226 The world has woken up

I once wrote at the end of a short poem that the following sentence was: All the years exist only in memories, and all love lives only in the mind.

In fact, it is also true that the only connection we have to the past or the future is only a deep or shallow memory. Once we lose our memories, we lose the whole time, the years we once had.

From this point of view, the rings are engraved in memory, round and round, and with the fragile and unreliable memory, we can talk about saying that I used to live in that era, or that I used to live in that place.

Now, Bao Lina and I are sitting in the car, watching the Toyota Xiaobawang disappear on the road in the distance, and I am infinitely emotional. My fragile memory tells me that she, Li Yun, came back to my life, but didn't say a word, just stood in front of me blankly, looking at me stupidly.

What she was thinking, I had absolutely no idea.

I have my feelings, and Lina has Lina's feelings, she said at a long time: "Li Yun is getting more and more beautiful." ”

She turned to me again and said, "Do you regret giving up such a beautiful woman?"

I started the car again and said, "This is the end of the matter, what can I say?" ”

"What do you mean?"

"Even if it has come to this point, what can we say? People already have boyfriends, and I already have you, so don't think about it. ”

"Listen to your tone, it's very sour." Lina said jokingly.

"It's not sour, my heart is sweet, because you are by my side." I also reciprocated with jokes.

"Don't comfort me, I'm not as beautiful as you." Lina herself was full of sour tones.

Suddenly, an indescribable feeling welled up in my heart, as if I was about to lose everything, Lina, the years I remembered.

I drove the car to the downstairs of our common house, and when I stopped, I sat there for a long time, and Lina saw that I was suddenly silent, and asked me, "What's wrong?" Still thinking about your beauty?"

I turned around and looked at Lina for a long time, then took her head and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

"Lina, I want to always remember how you look today."

I said without sorrow.

"What's wrong? Why do you say that?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm afraid of losing you suddenly."

"No, you won't lose me, and I won't lose you." Lina stroked my lips and whispered.

"I hope so."

"It's not a wish, it's a certainty."

Lina said firmly.

I held Lina's head and looked at her carefully again, looking at her eyebrows, her eyes, her nose, her lips, her chin, everything, although it was not perfect, but in my heart, it was the most real existence, the real face that I could hold and have if I were alive.

"Zhou Xu, the operation went well! I love you. ”

Before being brought to the operating table, Lina leaned over me and whispered in my ear. My parents, at least psychologically, stood right in front of my bed, silently watching me.

I saw my mother's eyes red. Her lips trembled, but she didn't say anything. My father tried to show his usual confidence and optimism on his face, and his eyes were bloodshot.

I felt in a very good mental state, even a little strangely excited, and I smiled and said, "Okay, Mom and Dad, Lina, don't worry, I'll be fine after the surgery, I've always been lucky, right?"

Dad finally seized the opportunity and said: "Yes, you kid, you also had a serious illness when you were a child, and then you will be fine." ”

As soon as she said this, the old mother killed her angry and fiery gaze, and shouted in a low voice: "What nonsense are you talking about at this time, crow's mouth." ”

I laughed and said, "Mom, don't be so serious, I bet you that after the surgery today, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." ”

I wanted to blow a few more words, and the cold nurse came running over to urge me.

The doctor who operated on me this time is said to be one of the top brain surgeons in the city, and I heard that my father's friend many years ago, who happened to be the chief surgeon in this hospital, so he has always been from Qinggao's father, who doesn't care much about human relationships, and made a special trip to visit this old friend many years ago.

Before the anesthesia was about to take effect, my mind was clear, clearer than ever, I remembered all the details, almost thinking about the details of my life after 1990.

If the surgery wasn't successful, at least I would have been able to look back on my entire life course for the last part of my life.

What makes me unhappy is that after being reborn, I have a vision beyond the times, a divine ability to predict the future, and I can make a fortune or something, such as becoming a real estate tycoon in a few years, or waiting until 2000 to become the pioneer of the Internet, or, if I can accurately remember the ups and downs of the stock market, then I can make a multimillionaire in the turbulent stock market.

However, the past of the reply is not necessarily the same, and I don't have the willpower and determination to get rich, and I just want to live in the world, but there is nothing to regret, what I regret is definitely not that I didn't do my best to get rich, but that I didn't figure out who I really was until I died.

Soon, my mind began to fog, as if in an instant, I fell asleep in a daze.

I slept very soundly, as if I had been tired for a long time and finally seized an opportunity to sleep happily.

Finally, I don't know how long it took, but I yawned and woke up.

I didn't open my eyes, but I was sure I had woken up.

Yes, I'm not dead.

I am neither in heaven nor in hell, but on earth. I woke up, opened my eyes, didn't feel any pain in my head, and even felt very comfortable.

No, I haven't thought about the question of flashback or not, all I can think about is that I really like the comfortable and relaxed feeling, and I hope it lasts longer.

With my eyes closed, I could smell a soothing fragrance in my nose, the scent of warm sunlight, and a distant cacophony in my ears.

Finally, I was ready to open my eyes, my eyelids were heavy, my body was lazy and I didn't want to exert myself, but I had to open my eyes.

I knew that when I opened my eyes, there was light.

But at this moment, I heard a loud sound of music that was once incomparably familiar, very, very familiar.

What is the sound?

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