Chapter 236: I can't tell the difference at all

Xiao Yi suddenly felt a wonderful sense of detachment.

It's like suddenly realizing that your life is just a stage play, and you wake up from the state of being in the play, and feel unfamiliar with everything around you.

A sense of discomfort that had been stripped out and was out of place with his surroundings attacked Xiao Yi.

Not only the words and deeds of others, but even what he has done and said, Xiao is not sure whether it is an illusion......

In my memory, what I am extremely sure of, what I have done, and what I have said, are actually non-existent, and they are all just my own illusions...... It's like proving that you don't really exist.

“……”

Xiao Yi suddenly felt a headache, and then ...... And he was restored to his original state.

"Forget it, since it's all like this, so be it, don't bother to think about it."

Xiao is also very good at adapting to the changing environment, because he feels that instead of thinking about what is going on, it is better to adapt first.

Besides, he couldn't think of things that were too complicated, so he forgot about those wonderful thoughts and feelings in his heart for a while.

I'll talk about it later.

As for when it will be after that, it will definitely be later.

Xiao also gave up thinking.

And Carl, seeing Xiao Yi's strange appearance, also frowned, and hurriedly asked:

"Xiao Yi, are you okay? It can't be another hallucination, right? ”

"Hmm......" Xiao Yi nodded slightly, "It's okay, it's just an illusion, I can deal with it well now." ”

Xiao Yi has already thought clearly, since he can't tell what is true and what is fake, then he won't divide it, it's just an illusion anyway, and he can't hurt himself at all.

"Yes...... Is that so? However, Karl's face was still a little ugly.

"Well, that's it." Xiao Yi said confidently: "If you think about it carefully, the so-called hallucinations are actually just like that, and there is nothing to worry about at all, so you don't have to be too anxious to find that medicine." ”

Xiao Yi couldn't tell whether Carl in front of him was an illusion, and he couldn't tell what he was saying at the moment, and whether he was really saying that, but he didn't care anymore.

Anyway, it won't be accompanied by headaches or anything like that, as long as you don't care, there's nothing to be afraid of hallucinations.

"Really? Since you've said so, I won't ask any more. ”

However, when Karl said so, the expression on his face became more and more solemn.

Immediately afterwards, he said to Xiao Yi:

"By the way, Xiao Yi, I remember that there is one more important thing to do, and then I really can't spare time, can you help me close my clinic? I don't think it's too early. ”

As he spoke, Karl handed a bunch of keys to Xiao Yi.

"yes, okay." Xiao Yi naturally did not refuse and accepted the key.

Karl then instructed: "The other doctors and nurses and those who take care of everything, you just need to lock the door, and besides, the key to my house is also on it, after closing the clinic, go back to the house and have something to eat with Tess, I will try to come back as soon as possible." ”

With that, Karl wrapped up his clothes tightly, took a step towards something, and left.

"......" Xiao Yi also looked at the set of keys that Carl handed over to him, and his heart moved, "He gave me the key, does it mean that I should go to work in his place?" ”

Xiao Yi suddenly had an idea, in fact, he once thought about becoming a doctor, after all, doctors and lawyers are recognized as the two most popular high-IQ professions!

It's just that Xiao Yi immediately gave up this idea after seeing a lot of inexplicable drug names. This incident has become his regret.

Now that he has this opportunity, how could Xiao Yi give up!

So, with a strong desire to return to the clinic, he soon returned to the clinic.

……

After a while, a couple walked into the infirmary unhurriedly, and then saw Xiao Yi in a white coat.

And looking at Xiao Yi in a white coat in the live broadcast room, he naturally couldn't hold back.

[Why did you really play the role of a doctor, I hope I won't diagnose anyone with any terminal illness later.] 】

[Dr. Xiao, I have a condition that disappears uncontrollably when I see you and my hand, how can I treat it? 】

【??? 】

And the couple, although they were a little puzzled, where did the original doctor go, how did a strange doctor come? However, they didn't think much about it, when they sat down in front of Xiao Yi and asked:

"Doctor, how is our child?"

"Your children? Which one? Xiao Yi imitated the posture of the doctor in his memory, and asked solemnly.

"It's the kid who was temporarily scheduled for treatment at your place this afternoon."

"Oh, I'll see." Xiao Yi immediately flipped through the documents, and then ...... He looked at the couple and replied solemnly, "Your children...... We've done our best. ”

“…… Yes? ”

These words hit them like a thunderbolt on the sky.

