Chapter 11: The Guilt of the Year
The strong woman finally couldn't resist the pressure and knelt on the ground to reveal the truth.
Of course, this matter has something to do with her, in fact, she knew it in her heart from the beginning.
"Satsuki, I ...... I hurt you, and I've been feeling guilty all these years. ”
"Guilt? You didn't worship me once, you didn't even visit my mother, are you feeling guilty! I've been dead for twenty years, and I haven't waited for an apology from you. ”
Bai Meng blinked, twenty years, this is what happened when my aunt was young.
Twenty years ago, Bai Rong was in her youth, and at that time, due to study pressure and discord with her parents, she suffered from depression, and at that time, she met Xiaoyue, a patient who also suffered from depression.
The two soon became friends, but this was not a good thing, because the two of them had similar conditions, and not only did they not encourage each other, but one plus one was greater than two, which aggravated their depression.
As a result, half a year after the two met, Xiaoyue's family suddenly changed, her father's business lost money, and she owed foreign debts, the family became impoverished, Xiaoyue's emotions completely fell into darkness, and her heart was broken, and because of the aggravation of depression, she had serious thoughts of suicide.
And Bai Rong also had a very poor relationship with her parents at that time, and her grades began to decline, and she was also tortured by depression, often sitting there distractedly, not eating or drinking water.
The two seriously ill girls had the idea of suicide together at this time, and Bai Rong took the initiative to find Xiaoyue because of her radical personality and agreed to end her life together, it was too tiring to live, so it was better to give herself a good time as soon as possible.
Satsuki, who fell into the darkness, immediately agreed, and the two agreed to jump off the building together.
However, on the day of the appointment, the two stood on the roof of the building, Xiaoyue jumped and jumped down first, while Bai Rong herself hesitated, and her parents just arrived and stopped her.
The final result was that Bai Rong, who proposed to jump off the building, did not die, and Satsuki ended her life.
"I'm sorry...... It was I who broke the agreement, and it was I who led you to death. ”
"Haven't you felt guilty in the past twenty years?"
"Of course I have." Bai Rong raised her head, her eyes filled with tears, "But I don't dare to feel guilty, my illness is not good, if I feel guilty, I will become that depressed waste again, who will take care of my daughter, I dare not mourn you." ”
She confided her true words, so that the resentful spirit-possessed Yan did not speak again, and after a long silence, she said, "Then why don't you visit my mother." ”
"I've been there, but when I get downstairs to your house, I don't have the courage to go upstairs."
In Bai Rong's heart, she will always carry the life of her friend, and when she grows up, her personality becomes tougher and tougher, and she becomes a strong woman who controls everything, but no one knows that she is the opposite in her heart, and she is cowardly and does not dare to face her past, so she can only hide it with the toughest appearance, because once she touches it, the guilt will burst and her heart will collapse like a tide.
And her avoidance seems to have become a source of resentment for Xiao Yue, and finally turned into a resentful spirit to find the house, torture words, and pay off the debts of the year.
Bai Rong burst into tears, "Xiaoyue, if I forgot what happened back then, I wouldn't have stayed in our photos." ”
She picked up the photo, which was a testimony to their friendship.
There was a gust of wind blowing next to the bed, the window suddenly closed, Yan Yan walked up to Bai Rong, picked up the photo, and suddenly hugged Bai Rong.
"Why are you getting old like this, it's getting ugly and ugly."
Bai Rong cried because she couldn't see her good friend aging, and she couldn't let go of the guilty past, "I'm sorry, I hurt you." ”
"You didn't hurt me, even if I didn't have you, I might still not be able to think about it, I'm just too entangled, why didn't you mourn me."
The two hugged each other, and everything seemed to reconcile.
Xu Ping'an, who was lying on the ground, stood up quietly, and Bai Meng on the side was startled, "You...... Are you pretending? ”
He grinned, "From the moment I entered the house and saw the words, the resentful spirit told me the truth, and she asked me to cooperate with her, and if she heard the answer she wanted to know, she would leave on her own." ”
Bai Meng's face was incredible, from beginning to end, Xu Ping'an was acting, "Can you and ...... That thing talk? ”
"Well, that's right."
To be precise, it is the ghost body in his body that can talk to the resentful spirits and pass it on to him, but this situation does not happen every time, and most of the ghosts refuse to communicate.
Xiaoyue is special, her grievances come from Bai Rong, and her heart knot is also caused by Bai Rong's never mourning.
Resentful spirits are difficult to deal with, because resentful spirits have ever-changing spells, there are all kinds of them, and resentful spirits are also easy to deal with, as long as you find the source of resentment, you can resolve everything.
Xu Ping'an naturally didn't want to fight, since the resentful spirit took the initiative to cooperate, he followed a scene, and during the whole process, his ghost hands were wrapped in words, and he couldn't jump out of his palm at all.
It's just that Bai Rong's performance is indeed too hard-mouthed, she knows that this matter is related to her, and she deliberately conceals it, not telling Xu Ping'an the truth, she can only say that it is too difficult to communicate with a strong woman.
He snapped his fingers, grabbed Yan Yan with his ghost hand, and pulled out a white shadow from his body, "It's time to come out, if you stay in someone's body for too long, you will hurt Yan Yan." ”
Bai Ying pleaded: "Can you give me some time, I want to talk to Rong Rong for one last night." ”