Chapter 69: We Are All Sinners
"Chi Wanwan, we are all sinners...... Zhou Qing spat out these two words in pain, her eyes filled with deep despair, as if she was overwhelmed by the weight of sin.
Her tears trickled like a trickle, silently telling of her past crimes, and every tear carved a silent confession into her heart.
Her grief came like a tidal wave, and every ebb and fall spoke of her pain and remorse.
Zhou Qing's body seemed to become stiff, her fingers were clenched into fists, and I could feel her pain and struggle.
Her heart was filled with self-blame and remorse, and her emotions were like being swallowed up by an abyss, making her feel unable to extricate herself.
Everything is a foregone conclusion, no matter how to remedy it, Lu Ying will not be able to come back.
Chi Wanwan was born free and easy, and she was quite impatient with such emotional entanglements, she couldn't understand why Zhou Qing was so sad, frowning at her crying, her heart was like sitting on pins and needles.
"Birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature, have you cried enough?"
Chi Wanwan, who has no conscience, is unwilling to accept even the final confession with an open mind.
She only cares about immediate interests and does not care about the feelings of others.
She glanced at Zhou Qing indifferently and said impatiently: "The most important thing now is that we should think about how to deal with it, instead of crying and shouting to no avail here." What's the use of that? ”
Chi Wanwan's eyes revealed contempt and disgust for Zhou Qing.
In her opinion, Zhou Qing's remorse and self-blame are just a senseless waste of time.
She focuses only on reality and practical results, without considering the emotional and moral dimension.
Ji Wanwan's words and actions show a kind of coldness and determination, which makes people feel that she is a difficult person to approach and get along with.
In many long and difficult nights, Zhou Qing has become accustomed to this kind of torment.
However, now her psychological defenses have suddenly collapsed, leaving her at a loss.
Zhou Qing's tears slipped silently, leaving bleak marks on her cheeks, and her eyes became hollow and dull, as if all hope had disappeared.
Zhou Qing said indifferently: "Chi Yan already knows our secret, what else can we do?" ”
There was a hint of helplessness and despair in her voice, as if she had given up all resistance.
Zhou Qing's heart is experiencing a fierce struggle at the moment.
She felt like she had reached a crossroads and faced with a difficult choice.
However, she didn't have time to think about this, because now she had to face the reality that Ji Yan knew the truth.
On this suffocating night, Zhou Qing began to think about how to face this difficulty.
She knows that only by facing reality bravely can she find a solution to her problem.
Chi Wanwan's heart is also burning like fire, she is now like a lamb to the slaughter, she can't do anything, and she is becoming more and more anxious.
Suddenly, a meaningful smile crossed the corner of Ji Wanwan's mouth, and the eyeballs in her eyes swirled back and forth, as if she was thinking about some secret plan.
"I know, what kind of method to ......"
Chi Wanwan muttered in a low voice, as if this plan could not be broken by outsiders.
Zhou Qing's eyebrows furrowed slightly, "What method?" ”
With a contemptuous smile, Ji Wanwan gestured with her hand around her neck. This action seems to imply a danger and makes people feel a chill.
Ji Wanwan's eyes revealed a kind of cunning and determination, as if she had made up her mind to take action.
Zhou Qing's consternation was like a bolt of lightning, instantly piercing the silent night.
Her eyes trembled violently, and at this moment, Chi Wanwan's crazy plan was like a crack, shattering Zhou Qing's heart.
"You...... Are you crazy? Zhou Qing's voice was weak and trembling, like a fallen leaf blown by a cold wind, "How can you still do such a thing?" ”
There was no flinching in Chi Wanwan's eyes, only firmness and determination.
She is like a beast that has been cornered, and in order to protect herself, she has to show her sharp claws.
Her voice was calm and cold, as if telling a story that had nothing to do with herself: "I have to do this to protect myself." ”
The current Ji Wanwan is a ruthless killer, a person who will do anything for his survival.
This realization made Zhou Qing feel heartache, and at the same time made her understand a truth: in this world, survival is cruel, and only the strong can survive.
In addition, the last time she failed to poison Chi Yan with Shengbanxia, Chi Wanwan was already a mistake.
This time, she had to let Chi Yan experience all the pain, the pain of not being able to survive and dying.
Zhou Qing was restless in her heart, getting along with a partner like Ji Wanwan always faced a test of life and death, and she couldn't bear this situation anymore.
Lu Ying's death left irreparable regret and pain in her heart back then.
Chi Yan, her best friend since childhood, although she has wandered in the sea of people, but if Chi Yan falls in her hands, Zhou Qing will never be able to forgive herself.
"I object, we already have a human life on our shoulders, and if we add another one, it will be endless sins, injustices that cannot be washed away for a lifetime."
Zhou Qing didn't want to live in regret for the rest of her life, not at all.
Chi Wanwan never gave Zhou Qing a choice, she said coldly: "Once this matter is exposed, you and I will be in trouble because of this, apart from this method, do you have any other way out?" ”
Chi Wanwan stepped forward and lightly put it on Zhou Qing's shoulder, every word was like a cold blade: "Zhou Qing, you are a smart person, I know that you don't want to carry the burden of human life anymore." So this time, let me bear the burden. I just need you to promise me one thing.
Every word of Chi Wanwan was like a sharp sword, piercing deep into Zhou Qing's heart.
Zhou Qing felt extremely painful, but helpless.
She secretly wondered in her heart whether the situation would improve if she really killed Chi Yan, and whether she would be able to return to her original life.
However, she knew that such a choice would carry a heavy burden on her heart forever.
However, if Ji Wanwan came to do this, would the situation be different?
Zhou Qing imagined this possibility.
Ji Wanwan, a girl who is also in deep trouble, a person who has to resort to extreme measures in order to protect her beloved. If she knew how to get measured, if she knew how to make things better, would that all change? Zhou Qing fell into deep thought.
There were thousands of voices in Zhou Qing's heart that kept colliding, and in the end, they all turned into apologies to Chi Yan.
Yes, Zhou Qing has already made a decision.
She gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then asked lightly, "How do you need me to help you?" ”
Hearing Zhou Qing's answer, an even brighter smile bloomed on Chi Wanwan's face.