Indeed, the one who most desperately wants to clean me up now must be Li Shusheng. I can't easily get his forgiveness, so I can only wait and see.

In fact, I didn't feel deep guilt in my heart, I didn't expect Li Yun's personality to be so intense, or I thought of her personality that couldn't hold a grain of sand in her eyes, but I didn't expect her to express her sadness and anger in this way.

Li Yun sometimes really baffles me, even though I spent many nights with her in a rented house, where we used to live like husband and wife, but she still made me unable to see through. It's not like Bao Lina, you can see through it at a glance.

Every day I went to class like a lost dog, and then I went to class in a gloomy way, and when I went to class, I was like a mentally retarded person, I didn't listen to anything, and my eyes were always staring at one place in a daze.

Once my eyes kept staring at Liu Lili's ass sitting in the front row, of course, there was nothing in my eyes, and I didn't notice that it was Liu Lili's ass. When Liu Lili telepathized with my burning gaze, she turned her head and glared at me fiercely, but I was expressionless and still stared at her ass. So she shook the ballpoint pen in front of my face a few times, and I came to my senses and looked at her with innocent eyes.

"What are you looking at?" Liu Lili's eyes are about to kill.

"Oh, I didn't see anything." I looked back at Liu Lili stupidly.

Lili saw my expression and knew that she was being amorous, so she sighed and said, "You are really stupid, Hang Da Zhouxu." ”

In the past two days, Bao Lina has been extremely brave enough to come to my dormitory to have dinner with me, and the boys in our dormitory despise her from the point of view of defending the honor of the class, and as soon as she comes, the dormitory is silent all day long, and they all kill her several times, which can be regarded as a kind of silent protest.

But Bao Lina still dragged me to dinner, sometimes in the cafeteria, sometimes at the back door of the school.

Squad leader Shen took an opportunity and said to me: "You kid is crazy, don't let the flowers of your department go, now it's okay, you have become a boy with the worst moral character in the history of this class, what do you say?"

I asked him, "Is this going to be written in the file?"

Squad Leader Shen said angrily: "If I were the director of education, I would definitely write it into your file, and I would say that it was morally corrupt and of bad quality." ”

I laughed miserably and said, "Squad Leader Shen, am I so bad in your eyes?"

Squad Leader Shen sighed: "If you can't find Li Yun, you will be miserable, Lao Hu is about to call the police, no matter what, this is not a glorious thing." ”

I admit that Squad Leader Shen is right, this is indeed disgraceful, and now even Jin Puguang looks a little reluctant when he sees me.

Wenxin Book House was officially handed over to Jin Puguang, Xiaowei is a good girl, she helped Jin Puguang pay for part of the book, no matter how I excused myself, she just gave it to me, although it was only more than 1,000 yuan, but it could be seen that she really liked Jin Puguang. Puguang himself also took out more than 1,000 yuan, and I repeatedly said that the book money could be repaid to me slowly, but Jin Puguang still insisted on giving it to me, as if he would not be able to eat and sleep if he did not repay me the money for the book.

Now I can't eat or sleep. I didn't want to go back to the dormitory, but I didn't want to stay with Bao Lina either, and on the sixth night of Li Yun's disappearance, I went back to the rental room.

I never thought about what it was like to sleep alone in this house, when the night came, I sat in front of the window and stared blankly at the pond in the dark, and there seemed to be a unique body fragrance of a girl floating around, only young girls have such a fragrance on their bodies, I think this fragrance comes from Li Yun.

The next morning I couldn't get up, I felt very dizzy, maybe it was a cold, in short, my limbs were weak, I was dizzy, I don't know if this was my retribution for being alone in this cold room.

The spring sun shines on the head of the bed, this is the gentle hometown where Li Yun and I used to be skin-to-skin, but now I am the only one, with my head lowered and trying to sit up, looking out the window.

Suddenly, I noticed something strange in the room, and I couldn't tell what was wrong, but there was something unusual that was haunting me. Yes, it may be a weird dream, but something must have happened.

I kept looking out the window at the sun, at the trees by the pond, and suddenly I remembered that last night, in my dream Li Yun came back to me and left a kiss on my cheek, a very light kiss as gentle as a June breeze caressing a rose.

No, maybe it's not a dream. Because I finally noticed something different in this room.

Last night I remember that there was nothing on the table, yes, clean, nothing. And now, there's a postcard on the table!

I jumped to my feet, jumped out of bed, rushed to the table, and picked up the postcard with trembling hands.

There is a sentence neatly written on it with piano characters: "The world is vast and unpredictable, and spring sorrow is gloomy and sleeps alone." ”

This is the only sentence, and there is nothing else. However, this sentence alone is enough, because it is clearly Li Yun's handwriting!

I silently recited it over and over again: "The world is unpredictable, and spring sorrow is gloomy and sleeps alone." ”

The world is vast, and when I look back, I have shed tears.

I thought it was ridiculous, this simple poem made my heart ache and tears, and I remember that I have never shed a single tear since I became a teenager. But now, I feel a wave of coldness and despair, and why?

Before leaving the rental house, I met Chen Jing, who had just returned from the morning market, and I asked her if anyone had ever entered the yard late last night, for example, in the middle of the night. In fact, what I want to know is whether she saw Li Yun come back.

Chen Jing looked at me a little inexplicably and said, "No, I went to bed early last night and didn't notice that someone entered the yard very late." ”

I was about to leave in disappointment, but Chen Jing caught up and asked, "Is something wrong with Sister Xiaoyun?" It's been a few days since she came, didn't you say she wasn't feeling well, it couldn't be, she had some serious illness. ”

I said no, Li Yun is fine, it's just that she went back to Longyou, just for a while.

"Oh," Chen Jing said in disappointment, "Sister Xiao Yun is fine." ”

I put the postcard in my pocket and went to the bookstore, today is the first day of renovation, no matter what, I have to make this "no coincidence no bookstore" renovate smoothly and then open smoothly.