
Liang Jingyuan reflexively took her cup and took a sip. Zhang Zhiwei waited for Liang Jingyuan to finish drinking and patted him gently
"I didn't let you drink from my cup."
"I didn't let you wear my clothes."
The two looked at each other and smiled, and Cao Shuyun at the back table coughed twice, "You don't take the exam, then I will make two improvements in the exam." ”
Zhang Zhiwei lowered his head and checked his exam supplies, the time schedule of the mock test and the college entrance examination was the same, the next morning was a comprehensive liberal arts, Zhang Zhiwei took out the textbooks of the three subjects of the comprehensive literature and read it, and Liang Jingyuan continued to lie on his stomach, he really didn't sleep well last night.
After the end of the second model, Liang Jingyuan went home directly to make up for sleep, and the two would not have gone home from school together, Zhang Zhiwei took the subway, and Liang Jingyuan rode a bicycle. It's just that Liang Jingyuan in her previous life would occasionally push a bicycle to accompany her to the subway station.
On the way to the subway station, Zhang Zhiwei asked Cao Shuyun
"Rainbow Dash, where do you want to go to school?"
"Huh......?"
"Ah, I'm sorry to ask you about this kind of thing."
"No, it won't. You also know that my family has always been strict, I rarely go out to play, I have never been out of the province since I was a child, I am very curious about what kind of place the university is, and I also want to try the feeling of living alone outside the home. ”
Faced with this casual question, Cao Shuyun still patiently replied in a calm tone, she is not a native of Lin'an, her parents were transferred to Lin'an, although the salary is not bad, but it is not enough to buy a house of her own in Lin'an, her parents' work has always been very busy, she is busy with her studies and takes care of her younger brother, resulting in her after-school life for a long time very single. Zhang Zhiwei also knew that these words were not improvised, but had been said to others many times, which sounded quite real.
"So, you don't want to stay in Zhejiang Province."
"Maybe I don't want to be an adult yet, but if I'm still here after graduating from high school, I'll have to pay more attention to my brother's affairs." Cao Shuyun smiled
"Weiwei, your target is Zhejiang Provincial University of Technology and Business, right? Why? ”
Cao Shuyun seemed to want to thank Zhang Zhiwei for asking a question that allowed her to speak her heart, and asked in a soft tone.
"I ...... Recently, I've been hesitant about it. ”
Since the beginning of his third year of high school, Zhang Zhiwei has never changed his aspirations. As for the opportunity, my cousin was in this school, and I thought it was a very good place, so I chose it as my voluntary school. Coupled with your own grades, this school is a good choice. However, now I feel that it is not bad to go to college in other places, just like Cao Shuyun said to try to live alone, after all, the matter of parents, family breakup is inevitable, and it is not bad to adapt to independent life earlier.
"I'm sorry for giving such an answer."
"No, everyone will be confused, and it's normal to change your mind suddenly."
"Thank you."
"Does your boyfriend know about something you're volunteering to change?"
"Huh?" Zhang Zhiwei turned to look at Cao Shuyun in disbelief, and found that Cao Shuyun was looking at him with inexplicable sincerity.
"If I'm thinking about your relationship wrong, I'll say I'm sorry to you here."
Faced with this completely unexpected situation, Zhang Zhiwei felt her heart beat faster, so she repeatedly eased her breathing and paused a little to calm her mood. At one point, he lowered his head to confirm his current mood. Then, she raised her head to meet Cao Shuyun's gaze and said what was in her heart.
"I do like him"
"Hmm." Cao Shuyun responded in a gentle voice, and nodded slowly, revealing a look that had already understood. And then he said, "And you now?" ”
"It's just a youthful memory."
"Really?"
"Really, really."
After listening to the answer, Cao Shuyun still looked a little confused, after all, it was obvious why two people who liked each other didn't have a relationship. Zhang Zhiwei added another sentence
"Actually, I really want to confirm the relationship with him, but he seems to be worried about something, and I always feel that he has changed differently during this time."
Zhang Zhiwei paused and continued
"He's not as stupid as he used to be, and he's bolder than before, but it feels like he has a lot on his mind."
Maybe as Zhang Zhiwei thought, twenty-seven-year-old Liang Jingyuan can't talk about seventeen or eighteen-year-old love without concerns, for seventeen or eighteen-year-old people, love is a matter of course after having a good impression of each other, for twenty-seven-year-old people, the corresponding relationship represents the corresponding responsibility, in Liang Jingyuan's perspective, two people probably go their separate ways after graduating from high school, even if each other can accept a long-distance relationship, this is too unfair to Zhang Zhiwei, his own rebirth has to let a girl endure a long-distance relationship for at least four years, This is not acceptable to Liang Jingyuan.