Qingyuan took a step back, his face was deadly pale, and he looked at her with a look of horror.

"You ---"

"Perhaps, I should be grateful to you, it is you who taught me what it means to be a woman, no longer lose myself, no longer live without dignity, so that I can have the courage to leave you today."

Oh, yes! It was he who taught her to live her true self--- but he never expected that she would have her own opinions for the first time, in order to leave him---

"Look at me, Yanran!" He excitedly grabbed her slender shoulders and forced her to look him squarely.

"Do you really have the slightest affection for me? What about it? He held up the handkerchief she had embroidered. You say, 'Even if you are ruthlessly abandoned, you can't be ashamed'! How can such a deep oath be easily erased by you? I haven't abandoned you yet, why did you regret it first? I'm not allowed, did you hear that? I want you for the rest of your life, never let go, did you hear it! ”

"Why bother?" Yan Ran said lightly. His heart-wrenching shouts in front of him couldn't shake her at all.

Because she was already afraid, after this compromise, she couldn't predict whether the next injury would leave her bones behind, and she had learned enough to just run away, no longer expecting, and not being hurt again.

"Why should I? Because I can't lose you! "Qingyuan's low-cut shout." We still have such a long life to endure. What do you call me to do if I lose you? Don't look like this, Yanran, don't punish me with this, I really can't do without you---"

His deep pain was no longer hidden, and it poured out.

Yet she felt as if she was numb, and felt nothing.

"If you don't want me to die at your hands, let me go."

Qingyuan was shocked! Looking at her empty face, an unspeakable chill hit him, enveloping his panicked heart.

He knew that what she said was true, and no matter how strong he left her, her life would really wither in his hands.

No! How could she be so cruel and threaten him with this to force him to make a painful dilemma?

"Is that your conclusion?" Sadly and compassionately, he smiled, and that smile was like piercing into the bone marrow, and bursts of blood flowed---

Stepping back from the edge of the bed, Qingyuan said lightly as if he had lost his soul: "Do you know? Your revenge is more ruthless than mine! You win, and I give you back your freedom. ”

Not daring to look at her again, he staggered out.

Heart, why does it still hurt? Her blank gaze moved from the wounded figure to the Jinpa left by the bedside.

"Even if you are ruthlessly abandoned, you can't be ashamed ---" was her strongest love, the earth is desolate, and she is crazy for eternity, why does she end up so bleak now?

Stroking the embroidered words of Jinpa's wound, she asked herself silently.

Her vows swirled over and over again, lingering in her mind---

Even if you are ruthlessly abandoned, you can't be ashamed---

After that day, Yanran didn't see him again.

His words that day were meant to fulfill her.

It's time to leave, she's waiting for his letter of resignation, and from then on she has no grievances and is like a stranger---

With a sour feeling in her heart, she forced it back into the depths of her heart and didn't face it.

One afternoon, the emperor came to visit, and when she got up to greet her, she didn't know how to call him for a while.

If you call your father, it seems that she has no position, but if you want to respect the emperor, she and Qingyuan are still husband and wife after all.

The emperor also saw her embarrassment and said, "What? I was so angry in my heart that even my father refused to scream? ”

"I don't dare."

The emperor sighed and pulled her to sit down.

"Child, I know that you have suffered, but Qingyuan has already repented, why don't you give him another chance?"

She shook her head, frowning slightly.

"Father, you don't understand, there have been many opportunities between us, but what he gave me was only cruel injuries again and again, I was really afraid, I was afraid that if he was injured again, I would not even have the courage to live."

"So you chose to run away? Do you think that in this way, you will not be hurt again? Ask your heart, isn't it a pain to give up Qingyuan? Without him, will you really be better?" As long as you still have him in your heart, the pain will never be avoided! "Hit the nail on the head, the emperor went straight to the hidden pain that she had been trying to suppress!

For a while, Yanran's tears fell down one by one.

"What else can I do? I really hate him, but --- can't help but love him---"

"Silly boy, do you think he's better? How much you have been hurt, he is also suffering with you, if you really want to punish him for something, this is enough, do you really want to force him to death, do you guess you can be happy? ”

Suffocated in breath, Yanran clenched her heart: "Force --- him to death?" ”

"He hid in the Dust Cleaning House alone, for several days, he didn't take half a step, and no one was allowed to disturb him, he had the intention to torture himself, if he continued like this, I really can't imagine what he would become?"

"Why is he suffering?" sour, she had the urge to cry, her heart would still hurt for him.

