"I hate you!" She gritted her teeth and said, sparks bursting into her black pupils, vowing that one day she would have to carry his head to Xiaowan's grave to apologize.

"Hate it, girl." He doesn't care at all, hate is the source of motivation, and refusing to fight without motivation will not be enjoyable. "But I still have to warn you, don't forget to clean up the garbage you created yourself." After saying something ruthlessly, Zhuang Yuntian got up and raised his eyebrows at the male corpse lying in front of Yu Xiaohan's eyes.

Yu Xiaohan realized that she had unknowingly become a killer, and the mantis killed the person she didn't want to kill.

"I'm sorry---," she cried, her eyes red, apologizing to the drug lord who had killed her life. But deep down in her heart, she knew that she would drift further and further away from the realm of morality, and less and less of that precious guilt.

"Welcome to hell, girl."

Zhuang Yuntian's ridiculous voice coolly sent into her eardrums, into her heart, waving a huge scythe to lure her into the dark eternity, busy opening the door to hell for her.

Where's she going from here?

That night, she cried and fell asleep.

If last night was a nightmare that she couldn't wake up, then what she was facing this morning was even more unbearable. Yu Xiaohan, who was standing in the gun target training ground, felt a burst of fear for no reason. She looked up at the high ceiling, and the space was too empty to fill with a heavy aura, as if the undead she had killed by mistake would rush out and strangle her neck at any moment.

Forgive me, I didn't mean to! She prayed silently, trying to stop the acid and uncomfortable nausea gushing up from her stomach.

"Take it." Zhuang Yuntian, who stood silently beside her and never said a word, suddenly handed her a pistol and asked her to continue.

This man is --- a demon. He knew how afraid of guns she was, but he insisted that she face them.

"Nope." Yu Xiaohan shook his head resolutely. "I'm never going to slam a pistol again in my life." One time is enough.

It's a nice rhetoric, but it doesn't help at all.

Zhuang Yuntian sneered, forced the black gun into her hand, and talked about his plan softly. "You will, not only will you learn how to shoot, but you will become a master of guns."

Yu Xiaohan, who was forced to raise his gun, immediately swung it away as if he was being burned by fire, swung the gun far away, and fell to the ground with a bang. "I don't want it!" She yelled at him with a stubborn expression.

"I don't want to learn to shoot, and I don't want to kill." Everything from last night was vivid, and she couldn't shake off the touch of the corpse of the Hong Kong drug lord, let alone forget his suddenly dilated pupils.

"It's too late, girl." Zhuang Yuntian reminded her with a smile that she had already committed a crime. "You've killed someone, just last night, remember?"

Yes, she killed someone, but whose fault is it?

Clenching the root of his teeth, Yu Xiaohan's eyes were full of anger. Since she has already killed one, of course she doesn't care about killing the second one, she wants to kill this smash to avenge her cousin!

"I'm going to kill you!" Angrily picked up the pistol that she had swung away, rushed towards Zhuang Yuntian, pointed the gun at his chest, her burning eyes were as full of hatred as she was, and her teeth were clucking.

Zhuang Yuntian greeted her impulse without moving, and he thought it was funny.

"Shoot." Instead of panicking before dying, the gray-green eyes were as calm as the fog in the forest, ethereal and bewildering.

"I suggest you shoot." As he spoke, he pulled the barrel of the gun closer, adjusting the focus she had lost from the trembling, and aimed the gun at his heart.

Yu Xiaohan was confused by all this, didn't he know that her gun was against his chest? Why does he still act like he doesn't care?

"The heartbeat transmitted through the barrel of the gun is beautiful, sometimes loud, sometimes fragile, depending on the mood of the person holding the gun." The calm tone is low and hateful, faintly revealing a perverted feeling.

"It's a pity that when someone really has the resources to be the target of the gun, the person holding the gun doesn't dare to do it, this is human nature." A faint mockery drifted in her ears, stirring up her gradually eroded courage.

He was right, she should have killed him. He killed her cousin by selling drugs, and forced her to kill, and from any point of view, she should have killed him.

"Pull the trigger." He suggested with a smile. "Think of your hatred, think of your lost loved ones. Once you've figured it out, you'll find that pulling the trigger isn't as difficult as you think. ”

She looked into his eyes, her gray-green pupils mixed with a little green silk, like a floating seaweed in the sea, as the whirlpool of images turned her back to the past, the slow double bass voice through the strings of memory to pull out the ghostly song, but also pull out her tears.

The images of memories ran through her line of sight like a marquee, flipping and fiddling on the soil of her heart that she thought she had long forgotten, loosening her deeply buried memories---

"Sister, what should we do?" Xiao Wan grabbed the corner of Yu Xiaohan's clothes and looked up at her only sister, her delicate face was full of precocious panic.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaowan. Everything is with my sister, and my sister will find a way. Yu Xiaohan squeezed out a smile very strongly, asking her sister to rest assured. Although she is not very capable, she is confident that she will take care of her cousin, even if she loses her parents all of a sudden, as long as she works hard, she believes that God will never embarrass them, not to mention that her cousin is very well-behaved and will not cause her too much trouble.

Maybe it was her self-confidence that angered God, Yu Xiaohan, who was busy with her studies all day long, busy working to make money, and then fell into a coma, never thought that the cousin she cared about the most would be infected with drugs, and even she stole money to buy the drugs that made her crazy and go home to smoke.

"How can you do that?" Yu Xiaohan grabbed her cousin's shoulder and shook it constantly, no less crazy than Xiao Wan's selfless eyes. "How can you become addicted to drugs? What do you want me to explain to my aunt and uncle? She couldn't believe it and couldn't believe it, Xiao Wan was only seventeen years old, how did she get involved in drugs?

"his mom and dad!" Yue Xiaowan waved away her cousin's arm without thinking, and her hazy pupils were full of madness. "What if I'm just going to take drugs? What can you do? If you don't give me money to buy goods and suck them, shut your dog's mouth, and stop chattering there! "The crumbling body hides amazing strength. Being pushed by her like this, Yu Xiaohan almost fell and hit a broken chair and stool beside him.

It wasn't her familiar sister, it was a stranger she didn't know at all, and it was all to blame for the damn drugs, they had made her lovely cousin look like this, and she couldn't let her indulge like this anymore.

"Wake up, Xiaowan." Although she could not match her cousin's strength, she could not let her continue to sink. "Quit, or your life will be over!" She roared in despair, saw the rejection in her cousin's dull eyes, saw the joy that did not conform to the world, and instantly understood that it was useless for her to say more.

"I don't quit, why should I quit?" Yue Xiaowan's small head shook like a rattle, and her fluttering eyes seemed to have ascended to Elysium. "Drugs are a good thing, they make me forget my troubles and be happy. Not only will I not quit, but I will suck more. As she finished speaking, her eyes changed, and she seemed to have found a way to get her more drugs.

"Give me money." She approached Yu Xiaohan, her bright red and bloodshot eyes no longer recognized that the one standing in front of her was her sister who depended on her for her life, and the only thing she thought about was drugs.

"Give me money to buy goods, I need more money to buy goods. I want to be happy, give me money! ”

Give me money!