After twelve o'clock in the morning, another day began.

The sound of the TV show had completely disappeared, and there was silence all around, not even the sound of the wind stirring the leaves. The window was still open, and I could still see the pond in the dark night, like a strangely shaped jade object lying there quietly.

I felt a wave of tiredness hit me, the cold evening breeze lost its effect, and I was half-leaning and half-lying on the bed. The house hadn't been cleaned for a long time, and it was dusty everywhere, making it feel even more desolate.

What am I waiting for? I said I didn't really love Li Yun, but I was still waiting for her to come back, sitting on this once familiar bed, looking at the once familiar room, and the vinyl turntables, the VCRs that were almost never used. I suddenly felt a heartache, like the heartache I felt when I sat next to Li Yun in the sun by the pond last winter.

Finally, while waiting, my will began to blur, it was already past two o'clock in the morning, and I thought Li Yun would never come again.

In the haze, I suddenly felt a cold hand caress my face, and then the quilt covered my chest. I woke up suddenly, and Li Yun's tear-stained face appeared in front of my eyes under the light.

This is not a dream, and I have not traveled through time and space again, this is Li Yun appearing alive in front of my eyes, so real and so close to me.

"Xiao Yun, are you here?"

I grabbed those cold hands, Li Yun leaned her head on my chest and said, "I'm here." But it's too late, sorry for keeping you waiting. ”

I said, "It's okay, just come." Xiao Yun, it's me who is not good, everything is my fault. I shouldn't be indecisive, in fact, ------"

Li Yun hurriedly covered my lips with her hand and said, "I don't want you to say it again." Thankfully, you're indecisive, really, Zhou Xu, because of your indecisiveness, you've been with me for so long. Otherwise, I wouldn't have had that long of a happy time. ”

After a long time, she sighed again and said, "The human heart is never satisfied. It was destined to be only for a short period of time, but I wanted to stretch it, and stretch it again, and I wanted to stretch it forever. ”

I felt the pain of my heart like a knife again, perhaps, there are two mes in this world, one is the real me, and the other has been living in a dream, but I don't know, the person who is lying on this bed and hugging Li Yun is the real me or the dream me.

"Li Yun, go back to school." I say.

"No need, really." Li Yun said in a low voice but resolutely.

"Why? If you don't go to school, you'll have to drop out!" I shouted anxiously.

Li Yun suddenly raised her head, smiled bitterly and said, "I will never go back to this school in the future, I will transfer to Hong Kong." ”

"What? You're going to Hong Kong?" I screamed in surprise and bounced off the bed. Immediately, I understood that Li Yun had accepted her father, and she, an orphan, finally recognized Li Shusheng as a father.

Li Yun smiled and continued: "Well, I'm going to Hong Kong next week." Zhou Xu, I've been waiting for your call, I don't want you to completely forget the past me. So I'm waiting for you, and as long as you remember me when we first met, I'm satisfied. ”

"So you're going to give me a postcard of Yanyu Building, so you're going to ask Chen Yan to tell me some inexplicable poems?"

"yes, you guessed it all."

We were all half-lying on the bed, snuggling up to each other, just snuggling up to each other quietly, maybe this was the last time we snuggled up to Li Yun.

Li Yun muttered, "Will you forget me?" The voice was so low that it seemed to be talking to himself.

"No, it won't." I said firmly.

Li Yun had a happy smile on her face.

I asked again, "You said that you went to school in Hong Kong, Uncle Li arranged it?" Will you forgive your dad?"

Li Yun smiled bitterly and said, "I used to hate him, but now I don't hate him." I used to hate Bao Lina, but I can't hate it anymore. I used to hate you, but now, I still love you. ”

I touched her head and said, "I'd rather you hate me." By the way, remember to come to Hangzhou to see us when you have time in the future. After all, there are still many classmates who will miss you, and they are really anxious about you during your absence. ”

Li Yun said: "Okay, I will definitely come back to see you when I have the opportunity, but maybe everyone has graduated at that time, and the world is separated, and we can't get together anymore." I will never forget our first autumn outing, which was in the Botanical Gardens, when I recited your poem, and you sang a beautiful song called Looking Back. ”

"Well, yes. Li Yun, thank you. I said.

"Don't say that!" Li Yun suddenly became excited, her shoulders were shaking, and then, as if she had repeated it countless times before, she hugged me and kissed me on the lips, like a June breeze sweeping through a blooming rose, and kissed it quickly and resolutely, but only for a moment, she quickly left my body.

Li Yun took out the bank card from his pocket, put it on the table, and said, "There are 20,000 yuan in it, and the password is 900901." ”

"Do you remember, 900901. You need this money to open a bookstore. It's time for me to go. Li Yun turned her head and turned her back to me.

I jumped out of bed, walked up to her quickly, and said to her, "Okay, I owe you 20,000 yuan, and I will definitely pay it back to you, and I will pay it back to you myself, so we must meet again one day." ”

Li Yun nodded, then lowered her head deeply, her long hair covering her cheeks.

I hugged her, for a long, motionless moment.

"Are you going to leave now?" I asked.

"Well, I called a taxi and the taxi was waiting for me outside." Li Yun replied.

Then she pushed me away, and I found that the clothes on my chest were already sprinkled with wet tears. Li Yun pushed me away and walked out of the room quickly, never looking back. I was left alone, standing in front of the open door, staring blankly at her back as she left the dark staircase.

The password for the bank card is "900901", which is a special string of numbers. September 1, 1990 was the day I first met Li Yun. On that day, Li Yun, who had just entered the school, was tall and beautiful, but had a deep sense of loneliness, appeared in front of me and danced with me. And in the spring of 1993, in the early hours of April, she left me, perhaps forever.

The end should be over, but is it really possible to start everything that should begin?