Chapter 3: The Barrier of Civilization
1. Ascension
In the fall of the year when I was seven years old, my friends and I were suddenly dragged to school by our parents.
In the end, Wang Bao, Chen Jinbao, and Magana entered the kindergarten. Li Dongdong, Chen Jinlong, Wang Jingui, Wang Yang, and my two cousins and Wang Yang's sister Wang Mei, at the behest of our parents, arranged for us to go straight to the first grade.
Among them, my two cousins, Li Yanxiang is my aunt's second daughter, and the eldest daughter is my cousin, and she is also in the same class as my sister.
And my uncle and his family live in a beautiful scenic area that is nearly five kilometers up our village, which we call Qidaoban!
It has beautiful mountains and rivers, beautiful scenery, excellent geographical location, and is very livable! But the fly in the ointment is that the land area is limited, and it can only accommodate a maximum of five more households, which is now full.
Cousin Li Jinyun is the most outstanding student among our seven Han Han and other classmates!
She has been the class president recognized by all of us for the next six years, and her grades have always been at the top of our class.
In the sixth year of primary school, I was deeply impressed by her for helping me in my studies and for her own excellence! But what really bothered me was that in the first three years of elementary school, because I was an older brother, my parents often compared her to her.
I remember my father acting very disappointed in me. And he mostly drank at the time, and then came home at night and confided in me before going to bed. And this also made me physically and mentally exhausted and numb at that time......
My sister is three grades older than us. According to their descriptions, going to school is fun, especially on Children's Day!
I didn't go to school at the time, but my sister and her sisters did at school, and when they got home, she would bring me a delicious lollipop and a bottle of delicious plum balls! It also made me very determined that I would definitely go to school as soon as possible!
At that time, my mother was doing housework when she suddenly said to me, "You have to go to school in a few days." I was very surprised when I heard this, so I immediately asked my mother, "Is it just me?" ”
My mom replied, "And your friends." ”
So I went to Xiao Lizi's house to look for him, and he was in the yard carefully brushing the dishes and chopsticks.
I went to him and told him, "We're going to school!" When he heard this, he ran into the house and looked for his mother.
After he confirmed it, he ran out and said to me, "When I wash the dishes and chopsticks first, we will go to the other friends to tell them about it!" ”
He quickly washed the dishes and chopsticks, so we found other friends.
Finally, we went to Shiyun Bridge in the east of the village and chatted happily about the things we were going to school.
Wang Bao told us that going to school is fun. His cousin, who went to elementary school, told him that there was a lot of fun in school! Every morning, you can eat delicious xiao long bao, fried dough sticks, dried rice, rice noodles and delicious drinks, and your parents will even give pocket money to spend!
Hearing this, although I already knew a little about my sister's schooling, I still couldn't suppress the joy in my heart when I heard it at the time!
We were together in such a beautiful fantasy and looking forward to the wonderful study journey of the future. But the future is very different from what we thought at the time......
Children's Day is indeed the most fun and unforgettable!
But in the future, we will be greeted more by our parents again and again with wicker whips, bamboo whips, sticks and other artifacts because of problems such as homework, grades and playfulness......
I remember that the most serious situation of this kind at that time was the time when Wang Jingui was beaten to death by his mother.
It was our usual Monday day to go to school, but on Saturday and weekend, he was so focused on playing that he forgot to do his homework. So when we went to school that morning, he hid in his cousin's barn for fear of being reprimanded by the teacher. And his mother's search voice made him even more palpitating.
Later, he was told that his mother had seen him at his cousin's house. So he went to his cousin's house, and his mother asked him if his cousin was with him, but his cousin said he hadn't seen him. Then her mother's eyes widened even more angrily.
In the end, many people helped his parents to search for him inside and outside the village. But it was almost noon, and his parents still couldn't find him, so they were naturally very anxious.
At this time, someone suggested going to our village, Master Lin Poyang, and asking him to help with divination. And his parents just remembered, so they hurried to go. But halfway there, someone shouted and told him that his mother had found it!
It turned out that his cousin heard a noise in his barn and thought it was a mouse, so he carefully picked a firewood stick and prepared to open a warehouse to fight "rats", but when he opened the warehouse, he saw Wang Jingui trembling as if he had lost his soul.
His mother was furious! So when he arrived at the scene, he couldn't wait to teach him a lesson.
And everyone hurriedly persuaded them: "The child is still young, so the impact on the child's future is not good!" And immediately after that, let her take her breath.
However, one of the aunts also persuaded her that her child was also very naughty, and finally brought up the topic of the teacher saying that the child was not behaving well at the parent-teacher meeting, but Wang Jingui and his mother were even more energetic when they heard it!
So she picked up the firewood stick next to her and whipped Wang Jingui several times. And he was so pumped that he passed out......
2. Treasure Sweez
Towards the first three days of school, our parents took us to our Qingyun County to buy things - clothes, school bags, stationery and so on.
That day, my family, along with my two cousins, came to Manda Street together to wait for the bus. And that was my first time in the county!
We waited for the shuttle bus and then took the shuttle bus to the county seat. But because it was my first time riding in a car, I felt super dizzy after a while, and the despair of the sky falling apart was also spontaneous......
After getting off the Xiangyun Passenger Station, I still can't recover for a long time, and I just want to go home in my heart!
Then we took a taxi and went to Apple Street to buy clothes, and it was a painful memory that I still feel......
There are a lot of people in Apple Street, and the traffic is busy. And there were all kinds of delicious, fun, and beautiful items, which was really sci-fi for me at the time.
After that, we first walked into a women's clothing store, and my father and the three of them were chatting outside the store and waiting for us.
After my mother and I went in, the shopkeeper came out to entertain us. Knowing that we were buying clothes for the start of school, she introduced us to all kinds of hot new products in her store.
That day, it was originally for my sister and the four of them to buy clothes, but it turned out that my mother and the three of them picked up a few clothes that they wanted.
In the end, it took a long time for my mother and the three of them to pick the one they liked, and my sister and the four of them also chose the one they liked.
So after haggling with the proprietress and at a price that both parties were satisfied with, the deal was completed, and we walked out of the store.
The next store we walked into was a women's clothing store, and the situation was the same as the previous one.
My father and the three of them were waiting outside the store, just as miserable as I was. So after discussing with my mom, they decided to go to Xiaoqiao Restaurant to eat and wait for us, and then order again when we arrived. And because I was preparing for school, I had to stay.
