Chapter 148
Didn't she leave the study with him?
"What are you talking about, what kind of other Qingyuan is this stinky woman, her face is simply made of the powder of the disguise technique, how can I only follow Qingyuan and not you?"
"I mean, why do you only like him and don't like me!"
Why is she so clumsy!
"I don't like you, I like you very much." She was wronged.
Qingjue's face suddenly turned red, and his anger suddenly disappeared: "Yes--- right?" ”
"We're all friends, so why compare and contrast with each other for this little thing? If I don't like you, why treat you like a buddy? ”
"I'm not talking about that kind of liking!"
Did she get it?
"If you like it, you like it, why are there so many kinds?" Annoying.
"Qingyuan or me, which one do you prefer?"
"It's all the same. It's just that I will die for Qingyuan, but I won't die for you. She glared back categorically.
"Why?"
"You don't have me, there are still many people around you who love you, he doesn't have me, who else loves him?"
"He's not as pitiful as you think! He ---"
"Take this stinky woman who took Qingyuan's place as an example. You weren't chosen by your Ama as a replacement, you're still his son, but once Qingyuan isn't chosen, he's nothing. He killed people and set fire to your Amma, pretended to be Gege, cleaned up the unspeakable mess, and what did he get? You Amma don't even think you have this son! ”
"Amma was just kidding!"
"When did he ever joke with you? If you don't open it early or late, why do you choose to open it when Qingyuan is almost finished? You don't want to believe the facts, so you desperately make up reasons for it, and you'd rather avoid it than accept it! ”
"Don't fucking call me Ama a pigtail---"
"So you'd rather treat Qingyuan as a villain?" It's a bastard, "You refuse to admit that you Ama is a bad person, so you put all the contradictions and mistakes on Qingyuan's head?" If you can protect your father desperately, why don't you also protect your brother so hard? ”
"Isn't it enough for him to have your protection! What grievances, what grievances, all of them have your wishful thinking to protest for him, why bother with my chicken wife? ”
Yan Ran looked at him weakly, silent for a long time.
"You've changed, and it's not the same person I used to know."
"What I've changed! I've always ---"
"You never deliberately hurt Qingyuan before, you just talked about being handsome. But now you are so terrible, you hate him as if he had robbed you of something, and even the smell has changed. "An aggressive fighting aura.
"I don't listen to your! You don't have to come up with this bullshit just because you won't accept me. I'd rather you make it clear directly, where am I not as good as Qingyuan! ”
"Who said you might as well be Qingyuan? It's all up to you. And you're inferior to him there? You're the first friend you made here. ”
"I don't want to be your friend!" He roared.
She shrugged helplessly: "Of course I can't force you." But you're a hostile person to me since I came here, so I still think you're my best friend. "But when you're in a bad mood, you can just turn your face.
"Yan'er." He drank bitterly.
"I'm going to be a hero to save the beauty!"
"You bastard--- if you can't save my brother, look back and see how I beat you up!" He choked up and yelled.
"Look at me!"
The happy little figure immediately entered the study, detonating an earth-shattering chaos. Qingjue's helpless wry smile, how desperate the smile was, how desolate, how pity, even the corners of his eyes were damp.
Best friend---
---
"What about this?" Yanran stared at the bruises on Qingyuan's cheekbones.
"You don't have to be verbose." Qingyuan applied medicinal powder to the mirror to wipe the cracked blood at the corner of his mouth.
"You're so good at it, how can you not even dodge this kind of attack?"
Qingyuanjing took care of his injuries and examined the arm that was pinched out of the blood hole of his five fingers.
"How strange it is for you to be so obedient in the presence of your father, like an eagle that has been domesticated to the core. Are you waiting for something? She leaned on the table and looked straight at him.
Qingyuan frowned and glanced.
"It's like if an eagle obeys her master's orders, she will obediently pestle on her master's arm, waiting for her master's reward. I think you're waiting for something from you. What exactly are those? ”
He was silent, but there was a deep hole in his eyes.
"If you don't want to give, what if I give it?" She propped her chin excitedly.
"You can't replace it."
"Why?"
"You're not my Amma."
"Oh---" she couldn't understand.
"Ever wished you wanted a father or mother?"
She thought for a moment and shook her head: "What has never been before, what am I looking forward to?" ”
"I should have seen other people's fathers and mothers."
"Yes, especially when I see the chicks hiding under the hen's wings, I feel so envious, but after watching it for a long time, I don't feel it. Because if I don't have it, I don't have it, and it's useless to think about it. But it's strange, although I don't feel the harmony of other people's families, I still like to watch it. ”
"Really? It's good to use it, and if you really get it, you won't necessarily be happy. His eyes were as deep as a twilight valley, echoing with a cold whisper.
She didn't understand it very well, but Qingyuan's expression made her faintly uneasy, and she hurriedly pretended to laugh: "What about you?" Have you ever wished you had a parent? ”
"Yes, I did, but ---" he looked at his face in the mirror.
It's obviously a man. but insisted on being pretended to be a beautiful girl. A handsome face, bruised and bruised by the beating. A heart that expects his father's attention is already so cold that there is no trace of emotion.
The dreams he once cherished for his father had been completely shattered in the past twenty years, why did he still cling to these sharp and cold shards, piercing his flesh and blood?
When I fulfill my father's expectations for this last task, I will leave with Yanran.
Just this time, for the last time, he defied his conscience and screamed wildly to let go and kill. From now on, there is no need to see the frightened dying eyes of people and horses, and there is no need to feel the blood splashed all over the face. He deliberately took Yanran away and flew away, went to a distant place to build their small home, and didn't care about his good and evil grievances on the rivers and lakes, which had nothing to do with them.
"Ah, Elingegg, it's so late, you came to our pharmacy for ---" The broken throat ended his greeting.
That's right, just take the weird and treacherous Jinghua in Yanran Courtyard. Thinking of the white-bearded old man smiling at Yanran's evil appearance, he experienced the fear of being threatened for the first time.
"Oh my God, Ilingge you ---" screamed before the fat woman's blood splattered all over the walls.
He never knew that he also had a moment of fear, let alone that the key to fear would be Yanran. She can't be hurt in the slightest, and she can't see a trace of ugliness in this world, and he must do his best to protect this treasure.
"Why did you kill us? Where are we sorry---" The scream was only halfway out, and it was dead forever.
"Gege, I beg your mercy! I beg you to --- "blood and tears are shed together."
"My brother is only five years old, please let him go!"
"Sister, sister!"
This is the last time. He will never do this stupid thing that makes him vomit again, for the sake of Amma, he will kill this last time, he will kill far more people than he saves, he will always love fewer people than he hates, how long will this kind of day last?
Stop, stop it altogether when you're done with this task.