Chapter 169

The burning wick of the candle, dripping with candle tears, is just like her sadness.

She folded her knees and sat curled up in the bed.

After such a fierce conflict, Qingyuan will definitely not be beautiful again, and tonight, she has to sleep alone again.

Burying her face in the crook of her curled arm, she could no longer hold back, and let the tears run wild.

She's so sad! Originally, she wanted to improve the relationship between their father and son, but she didn't expect that even her relationship with him was messed up, and things became a mess--- she felt that she was a failure, she couldn't do anything--- why was she so useless!

Now what? The father must have been disappointed, and Qingyuan was angry. If she can't listen to a word, what should she do?

The sound of the door opening came to her ears, and she was full of frustration, and she didn't raise her head and shouted: "I said I don't want to eat." Everything is gone, don't come and bother me! ”

Her voice was filled with heavy crying, Qingyuan looked at the fine food on the table, and then looked at the people curled up in a ball in the bed, and the sigh that flowed around her bowels overflowed lowly.

"Why don't you eat? Do you want to protest against me with a hunger strike? ”

Yanran was shocked, and looked up in surprise: "Qing--- Qingyuan ---"

She didn't even dare to blink her eyes, for fear it was just an illusion.

"I thought --- you would never pay attention to me again--- she said pitifully, her eyes wide with tears as she looked at him, wanting to throw herself into his arms, but fearing his ruthless refusal.

As if seeing through her struggle, he surrendered to himself and her helplessly, and stretched out his hand to her wordlessly.

Yan Ran didn't hesitate, and quickly pounced on him: "Don't go, Qingyuan!" I don't want to be alone anymore, will you accompany me? Never, never, never go ---"

This little man! Ask, what always hurts his heart so much?

"Don't cry, I'm not leaving." He patted her gently and said softly, "I apologize for the inappropriate words and deeds earlier, let's forget it together, okay?" ”

She shook her head vigorously: "You don't have to apologize, I don't blame you." ”

"Little fool." He tilted his head and kissed her tears away with pity.

To him, she is always so obedient, without complaint or especial, how can he not feel pity?

Yanran looked at him timidly: "You don't blame me, that father ---"

He immediately sank his face: "I don't want to mention this, if you don't want to ruin the peace between us, it's best not to mention it in front of me." ”

"Nope." She said stubbornly.

She said that even if he was angry, she still had to talk about it.

"Yanran, don't take an inch!"

It's starting to change again, alas!

She was so helpless.

"Don't do that! Actually, you can't blame your father for this! Think about it, in that case, any man will be angry, very angry, you can't blame him for not giving the queen mother a chance to explain, besides, he is the king of a country, facing the Manchu Dynasty civil and military and the harem of three thousand, even if he later believed in the innocence of the queen mother, he couldn't do it willfully! ”

"So for the sake of his dignity, he let my mother be wronged? What kind of person is my mother, will he still be unclear? And because he lost his mind for a while, he made a mistake in judgment, which caused our mother and son to be bleak for decades! He roared back excitedly.

Yan Ran suddenly fell silent.

After a while, she raised her head and asked intently, "If, today, you also bumped into me and other men lying on the bed in rags, how do you feel?" ”

Qingyuan was stunned and speechless.

He couldn't say with a clear conscience that he would rationally give her a chance to clarify, in fact, he would have slaughtered the man on the spot!

Just looking at the picture of her talking and laughing with Xuan Li, it made him lose his mind and forcibly occupy her, not to mention ---

"So, don't you think you're too harsh on your father?"

Qingyuan pursed his lower lip unwillingly. "That's different, don't compare him to us."

"What's the difference?"

"At least I really care about you, unlike him---" Qingyuan instinctively rushed out, and after realizing what he had said, he didn't open his eyes comfortably.

But she heard it, and his words touched Yanran so much.

He said he cared about her, he really cared about her---

She leaned softly to him, her little face gently caressed, and snuggled.