Later, we met Xiao Lizi's family, and Uncle Li Qin was also waiting outside the store at that time.
When he saw us, he was so desperate to explain to us that the family was supposed to buy those necessities for Xiao Lizi, who was going to school, but his mother had taken a fancy to his clothes in the women's clothing store......
After Uncle Li Qin finished speaking, he asked my father, where are the three of them? My mom replied that they were at the Xiaoyunqiao restaurant. So he said hello to Xiao Lizi's mother and happily went to find my father and the three of them.
I was very happy to see Xiao Lizi, and he was also very happy! So things suddenly became easier!
Finally I proposed—let my aunt and the five of them go around again, and my mother and Little Lizi's mother would take us both to the men's clothing store on the corner of Apple Street to buy clothes that would suit us.
The four of us went to the men's clothing store on the corner of Apple Street, walked around, and quickly picked out the clothes we liked.
After we bought it, we went to meet my aunt and aunt. Then we went to Darling's supermarket to buy school bags and stationery.
We walked as a group, but on the way we came across several women's clothing stores.
When I entered the Darling supermarket, I was naturally shocked - there were so many novelty, delicious and fun things in it. And this directly refreshed my world view!
We walked around with a small cart, and along the way, we would hear the sincere and cordial greetings of the older brothers and sisters in the supermarket. Later, I also saw them singing a song "Grateful Heart" together with emotion.
In the future, I understood the meaning of the lyrics, and I was deeply touched, which also had a profound positive impact on my young heart!
We continued to push the cart and go shopping at the stationery store, but on the way I was fascinated by the variety of toys on a toy shelf! No matter what, he refused to leave half a step.
And I immediately took a firm fancy to a box of Porsche electric toy cars, so I told my mom that I wanted to buy it! But then, my mom helped me clear my mind and explained to me the importance of going to school.
She said to me at the time: "If you can use those stationery equipment properly to study and study, so as to improve your wisdom and knowledge, then you can buy a real Prosche in the future!" ”
I'm thankful that my mom was so angry at me for not making that unreasonable request. Instead, he replied to me with a calm attitude and an analysis of the importance of going to school!
We bought our favorite cheap stationery, and then we bought some food – ingredients and fruits for tomorrow's school vajra rings. In the end, our group had a delicious meal at Xiaoyunqiao Restaurant and went home happily.
And this incident also means that I have officially transitioned from a primitive tribal culture to a modern civilized society - connecting with new people, new things, and new worlds!!
3. King Kong circle
Hua Ling: "Mr. Li Kailong, what is the King Kong circle you just talked about?" ”
Li Kailong: "That's one of our customs – for weddings, 10th birthdays, 18th coming-of-age ceremonies, schooling, and other things. ”
The school vajra circle started to be done when we first went to school. After that, every time we graduated and went to a new school, we had to do the Vajra circle again. The main purpose is to pray to our gods - hoping that our gods will bless us with an invincible body, academic success, and a bright future!
In the morning, my father and they went to my family's lotus pond to fish. And this fish pond is located halfway up the hill of my family's tea field. Because of the special terraced topography and the proximity to the mountain spring that flows from the mountain to the river below, before I was born, my father invited his elementary school classmate Mao Fuzi excavator master to develop the fish pond there, and partially introduced the mountain spring to make a living water source for fish farming.
There are two things I like most about the lotus pond fish pond: one is the fish raised in mountain spring water - they are big, energetic, enjoyable to catch and delicious! The second is the lotus and lotus flowers raised in the fish pond!
Whenever the spring flowers bloom, I and my father, uncle, and uncle said that they wanted to fish with them, but in fact, they came to see those elves of lotus and lotus flowers!
Especially when the flowers are in full bloom, I personally don't want to fish, I just want to watch them from the edge of the fish pond.
But my father really came to fish—every time they caught a fish, the fish would toss and turn on the surface of the water, mostly to spoil the beautiful flowers.
At this time, I will be very angry in my heart, and at the same time hope that the hooked fish will bite off the line so that they can not fish!
So I "channeled" in my heart and "ventilated" to the fish: "Hide!" Hide! They caught you to make you into a delicacy! ”
Especially in the afternoon! Because the fish pond is developed halfway up the mountain, whenever the sun is about to set, we can enjoy the beautiful lotus flowers and lotus flowers in full bloom while fishing!
My mom and the others were in charge of picking fresh organic vegetables from the vegetable garden and cooking the ingredients they bought from the Darling Supermarket in Qingyun County.
At about six o'clock in the afternoon, the guests came one after another, most of them from our village.
Because there are many families who want to go to school on the same day, a family member will receive several invitations from families who want to go to school on the same day. Therefore, it is often necessary for a family to participate separately.
Waiting for most of the guests to arrive, the Diamond Sutra is about to begin!
The hero who is going to school first bathes.,After changing clothes.,Led by the elders of the family into the room of the house Westinghouse to worship the ancestors.。
After entering, we had to kneel in front of a table full of food with the elder who brought us in, and then the elder told our ancestors that our children were going to school and needed their blessings.
After asking for the blessing, the elder led us out to the table set in the living room and knelt down.
Immediately after that, the family will bring a hen boiled in clean water, and the chicken feet will be covered with a white cloth, and when the Diamond Sutra is finished, it will be removed to see if the two chicken feet are neatly matched. If it is very neat, it means that the Diamond Sutra has been done very well, and this will also bring great luck to that family!
The boiled hen is served on the table, next to which are two cups of fine white wine poured. Then the elders of the family took out two slender yellow candles from the cabinet, and a small tower circle of white wiring. Finally, light two slender yellow candles and pull out the white wiring. The white wiring is cut off by candles according to the ten-centimeter meaning perfect length, and is distributed according to the number of two threads per guest.
After the distribution was completed, the guests lined up, dipped the two white wires in their hands and dipped the white wine into the cups to tie the strings to the wrists of our children who were going to school, and gave them blessings. After the end, the guests will also stuff red envelopes for our children!
The first time I went to school was the ancestral house that my grandfather brought me into. He said to my ancestors that I was going to school, and hoped that my ancestors would bless me and let me have an undefeated body and a bright future in the future. And then there's the process I talked about earlier.
And my personal favorite part is to receive red envelopes, because what I get is completely at my disposal!
