At night.

The lights were on in the house.

She sat there, her hands on her knees, motionless.

Her surname is Yu, Han nationality, no, it should be said that she is of the Kokang ethnic group here, graduated from Yangon University, and studied education and law.

The reason why he was willing to accept my offer and came to Mengneng was the opportunity to live in northern Myanmar in addition to the high salary.

She wants to rush into this torrent, to feel the shock of history, and to leave a strong mark on the meager history books, even if it is only one stroke.

"Teacher Yu, how does it feel to be in a new position?"

When I spoke, I took the dish very easily, put it in my mouth, and then said, "You can eat it too." ”

"Oh...... Oh. ”

Teacher Yu picked up the chopsticks and stared at the dishes on the table, but he didn't mean to eat at all.

"Don't speculate about my intentions, today is just a simple meal."

After I said it casually, I gave Xiaoxiao a look.

For the first time, Xiaoxiao showed her cleverness, and immediately got up and went to the refrigerator to take out the alcoholic drink that girls love to drink, as if it was fruit wine made from mangoes.

The two of them poured a glass and added enough ice cubes, and then said: "Don't be nervous, how can he be as terrible as you think, come, you can drink with me today." ”

Is it possible for Teacher Yu to refuse?

Even though she knew I was doing this to make her relax and say what was going on in her heart, she still had to drink.

Teacher Yu raised his glass, albeit reluctantly.

Yes, Teacher Yu smiled reluctantly, she picked up the wine glass and bowed over and touched the glass with Xiaoxiao, then took a big sip, and turned to look at me again.

Only then did I say: "The current Mengneng ah, there are many people, many goods, and chaotic management." ”

"There should be a charter for all these things......" I took a sip of liquor to myself, "I mean, don't have the hidden rules like before, but the explicit rules that can be posted on the big white wall." ”

"I shouldn't be the one to mention this kind of thing, you know what I mean, right?"

Teacher Yu nodded, and said in a voice that he still didn't dare to raise: "You mean, I hope to transform Mengneng into a city that can operate regardless of whether you are there or not." ”

"Yes!"

I stretched out my index finger and tapped her in the air, smacking my lips appreciatively: "Tsk, it has to be an intellectual who can understand what I'm talking about." ”

"But now, Mengneng doesn't have such an environment."

"When all the officials got into trouble, they were all shrinking back, afraid of shooting their heads."

Teacher Yu may have been drinking, and said: "Is it that when Lao Qiao was here, there were too many things like 'killing generals in vain, holding the city without help'?" ”

"You know Old Joe, too?"

"I heard it when I first came, and now in the restaurant on the side of Mengneng Street, anyone who holds a cup can mention two sentences."

I think of the former big hooligans in our city, which collapsed after 83 years of hard crackdown, but when it comes to who is awesome in society, he will still move him out, as if he has seen it with his own eyes, and describe the deeds of others vividly.

"Gotta find a way, right?"

That's when I really tested my teacher!

I can't lift you up for nothing and give you power, can I? You've got to take a test!

Teacher Yu was about to open his mouth, but he immediately closed his mouth and looked at me vigilantly......

Xiaoxiao picked up the wine glass again: "Come, let's take another sip." ”

I lifted my chin at Shinoshio.

Shinoxiao put down her glass and got up and went back to the house, leaving the entire living room to the two of us.

Only then did I open my mouth and say, "If you say it today, if you say it in this room, you will ...... in this room."

Teacher Yu stopped me: "I'm not afraid of this. ”

"Are you afraid that I will abandon the car to protect the handsome at an important time?"

Teacher Yu didn't even dare to answer, and looked at me.

As the saying goes, a companion is like a companion, if I hadn't made it clear today, she would never have given any answer, and she would never mention it for the rest of her life.

Then, just talk a little bit more clearly.

"You know what I think?"

Teacher Yu lowered his head and said in a deep voice: "You want to stand in front of the Medal of Honor with one hand and a banknote in the other hand to lead everyone forward, what you need most is that there is someone in the back with a gun in one hand and a whip in the other. ”

She finally had an emotion: "But that's what I'm afraid of." ”

"When the time comes, everyone will be grateful to you, but they will hate me...... I ......"

I looked at Teacher Yu: "Then why don't you leave?" ”

"After I came back from the mountains, I didn't put you in prison, did I?"

"Transferring you out of school, didn't you form a rectification bureau with great interest?"

"Look at your custom-made uniforms, all of them are wearing small black suits, and the Grim Reaper carrying a scythe is the same color (shai), which one of them is investigating the case, isn't it also majestic?"

Teacher Yu stopped talking and lowered his head again.

I smiled wickedly from an angle she couldn't see: "Can't speak?" ”

"Then I'll tell you about it."

"You're actually trying to go."

"I don't believe that there is a woman who is not afraid, and even when I see Bhurea shooting at the soldiers of the Eastern Shan State with a gun, my heart is trembling."

"But what are you when you're gone?"

"In Yangon, you are an ordinary college student, and the most you can do to find a job is to go to the office of a certain company as a clerk, and live a 9-to-5 life where you may have to be scolded by the boss to earn 'pocket money'."

I picked up my glass and remembered myself on the construction site, when I was not as good as others.

After taking a sip of spirits, the burning sensation of the entire esophagus was extremely refreshing, and then he spoke again: "But what about Mengneng?" ”

"You are Kochi who I look at differently; After putting on the uniform, he is a law enforcer who complains about the grievances of the people; As long as I can continue to win, even if I lose a little miserably in the end, there will be a ...... in the history books."

"People have to say that in the Mengneng camp, there were four beams and eight pillars, who is the door beam, who is the white jade pillar, and sooner or later you can say your name."

"Right?"

Teacher Yu didn't reply, lowered his head and picked up the wine glass, splashed it directly on the ground with a raised hand, grabbed the liquor bottle and poured himself a small half glass and drank it all: "Hiss~ha!" Then he gasped for air.

"You want a chance, but you look ahead when I give you a chance;"

"You want to go down in history, but you can run when you can move forward."

"That's how your teacher taught you?"

"What he told you, can you make a difference in an environment where there is no danger?"

"Didn't you watch all the famous people in the history books as movies? Except for the phrase that everyone will say, 'I can do it if I go', you can't do anything else." ”

Teacher Yu looked up at me very unconvinced, and his eyes were bloodshot.

"Am I wrong?" I asked, "In the mountains, when I need someone to carry things and attract firepower, you can't carry it, grab the car and run away; ”

"Okay, you're a civilian official, you can't go to the battlefield. It's not a battlefield now, is it? ”

"Aren't you still cowering?"

I watched as Mr. Yu grabbed my wine bottle, refilled myself with a small half glass and drank it all, and then began to repeat this action non-stop, got up silently and walked into the house.

I know that this night I have crushed her moonlight and ideals together, and put them into her heart, telling her that noble is not so noble, and inferior is not so inferior, and easily tore up her three views.

also told her that if an inferior person does things with noble ideals, it is called inadequate; If a noble person does something inferior, then he is called a master and a low ......

Actually, I didn't tell her anything, but I sincerely hoped that she would realize something.

Have you all talked to the leaders?

It's the kind of person who pouts and counts you down in the office, and then has to say, "Actually, I didn't mean that." ”

Yes, that's it. (End of chapter)