This isn't actually the first book I've written. I also wrote a book on Tomatoes before, but no one read it, so I gave up.

When I decided to start writing a book, I didn't have any hope, I just wanted to write and have fun. At that time, I was preparing for the graduate school entrance examination in cram school, and I wrote a few hundred words every now and then, and when I had made up enough chapters, I sent them out.

But I didn't expect anyone to read it, someone to comment, and it was all praise...... At that time, it really gave me a lot of confidence, and I started to think hard about the plot and come up with an outline......

As for the matter of the graduate school entrance examination...... He's been left behind by me. I actually didn't want to take the exam at all, but the current employment pressure was too great, and my parents kept asking me to take the exam, so I signed up for a class and started studying.

But when I found out that some people were reading this book and some people were giving me good reviews, I began to think, is there any other way out of my life?

If I could really support myself with my own interests, then I would be better than most people.

It was a very immature decision, and it was an extremely impulsive decision, as I know it myself.

If something like this spreads, it will definitely become a negative teaching material, and it will be passed down through the ages in the mouths of major relatives:

"Look, that kid from who's family, let him not study for graduate school, run to write novels, and in the end he didn't get anything......"

Something like that.

But I just want to see if I have this potential, and whether I can walk out of a path that I have arranged myself.

I want to try it, do something I love, and stick to it, and the results will be appreciated by everyone.

A young man's delusion, a young man's ignorance of the sky, probably so.

I was always scared, I was afraid that my decision was wrong, I was afraid that my parents would be disappointed in me.

I often hope that my novels will be recognized, and that my parents can say in front of other people: My son is a web novel writer, the kind that is very successful.

I hope to become famous overnight, but I am afraid of falling to the bottom.

So I'm constantly nervous, often restless.

But everything in the world is like this, if you want to succeed, you have to take risks.

But am I ready to take the risk?

I don't know myself.

All I know is that I'm going to finish the book.

Because this is the first book, there are people who support my book.

Thank you for reading the complaint I posted above, it was just a feeling, and it didn't mean to sell badly.

Thank you all for your support these days, your comments, votes, and tips have strengthened my confidence to write down.

Even if I pointed out my mistakes in the comments, I was happy to do so.

(The shelf time is 0:05 on November 1st, since there is no manuscript saved, I will do my best to write another chapter and publish it in time for the shelf.) Stay up late at night and post another chapter at nine o'clock in the morning. ）