That night, I remember that I had received a large amount of red envelopes, so I happily hid in my room and counted them.
Then my mom told me that no matter where I put it or hid it, the rats would find it and bite it up, and it wouldn't be spent, so she offered to give her the money for safekeeping.
But I remember spending less than a few weeks after going to school, and my mom told me that the money was gone!
I couldn't believe it at the time, so I angrily confronted her, "I've calculated, I can spend that money for at least a few months!" ”
So my mom explained to me, "Most of it goes to buy food." Because of your money, our family can often buy high-quality fresh pork to eat! ”
I was so happy to hear that it was better than the feeling of going out on my own! At that time, it was the first time I felt great pleasure!
After this incident, I began to do things that made my elders and parents happy, and I personally realized at that time that I should have done some things. For example, give them a beating on the back, carry and wash their feet, and go out less to play.
Whenever I do these things, I see happy smiles on their faces, and it makes me feel so happy and happy!!
4. Training day
On the morning of the first day of school, the weather was very cheerful and pleasant!
My mom said to me, "This morning, we are mainly going to pay tuition fees and meet new classmates and teachers, and tomorrow will officially start school!" ”
Our group came to Manda Street, which is full of traffic and fireworks, to have breakfast.
At the time, I had five dollars in my hand! So I told my father that I was going to eat xiao long bao, but my father insisted that I buy it myself, and he waited for me.
Then my father said to me, "If you don't want to eat xiao long bao, we're going to have to eat something else."
So I was anxious all of a sudden—that xiaolongbao had been in my mind before I came, and now it's close at hand!
I begged my father to buy it for me, but he said he didn't like it and let me buy it myself if I wanted to. And also told me to hurry up and decide, he was going to find my mother and them for breakfast.
Finally I thought, "Now that I'm here, I'm going to come here a lot." So I made up my mind about it!
When I was in line, the boss asked me what I was eating, and I pointed to the fragrant steamer in front of me in Mandarin in Mandarin, and said firmly: "Xiao Long Bao!" ”
The boss then handed me the xiaolong bag, and I handed him the five dollars.
The boss found my change, so I carried the bag of delicious xiaolongbao that burned my calves, happily walked to my father, and held it up to show him!
5. Manda Primary School
My alma mater, Manda Primary School, is located on a strategically located high ground, about ten kilometers from our village. The school is surrounded by a hill to the northwest and an open southeast, surrounded by residential areas. About 400 meters to the west is the bustling Manda Market.
Our group walked up the slope of the school. As far as the eye can see – there are two huge pine trees on the west side of the slope, as well as some willow trees, beautiful flowers and cacti! On the walls on both sides of the big iron gate of the school, there are also beautiful paintings painted with chalk of various colors!
In our former school: at the south entrance is our security room - about ten meters to the left of the security room is our school's Tengyun Commissary - and ten meters to the right, there is a tall mango tree - about four meters in front of the mango tree is our basketball court - the east side of the basketball court is connected to our football field - and the west side of the basketball court is our broadcasting room and equipment room - the north side of the radio room is connected to the office of my esteemed principal Wang Yunwen - And then there are our teachers' offices, first-graders' classrooms, and the library!
The five rooms, including the broadcasting room, Principal Wang Yunwen's office, the teachers' offices, the classrooms of first-year students, and the library, are precious because of the beams made of wood painted with red and green paint. This is the cultural heritage and auspicious meaning of our school that has existed since the completion of the construction of our school at that time! At the same time, it is also the most beautiful garden area in our school, because there are many beautiful flowers and trees around it!
On the high platform on the north side of the school's basketball court is our school building. Directly in front of the school building is our sacred national flag-raising platform. Around the sacred flag stand, there are also beautiful willows and other varieties of trees! The beautiful trees are surrounded by a newly developed green belt with fresh grass and all kinds of beautiful flowers!
To the left of the building is the residence of our principal and the residences of the other teachers who are separated by a wall. Across the road is our cafeteria. Behind the cafeteria is our student dormitory, and in front of it is the residence of four teachers from our school.
I was so lucky because that's where my dreams began!
Looking back at the beginning, I can clearly reflect in my mind that this is the solid foundation planted for my future career!
There, because the school itself has a magically wonderful, sunny, and intoxicating natural scenery, I have subtly cultivated my truth, goodness, and beauty! And the most fortunate thing is that I have developed a good habit of reading in it!
In this school, everyone really rarely says those uncivilized words - everyone seems to have a heart, and most of them don't want to spoil such a beautiful and rare beautiful scenery!!
6, Li Tao
Anyway, our group went into the school, and my mom and they went to pay the tuition. And then I met my friends! This made my confused heart instantly settle. But most of us quietly look around at the unfamiliar surroundings.
My mom came to us after paying the tuition, so at the behest of my parents, we went into the first-grade classroom.
I vividly remember that day my father told me that he would pick me up at noon and ask me to listen to my teacher and make new friends! And he also made it clear to me that I can't play around innocently and romantically like in the village.
There were several students sitting in the classroom, so Xiao Li Zi and I went straight to the last row of the first group, and I sat against the iron window.
A few minutes after I sat down, it dawned on me: everything had changed! What a subtle change! It also made me realize that I can't help myself in the future, and I don't know what to do!
The huge classroom and the bustling voices of the students made me sincerely perceive that it was very small and troublesome!
At that time, there were two empty seats in front of me and Xiao Lizi, so we hoped that there would be two male classmates sitting in front of the meeting, so that we would not be too overwhelmed.
But the hope was disappointed - two female classmates sat down in front of the two of us. Not only that, but the two of them turned around, stared at the two of us, and asked what were our names?
I was at a loss for what to do, and I didn't know how to answer for a while. But Xiao Lizi was shy at first, and then she was so happy that she couldn't keep her mouth shut. This is very different from what we both said earlier and hoped for......
At that time, he hurriedly and shyly said his name, and the two of them didn't hear it clearly, so they asked again, so Xiao Lizi said it again quickly and shyly.
Then they both asked my name. I didn't want to answer because I thought I had to be quiet when I sat in the classroom. At that time, my new classmates also agreed that I had autism!
Finally, I suddenly remembered what my father had just told me: "Make new friends!" So I blushed and had hot ears, and I said my name in a daze......
Then we chatted happily and gradually, of course, most of them were Xiao Lizi who came to answer with the two of them.
