Fifty-nine, departure
In the evening, they brought me food, and I silently ate it. I locked myself in my room, determined not to see anyone. But I didn't waste any of the food they brought me every day.
After not seeing my people for several days, my father-in-law came outside and said to me: "Don't be too sad, although Yuhong is gone, you are also our child, you can marry another room, we will allow you to marry another room, we will not care." ”
I didn't speak.
My father-in-law knew that I was listening to him, so he said again: "It's been a few days, put away the sadness in your heart, it's time to go to work, you are the director, there are many things waiting for you to deal with." ”
Little did he know that I opened the door and stood in front of him.
He stared at me in surprise and said, "You're going to get out of here?" ”
I took the burden I was carrying and said, "Yes." ”
Now it seems that the third sister is right to force me to leave with death, staying here will not only scarred me, but also hurt others.
He said, "Why are you leaving, are you afraid that we will treat you badly?" ”
I said, "This city has given me too much hurt, this home has given me too much pain, and there is only pain and hurt left." ”
He said, "What are we going to do when you're gone?" We have made you our own son, and we want you to die for us. ”
I said, "You can have a baby with this girl, she is still so young, she will definitely have a fat son for you." ”
He said, "But I am old." ”
I went over and whispered in his ear about the experience of how to conceive a child.
He said, "Really? ”
I said, "You'll know when you do it." ”
Then I walked past him, and without saying goodbye to him, I walked away.
He said to me from behind, "Where are you going?" ”
I didn't stop, I just said, "Where I can achieve my dreams." ”
Instead of saying goodbye to my father-in-law, or to anyone in the family, I left the grief-stricken home with my bags on my back.
Standing on the street, I took a deep breath and I didn't think I would be tempted by women anymore.
I turned around slowly, I was leaving the city. I've wasted eight years in this city and broken my heart here.
I looked at my home for the last time with grief on my face, my face covered with pain and sorrow. The corners of my eyebrows pulled downward, the corners of my mouth pulled downwards, and tears filled my eyes again.
I resolutely turned around and walked forward, and walked all the way.
I hadn't gone far when a man suddenly ran out of the alley and bumped into me.
I immediately suppressed my sadness and deliberately pretended not to care.
I didn't expect this to be a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl. She held a steamed bun in her hand that she had nibbled on twice, looked at me for a while, and immediately said, "Brother save me!" ”
Then, she hid behind me.
At this moment, a group of people rushed out of the alley and immediately surrounded us.
I stared at them indifferently and said, "What are you going to do?" ”
A shopkeeper-like man jumped out at this time and shouted, "What are you doing, catch the thief, your sister stole my buns." ”
I pulled the girl out with my backhand, and by this time she had already stuffed the last of the buns into her mouth. I said, "Really? ”
She looked at me pitifully and said, "I'm hungry, brother." ”
I stared at the guy and said, "I'll give you how much it is." ”
I took a dollar out of my body, and without waiting for the guy to speak, I threw it over and said, "Is it enough?" ”
The shopkeeper took the money, looked at it, and immediately put on a smiling face, saying, "Enough, enough." ”
Then he took the men and left.
That's when I looked at this girl.
The girl wore a thin, tattered burlap garment, with short sleeves, revealing a pair of plump but fleshless, slender arms without bones; Not to mention the bare feet, the trouser legs were rotten below the knees, and the hands and feet were red from the cold, trying to resist the bitter cold of this winter.
The girl has a beautiful melon seed face, and although there is a lot of dirt on her face, she can still see her sallow face. The girl's eyes were also large, the bridge of her nose was straight, and her hair was equally unkempt.
When she saw me looking at her, the girl smiled at me and stared at me with wide eyes.
I left her behind and prepared to leave here alone.
But suddenly she said to me, "You're sad. ”
I didn't answer, I knew she had seen my red eyes and the look on my face that she had already told her.
"Everybody is going to be sad about one thing or another, and you don't have to be sad," she said. ”
How did she know what kind of sadness had happened to me, it was completely different from what she had said. I didn't stop and kept walking.
She took my hand, stared at me and said, "Take me, I'm willing to follow you to the ends of the world." ”
I stood still, staring at her.
When she saw me standing, she said, "I can help you make money together, but you don't have an assistant like me by your side." ”
I stared at her closely.
She smiled mischievously and said, "I'm in charge of shouting, you're in charge of acting, how about we be bosses together?" ”
She seemed to know me well. I asked her, "What's your name?" ”
She stared at me and suddenly said, "Don't you know me, brother?" ”
I really don't know her.