"Thank you, husband, for your stunned love."

"You don't --- come to this set, don't be coquettish." He said. But his hands involuntarily wrapped around her.

"Listen to people!"

"I don't listen." He simply lowered his head and tried to seal her lips, anyway, he just didn't want to talk about that heartless guy.

However, Yanran can not follow.

She struggled to dodge his active aggression: "You don't know, my father actually cares about your mother very much, and he is just an ordinary man when he takes off the identity of the king of a country, he has his ordinary seven emotions and six desires, because he values a woman, so he will have a really direct and strong reaction, maybe wrong, but this is also understandable." ”

"You know again." He snorted disappreciably, pulled back her little face, and printed a hot kiss that could not be escaped---

"Hmm---" She almost melted under his drunken kiss, and let him get an inch without paying attention---

Yan Ran finally regained a little freedom to speak, and she continued: "It's true! The father really loves and loves the queen mother very much. ”

This woman just doesn't know what it means to be dead, does she?

Qingyuan glared at her helplessly: "How can you see it?" ”

Yanran grabbed his hand away, ignored his flirtatious movements, and said calmly, "You come with me!" ”

Qingyuan almost fell from the bed!

Look at her hand frozen in the air, then look at her calm face, and finally look down at her own ---

No, he doesn't want to go anywhere, he just wants to cry!

---

Qingyuan really couldn't understand what kind of medicine his wife was selling in the gourd.

"What are you doing here at such a late hour?" I couldn't help the doubts in my heart, and Qingyuan, who was being dragged away, asked.

Even if you want to find someone, you should go to your father's bedroom, the Qiankun Palace is the emperor's special imperial study!

Yan Ran didn't reply to him, she looked left and right intently, and after finding that there was no one, she pulled him and flashed in.

Qingyuan was made to laugh by her action, and his curiosity was also aroused.

Seeing her standing in front of a large wooden cabinet and rummaging carefully, he couldn't help but say again: "You are careful of being taken for a thief." ”

"For your sake, I am willing to be treated as a thief."

"Forget it, shall we go back to the bed?" He didn't need her to be a thief for him, as long as she accompanied him to ecstasy.

Yan Ran knew what he was thinking at a casual glance.

"Be serious."

"Is it serious to be a thief?"

"Ahh Found it, look at it. She was very cautious and held the scroll in front of him.

Qingyuan wanted to take a perfunctory look, but who knew that when he saw it, he couldn't take his eyes off it.

"This is a portrait of --- Niang?"

"That's right."

Suddenly, his expression became complicated.

"--- he kept it all the time?"

"Hmmm! Think about it, if you don't really care about a person, how can you have kept her portrait for more than 20 years, and it is so well preserved? ”

"Don't think I'll forgive him that way. His mother suffered more than that, if he really had a mother in his heart, he would not throw her into the cold palace and taste all the sorrow. Qingyuan turned his face away and snorted softly.

"He's got his problems, and you have to put yourself in his shoes and think about it. Today, if he is not the king of a country, he may be able to do whatever he wants, but he is. He believes in the mother's innocence, but the world doesn't believe it, what do you want him to do? ”

Qingyuan pursed her lips and was silent, and she continued: "Actually, over the years, he has not forgotten his mother for a moment, do you remember the incident that caused a storm in the city a while ago?" If you have seen Concubine Lan, you will understand why the father and the emperor will favor her for no reason, just because she has the demeanor of the queen mother, from her body, as if seeing the queen mother reincarnated, just because the father has too deep regret and lovesickness for the queen mother, will unknowingly, all the feelings for the queen mother, transferred to Concubine Lan---, I think, if the queen mother knows in heaven, she should also smile, besides, she must not want your father and son to get into the situation today, just for the sake of his love for the queen mother for 20 years, forgive him, okay? ”

Qingyuan was silent for a long time, and suddenly looked down at the portrait in his hand, and then looked at her, and suddenly realized something---