It wasn't until I heard a classmate say that the teacher was coming, so the lively and noisy classroom quickly quieted down.
Tall and skilled, striding to our podium with skill and confidence, was the first noble person I was fortunate to meet at that time - our homeroom teacher, my respected math teacher Liu Yuxiu!
She greeted us and introduced herself from the podium. Then she asked us to go on stage and introduce ourselves. So in an instant, I had no master, and at that time, it started with one of us.
When it came to me, I was trembling with fear. So when it came time for our table, I asked Xiao Lizi to introduce himself on stage first.
After Xiao Lizi introduced herself and walked down, I told myself: "I really can't hide from this now!" So I bowed my head firmly and walked straight to the podium.
I also introduced myself on the podium with my head bowed and in a low voice, and then quickly walked down with my head bowed.
Most of my teachers and classmates didn't hear it, so most of them turned their heads to look at me, which made me even more confused. So Ms. Liu Yuxiu asked me for my name, and I didn't know how to answer her at that time.
I'm very grateful to Wang Yang! Because at that time, he was the one who helped me solve the "big problem" that Teacher Liu Yuxiu gave me first!
Every morning after school, we can eat and drink our favorite delicious breakfast and drinks! But the first big problem we faced was writing our own name!
I remember one day my mom brought me a beautiful exercise book and a nice sharpened pencil. Then she was on a wooden bench in my yard, teaching me how to hold a pen and writing my name. I was cross-legged, with a wooden bench against my chest, a trembling pencil in my hand, and my name scribbling on the exercise book.
I was very serious about drawing, but no matter how serious I was, I couldn't write well, so I practiced writing names for weeks after that.
But I couldn't write well, so my mother beat me with a willow whip, a bamboo whip, and a stick. When my teardrops were embedded in the exercise book one by one, until several pages were inserted, the practice was over.
But one day, I was chatting with my classmates after class, and I mentioned that I didn't know how to write my name yet. So one of my classmates - Li Tao! He said to me, "It's easy! It's like drawing, you just have to practice copying it by heart. ”
And his words made me see the clouds and suddenly brighten!
With his click, I quickly pulled out the exercise book, which had my name written for me by my sister.
So I tried to copy it with my heart, and soon I was able to write my name out exactly what!
Li Tao - my good friend! I have been in elementary school for almost six years, thanks to his help.
In terms of study, because he has a good academic performance, I sometimes go to him for help and ask questions about his homework. Sometimes I even copied his homework and asked him to hand me a note during the exam. At that time, when I was taking exams, I would deliberately pretend to have a cold. After that, I crumpled the toilet paper and threw it to the teacher while he was "not looking".
When I was living on campus in the fourth grade, I couldn't eat breakfast outside, so I gave him my pocket money and asked him to buy xiaolongbao for me every day. So in the next two years, he helped me with breakfast one after another, and I had nothing to repay him.
And one weekend one week after the second volume of our sixth grade had just started, he, Wang Wenjin, his younger brother, and Li Guiyuan went to bathe in the river, but an accident happened in the process.
At that time, when they were ready, they jumped into the river to bathe. In the process, Li Tao encountered a rapid, and then rushed him into the large dead trees below. He was caught by a dead branch, and he drowned.
After Wang Wenjin and Li Guiyuan found that Li Tao was missing, they dived to find it. After he couldn't find it, he shouted for help, but he still couldn't go back.
My mom told me about it. That Sunday afternoon, I had just returned from a frolic with my friends at the Namaipo Waterfall when my mom told me that one of my classmates had died from drowning.
So I asked her which of my classmates she was? She told me it was the one where her parents owned a small grocery store on Manda Street. I was stunned at the time, because it was Li Tao!
In the end, I was naturally in a state of confusion and was not in the mood for dinner, so I lay down in bed and began to think about and summarize many things that had happened before, and gradually thought about the meaning of life.
On Monday morning, my father took me and Li Yanxiang to school, and then we had an early meal on Manda Street and went to school.
As soon as I entered the school gate, I ran to the classroom. When I got to the classroom, I saw Li Tao's empty seat, and the students were also discussing. I really realized at that time that Li Tao really didn't stay in the world......
Many years later, I came out to start my own business, and thankfully, I made a decent fortune. So after I settled down a lot, I found Li Tao's parents and painstakingly let them accept what little heart I could!!
6, mentor Liu Yuxiu
Going to school, for me, is both bitter and sweet.
The bitter thing is that when I go home and am waited by my mother with wicker whips, bamboo whips, sticks and other artifacts to do my homework. There were times when I couldn't write the homework assigned by the teacher, and my father didn't understand how to solve it, so when I went back to school, I had to hand in blank pages in a frustrated way.
But the most painful part of my life was when my parents compared me to my cousin Li Jinyun in the first three years of elementary school.
Of course, there are also sweet ones – a wonderful school environment, delicious breakfasts, drinks and all sorts of fun games!!
At that time, our most popular game was glass beads! For this reason, I was almost discouraged for a period of time by forgetting to eat, sleep, and playthings.
Even one morning after school, my uncle came to pick us up and take us home, and he and my cousin Li Yanxiang were waiting for me at the school gate, and they still didn't see me after waiting for a long time.
My cousin later told my mom that my uncle was waiting at the school gate and I was so angry that I was about to cry. And I was at the back of the teaching building that day with my classmate Yang Liwei, engrossed in playing glass beads. The reason is that he won me several beautiful and rare purple agate glass beads!
So I didn't get good grades, and I spent two grades with my friends very playfully.
One day when I was in the third grade, my father woke me up! And then it became the first major turning point in my life!
That day, my father had a drink with my uncle and uncle in the evening, and I was supervised by my mother with a wicker whip in her right hand and a bamboo whip in her left hand.
In the end, my father staggered home, and when he came in, he lost his temper at me when he saw me: "Compared to your cousin Li Jinyun, your academic performance as an elder brother is too poor and too chilling!" ”
The more he talked, the more angry he became, so he whipped my hands with wicker and threw out my textbooks, exercise books, and stationery......
In the days that followed, I realized that I had changed!
Of course, it was an amazing feeling, as if it wasn't the real me who was studying in the classroom at that time.
Because of this incident, I have made a deep reflection and summary. Finally, I suddenly asked myself: Am I really inferior to Li Jinyun? Can't I be as good as she is?
