The feeling was so gentle, cold and soft to the touch, like the peace and tranquility that Jin Ran brought him. That feeling is so familiar, Qingyuan opened his eyes, looked at the faint candlelight, and his heart shook fiercely! Then he closed his eyes, and the real fantasy in front of him made him almost cry bitterly, it's not her, it's not her, stop thinking about it!

Why did God punish him like this? He was so drunk and unconscious, why did Jin Ran's figure occupy his mind more clearly? Qingyuan's eaves shouted in his heart, took a deep breath, and opened his eyes again, but he was greeted by the clear eyes that he had been thinking about for a long time. Then the fire faded and everything went dark.

Those bright eyes were still bright and moving in the dark, Qingyuan involuntarily reached out and touched her face lightly with the back of his hand---

How should his longing for Jin Ran be reduced? He looked forward to seeing her day and night, and the hurtful thing was that he was looking forward to his colleague, and he also knew quite well that this wish would never come true. Now the woman in front of her resembles Jin Ran, her charm, her appearance, and Jin Ran almost think the same! Heaven tricked him, and this most repulsive moment was the moment when he could see Jin Ran again.

He misses her, wants to see her, no matter what the cost!

After agreeing to this engagement, he fell into a place from which he could never recover. This night, whether it was out of his fantasies or drunk chaos, although he was deceiving himself, although he was doing this unfairly to this strange stand-in, he was already in hell, and for the sake of Jin Ran, he didn't care about falling into a deeper hell, not caring about suffering more.

Just this night, let him see Jin Ran again!

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The next day, before dawn, a snow-white figure quickly rushed out of the new house. It was like fleeing from a flood of beasts. In the misty morning light, Qingyuan, who had ascended the throne last night, rode a horse and escaped from Qingzhai Palace.

Qingyuan drove the thunderbolt as if he was crazy, and rushed into the worry-solving pond where he had not even shown his face at dawn. Xunlei's footsteps have not completely stopped, Qingyuan has already jumped down in a hurry, ran to the shore of the pool, immersed his whole face in the water, waited for the chest cavity to raise his face for several years, and after a while buried in the water, just repeating the action, until Xunlei on the side couldn't stand it anymore, holding his back collar to prevent him from abusing himself like this again, Qingyuan knelt on the ground, turned his face up, and gasped for breath.

Oh, my God! What did he do last night? Qingyuan closed his eyes and roared in pain.

As soon as possible, the presence beside him suddenly woke him up, and he didn't even dare to look down--- last night's despicable behavior made him even ashamed to face himself. He even allowed drunkenness to numb himself as an excuse for indulgence.

He knew that she was not Jin Ran, but he helped the illusion in front of him, hypnotizing and bewitching the remaining almost slim self-control, to soothe his mind that wanted Jin Ran to think almost crazy.

She's not Jin Ran!

Qingyuan began to look up to the sky and laugh wildly, choking with a wild roar in his laughter. Thunderbolt, who had never seen his master like this, stepped on the ground restlessly and spun in place.

For Jin Ran's last words, for Jin Ran's worries that he couldn't give up, he abandoned everything, even without any reservations about himself, he became the lord of Lily of the Valley and supported Lily of the Valley, but who will save him? Who will be the pillar of his heart, who will rescue him from this bottomless swamp that never ends? Who---

The branches and leaves blown by the wind rubbed, as if they were screaming for his sorrow, Xiao Sa--- Xiao Sa---

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"Your Majesty." Guan Luo stood in front of the imperial study and bowed down.

"Something?" Qing Yuan, who was reviewing the folds, only glanced at the visitors, and devoted himself to the folds that filled this desk after the early dynasty.

Guan Luo used gestures to drive away the palace servants on both sides, and when he saw that there was no one around, he closed the door and walked to the front of the bookcase.

Qingyuan stopped what he was doing, put the pen on the inkstone, clasped his hands, and looked coldly at Guan Luo, who was looking directly at him, waiting for him to speak.

"Your Majesty, I heard that you haven't been back to Qingzhai Palace for a long time?" Guan Luo asked directly, with a slight sense of questioning.

Qingyuan chuckled, leaned his chin lightly on his clasped hands, and replied noncommittally: "The state affairs are busy, and I don't have time to go back, at most I can only rest in the room next to the study." ”

"No matter how busy you are, you can't be so busy that you can't even stay in Qingzhai Palace for one night. Guan Luo furrowed his eyebrows unhappily, for Qingyuan's prevarication. ”

"I want to hear what I said, the prime minister should be sympathetic to my hard work, not aggressively accuse me, right?" Qingyuan's eyes narrowed, and the light of his eyes with dangerous anger flickered under his eyelashes.

"That's because you're running away!" Guan Luo's forbearant anger finally broke out, and he slapped the book case with angry eyebrows.

"No matter how busy you are, how can you even be so busy in the dormitory that you can't go back? You don't want to see the queen at all, so you use the busy government as an excuse to avoid her. ”

In addition to the emperor's overnight stay in Qingzhai Palace on the wedding night, nearly a month has passed since the wedding day, and the emperor has not even stepped into it. Guan Luo, who has always been gentle, was so angry that she was scolded for scolding, how could the emperor treat her like this!

Qingyuan's eyes lit up, and the feeling of annoyance was overriding his mind, because Guan Luo's words unlocked the fact that he didn't want to face it, and he was running away!

"Although I am a lord of the country who is noble by his wife, and although I agreed to your request for me to marry a princess, it does not mean that I have to live the rest of my life according to the plan you have arranged." Qingyuan stood up suddenly, staring at Guan Luo's eyes, and the momentum that emanated made Guan Luo suddenly shocked.

The two confronted each other for a long time, and the entire study room was unusually silent, only the sound of their breathing echoed.

"Go down!" Staring at Guan Luo's shocked face, Qingyuan sighed, his momentum suddenly disappeared, how could he be angry at an elder who cared about his juniors? Closed his eyes and shook his head weakly, sat down in the chair, stroked his forehead with his hand, and hooked the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly.

"Just once, just once!" Seeing that Qingyuan was unmoved, Guan Luo clenched his fists and pleaded hard, so anxious that the corners of his forehead were covered with beads of sweat, he couldn't let the queen's life be ruined like this. "Please ask the emperor to go back to Qingzhai Palace, the old minister only has this request, just once, and then no matter if the emperor wants to stay in that palace overnight, the old minister will not have any other dissent." Seeing that Qingyuan still didn't say a word, Guan Luo was about to kneel down as soon as he lifted the hem of his clothes, and before his knees touched the ground, the person had already been helped up, and when he looked up, Qingyuan didn't know when he had come to his side.

"This is the only time, no matter what method you use in the future, I won't pay attention to it again." Qingyuan coldly threw down these words, took a long step, strode out of the imperial study, and walked in the direction of Qingzhai Palace---

Everything is saved!

From the imperial study to the Qing Zhai Palace, Qingyuan has been thoughtful. Why did he agree to make this trip? Didn't the self-regret on the wedding night already make him determined not to step into Qingzhai Palace again?

Guan Luo's pleading attitude moved him, and he ruined a woman's life, this crime has always been pressed on his head, making him breathless, but Qingyuan frowned, the main reason why he stepped into Qingzhai Palace again was because ---he wanted to see Jin Ran!