Chapter 158: I know
The night is getting darker, except for the sound of Jian Fu pressing the mouse and tapping on the keyboard, the dormitory is quiet. Jian Fu felt a cold wind blowing in the window, got up and closed the window, and hung the curtains casually.
Downstairs in the dormitory, a slender and upright figure sometimes stopped, sometimes wandered, and looked at the window of the simple dormitory from time to time. I said that I would come to see Jian Fan in the evening, but she said that she was not in the dormitory and asked me not to come to her. However, the pretty figure at the window is all too familiar. What happened? After Han Cong sent Jian Fan back, he still buried his head in his work, and he didn't find anything abnormal. Why did Jian Fu so firmly prevent me from coming to her?
"Hey, Jiang Shuai, come to find Jian Fan, why don't you go upstairs?" He Aiyi walked over with a few large bags of things, and her newly groomed hair was curled with fine wavy waves draped over her shoulders.
"Oh. Jian Fan said that she had something to do and was not in the dormitory. I'm getting ready to go. Jiang Shuai smiled as naturally as he could.
"Lao Jia helped me bring these things to the dormitory first, and I purchased a lot of snacks, but I brought simple portions. He Aiyi held the handbag in his hand to Jiang Shuai, "My fingers are about to be strangled." ”
"Take it yourself. In fact. ”
"How to swallow it. He Aiyi stared at Jiang Shuai mischievously, "You won't make Jian Fan angry, right?" Curtains hung in the windows and lights were on in the room. Jian Fan should be in the dormitory, she doesn't want to see you. ”
"It's not. Maybe, probably. Jiang Shuai didn't know what to say.
"Hehe, you can do it. I'm very optimistic about you. ”
"Xiao He, I don't understand why Jian Fan suddenly doesn't want to see me. In the afternoon, she texted me that it was okay. Because He Aiyi often encouraged Jiang Shuai to boldly pursue simplicity, Jiang Shuai had a good impression of He Aiyi and regarded him as an ally.
He Aiyi saw that Jiang Shuai was at a loss and sighed, "That's it." You wait here for me, and I'll help you find out. There is a message, I text you. ”
"Okay, I'll help you carry your things upstairs and down. Jiang Shuai smiled happily and brightly.
"It's different for me!" He Aiyi sarcastically mocked Jiang Shuai.
"Xiao He, your current hairstyle is particularly suitable for you. Elegance without losing liveliness. Jiang Shuai quirkily diverted the topic.
"Okay, your mind is on Jian Fan, it's not easy to notice my new hairstyle. How are you doing these days off eleven?"
"Rested for two days. And then there's the work. Jiang Shuai grinned, "What about you?"
"I was taking care of patients in the hospital, and our department manager was sick and stayed in the hospital for a week. I was discharged from the hospital and the holidays were over. ”
"He Jiayu?"
"Yes. Don't look at him as a Beijinger, but he doesn't have any relatives in Beijing. ”
"Oh. Jiang Shuai didn't have a good impression of He Jiayu, he knew a little about his affairs, and didn't ask more.
"Alright, give me something. You wait for my news. Walking to the floor where the dormitory was located, He Aiyi took the things in Jiang Shuai's hand.
"Good. Jiang Shuai turned around and walked downstairs gently.
He Aiyi unscrewed the door lock, pushed the door and walked into the dormitory. I saw Jian Fan's thin figure sitting at his desk, scrolling through the code on the computer screen, "Jian Mao." Can't you be kind to yourself? I get upset when I see you like this. You're not a man, are you always so tired?"
Jian Fan turned around and smiled sweetly, "How was the holiday?"
"It's okay. He Aiyi walked up to Jian Fan and carefully observed Jian Fan's face, "Let me see, have you been fattened as a pig by our parents in the past few days." ”
"No, I don't. Jian Fan touched his face.
"Jian Fan, have you ever cried, your eyes are a little swollen. ”
"Is there one?" Jian Fan ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Hurriedly poured cold water on his eyes.
He Aiyi chased after him, "What's the matter? ”
"No, I only came back today, who messed with me. Jian Mao shook his head lightly. But He Aiyi noticed a trace of nervousness.