One magical day after that, it seemed that my soul was instantly detached, and when I entered again, a soul also lived in it, and he was the one who learned for me afterwards!
After being lucky enough to be beaten by my father, I was also lucky to make a change and ushered in another me - to improve and continue to excel!
So I was like a god helping, as if I was hanging, and my academic performance improved by leaps and bounds, and I made all-round progress!!
And after I changed, before my academic performance improved by leaps and bounds and made all-round progress, it was Liu Yuxiu's class teacher and me who carried out the docking work!
At that time, in the following class, Liu Yuxiu's homeroom teacher gradually noticed me, and deliberately transferred me from the last row to the first three rows, and often asked me to get up to answer questions, and I was also very incredible to answer most of them!
In the end, she even asked me for my math workbook, and let my classmates pass on the steps to solve my math homework.
In this way, I spent my third grade unbelievably through the first and second volumes! And that me, at that time, suddenly followed the principle of wanting to improve, to be better than other students, and to follow the teacher's ideas.
And the most important thing is to learn to draw a scoop according to the formula and example problems - according to the gourd! It also made me more enjoyable to learn!
My four village mates and I are the product of the environment, so we are always inferior in our early learning.
The results of the daily tests are ranked last, and there is always one of the five of us, and I often rotate here.
In the first three grades of primary school, I also have Xiao Lizi, Wang Yang, Chen Jinlong, and Ma Rulong - Liu Yuxiu's homeroom teacher commented that we are the "Five King Kongs" in the class!
Most of us were able to hand in our math and Chinese homework on time, but our academic performance was really stable and not ideal, and we really often got a single digit in the exam......
And Wang Jingui, Zhang Yuanchun, Li Minggui, Wang Li. These four students did not pay their math homework often because of their exam results, and even less so in Chinese. Therefore, it was evaluated by Liu Yuxiu's head teacher as the "four major fritters" in the class.
Because Xiao Lizi, Wang Yang, and Chen Jinlong, I, and I were always waiting for our homework with wicker whips, bamboo whips, and sticks, so we were very firmly in the ranks of the "Five King Kongs".
And Zhu Chunnan and Qin Rui, because they often like to talk in class, Liu Yuxiu's head teacher commented that they are the two "famous mouths" of our class.
No matter which seat they are transferred to or to which seat, they can usually talk to the classmates around them! Most of the talk was about the gossip and ghost stories of their team, and they were often punished for standing in the back row.
But chatting with the two of them mostly made us have a good chat, so when we got out of class, we often went to chat with them!
Although they are two "famous mouths" in the class, the essays written by the two of them can be described as a model in our class! It is often possible to be able to interact with each other, and will be received by Dong Yu's Chinese teacher on the podium and read to all of us!
Liu Yuxiu's head teacher, she is a strict teacher, tall and tall, and her voice is very intimidating! We "bad kids" were always afraid of her. What impressed me more was that in the winter of second grade, we were dressed very thickly!
When we came back from the holidays on Monday, our math class representative came to collect our homework. After the class, the head teacher Liu Yuxiu came into the classroom, put down the bag, first looked at our homework on the table, and then asked the class representative to stand up and asked her: "Who else hasn't handed it in?!" ”
The class representative replied: "There are still Chen Jinlong and Ma Rulong who have not been handed over." So she stepped down from the podium and told them both to stand up with a serious expression.
She first asked Ma Rulong why he didn't hand in his homework, and Ma Rulong replied that she forgot to write.
Immediately after that, she asked Chen Jinlong why he didn't hand in his homework, but Chen Jinlong remained silent stupidly and at a loss.
In the end, she asked several times, but Chen Jinlong remained silent at a loss, so she ushered in an outburst at that moment!
She hurriedly walked up to the podium, pulled out the whip from the large desk, and hurriedly walked down again, whipping Chen Jinlong and Ma Rulong on the backs with the whip - this was also the first time she had "hit" a student.
Because it was winter, we were all dressed very thickly, so the whipping made a loud noise on the coats. It's similar to the whipped sound we make when we hit laundry with a stick by the river.
And most of us were terrified, and we watched in shock.
Because the whipped sound of Po, Po, Po is similar to the sound of us basking in the warm sun cotton blanket, so we also gave Chen Jinlong the nickname of "cotton blanket", and then changed it to "marshmallow"! And Ma Rulong's is a "lollipop"!
After this incident, our math class representatives are always happy to receive all the math homework from our class!
On weekends, we sometimes forget or even don't write homework because of playfulness, and the teacher assigns us a lot of homework, which makes it difficult for us to complete the submission within the specified date, so we all have a tacit understanding - we would rather not write Chinese homework, but also focus all our energy on the math homework assigned to us by Liu Yuxiu's homeroom teacher! So after that, there was a terrible situation in which the score of the math test in our class was always much higher than the score of the language test.
I remember that one day after that, the representative of our language class came to collect our language homework, but everyone didn't care about it at all, and in the end there were only five copies handed in. So our Chinese teacher Dong Yu entered the classroom and saw the five Chinese exercise books on the big desk, so he sat on the stool and cried sadly on the big desk. And for a while, everyone was mostly at a loss.
In the end, she let us go to self-study, and then went to our head teacher Liu Yuxiu to "complain" aggrievedly!
At that time, I was sitting in the classroom and saw our head teacher Liu Yuxiu striding towards us from a distance, and she looked very angry.
And for another time, most of them did not dare to come out, sat in their seats in a proper manner, and waited for a fair "trial"!
At that time, I was more panicked than the rest of my classmates. Because I did a fairly good job in her class, I was often praised by her. But in Chinese class, it's simply "lawless......
As soon as she entered the classroom, without saying a word, she told us to stand up. Immediately after that, he asked those who had handed in their homework to sit down, and those who did not hand it in stood up, and asked those who had not done their homework to take out pens and language workbooks and stand up to write their homework. Whoever finishes writing hands her so that she can return to her seat and sit down.
She stepped off the podium, first closed the back door of our classroom, then lifted a stool and sat down at the front door of our classroom.
After I finished writing, I didn't dare to hand it to her, so I repeatedly revised the thick Chinese characters in the Chinese exercise book.
When several students finished writing and lined up to give her homework, I mustered up the courage to join the long queue.
When she waited for me, she looked at me and deliberately said to me, "You didn't write either?" "For a while, I was naturally at a loss, and my face was red and my ears were hot!