"This ...... How is this possible!? The couple's faces were full of disbelief, and tears flowed unconsciously, "Isn't he just catching a cold?" Could it be that there is some kind of inflammation complicated? How so...... It's our fault that he's still so young! It was we who didn't take good care of him......"

Looking at the two people with tears streaming down their faces, Xiao Yi suddenly felt puzzled.

"What are you crying about? What's there to cry about? ”

"Do you need to say it? When your child dies, how can you not be sad as a parent! They scolded: "You can't even say such a thing, you don't have the heart?" ”

“…… Ha? Who said he died? Xiao Yi said helplessly: "I mean, we did our best, so he's okay now." ”

“…… Yes? But...... This...... Yes? ”

The couple was completely stunned, they thought about it carefully, Xiao Yi's words seemed to be really fine?

Instead, they wonder why they interpret the phrase "you've done your best" as someone is gone.

Xiao Yi urged again: "Okay, if it's okay, take the person away, and then go to the front desk to settle the fee, and the next patient is waiting." ”

"Oh...... Oh. The couple left with a bewildered face.

"What a reaction, I thought I was hallucinating again." Xiao Yi sighed, and then shouted towards the door, "Next." ”

A man immediately walked in, sat in front of Xiao Yi and asked:

"Doctor, how is my wife?"

"Which wife are you?" Xiao also asked.

“…… Yes? The man was stunned for a moment, "I only have one wife, no, you are asking who my wife is, right?" She is a pregnant woman who came for a check-up today. ”

"Really?" Xiao also flipped through the documents, and then asked the man, "Keeping it big or keeping it small?" ”

“…… Yes!? The man was completely dumbfounded, "No, didn't my wife come here for a routine checkup?" How did this happen? ”

"Okay, don't talk nonsense, keep it big or keep it small, hurry up and decide." Xiao also urged.

"But...... This...... I ......"

The man undoubtedly hesitated, this is one of the ultimate choices in life, how could he not hesitate.

Then, in a dilemma, he asked Xiao the same:

"Yes...... Can I cover both? ”

And Xiao also replied: "Of course you can, anyway, your wife and children are fine. ”

“…… So why do you ask me this kind of question? ”

"Just wanted to say that."

“……”

The man left silently, and Xiao immediately shouted "next" to the door.

However, the person who walked in surprised Xiao as well.

Because it was a nurse with a helpless face who walked in.

"What are you doing?"

……

In this way, Xiao Yi's career as a doctor ended.

Although it was a little brief, Xiao was quite satisfied, and under the supervision of other doctors and nurses, he locked the door of the clinic and returned to Carl's home.

As soon as Xiao Yi opened the door, he saw Gladys sitting there, seemingly bored.

"Ah......" Gladys heard someone open the door, and she also looked at the door, but as soon as she saw that it was Xiao Yi back, her expression immediately became panicked, "Ah! Resemble...... Brother Xiao Yi, are you back...... What about my dad? ”

"He's got something to do." Xiao Yi closed the door, walked into the inner room, and asked, "Have you been home alone today?" Didn't go out to play with friends? ”

"Ah...... Well, there is no ......" Gletis's expression suddenly became depressed.

She seemed to want to say something, but her lips opened slightly, and in the end she didn't say anything.

"......" Xiao also saw this, and didn't ask any more, at the same time, he noticed one thing, "Huh?" Are you the only one in the house? And who is that? ”

"You mean Sister Lytie." Gladys explained: "She seemed to have been in too much of a hurry yesterday and fell into the pool, and today she had a fever so she didn't come on leave. ”

"What is she doing?" Xiao couldn't help but sigh.

Immediately afterwards, Xiao Yicai remembered one thing, he and Carl went out early in the morning, and Carl said at that time that Laetitia was taking care of Gladys, so there was no need to worry.

But I didn't expect Laetitia to take a leave of absence, and Gladys's mother didn't live here for a long time, which means that this little girl has been spending time alone today, and ...... There was no one to take care of her.

Xiao Yi paused, "Tess...... Have you eaten today? ”

"Ate a little." Gladys said, "There was some food left over from yesterday. ”

"......" Xiao Yi was silent for a moment.

He knew that although Gladys was still smiling on the surface, looking like she had nothing to do, she ...... She must have felt very uncomfortable.

Shaw and Carl ignored her, Laetitia didn't come, and she had spent the whole day alone all day.

Xiao can also understand her feelings.

So, Xiao Yi immediately said: "Tes, you are hungry, eat something." ”

"Huh?" As soon as Gladys heard this, her eyes suddenly lit up, "Brother, what are you going to cook?" ”

"I'm ......," Xiao Yi remembered the gentleman's words and shook his head, "No, let's go out and eat something." ”

"Good!" Gladys still looked very happy.