"Jian Fan, you don't know how to act, so don't pretend. Is there something sad about it? It has something to do with Jiang Shuai. He Aiyi's temperament became more and more anxious, and a word poked at Jian Fan's heart.
"Nope. Jian Fan pressed the cool towel to his eyes, but warm liquid kept overflowing from the corners of his eyes. Jian Mao pressed the towel tightly.
He Aiyi pulled Jian Fan's hand down, "Okay." Press it again, and your eyes will be broken. What happened between you and Jiang Shuai?"
"Nothing. Jian Fan took a breath, "It's impossible for me and Jiang Shuai to be impossible, I don't want to disturb him." ”
"Why can't it be? I could see that you liked him, and he liked you. He Aiyi pulled Jian Mao out of the bathroom, took out an ice pack from the refrigerator and put it on Jian Fan's eyes.
"What's the use of liking?" Jian Fan tilted his head, as if to say it to He Aiyi, but in fact, he reminded himself again.
"Jian Fan, you're so weird. It's useless to like it, what's useful? Push the people you like away and keep the people you don't like around, it's useful?"
"Aiyi, don't talk about it. I still remember your love tree theory vividly, I don't want to cruelly destroy the love tree between me and Han Cong, it's as simple as that. As you say, you'd rather choose the person who loves you than the person you love. ”
"Hi, Simplified Tradition. Don't you know how Jiang Shuai treats you? Doesn't he love you?" He Aiyi felt that her lungs were about to explode, why did she believe what she said before, but now she didn't believe it?
"It's hardest for two people who love each other to get along because they always have to think about each other. Aiyi, that's what you said, too. Now I deeply understand that I am afraid of Jiang Shuai's pain, and I guess he is also afraid of my pain. Jiang Shuai and I still let go of each other and keep our distance. Jian Fan paused, "Before we start." ”
"Jian Fan, I just found out today that your heart is too hateful, and you hate yourself too much. He Aiyi stroked her chest, "I'm almost angry with you." I don't win you in debate, how you decide is your own business. However, since then, you have not seen Jiang Shuai, he has been waiting for you downstairs, and you want him to stand all night?"
"What did you say?" Jian Fan took the ice pack off his eyes and froze there. Slowly came to his senses, "Aiyi, please do one thing, you help me go downstairs and tell Jiang Shuai that I am sleeping." I can't see him today. ”
"I don't care? ”
"Please. Aiyi, I know you're doing it for my good. I really can't see Jiang Shuai today, you see that my eyes are still swollen, and when he asks, I can't help it. Are you going to make me cry in front of him?"
Jian Fan's begging gaze and panicked look made He Aiyi helpless, "Okay." However, if Jiang Shuai asks you why you suddenly don't want to see him at night. How can I answer? Jiang Shuai cares about you too much, you can't fool him. You said you weren't in the dormitory, but he still came downstairs to wait for you. You say, what are you going to do?"
Jian Fan pursed his lips and frowned slightly. I'm going to cry again.
He Aiyi shook her head, Jian Fan's heart was already bitter enough, so don't stimulate her, "Okay, stop crying." If you want to never see Jiang Shuai again, I'll go see him. You don't need to care about how painful he is. Or, I'll accompany you to see him, and he will probably be relieved to see you, and he won't ask anything. You don't know Jiang Shuai yet. When did he embarrass you. As for how you get along in the future, it's up to you to decide, and maybe your relationship will fade down slowly. Like you said, you didn't start in the first place, so what's there to worry about? Okay?"
"Okay. Jian Fan quickly got up, straightened his clothes in front of the mirror, and threw on some light powder to make himself not look so pale. Jiang Shuai must have been tired and cold after standing downstairs for so long. Jian Fan's heart had already flown downstairs.
He Aiyi opened the door and waited for Jian Fan, "I really can't help you." ”
Sure enough, Jiang Shuai didn't ask anything after seeing Jian Fan.