After we all handed in our Chinese homework, she asked our Chinese class representative to finish the homework in the future, and then took the homework to her, and she counted it and handed it to our Chinese teacher Dong Yu.
I still remember when I was in the second grade, we learned the multiplication formula, and finally the homeroom teacher Liu Yuxiu gave us two weeks to memorize.
Two weeks later, the students who could memorize it lined up on stage to find her to recite, and our "Five King Kongs" and "Four Great Fritters" were still operating.
Liu Yuxiu's homeroom teacher was very angry about this, so when school ended at noon, she asked us to stay.
After a while, she went to the school gate and told the parents who came to pick us up, explaining that we couldn't memorize the multiplication formula, so she asked for the understanding and consent of our parents, and proposed that we not go back after school at noon, and let the parents bring us food.
Of course, our parents can't ask for it, and at the same time, we admire her! So we stayed, ate the food brought by our parents, and under her supervision, with a broken consciousness, tried to recite the multiplication mantra over and over again!
What she has influenced me the most so far will also be my life, that is, she once unexpectedly wrote two sonorous words on the math exercise book that corrected my homework - genius!
Many years later, when I encountered difficulties and doubted myself, I would think of those two sonorous and powerful words, which prompted me to move forward bravely!
At that time, I was surprised at first, and then I didn't think so.
In the fourth grade, we live on campus. The day before we moved into the school, we did the same Diamond Sutra.
On Sunday morning, when we went to school, our parents got up early to prepare our sheets, bedding and other items. So that we can grab a good bed.
After packing up our things, we set off. Before leaving, my grandmother cried very sadly - when my sister and her sisters lived in the school, she also cried sadly.
I told her, "I'll be back on Friday!" ”
Hua Ling: "......"
Li Kailong - wiping tears.
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When we arrived at Manda Street, we entered the school early after eating and waited for the dormitory staff to open the door.
The dormitory building is divided into two floors, with female students living on the top and male students living on the bottom. There are eight rooms on each floor, each with sixteen beds – three beds on the left and right sides of the dormitory wall, and two in the middle.
We were standing guard at the door of the first dormitory because it was the closest to the cafeteria. At that time, Xiao Lizi and I chose the bed number near the door.
According to my grandmother, my mom missed me so much that night that she came into school on Monday morning, when we had just moved into the school and gave us breakfast.
I was surprised to see my mom coming, so I asked her a little angrily, "Why did you do this?" ”
And I was angry at the time, I thought my mother was a child, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to be independent!!
When we moved into the school, the first big problem we faced was the bullying of our seniors......
At that time, our classmates lived in our dormitory - Ma Jielong from Nanmuwan, Qiao Yingli, Ma Niuer, Chen Zhenzhen from Shaligou, Zhu Chunnan, Wang Yun, and one senior from the fifth grade and four seniors from the sixth grade.
In this way, the five most vicious people in the school actually lived in the same dormitory with us!
At first, the five of them often called the classmates next door to our dormitory to smoke and drink, play cards all night, and observe us all the time. Then, it wasn't long before they started bullying us!
They often rummage over our beds, play with our mosquito nets, sheets and bedding with cigarette butts, trick us into smoking and drinking, stealing our clothes, and using our toiletries wastefully.
even asked Zhu Chunnan and Chen Zhenzhen to use their meal tickets to give them food, wash clothes, and carry foot water.
So much so that most of them only returned to school on Monday morning, and they were too scared to come on Sunday afternoon. And Ma Niuer even rolled up and hurried away, and became a day student.
We didn't dare to be angry, nor did we dare to talk to our teachers and parents, so we spent the most painful and unforgettable three weeks of living in the school.
Until one day, waiting for our group to return to the dormitory, we found that our bed had been turned over again, and Chen Jinlong had stupidly hidden the meal ticket under the pillow.
So when he found out that his meal ticket was gone, he was very sad and kept crying, and we were all silent and could only hand him the towel.
I was also very angry at the time, so I asked them to go to the back mountain with me, saying that I had a way! And they were also suspicious, so they went to the back mountain with me.
When we got to the back mountain, I said to them, "We can only fight them in a decisive battle!" ”
This method of fighting them was conceived and planned for a long time when we were first bullied.
When they heard this, Wang Jingui first questioned me: "There are so many of them, how can they resist it?" ”
Then he said: "The four sixth-graders will graduate in a semester and a half, as long as we get through to that time, we will be relieved!" ”
So I said to him angrily, "I can't wait a moment now!" "Then I made two key points.
I said to them, "Why did the five of them let Zhu Chunnan and Chen Zhenzhen do those 'tasks' instead of letting us do them?" The main thing is that we are always inseparable. And our inseparability indirectly makes them afraid and dare not go too far! ”
Finally, I also made the most crucial point: "There are many of them, but are we not many?" We also have brothers! ”
I went on to say to them, "We can turn to those brothers of ours for help. Although they have graduated and are studying at Shangyou, we can use their afternoon waiting time in Manda to help us fight them! ”
Seeing that they were a little hesitant, I continued, "Are you willing to be bullied by them? We are here to study, so why should we accept their unwarranted bullying? We didn't do anything wrong, did we? Are they a grade or two above us, and we are going to be willing to be bullied by them for no reason? There are many of them, and there are not many of us! ”
In the end, we have a strong collective consciousness: we must defeat them completely!
Back in the village, we met at the Garden Course. Then we went to one of our brothers. And they said that they wanted us to buy them cigarettes, melon seeds, and drinks, and they agreed.
So we discussed it together, and after weighing the pros and cons, we agreed!
On Sunday, we assembled two teams: one was our brothers, and the other was the students we assembled last Friday, Tang Jiabao, Liu Haiyi, Wang Hewen, Feng Yuquan, Chen Taotao, and Qin Jingdong, six of them.
In the afternoon, the five seniors arrived at the school one after another, so my classmates and I came to the door of our dormitory and called them out, and there were many onlookers at that time.
When they came out, we told them to find their people, and finally went to the branch under the grave hill on the west side of the school to fight us.
When one of the seniors heard this, he jumped and shouted like thunder, saying ugly and threatening words to us.
After informing them, most of us came to the agreed place to wait for them, and our brothers were waiting with us.
Seeing that they were still feeling a little nervous, I said to them, "Be prepared, don't be afraid, don't be soft!" "And our brothers put our minds at ease!
