Chapter 324
The woman in the mirror looks so desperate, she doesn't want much on her young face, she just wants a little love, she just wants the man behind her to know how to love her.
She was in love with him, deeply, passionately, like a helpless puppy, waiting for the occasional glance back from her master.
In an instant she felt ashamed, her love could not be hidden, at least in front of him she couldn't do it, she always kept wagging her tail, and wagging her tail again, hoping for his love---
That's enough! She never wanted to be a fool again, she didn't want to face herself again, she wanted to run away.
"I don't want to look in the mirror, you let me go." She struggled desperately, hoping to be freed from the brutal image.
"Of course you don't want to, my dear." Zhuang Yuntian clasped Yu Xiaohan tightly and locked her firmly, "The mirror is the object that will not lie, the reason why you are afraid of the mirror is because it reflects your desire, your love, and you feel held hostage for all this, otherwise you will not be afraid to face the mirror." ”
He was right, it was because she felt hopeless, ashamed, that she did not dare to face the mirror, and when a person saw the true, undisguised self, he felt that he had lost the assurance of having anything in this world, and neither did she.
She looked at herself in the mirror, her little face in Zhuang Yuntian's arms was full of tears, what she was afraid to face was not her own hurt heart, but his ruthless rejection, why couldn't he love her? Isn't she acting good enough?
"Why didn't you come? Why Daniel went to pick me up, when I needed you most. She finally said what she cared about and hurt her the most, and asked Zhuang Yuntian to give her an answer.
Zhuang Yuntian's beautiful eyes flashed, as if he had a second to think about answering her question, and finally chose to show his usual smile and stare at her with the most charming eyes.
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Located in the English Channel, Cross Fort is said to have been used as a prison place in the 17th century, and the castle has five floors, the highest of which is the circular tower on the west side, which is two stories higher than the rest of the castle, and is the most mysterious part of the castle.
Yu Xiaohan, who had been sitting in the castle for a long time, decided to get up and take a walk, this purely British castle has belonged to the Will family since the time of Cromwell, and the former place of political prisoners is now the holiday villa of the Will family. Yu Xiaohan was appreciated by Charles because of the list, treated her as a guest, and arranged for her to live in this castle first. On the surface, it is nothing, but in fact, this is tantamount to forcibly separating her from Zhuang Yuntian. Of course, it goes without saying that this must have been Daniel's idea again, and from the first time he saw her, he was full of evil towards her, and only God knows why. There are so many beautiful oriental women.
She walked at will, stopped and felt what she saw, and the rooms were opened one after another, anyway, Charles said that she could look at it casually, in other words, there was nothing worth guarding against in this fort, otherwise Charles would not have let her come and play.
She knew that the Will father and son were watching her, wanting to further determine her intentions in order to decide if they could get her into the heart of the organization, and now the only thing she could do was wait, calm down and think about possible developments, and think about how to get out if the time came.
She thought as she walked, and walked to the tower, looking at the stairs in front of her, Yu Xiaohan hesitated and finally couldn't help but be curious, took out the guy she was carrying, picked out a mini flashlight and turned it on, illuminating the gloomy stairs and climbing up.
Although from the outside, there are only five floors in Crossburg, and when you really climb the stairs, you will find that there is more than that, and the algorithm of the ancients may not be the same as that of modern people. Yu Xiaohan panted and climbed and climbed, and finally climbed to the top, and then found a big problem, the door was locked, and it was chained several times.
Well, she pulled out the dick again and found a small tightrope and prepared to use her good craft, and for the past two years or so she has not only learned to fight, but also learned a lot of things like picking locks.
She picked up the heavy iron chain, aimed at the huge keyhole and dug a few times, and it didn't take long to hear a click, which broke Yu Xiaohan's happiness.
Then she removed the bundle of chains, and pushed open the heavy wooden door in a bit of an adventurous mood, and as soon as the door opened, she quickly covered her nose, and the dust choked her incessantly coughing, and it was only after about five minutes that she began to adjust to the humid air, and found the switch for the light on the wall.
As soon as the lights were turned on, she was stunned, Yu Xiaohan rubbed the tips of her eyes, thinking that she had arrived at the filming site of Frankenstein, the room was full of equipment and pipelines for chemical experiments, and the bookshelves on the walls were full of heavy books, which were covered by dust. Suddenly she felt puzzled, why was there such a pile of experimental equipment and books in this ancient castle, in this abandoned tower? What does this mean exactly?
"This is Zhuang Yuntian's place, and now you see the book officially in his collection."
A dark, gloomy voice suddenly came from the doorway, almost scaring her half of her life and the book in her hand.
Anson?
"You shouldn't have come here, Zhuang Yuntian will definitely be very unhappy." He stepped into the shadows into the small room in the tower and looked at her with a gloomy face.
"I don't need to warn him of his permission, Chairman Charles is free to walk around and have a look, I think that includes this room." When did this person go to Crossburg, and how did she not know?
Hearing this, Anson was silent for a long time, his calm eyes seemed to be thinking about something, and it was difficult to make a decision for a while.
She felt extremely uncomfortable, the two of them had always been at odds. Anson, who was eager to protect the Lord, always thought that she would be unfavorable to Zhuang Yuntian, so he guarded against her everywhere. But if you look at it from another angle, he is Charles's eyeliner next to Zhuang Yuntian, it stands to reason that he shouldn't be so loyal, the strange thing is that they are good friends since childhood, such an intricate relationship dazzles others, and Zhuang Yuntian almost never mentions the two of them, which makes her even more confused.
The silence continued to spread, and just when she thought she would be suffocated by this silence, Anson suddenly spoke, and the topic she pulled out made people even more confused.
"Do you believe in fate?" He asked.
"Believe." She replied bitterly, no one knew how to write these two words better than her.
"So, do you believe in reincarnation?"
"Of course I believe ,---" because that's what she's been through---
"Would you be surprised if I said that Zhuang Yuntian and I were friends in our previous lives?"
She was silent. Wait for him to say.
"In his previous life, Zhuang Yuntian was locked up in this place, and later escaped. No wonder you don't believe my words. Anson smiled wryly, not understanding why he was the only one who kept the memories of his past life.
And Zhuang Yuntian has forgotten everything, he is the only one who suffers, is this a punishment from God?
"I was a big villain in my previous life, I grew up with Zhuang Yuntian since I was a child, but in the end I betrayed him, not only ruined his family, but even more harmfully he was chased and killed by Cromwell, and finally became a pirate, if it wasn't for his luck, he would have died at sea long ago." He smiled sadly, and his eyes darkened.
Yu Xiaohan looked at Anson, his expression was too sad, and she believed the story he said.
"Why are you telling me this?" She asked carefully, not daring to be careless.
"Because I don't want him to be hurt again." In the past life, he created sins and survived in this life, even if he had to die because of Zhuang Yuntian in this life, he had nothing to say.
"You mean I'm going to hurt him?" It was outrageous, and even if she wanted to, she couldn't do it.
"I hope not, because he loves you." Anson's calm explanation caused a huge wave.
"He loves me?" Yu Xiaohan snorted coldly, as if he thought his words were ridiculous. "You are the same person as the Zhuang Yuntian I said?" She really wants to laugh, Zhuang Yuntian will love her? He's only going to take advantage of her!
"He --- love --- you." He shook his head and spoke slowly, word by word, with a sincere expression.
"I don't believe it." She looked up and laughed, tears in her laughter. Damn, why is she crying?
"He's only going to take advantage of me, he's just going to take what I can give. One day when I can't give him anything, he will abandon me and leave me without looking back! And she knew that he was such a bad man, but she couldn't do without him, a damn slut.