Although, Jian Fan's somewhat haggard face made Jiang Shuai feel distressed. But. Seeing Jian Fan's pretended relaxed expression and smiling face with his eyebrows raised, Jiang Shuai knew that Jian Fan's heart this time must not have been to let him know, so he didn't ask, and asking made Jian Fan sad again.
He Aiyi took Jian Fan's hand and noticed Jiang Shuai's reluctance to Jian Fan, and was a little sad. Pure and selfless love is precious. It's a pity that Jian Fan missed this feeling. Tonight, it would be better to create an opportunity for them to spend more time together. He Aiyi suddenly pouted, "This holiday is too boring. It's not fun yet, and I'm going to work tomorrow. I didn't even go to ** square, this year is the 50th National Day, it's a pity not to go. ”
He Aiyi looked at Jiang Shuai, "You don't have time to go, right?" Needless to say, I only went back to Beijing today, and it is impossible to go there. How about we go to the ** square now? We can go by car and come back soon. ”
He Aiyi shook Jian Fan's arm, "You wait for me." I went to get the car keys. Before he finished speaking, He Aiyi had already walked towards the dormitory.
"Time flies so fast, how are the holidays?" Jiang Shuai patted Jian Fan, who was a little overwhelmed.
"It's good. Jian Fan wrapped his heart tightly.
"Did you go to a class reunion?"
"Participated?"
"Did you encounter anything interesting?"
"Nope. Jian Fan lowered his head slightly, avoiding Jiang Shuai's gaze.
Jiang Shuai felt that his heart was being emptied little by little. Why is Jian 繁 so cold to me? Did I do something wrong?Or did Han Cong say something to Jian Mao in the afternoon?
Jiang Shuai recalled the battle with Han Cong on the playground that night. Han Cong questioned me why I didn't keep my promise and why I didn't leave Jian Fan. I said, I already know that Jian Couture likes me, so I'll stay put. It seems that it must be because of this sentence that Han Cong criticized Jian Fan. However, why did Jian Fan pay attention to Han Cong's accusations? Since she likes me, she can leave Han Cong. Jiang Shuai suddenly understood, Jian Fan still cared about Han Cong's feelings.
Jiang Shuai looked up at the sky, his eyes full of sadness. That night, Han Cong swore that Jian Fan couldn't erase the memory of being with him, couldn't abandon the feelings he had paid for, and couldn't give him up forever. Although I was very worried when I heard it, I still thought it was just Han Cong's angry words. However, today proves that Han Cong's judgment is not wrong. Jian Fan can't give up, and he can't give up Han Cong.
Two car horns were heard in the distance. He Aiyi had already parked his vehicle on the side of the square and beckoned to Jian Fan and Jiang Shuai.
"Jian Fan, do you want to go? If you're tired, we won't go. Jiang Shuai asked cautiously.
"Go ahead. I'd also love to see the ** square during the National Day. Jian Fan bit his lip.
"Let's go. ”
Jian Fan was uneasy, and suddenly stumbled on a raised square brick, Jiang Shuai reached out to support Jian Fan. A familiar feeling, the feeling of the cells boiling all over the body, a feeling that can only be obtained from Jiang Shuai, swept Jian Fan again.
Jian Fan brushed Jiang Shuai's hand away and closed his eyes. Although it took less than two seconds, it was still captured by Jiang Shuai, capturing Jian Fan's pain and helplessness.
Jiang Shuai stepped forward and held Jian Fan's hand. Jian Fan wanted to break free, but Jiang Shuai just didn't allow it.
"Jiang Shuai, I can't. "Jian Can't stand the inner entanglement.
"I know. ”
"What do you know?" shouted Jian Fan's heart.
"I know everything. "Jiang Shuai wants to say, I know your heart. Finally, he took a deep breath and exaggerated his expression, "I know what the little follower should do." Whether Her Royal Highness the princess needs it or not, I will do my duty. Until," Jiang Shuai took another breath, "forever." ”
Jian Fan was amused by Jiang Shuai, and tears also cleared his eyes.
"Haha, Her Royal Highness finally smiled, although the smile was a little ugly. Jiang Shuai insisted on holding his sour eyes, letting tears flow into his heart. (To be continued.) )