Immediately after that, we began to pick people, and I took the lead in saying to them: "Wang Jingui and I will solve the senior who was jumping like thunder and jumping just now." ”
After we picked "our own people", everyone looked high-spirited and full of strength!
In the end, the seniors and his party were also invited to the scene, but only a total of thirteen people came, and there was a group of people who came to watch the battle secretly.
They saw our line-up and were visibly panicked. Then their messengers came to speak, and we sent Wang Jingui.
Wang Jingui agreed with us in advance, and told them that we could only use fists and feet.
After hearing this, the other party agreed rudely, so Wang Jingui immediately scuffled with him, and our group quickly rushed up.
After two or three minutes, they were quickly penetrated by us!
In the end, everything went very happily, but suddenly there was an accident. At that time, we happily pursued the victory, but our classmate, Tang Jiabao, was so excited that he actually picked up a small stone with sharp edges and corners from the ground, and threw it at the head of one of the other party's seniors as if jokingly.
And with a shout and cry, blood flowed from the senior's head.
Immediately after that, our brothers said goodbye to us, and we quickly ran back to school. And those students who came to watch the game quickly spread the news.
We were so scared at the time, several of our teammates were still shaking unconsciously, and poor Tang Jiabao was also being reprimanded, but he was already gone.
I even told him firmly: "I will bear all the consequences!" ”
Because I was the mastermind, I was not only panicked, but my mind was also extremely hot, and then I had super intense dizziness, and my heart was already shattered......
I was thinking, "Am I going to be arrested, am I going to be expelled from the school?!" After that, I quickly thought of my parents, the elders who were optimistic about me, and the head teacher Liu Yuxiu!!
Sure enough, the senior who was injured by accident, with the help of his friends, went to the health center about 200 meters below the first branch to treat the wound.
Fortunately, Tang Jiabao didn't throw it much at that time, but because the stone had sharp edges and corners, he still broke his head. So the senior's father came to the school and told our principal Wang Yunwen about it vexatiously.
The school also took this matter seriously and launched a comprehensive investigation into it.
In the evening of the same day, I stood in two rows with my teammates, classmates and seniors in the office of our principal Wang Yunwen.
He called our homeroom teacher and our parents in turn and asked them to come to school, as well as the day students who participated in the decisive battle, Tang Jiabao and the parents of the six others, and brought them to the school in person. And when he got the notice, he asked us, "Why is that?" ”
At that time, two of our teammates cried unconsciously, so we also sobbed one after another and remained silent.
After some time, our homeroom teacher Liu Yuxiu and the other party's homeroom teacher came! When she saw us doing this, she asked us, "Why are you doing this?" ”
We remain aggrieved and silent. So she led us out and asked us to line up for her to explain what had happened.
After explaining clearly, she first calmed us down, and then strode into Principal Wang Yunwen's office and explained the overall situation to him. After that, she naturally turned around and taught the seniors a lesson very angrily.
After some time, Tang Jiabao and their parents arrived, and they also stood with us, and everyone bowed their heads and remained silent.
Eventually, both of our parents arrived. I thought our parents were going to beat us up and embarrass us even more.
But when they understood the overall situation, they firmly supported us and reasoned with the seniors opposite!
And Tang Jiabao's parents are still honored that they helped us! The scales of victory are gradually tilting in our favor!
In the end, our parents raised funds to pay for the medical expenses of the injured senior. The five initiators were deprived of the right to live in the school and were punished with a major demerit. The accomplices' seniors were given demerits. We also received punishment for failing to inform the school in time and making claims without permission.
However, Ms. Liu Yuxiu explained to us and our parents that we would not be punished with demerits! And she was so pleased with our unity!
At that time, as the mastermind, I was finally relieved of this! At the same time, I am also grateful to Mr. Liu Yuxiu for his help to us!!
8. Going in the opposite direction
After this experience, my classmates and I became "famous" in school! And we indirectly "ruled" the fifth and sixth grades by this and important unity. As a result, we naturally had a very happy, free, free and romantic life in the school!
After school in the afternoon, we happily played the childhood games of our generation - happily playing basketball with bare feet, playing football, badminton, table tennis, shuttlecock kicking, skipping rope, sandbag games, newspaper games we played in the village and all kinds of games!!
But more and more, after gradually losing our constraints, we also gradually lost ourselves......
At that time, the first thing my teammates and classmates did after they lost themselves was to fall in love. Their targets started with our class, and then came to the 5th and 6th graders.
In our class, Chen Jinlong and Wang Jingui fell in love with a female classmate at the same time, and in the end they almost started to do it!
At that time, I was most tormented by the admiration of most of the female classmates in my class and the senior sisters......
As soon as I entered the classroom, most of the female classmates would jokingly call me by name.
At the end of class, they would come to me and sit next to me and chat. Sometimes they would confess to me and ask me to choose one of them to be better with her.
Sometimes, they and the senior sisters would write me love letters and even fight for me.
I would like to take this opportunity to sincerely apologize to them: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you at the time, I hope you can forgive me!" ”
At that time, because there were so many suitors, my friends and I gradually became unfamiliar. And that's what I'm most afraid of!
At that time, even my best friend, Xiao Lizi, he actually began to shake our friendship because of this!
So I had to be extremely cold to those female classmates who admired me, and even spoke disrespectfully to them.
And the effect was immediate—they slowly wore away the enthusiasm they had for me at the time. But under my series of reverse operations, the relationship between me and my friends is gradually warming!
In the end, my friends also made their favorite girlfriends one after another, so only me and Xiao Lizi were single. Because of this, in my future junior high school, high school and even college, I will always keep a certain distance of fear of the opposite sex.
After my friends got their girlfriends, they became even more undisciplined - they learned the basic smoking, drinking, and taking in their younger brothers. Of course, these bad habits of theirs were a very normal phenomenon in our environment at that time.
Our good friends used to get along very well, but often because of girls, they sometimes gradually became estranged from me against their will, and talked to me in a weird way. And I treated them like this, so I had to leave them for a while.
At that time, except for Xiao Lizi, I and my other three friends in the same village had the first estrangement in terms of interpersonal relationships.
Friendship is like a delicate drifting bottle, when there is a rift, most of us try to make up for it, after all, there is still nothing to be done. And what we can do is to bless each other generously in our hearts, and in the end we will gradually drift apart!!
