This question has been circling in my mind for a long time, and since Chen Hong told me this afternoon that I am very much like her brother, and then quietly wept for no reason, I have wanted to ask her this question.

I believe in the power of intuition, but at the same time I'm afraid that Chen Hong will give some ominous answer. Even though her brother seems to have nothing to do with me on the surface, I can't help but be scared and really don't understand what happened to me.

Now, when I listen to Chen Hong say to me, thank you, Brother Zhou Xu, my wish has come true. At this moment I only feel fear, what is her wish? Was it found that there was a replacement for her brother?

So I have to ask where her brother is, in other words, is her brother still alive?

Chen Hong looked at me strangely, as if it was difficult to understand what I was saying, and she replied, "Let's go to the movies." ”

I stopped where I was, and asked again, "Your brother, where is he now?"

Chen Hong looked at me again, suddenly smiled slyly and said, "Do you want to ask, is my brother still alive?" Do you suspect that my brother is dead?"

"That's, that's not what I meant." I muttered in a panic.

"Why don't you admit it, just ask if you want. Then let me tell you, my brother is still alive, but he has gone to a far away place, and I myself don't know if I will ever see him again. Chen Hong said calmly, but the expression on his face did not change at all.

The June evenings are still a little cool, and the wind blows on the face and makes people feel refreshed. I let out a breath and said, "You're such a weird girl. ”

"Really? Alright, my little brother, let's go to the movies. Chen Hong smiled nonchalantly, took my arm and walked in the direction of the cinema.

"I'll be at your disposal tonight, I can do whatever you want me to do, okay?"

Chen Hong smiled ambiguously, always feeling that there was a layer of ill-intentioned temptation behind her sweet smile.

"Is it really okay to do anything?" I also jokingly responded to her.

"What do you want to do?"

"Well, after watching the movie, we'll go for a drink again, and-"

"And then?"

"And I'm going to get you drunk."

"And then?"

"After getting drunk, I can do whatever I want."

"But you can do whatever you want now." Chen Hong said with a smile.

"But in broad daylight, how can you be embarrassed to flirt with a woman from a good family." I laughed.

"There is no sun now." Chen Hong replied.

I was speechless for a moment.

"After tonight, you can forget about me and go back to your girlfriend obediently, okay?"

Suddenly, Chen Hong said this again, but the smile had disappeared from her face inexplicably.

Well, from tomorrow onwards, to hell with this brother who is exactly like me, his life and death have nothing to do with me, and his joys, sorrows and sorrows have nothing to do with me.

Then, as it turned out, I was wrong, and his life and death, his life, were not completely irrelevant to me.

At that time, there was an American movie called "The Sound of Jazz" in the Xinhua Cinema, which was also a tragic movie, and we were extremely depressed to watch. I had also bought melon seeds and drinks, planning to happily watch a movie with Chen Hong, and swept away her depression of missing her brother and my depression of remembering my strange identity, but my wishful thinking was quickly swept away.

The film is about a musician who created the glory of American jazz in the thirties and forties, and finally dies of poverty and misery, full of end-of-the-century repression and anger, such a cynical film is really very different from the joyful secular world outside the movie theater, and such a film is too easy to remind people of some self-related sadness.

After walking out of the cinema and breathing in the smell of kebabs outside, I forced a smile and said to Chen Hong: "It seems that it is more miserable to be a musician, and it is better to open my bookstore and advertising company." ”

Chen Hong didn't speak, just took my arm and walked quietly on the street in the early summer when the night was gentle.

When he walked to the bus stop, Chen Hong suddenly said, "You go first." ”

I was surprised and asked, "Why don't you go together, aren't you going back to school?"

Chen Hong said lightly: "I want to stay for a while, you go first, leave me alone." ”

I don't think she's in a good mood, and tonight's Chen Hong is worried and happy, which is a bit unpredictable.

After hesitating for a while, I finally said to her, "We will still be good friends in the future, come to me when you want to chat with me, and I will leave you a company phone number." ”

I handed him a business card, which had the latest phone number, and at this time Xu Yang Advertising had moved to the business building on Qingchun Road.

Chen Hong took the business card, carefully put it into the wallet she carried with her, then looked up at me and said, "Can I still call you brother?"

"Yes, I'll go back and find a chance, let's find a time to go out into the wild." I say.

"What are you doing in the wilderness?" Chen Hong lowered her head and asked shyly.

"Well, just find a playground and dig some dirt out." I'll be serious.

"We're not ground rats, what are we digging for?" Chen Hong couldn't help but laugh.

"Let's dig up a pile of soil, and then pinch the soil and burn incense, and worship brothers and sisters, what do you think we are doing?" I laughed too.

Chen Hong finally giggled heartily, threw herself into my arms at once, hugged me tightly, and then said, "Brother Zhou Xu, thank you." Good bye. ”

Then she bit her lip and turned away, as if she had made up her mind.

I looked at Chen Hong's background, and vaguely felt that my path to rebirth seemed to be about to happen from this moment on, something uncontrollable would happen.

When I returned to the downstairs of the "Bao Mansion", it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, and I saw a police car parked at the entrance of the building unit, the police lights were still turning silently, and there was a policeman sitting in the driver's seat of the car, smoking a cigarette boredly there.

I don't know what's going on, but didn't the police come to our neighborhood to catch the thief? It can't be that there is some law and order incident in the community, right? Anyway, it's still a little weird in my heart.

I looked at the window of the Bao Mansion, where the lights were on, presumably Bao Lina was still there immersed in reading the sage books, thinking of Lina, there was a trace of warmth in my heart, so I hurried upstairs.

As I walked up the stairs, I suddenly felt a sharp headache coming at me, and I had learned this kind of train crushing pain, not for the first time, but it was still unbearable.

I sank into the darkness as the pain in my head grew more and more intense.

My eyes couldn't see anything.