Chapter 7: Let Love End at Sunset
The two walked to the deserted beach and found a relatively clean place to sit and lean together.
"Why do you suddenly want to come to Busan to see the sea today?" Jiang Yan stared at the calm blue sea in the distance.
"It's at least seven or eight hours of round-trip driving, and if you use it in Seoul, you can do a lot of things."
"Makes sense, but I like it."
Jiang Yan glanced back at Kim Jisoo, only to see her curled up, her hands wrapped around her knees, quietly looking at the endless sea, as if she was a little stunned.
"Going to the movies, going shopping, checking in at food restaurants, going to the amusement park and playing the roller coaster Ferris wheel, going to the aquarium to see the sharks are all so boring!"
"I've been thinking about it for the past few days, and I feel that it is better to come to Busan and see the sea together, you will go back to China tomorrow, and I don't know if you can meet in the future, and you can't just do these boring things on the last day of staying in South Korea!"
"You're always going to do a lot of preparation and planning."
"Who made me the year?" The corners of Kim Jiso's mouth turned upward, and the expression on his face looked quite proud.
"In the past six months, thanks to Nuna's care, I have learned a lot, especially the need to calm down and make an honest plan before leaving."
"At this time, you know to call your sister? Why don't you respect me so much? And always let me call you Oba..."Kim Jisoo laughed and punched Jiang Yan.
Jiang Yan pretended to rub the beaten place, "Why do you use honorifics when you become a couple?" Don't you think that sounds very raw and distant? ”
"I think it's funny." Kim Ji-so winked at Kang Yan provocatively.
"You half a year ago and you now... It's not the same person anymore. Jiang Yan couldn't help but smile.
"Thanks to you! What haven't we played in the past six months? Kim Jisoo looked left and right, and when he saw that there was no one around, he stretched out his index finger and poked the sleeping little Jiang Yan, squinted his eyes and teased with a wicked smile: "You are the leader who took me into the adult world~"
Jiang Yan moved his ass away from her.
"You're smiling so obscenely..."
"Lewdness can't be used to describe girls!"
"Men are the underdogs, okay?" Jiang Yan complained speechlessly: "They sent small essays and punched me so much that I lost my job, who can I talk to?" ”
Kim Jisoo was stunned: "This is indeed your loss." ”
"I'll just say..."
Jiang Yan took off his coat and spread it on the beach behind him, and then lay down leisurely, with his hands behind his head, the sea and the sky were in full view.
"Let's have a chat and pass the time, shall we? It should be the preparation work done before waiting for the sunset. ”
"Okay, what do you want to talk about?" Seeing this, Kim Jisoo also followed Jiang Yan to lie down.
"It's all this time, if you still recall the past, I don't think it's meaningful, it's better to talk about your future ideals!" Jiang Yan stated the facts that made the two of them a little sentimental as much as possible in a relaxed and pleasant tone.
"If there are no accidents, I will definitely continue on the road of idols, because I have achieved nothing in the past 20 years except for being able to do this well, and I don't have so many choices."
"Although I have filmed many commercials and MVs now, if I can't become an idol in the end, I can become a graphic model, or try to learn to act as an actor, but if I have a choice, I must still do what I like and are good at!"
Kim Jiso's fingers on the back of her head were gently clenched, and she turned to look at the calm side face of the young man beside her.
"I think you should have the same thoughts as me, so Jiang Yan, what do you really like? You don't seem to show too much obvious enthusiasm and affection for singing and dancing, and you don't seem to like singing and dancing on stage. ”
"Haha, I don't actually know, I like this kind of thing can change anytime and anywhere, so I usually summarize it as an unknown event that will happen in the future, and who can say what will happen in the future?"
"Remember that psychological test we did together before?" Kim Jisoo suddenly chatted about the past.
"Of course I do."
Jiang Yan remembers it very well, as the test results reported that he was a hedonist driven by curiosity.
It was an eye-opener for him and a surprise.
"Do you think so?"
"Quasi? Maybe... It's a little bit. ”
Wasn't it because he was driven by curiosity that he left his hometown to come to South Korea as a trainee?
Moreover, idols can't fall in love?
Well, he can understand this rule, after all, idols eat vermicelli rice, but he can't accept a little.
In his opinion, dating with the opposite sex is the most basic right that everyone is born with.
If his future fans will lose their fans because he has a partner, then they are not his fans.
Thinking about it this way, he seems quite strange, and it doesn't seem entirely wrong to say that he is a hedonist.
Even in a sense, if you are optimistic, it doesn't seem to be a bad thing that he was terminated by the company by Xiaoxian Neodymium and cyber violence, and his idol dreams were shattered.
At least, he didn't deceive and hurt fans, and he also avoided cyberbullying after a relationship was exposed by the media.
Now that's all I can think about.
Otherwise, it would be a pity and a pity...
I don't know when the sunset came, and the setting sun sprinkled orange rain, staining half of the blue water.
Kim Jisoo lay on the beach and looked up at this rare sea and sky scene, was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "You know, when people feel very sad and depressed, they always like to watch the sunset, and one day, I watched the sunset forty-four times. ”
Jiang Yan was silent for a moment, "What about today?" ”
"There will only be more today."
Kim Jisoo turned sideways to look at Jiang Yan beside him, and his eyes seemed to shine with a determined brilliance that he had never seen before.
"Jiang Yan, if I said that I want to experience what a long-distance relationship is like, how would you respond?"
This is a farewell, it is a year.
We may never see each other again.
This relationship broke off too suddenly, and it was far from a dull period, which made her not want to let go.
Jiang Yan was stunned, no longer put the understatement on his face that he had deliberately disguised, and was silent for a long time before squeezing out a bitter smile and giving his reply out loud.
"What is more lethal than Bai Yueguang is the dead Bai Yueguang, so just take it as my selfishness, I still hope to leave you some memories that can make you feel happy and happy in the future, rather than the enthusiasm that gradually fades after a long wait in a different place."
"I'm really sorry, but... That's it, I'll be watching forty-five sunsets with you today. ”
Of course, Jiang Yan felt very uncomfortable in his heart.
But what can be done?
Long-distance relationships are difficult to last, and transnational relationships will only be more difficult.
By the end of the day, both of them will have a very uncomfortable time.
The sea and sky may not be blue, the clouds and mist may not be white, and persisting may not be really good for both parties.
I don't know since when, there is a day on everything, the saury will expire, the meat sauce will expire, and even the plastic wrap will expire.
Once a relationship begins, it is natural for an indefinite expiration date to appear out of thin air.
He didn't want the relationship to expire and deteriorate, bringing worse results, so he had to eat it early.
"I see, let's go to the hotel now."
Kim Jisoo sat up from the beach, pretending to be calm while tilting his face to the side that Jiang Yan couldn't see.
"Are you sure you're going back to the hotel, not to Seoul?"
"Don't you even want to leave me the last night? Can't you do it again before you break up? Her voice was already a little shaky.
Jiang Yan silently opened his arms and hugged the girl whose eyes were red but unwilling to show her vulnerable side into his arms.
Kim Jisoo threw himself into Kang Yan's arms in a daze, closed his eyes, and tried not to let tears soak his clothes.
"Will we ever see each other again?"
"Even if I don't feel anything for you in the future, if I can see you again, I think I will miss it very much..."
Kim Jisoo whispered her final goodbyes.
"Yes."
Jiang Yan hugged the girl in his arms a little tighter.
"We'll see you again."
He has always disliked making random promises.
Because I'm not sure if I'll be able to do it.
But today is the exception.