However, Xiao didn't understand why there wasn't a serious restaurant near Carl's house?

Because it is a residential area, it is only allowed to build residential houses, and restaurants are not allowed? What an archaic view of this.

The nearest to them is a grocery store, which sells a few snacks or something.

Shaw didn't want Gladys to go so far from starvation, so he said to her:

"Let's go to that store and buy some instant noodle pads to cushion our stomachs."

“…… Instant noodles? Gladys wondered, "What's that?" ”

"Don't you even know about this national fast food? Then you'll see it right away. ”

Xiao Yi said, and walked into the store with Gladys.

When everyone in the live broadcast room heard this, they all thought that the background era in the copy would not have that kind of thing, and when Xiao Yi really got it, they were all stunned.

Xiao also felt that this kind of thing could be found everywhere, how could it not be bought, so he bought it.

The shopkeeper was also confused, wondering when did he have this kind of product in his store?

But since there was money to be made, he didn't say anything, and at the same time gave Xiao Yi and them some hot water.

Afterwards, Xiao Yi and Gladys ate on a nearby bench.

"It's ...... Oh! Gladys exclaimed, "It's amazing food, it's delicious!" ”

"It's not that tasty." Xiao Yi said: "It's because you feel delicious after you're hungry, right?" ”

"That's not right." Gladys shook her head, "That's not just the reason. ”

"Huh?" Xiao Yi was puzzled: "Then what is the reason?" ”

However, Gladys didn't answer, just smiled at Xiao Yi, and then ...... Gently moved his buttocks and approached Xiao Yi a little.

Afterwards, Xiao Yi took Gladys out to eat a serious meal, and then returned home again.

"Your dad hasn't come back yet, so much so."

Xiao Yi said, and opened the door with the key.

However, as soon as he opened the door, Xiao Yi sensed that something was wrong.

He felt the sight.

“……!”

Xiao Yi looked into the room fiercely, and then, in the dim corner, he saw a strange man, standing there blankly.

His eyes were glazed, and his body was shaking slightly.

“…… Huh? Who is it? Xiao Yi was immediately alert.

And the man seemed to notice that Xiao Yi had seen him, and immediately grinned at Xiao Yi.

He smiled brightly.

"......" Xiao Yi suddenly felt that this was his own hallucination, right?

After all, who would break into Carl's house and not run away after being discovered, and still laugh at people? It looks like it's a hallucination again......

"Brother, what's wrong? Why don't you turn on the lights yet? ”

Gladys asked suspiciously, seeing Xiao Yi standing at the door.

"No...... It's nothing. Xiao Yi shook his head.

It's just an illusion, don't pay too much attention to it, and there's no need to say it, so as not to scare the child.

"Really?" Although Gladys was a little puzzled, she also believed Xiao Yi's words, and then walked in, and stood on tiptoe to reach out to the switch of the light, and turned on the light.

The white light instantly illuminated the room, and no darkness could be left.

"Alright, let's go in quickly, Daddy should be ...... right away Huh? Who are you? ”

Gladys said, suddenly stunned, and she stared blankly in a certain direction, as if she was frightened.

And in the direction she was looking, the man was there, he was still smiling, that bright smile, it sent chills down the spine.

"What......!?" Xiao Yi couldn't help but be stunned.

Gladys could see the man too, that is...... Isn't that my hallucination?

However, Xiao also had no time to think about it.

The next moment! The man let out a shrill, weird scream and slammed into Gladys! And...... In his hand, he still holds the blade.

"Ah......h

“……!” Xiao Yi hurriedly kicked the man away!

However, after the other party rolled several times underground, he still stared at Gletis, struggling to get up, ready to attack Gladys again!

Seeing this, Xiao also rushed over directly, aimed at the wing of his nose, and punched several times in a row! Beat him to death!

"......" The other party has stopped moving, but Xiao Yi's breathing is still short, because ...... He felt fear for the first time in a long time.

The fear of regret.

At this time, Gladys threw herself into Xiao Yi's arms and couldn't stop sobbing.

That fear was not something she could bear.

“……”

Feeling the small twitch in his arms, Xiao Yi didn't care about Gladys at all.

…… Xiao Yi could have prevented Gladys from being so frightened, he could have dealt with the man in advance.

But...... He took it as an illusion and caused the current situation.

Xiao Yi subconsciously grabbed his hair, and his eyes were no longer as firm as before.

“…… What is illusion and what is reality? I...... It's completely indistinguishable. ”

(End of chapter)