Chapter 172
She thought that Qingyuan would annoy her for a while at most, and at night, he would be angry, just like last time, he would be very reluctant to return to her and comfort her---
But she was wrong, this time, he broke with her with all his heart, and let her wait from night to dawn with hope, but he no longer felt sorry---
She knew that he had a deep misunderstanding between her and Qinghuai, but things were not what he thought! She is just based on a moral conscience, so she misses him, after all, they have had the righteousness of husband and wife, but there is really no male and female affection in this, why does he refuse to believe her?
In the following days, he began to treat her as nothing, and he didn't see anyone every night, knowing that she was most afraid of being lonely, knowing that without his warm embrace, she would not be able to sleep, but he still resolutely left her alone to face the long night.
Later, she vaguely heard that there was no shortage of graceful and delicate beauties around him--- at that moment, she found that her heart was really painful, so painful, as if it had been torn in half, and the pain could no longer be forced---
Only then did she understand that in the past, she was able to convince herself of the virtue of the concubine because she had never invested in true feelings, so when she vaguely understood that Qinghuai had another beauty, she was able to deal with it calmly, without too strong possessiveness, and without feeling hurt.
But Qingyuan is different, she really loves him, so much, so much! Love can no longer care about the virtue of the concubine, she doesn't want him to treat other women the way she treats, she can't stand it!
Was he taking revenge on her? thought she couldn't forget Qinghuai, so she took revenge on other women?
Qingyuan, why do you misunderstand me so much? My heart, don't you understand? She thought.
Well, since he doesn't know, it's up to her to tell him! She no longer wants to pay attention to the question of whether she is reserved or not, she wants him to know how she treats him with no regrets, without reservation!
Waving away a little tears, she is so serious, so focused, and persistent, wholeheartedly on the faint candlelight, stitches and threads under her faint affection.
She held the sewn handkerchief tightly and hesitated for a long time before deciding to bring Qinghuai's letter with her.
He can even forgive his father, she believes that as long as she talks to him well, he will definitely listen, and it is not completely impossible to take care of both.
She knew that he had slept in the Chengxin Hall for the past few days, and she couldn't wait to see him, and give him all the affection she had no regrets in this life---
When the guards outside the Chengxin Hall saw her, although they were surprised, it took a while for them to know that they wanted to kneel.
"See --- Crown Princess."
"Excuse me, is Your Highness inside?"
"In the ---" guards the fragmented. "But His Highness --- gone to bed---
Mother! Why did this princess choose this time? If you want her in, that's not it---
All her thoughts drifted to the man she was interested in, and she didn't bother to pay attention to the guard's face.
"It's okay, I won't bother him."
All she had to do was look at him to her heart's content.
The left and right guards, who wanted to block but couldn't stop them, could only stand in place and watch with each other in sight.
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In the room, Qingyuan was full of bitterness and depression, and could only drink sullen wine for a while.
What a damn one! A woman who doesn't have him in his heart, what does he want to do in suspense? He should leave her away in a chic manner and play the world at will!
Let her miss Qinghuai! He didn't care.
But if --- really don't care, why is it so painful?
"Your Highness, it's late at night, let Yao'er wait for you to go to bed!" A woman with a soft body snuggled up to him.
"Get out of here!" Qingyuan waved her away in annoyance, at this moment he was full of only that cute and hateful woman!
Why did he care so much about her? It's one thing for people to treat him badly, what he should do is to have a good time with the woman in front of him!
But --- he just wants that delicate and innocent woman---
"Your Highness---" one of the guards shouted outside the door.
"Didn't I tell no one to bother me?" He yelled in exasperation.
"But --- the crown princess is outside, and she is about to come in---"
Sweet? Qingyuan shook slightly.
He has fulfilled her, let her miss Qinghuai and think enough, what else will she do?
Good! She's going to play, isn't it? Compared to the ability to hurt people, he will never lose her!
"Let her in." Then, he pulled the woman beside him and threw her onto the bed.
"Your Highness--- Your Highness---" The woman exclaimed, strange, wasn't he still in the mood just now?
"Shut your mouth!" Lowering his head, Qingyuan kissed her fiercely, behaving without a trace of tenderness, as if he wanted to vent his anger.
The door of the "Qingyuan ---" room was pushed open, but she didn't expect to be greeted by this scene, and Yanran suddenly froze in place.
"Any advice?" He didn't even look at her, and continued his movements.
Yan Ran gasped in surprise, tears filled her eyes: "No, Qingyuan, you can't ---"
She wanted to rush forward, to tear away the charming woman in the crook of his arm, to snuggle into his chest, to take back her rights, to tell him how much this scene hurt her--- but she couldn't do anything, her feet seemed to be rooted, and she could only look at him with tears in her eyes.
"Can't?" He smiled coldly. "You can miss your ex-husband, why can't I sleep with someone else?"
"It's not like that! About the letter---" She hurriedly handed over the letter in her hand, trying to explain.
"You can keep it as a baby, I'm not rare." The mention of this incident was like a stab to his deepest sore spot, and he couldn't let go of it.
With his rage, he strengthened his hand,-----
"Enough, enough! Don't --- like that" Yan Ran shook her head, resisting and unwilling to listen, unwilling to face.
"Can't you stand it?" He cruelly didn't face up to her grief. "Aren't you going to jump off the building next?"
Yes, he just wants revenge! At the beginning, she could ignore his feelings and insist on keeping all the things between her and Qinghuai, so why should she show that she cares about him so much today?
He pitied her sorrow, so who would pity his pain?
No, he just wanted to vent his hurt frantically.
Stripped off his clothes, he brutally --- in front of her
"No--- don't do that to me---" she cried out in despair, tears streaming down her face!
She stubbornly didn't want to put her head away, didn't want to believe that he would treat her like this, and yet---
He really ignored her existence, ignored her pleading, and took possession of another woman without hesitation, right in front of her eyes---
She couldn't cry anymore, she couldn't scream anymore, and the voice that floated through her ears was like the sharpest sarcasm to her, and her heart was broken---
Oh my God! Why should I fall in love with such a cruel man?
Yanran was like a lost soul, tears filled her eyes, full of stool, fell and full---
From beginning to end, she never took her eyes off, and the unbearable minutes and seconds were enough to make her desperate.
This is the man she intends to love for the rest of her life--- heh. What else could she expect? What else could she expect?
No! Nothing!
"Why do this to me!" She screamed sadly, looking at Qingyuan who got out of bed and calmly put on her clothes.
"Because I don't have to be you!" His injured dignity and emotions can only be vented in this way, hurting her fiercely and hurting himself, it is best to lose both! He doesn't care!
"So that's what you're trying to say--- I don't have to ---" She stepped back, step after step, and with each step, she pulled him out of her heart a little. "I've never been important enough in your eyes, have I? It's ridiculous that I actually made myself amorous again, and I held my heart in front of you with enthusiasm, expecting you to accept ---Qingyuan, I ---"
What is she talking --- she is talking about?
He was about to speak, but his eyes widened in horror. Behind her --- stairs!
"Be careful, Yanran!"
It's too late! The next moment, she stumbled and stepped into the air, right in front of his eyes, in his cone shout, and fell!
"No!" He roared madly, ran to her quickly, hugged her soft body, and an unknown red blood flowed down from his thighs, dyeing her snow-white dress red---
"--- hate you!" Resolutely, she plunged into the darkness.
In an instant, the sharp pain that hit the central room paralyzed all of Qingyuan's senses.