I once thought that the lack of someone in my life would be painful, but after experiencing it, I realized that that person would only exist in memory and not dissipate.

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"Luoluo, let's go out to play today!" A hoarse voice sounded in his ears, and Yu Luochen suddenly opened his eyes.

The room was empty, the white screens fluttering in the breeze, and the dry air was silent.

Ah~ dreaming again!

Now that I've woken up, I don't sleep.

He turned on the light and looked at the glowing tube with a dull look, looking a little dazed.

The memories of the past come again, and every time they come and go like a tide, they come and go in a hurry, so hateful.

The tulle gently fell off the shoulders, and the cool wind blew slowly, and the clothes were draped in a little gloomy.

The night in the mountains is really cold, and the cold is not interesting.

Separated from the complicated world, separated from network attacks, separated from disturbing news, I don't know what to do?

Except for a few books, she didn't bring anything, and at the beginning, with her enthusiasm, she followed the teacher to the mountains to teach the children, but when she left in two months, she deliberately stayed here.

It's not that you don't want to go back, or what are you going back for?

Here, she finds the value of life, does not feel useless, does not feel cowardly.

It's just that whenever she is dead of night, she always recalls the clips of her high school days, the nostalgic green years!

She still remembers what she said when she met Li Yuming for the first time, and the clothes she wore, every time she thought about it, she felt that she had never been far away.

She was really fond of him......

That was her first love, don't they all say that the first love is the most beautiful and worth remembering for a lifetime?

Why did she feel pain, and would she still want to be with him if she could go back to that time?

Look out the window with a fragile look in your eyes, wouldn't you?

She also wants to know that no matter how bitter she says and how painful her heart is, she should be willing to continue to be with him.

After all, the power of intoxication makes people very happy, and the laughter and sweetness that exist in memory are not non-existent, and every time I think about it, my heart is full of joy.

She liked him and smiled at her and said, "Luoluo, I'll take you out to play!"

I like him to gently rub her soft hair, the fragrance on her body lingers beside her, and the faint breathing sound makes her cheeks blush involuntarily.

The memories continued, the daylight was already slowly rising outside the window, and the fatigue that existed in the depths of the body gradually disappeared.

Whenever I am unhappy and frustrated, I think of those innocent and lovely children in the mountains, and the scars that linger in my heart seem to be slowly repairing.

Well-behaved, cute, sensible and serious children, she really likes this profession, and it is a kind of happiness to be able to meet them!

"Teacher, how do you pronounce this word?" After announcing the end of class, Yu Luochen, who was cleaning up his books, suddenly noticed a small fluctuation in the corner of his clothes, and when he lowered his head, he heard a crisp sound in his ears.

Clear eyes, longing eyes, well-behaved and cute appearance, I like it so much.

"This word, q-i-n-g, qing. His eyes followed the chubby little fingers to the words in the book, and taught softly.

"Teacher, is there still this word?" Listening to the teacher's nice voice, Xiaolan nodded as if she didn't understand, pointed to the words in the textbook with her chubby fingers, and asked seriously.

"This, love, a-i, ai. Looking at the circled words in the textbook, Yu Luochen read them word by word.

"Teacher, what is love!" almost as soon as Liuli read out the word, Xiaolan looked at the teacher with eager eyes, and the beautiful little milk voice made people very happy.

"Love! Love is that your parents love you very much, they will cook for you, they will help you dress, they will send you to school, this is love!" was stiffened by the child's question, Yu Luochen's clear eyes showed a little confusion, and suddenly there were tears in his eyes.

Love!

Her parents love her, her friends love her, and Li Yuming loves her, but what is she doing now?

Self-exile?

"Goodbye teacher, my mother is coming to pick me up!" The child's heart was big, and she didn't notice Yu Luochen's turbulent emotions, but after hearing her mother call her voice and politely saying goodbye to the teacher, she left quickly.

"Goodbye!" The children in the class had basically left, and Yu Luochen's happy expression suddenly converged, and he sat on the chair unconsciously, looking at the messy stool with scattered eyes, and the corners of his lips pulled down.

She was wrong!

Really wrong!

She is not a lover, she is just an ordinary person who longs for all good things, such as love, friendship, or family affection.

Now she just has love gone, but she still has family and friendship, for the so-called love, it is really bad to abandon her parents and friends who care about her so much!

Her parents are old, she can't be so unscrupulous anymore, she should take her due responsibility and live up to their expectations.

Perhaps, it was time for her to leave!

Although she is very reluctant to give up the children here, there is no banquet in the world, and she wants to find her true self.

Talking about a love, it is not only a storm, but also a small world created by two people alone.

Sometimes maybe you love someone very much, you will be hurt by him, and you will be spoiled by him lawlessly, but God does not stipulate that if you fall in love, you will definitely be together and will not be separated.

You think that leaving him will fall apart, and that unforgettable love will be engraved in your heart forever, but the facts will tell you that you are wrong.

In fact, you are not so affectionate, all the joys and sorrows will exist, you are just blinded by the momentary fireworks, and when you wake up, you will find that from that unforgettable love, you have never gotten anything except memories.

This is the human nature, which is gained in constant loss and lost in continuous gain, until there is nothing left at last.

"Boom!"

It's raining, and that fruitless dream should be ended, and when you wake up from the dream, you don't indulge in it, and you lie to yourself and hurt only others.

Yu Luochen handed the umbrella in his arms to the teacher in the next class, and walked slowly in the pouring rain, and with each step, a small splash of water would be splashed on the ground.

The icy rain slapped her face, waking her stupidity and disrupting her complicated thoughts.

The past is in the past, if she is immersed in sadness for a long time, then she is a waste, if a person only knows how to indulge in sadness, then her life seems to be quite boring.

Remembering a mistake forever is for reflection and not for her to never get up.

The sound of the rain rang in my ears, as if I had music in my memory.

Dear friends, are you all right?

Whether you miss me from afar, whether you are sad and sad about my escape, whether you are slowly waiting for my return!

Dear parents, are you still in good health?

It is the daughter who is not filial, a child, and does not know how to honor her parents, but wanders around, escaping from her due responsibility.

Wrong fall!

Really wrong!

She will go back safely and live her life in peace......

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