Chapter 69: More Self

On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, Jiang Yan temporarily terminated his vacation and took the high-speed train to Changsha to record "Everyday Upward".

This is the third recording he has participated in.

At the same time, it is also the last time

There's nothing to go to next, it's better to stay in the crew honestly and film seriously.

After all, although the model of Little Brother Tiantian is that the program team intends to select a suitable candidate from these twenty little fresh meats to replace Xiao Wu's departure.

But to put it bluntly.

In fact, this candidate has already been decided.

Wang Yibo of Yuehua UNIQ.

Everyone else came to this show to brush their faces and increase exposure, but he was the future resident host who had been sure to stay from the beginning.

This is also the main reason why he was able to get the most shots in these episodes.

It's normal to be taken care of.

Others don't have much of an opinion either.

On the one hand, it is because they have long been accustomed to the existence of related households, and there is no need to lose their temper over this kind of thing.

On the other hand, it is because their respective companies have already figured out the next path for them in advance.

Zeng Shunxi is preparing to record "Sister Over Flowers 2".

Hou Minghao plans to record "Let Go of My North Nose".

Peng Yuchang is filming "Star Volunteer".

Jiang Yan is about to join the group "28-year-old minor".

Everyone has a bright future ahead of everyone.

And why bother with a host seat that can't necessarily say ten sentences in 60 minutes of the entire program?

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After recording every day, I took a plane to Hangzhou.

Jiang Yan finally found a suitable time when both of them were free to come to Hangzhou to meet his girlfriend.

It's just that he didn't expect that as soon as they met, Zhang Ruonan couldn't wait to drag him to the hottest amusement park in Hangzhou.

Well, although he said that he was very open-minded and didn't mind at all, Xiao Zhang was already telling Jiang Yan with practical actions: she was jealous and needed him to coax her.

As she wished, the two got on the Ferris wheel.

The Ferris wheel gradually rises to a higher place, and the ambiguous chat atmosphere in the enclosed space becomes more and more intense.

"Aren't you jealous?" Jiang Yan looked at the girl who was drinking milk tea in front of him with a smile on his face.

"Aren't you jealous, whose vinegar am I?" Zhang Ruonan flattened his mouth, twisted his head to the side arrogantly, and said stiffly: "I don't even know that person!" ”

"Then I'll introduce you." Jiang Yan said in a flat tone: "Her name is Tian Xiwei, my high school tablemate, and she has been helping to run my Kuaishou account recently. ”

"Why should I know her name?"

Zhang Ruonan pouted unhappily, obviously not wanting to hear the names of other women during the date.

Jiang Yan smiled and rubbed Zhang Ruonan's head, "I don't think this kind of thing should be hidden from you." ”

"Don't you know there's such a thing as a white lie?" Zhang Ruonan's tone became weak.

"Yes, but it's really hard to define good intentions, I think a lie is good intentions, but you probably don't think so, and then we're going to have a fight or just start a cold war over it." Jiang Yan stared at Zhang Ruonan and showed a gentle smile: "I don't want to see this happen!" ”

"I always feel like you've been through a lot and have a lot of experience..."Zhang Ruonan completely removed the tough shell that protected himself, revealing his soft inside.

"Huh?" Jiang Yan raised his eyebrows.

"Okay, okay, I almost forgot that you still have eight ex-girlfriends." Zhang Ruonan pouted aggrievedly.

"Actually, it doesn't have to be eight."

"Clams?" Zhang Ruonan's eyes widened in shock, "It means that there can be more?" Eight isn't enough?! ”

"Why can't it be less?" Jiang Yan shrugged his shoulders, "After all, the eight ex-girlfriends are the information I revealed to you, and it may not be true." ”

"Meaning it's still possible for you to lie to me?"

"I would never lie to you." Jiang Yan smiled and shook his head, "But there may be more than one truth." ”

"Haven't you seen Conan? There is only one truth! Zhang Ruonan said with a determined face.

"Really?" Jiang Yan tilted his head and asked.

"Can there be a fake?" Zhang Ruonan was a little dissatisfied, thinking that Jiang Yan was joking to make fun of himself.

"People can only see subjective things, and they only think that what they see is right, and if there is no third party who looks at the whole picture from God's point of view, it is difficult to see the truth." Jiang Yan spread his hands helplessly.

If those kind-hearted passers-by hadn't helped him restore the scene from the perspective of a bystander, and spontaneously helped him clarify the truth on the Internet, then he probably wouldn't have been able to take off the hat of X harassment.

In the same way, the little fairy neodymium who slandered him thought that he had done the right thing, and it was not impossible.

After all, her perspective is relatively narrow, coupled with the paranoia of victimization, maybe she will really think that Jiang Yan is harassing her, this is the truth in her eyes.

"So in a war, the belligerents always have different perceptions of each other's behavior, and even if everyone is not lying, and they are not exaggerating, there will definitely be different perceptions and statements."

"Take myself as an example, it is possible that I think I am in a relationship with the other person, but the other person does not think so, or it is possible that the other person thinks that they are in a relationship with me, but I don't think so."

Zhang Ruonan stared down at the pearls that sank at the bottom of the cup, as if he suddenly fell into thought.

Jiang Yan said calmly: "So the truth is obviously more than one, and there are more than two or three, there are as many people involved in this matter as there are truths, but there is only one fact, we should focus on the facts, not the truth in our respective eyes, there is no need to be too obsessed with the ambiguous things like the truth." ”

It wasn't until the Ferris wheel had passed its highest point and began to slowly fall that she broke the silence.

"So Jiang Jiang, what exactly do you want to say?" Zhang Ruonan stared at Jiang Yan's eyes and looked at him seriously.

"I will tell you the truth in my eyes, can you tell me the truth in your eyes as well?" Although Jiang Yan has been in love a few times before, he is only seventeen years old after all, and he is not mature enough in many aspects, and when he talks about this kind of topic, his heart will inevitably fluctuate.

"Long-distance relationships are difficult to last long, and if you add these behaviors that are easy to cause misunderstandings and make both parties unhappy, I think it will be difficult for this relationship to continue to maintain peace."

Just like when we first met today, the low air pressure emitted by Xiao Zhang more or less affected Jiang Yan.

He is usually positive and optimistic, and likes to laugh!

But that doesn't mean he doesn't care about all the negative emotions that come at him, and he's not a tree hole, so how can he have no emotion and no feedback at all?

So he felt it was important for him to make these things clear that would be beneficial to both parties in the future.

This is Xiao Zhang's first love, but he is not.

There is a fundamental difference from the very beginning.

So Jiang Yan will give her a period of time to slowly adapt to this love life, but this time will not be too long.

First love is beautiful in most people's memories, but it is full of flaws because it is not mature enough.

Jiang Yan had a similar experience before, so he wanted a relatively stable relationship.

Perhaps as he grew older and experienced more and more things, his thoughts slowly changed.

In order to better integrate into this circle, in order to better achieve the goals he has set before, he is trying to become more and more selfish, although some things in the essence of the core can never change, but sometimes he does feel that he has become a lot more selfish.

He didn't know if it was good or bad.

But it had happened, and he could only accept it.

He wants to believe that this is the way to go.