Changyan turned off the light, got into bed, tucked the quilt, and said softly: "Ning Ning, sleep." ”

After a long time, Xu Yuening's voice was like a mosquito in his ears: "Will you change back?" ”

Chang Yan also replied softly: "Ning Ning will know every moment by looking at it." ”

Xu Huasheng originally thought that her daughter would not last long and would give in to her, obediently listen to her, obediently win over big customers for her, and strive for interests. But she has been in peace for more than ten days, and she no longer participates in her affairs.

Ten days or so have been recorded in the past.

Xu Huasheng was as contemptuous as ever. Want to see how long she can last.

And Changyan sends Xu Yuening to school every day, after school, and accompanies her to do her homework. You also need to accumulate your own capital every day to prepare for leaving Zone A, starting your own company, and developing your own capital.

Changyan also depends on Xu Yuening's knowledge mastery, Xu Yuening is precocious, and the current education method is no longer suitable for her. Xu Huasheng obviously didn't care so much about Xu Yuening's education, Xu Huasheng only regarded her as a tool to obtain benefits, and the use of this tool was still the dirtiest and most heartbreaking way.

Before preparing to leave City A, Changyan deliberately took Xu Yuening to climb the mountain.

Sitting on the stone, Changyan handed Xu Yuening a bottle of water, and after she drank it, she asked her: "I plan to leave Area A and go to other places for development." Is Ning Ning willing to go? ”

Xu Yuening pinched the water bottle until it was flattened: "Why don't I go?" ”

"It's just harder, but that's okay. If you don't want to go, stay there. ”

In this regard, Changyan also made a plan.

I don't want to stay in Zone A, it's nothing more than that Zone A is already highly capitalized. If you want to rush out of it, it's hard, it has to be even harder, no matter what you do, her hands are destined to be dirty.

"Really?"

Xu Yuening doesn't want to believe it?

"Really. Ning Ning, in fact, it doesn't make much difference to me where I go. The reason why I left District A to go to City F for development is that I took a fancy to the market and the mayor's style of behavior in City F, and other people were reluctant to go to City F, did not want to contribute to his GDP, and wanted him to be a mayor for the rest of his life. There is a lot of room for market in F. Second, after leaving Area A, Ms. Xu's hand can't reach out, she can't control our mother and daughter, and it will be difficult to send me to someone else's bed. No matter how one and two are, one thing will not change, my mother wants to grow up with Ning Ning. ”

Changyan naturally wouldn't leave Xu Yuening out of Area A to work hard, and finally let Xu Yuening loosen, and at this time she threw her away, what she did this month was equivalent to nothing, and it would be really difficult to do it at that time.

Xu Yuening's eyes were moist, and her fingers were clasped and unwilling to let go. Until Changyan took her hand, broke her fingers one by one, and gently rubbed her palms with her fingertips.

Xu Yuening's nails were sharpened, her palms were broken, and traces of blood soaked out, all red.

There was no sense of blame, just asked softly, "Does it hurt?" ”

Xu Yuening was stubborn and silent.

"Don't hurt yourself at any time, Ning Ning. Don't learn from me, my mother used to drink, smoke, don't do business, indulge herself, except for being so bad, the rest, nothing else, in the way of hurting herself, she doesn't live like a person. Ning Ning, don't look at this small opening, this time it was just soaked in a little blood. I can see it, and I don't care about the slight pee. No matter how small the damage is, don't do it to yourself. ”

Changyan doesn't have any psychological burden when he opens this mouth, and he won't think about losing his face as a parent.

Leading by example is what every parent should do.

Xu Yuening finally cried, and for the first time in a month, she took the initiative to throw herself into Changyan's arms and cry.

"Why? Why? ”

She asked as she cried. Because of the head buried, the pronunciation is a little blurred.

"What does Ning Ning want to ask? Speak more clearly before your mother can answer. ”

Changyan gave her a good breath, lest she choke.

This is a rare time for Xu Yuening to be willing to take the initiative to open her heart, Changyan will naturally not be ambiguous in the past, the explanation must be explained, and it is important to be sincere. Although the grievances since childhood will not be eliminated by a few words, she can untie the knot, and she doesn't have to ask her to stumble and grope alone, and she has to arm herself with indifference.

For sensitive children like Xu Yuening, Changyan has always been respectful, gentle, unambiguous, and does not hide her feelings for her. However, very few people do this.

Xu Yuening raised her head, opened her eyes wide and asked, "Why did you ignore me so much before?" ”

When looking for her, she was always pushed away.

She's always drinking.

The real world is a complex relationship.

People outside said that Xu Huasheng was her mother, and Xu Yuerong was her sister.

Xu Huasheng told her that this sister was her mother.

She doesn't understand.

I've understood it for a long time.

Mom didn't like her.

So mom became a sister.

Changyan helped her wipe her tears and said softly: "Mom, like Ning Ning, is also a first-time person, and what she did in the first half of her life was really bad." When Ning Ning was so old, her mother also hired a teacher, and she had to learn flower arrangement, painting, piano, and dancing every day, and she also had to learn how to arouse men's desires, how to twist her body to look good, how to charm her eyes, and what kind of words would make men want to stop. At that time, my mother only had the Xu family in her eyes, and she did not hesitate to be a lover for the old man, just so that the Xu family could shine again and not be squeezed out of the upper class. ”

"At that time, my mother was like you, longing for my mother's love, but my mother always said that she loved me, but she always looked at me indifferently, like looking at a beautiful gift, estimating the value of this gift, and thinking about how to wrap this gift to make her more valuable."

"I'm getting older, and I vaguely sense that something is wrong. I felt that she didn't love me, that I wasn't her daughter, just her commodity. rebellious and unwilling to live according to her ideas. Ning Ning, my mother didn't know much at that time, so I found Nie Chonggui and had a relationship with Nie Chonggui, and at that time I thought I had rebelled against my mother. ”

"It wasn't until she got pregnant later that my mother was cowardly and couldn't bear the consequences independently. I had to find my mother, who helped me solve the problem. So the daughter became a sister. ”

was forced to break up with Nie Chonggui, and learned that in just two months, he had a new girlfriend. Once, he said that he loved me and loved me, but the result was that he touched me when he couldn't afford it, made me pregnant, and started the next relationship like nothing. Love seems to be the same fragile as the love given by the mother. ”

"So, I was immature at that time, and I was indulging in pain, and I didn't know what to do with you, so I ignored you. Ning Ning, who had a big dream, suddenly realized that her mother couldn't be a mother like Ms. Xu. After suffering for so many years, smoking, drinking, and sleeping pills, these methods are just paralyzing, and they have not made my life any better, nor have they made my empty soul really a point, it can be seen that these methods are useless, but they have wasted time and grown years in vain. ”