"Forgive him! I believe that this time, he will definitely cherish you. ”

What else did she want to struggle with? A heart can never help but be touched by him, even if he escapes to the ends of the earth, what can he do?

Actually, he was wrong, and so was she. She had never won, she had already lost everything to him, without reservation, and even if he gave her freedom, she would not be able to leave---

Once again, his heart was complicated.

He stared at the clear water, and let the time pass, and did not move for a long time, like a lifeless statue, and even when she came for a long time, he did not realize it.

"Qingyuan ---" Yan Ran called out in a low voice, only to see Qingyuan shaken slightly, and quickly turned around.

"Yanran!" He shouted in surprise, impulsively wanted to step forward and hug her, took two steps, and then stopped his steps.

He didn't know why he hugged her now.

A few steps apart, the two people at the end of the world looked at each other speechlessly.

Pathetic! The husband and wife were left with nothing but speechless desolation.

I don't know how long it took for her to break the silence---

"I'm here to tell you that I only have moral apologies for Qinghuai, and it's never been what you think, and that's the explanation I owe you." That night, she wanted to say to him, and that's it.

"That's what you're here for?" Just to pay off what you owe? She was so anxious to break up with him, so that she could ask for something she didn't owe to each other, and she had nothing to do with it?

She didn't seem to hear it, so she continued: "You should understand, I am not a half-hearted woman, since the day I married you, I have been treating you wholeheartedly, full of expectations to be with you until old age--- I am so serious about our marriage, how can you not understand! ”

"I know, I know! I couldn't be more wrong, I know that! Yanran, don't torture me anymore, I'm willing to pay for my mistakes, except for losing you--- I really don't know, how I should face every day without you in the future---" Qingyuan's heart was full of pain, tears flashing in his eyes.

"Is that true?" Yanran looked at him intently, her autumn pupils wrapped around his soul.

"Yes, yes! I mean it. He replied eagerly.

"I can't stand a husband who will betray me physically and mentally at any time---"

Before she could finish speaking, he immediately said, "I swear that I will never touch a woman except you in the future." ”

"Don't just say promises you can't make, --- in your identity"

"If you don't worry, I can not be this prince!" He didn't hesitate, "It's not just Qinghuai who can do it, I can also give up everything for the woman I love." ”

Misty tears floated up her eyes, what did she hesitate to do with his 'beloved woman'? A man who is willing to leave his honor and wealth for her, what else does she dare not gamble?

He's worth her gambling all again.

"If ---" the two lines of tears slipped down, and she said faintly: "If I give my heart to you again, will you pity it, cherish it, and no longer make it hurt, no longer make me sad and cry?" ”

"Yes! I will! Qingyuan nodded resolutely. I will use all my life, with my lifelong love, to pity you and care for you! ”

His voice was so soft, so soft, that he reached out to her with longing.

"Come back to my arms, okay? Let's start over. ”

She bit her lower lip, inhaled, wiped the tears from her face, took a step forward, paused, and then said nothing, turned and walked away quickly.

Is this her choice?

He hung his hand weakly, closed his eyes, and the tears he held back fell quietly---

Qingyuan, Qingyuan, you should die now, right?

Who can blame? It was he who exhausted a wife who was so gentle and beautiful, and today she would beg for it in despair, and it was all his own fault.

Just when he was sad, suddenly, a pair of gentle little hands rubbed his cheeks.

"Why are you crying?"

He opened his eyes suddenly, and looked at the graceful figure in front of him in disbelief.

"You ---" he wanted to hug her tightly and never give her a chance to escape, but he didn't dare to take action. "Don't you --- want to leave?" He asked bitterly.

She shook her head, "I'm going to get this." ”

Qingyuan lowered his head and saw her take his hand and carefully put Fang Jinpa into his hand. "I'll give it to you again, don't let me down again."

What does she mean --- to once again entrust this crazy and unrepentant affection to him?

The heat hit his chest, and he was too excited to speak.

"I promise you, I promise you---" He was moved to take her into his arms, as if he wanted to rub into his bones, no longer as eager as each other, except for repeating the same sentence in his mouth, he no longer knew what else to say to express the frenzy of his heart at this moment.

Yan Ran snuggled up to him with peace of mind, believing that this time she would not be hurt again. Because he will fulfill his promise to keep her in his heart and take care of her.

The autumn wind blowing is no longer bleak and desolate, just because there is love everywhere in the world, and it has found people who pity autumn---