9. Broken wings
Even if I lived in the school and got rid of the constraints of my parents, I also solved the obstacles encountered in the school, but at that time, I was still handy in learning, and I pointed at the first-class middle school in Qingyun County-Qingyun Middle School!
On the one hand, I am used to this, and on the other hand, it is to repay Liu Yuxiu's class teacher for his kindness to me! And this is also an important reason why I still resolutely abide by my duties and be strict with myself in the face of various temptations after I broke away from the constraints of my parents and lived in the school.
In the continuous state of hot learning, we ushered in a catastrophic news - Liu Yuxiu, the head teacher, suddenly fell ill!
It was a Monday morning less than two months into the start of our fourth grade. As usual, we waited quietly and regularly in the classroom for our homeroom teacher Liu Yuxiu, but what we were waiting for was the news that our Dong Yuyu language teacher suddenly came in and told us - the homeroom teacher Liu Yuxiu fell ill.
She seemed a little overwhelmed and said to us: "Our teacher Liu Yuxiu is sick, and now she is hospitalized in Qingyun County Nationalities Hospital, and in the next time, Teacher Teng Anyun, who teaches the fifth grade, will teach." ”
One of our classmates asked her, "When will our homeroom teacher Liu Yuxiu come back?" Teacher Dong Yu replied in embarrassment that she didn't know.
In the end, she also said to us cheerfully: "Even if Teacher Liu Yuxiu is sick and does not come to our class, we must study hard, and when she recovers and comes back to teach us, we can give her a big surprise in learning!" "We were all relieved!
But after that, we were informed of the news that our head teacher Liu Yuxiu was seriously ill.
I remember when we went back to school for the fourth grade, she did look a lot thinner than before, but she looked much more refreshed!
After that, our teacher Dong Yu said that Teacher Liu Yuxiu resigned and went to a big hospital to see a doctor, and she asked our teacher Dong Yu to let her talk to us - basically let us study hard and achieve good results in the end!
So since then, I haven't seen our homeroom teacher Liu Yuxiu or any news about her......
10. Re-elevation
Later, the school arranged for Mr. Dong Yu to be our homeroom teacher and Mr. Teng Anyun to teach us mathematics.
At that time, when Mr. Teng Anyun took over our mathematics, most of us were very critical of him, and he was helpless. At that time, I stayed on the last Friday that Liu Yuxiu's homeroom teacher taught us......
When I was cut off from Liu Yuxiu's supervision of me, I gradually became self-defeating - my grades in language and mathematics plummeted.
Eventually, I got back together with my friends, but there were some things that I still stood up to!
In this way, I casually made it through my fourth grade—my future was bleak and dark. And it wasn't until the fifth grade that Dong Yu's head teacher was in a Chinese class!
In the fourth Chinese class at that time, Dong Yu's homeroom teacher asked us to study on our own and write homework, while she was reviewing our essays at the large desk on the podium.
But suddenly, she told us to stop, and then she praised me by name, saying that I had written so well that time.
I remember that the subject of that essay at that time was the story of me and my grandfather fishing in the lotus reed lake.
Finally, our homeroom teacher Dong Yu recited my essay on the podium and circulated it to my classmates after it was over.
I was shocked because I wrote the essay quite casually. But since then, I have gradually fallen in love with Chinese lessons and ushered in a precious rebirth!
11. Energy pillars
Because I had a bit of an unnecessary estrangement with my friends, and I was tired of it, I needed to find a place to stay. And so, the magic came!
At that time, in the last few minutes of the last class on a Wednesday afternoon, we were sitting in the classroom waiting for the end of class to eat. At this time, Principal Wang Yunwen came to our classroom and greeted our teacher Teng Anyun, and asked all of us, "Is there any student who would like to go with me to our school library to help?" ”
The reason for this is that someone will come and deliver the books donated to our school. But the situation was urgent, and he didn't have time to make arrangements in advance, so he asked us to hurry up and help clean the library.
Because the meeting was about to be served, and it was very hard to do it, and there was no reward, most of us were quite reluctant.
I had the same idea at the time, but the thought of it was that helping out with the cleaning would allow me to get away from my friends for a while! So I followed the few students who had already raised their hands, and also raised their hands firmly.
At that time, when they saw that I was going to help, some of the female students in our class also raised their hands. The original team of five people has also expanded to a team of more than a dozen people in an instant.
After arriving at the library, we quickly and happily cleaned all aspects of the library!
And I was also happy to chat with the female classmates who came with my class from the bottom of my heart, and before that, I had not felt so free for a long time!
Stargate! Unintentionally, I opened a copy of the Tao Te Ching as luck as I could! And I was instantly depicted by the content and scenes in the book, and carried out a high-dimensional dream linkage!
At the time, all I could do was clean the dust off the book. And in my opinion at the time, reading books that had nothing to do with "studying" was a waste of time and a waste of business.
But after I quickly flipped through the "Book of Heaven" - it was like opening the top treasure chest and seeing all kinds of rare treasures treasured in the top treasure chest, and I was very happy in my heart!
My heart was trembling like I knew the secrets of the heavens. And this secret is still very little known at present! So my whole person instantly became magnificent!
I was thinking, "How could I have missed such an incredible place for so long?!" At the same time, I also felt helpless and sad because I had calculated that I would not be able to read all the books in the library in the next and even in the time of graduation.
But then I quickly connected - elementary school can have a library, is there no junior high school? When the time comes, I will only have more and more comprehensive books than I have in the library of my current elementary school!!
With that in mind, I quickly came up with a plan to read as much as I could!
Finally, our group happily cleaned the library and went to the cafeteria to eat. And Principal Wang Yunwen should have made arrangements in place - we arrived at the cafeteria and ate a steaming delicious meal freshly fried!
After eating and bathing, I went to the library to read books happily and proudly!
When I arrived at the library, there were still a few sixth-grade seniors and seniors reading books at a few desks in the library, while I went to the place I had just cleaned and took out the Tao Te Ching from the bookshelf!
The sixth-grade siblings were not very friendly to me at first because they "violated" their "territory" on me, a newcomer......
Although I was also aware of it, I still read the "Book of Heaven" with my head stiff, silently, and cherished. At this point, I gradually developed a good habit of loving reading!
At that time, I also saw Zhang Xiu and Ma Famei and the two of them enter the library affectionately.
I was shocked. Then he used the "Book of Heaven" in his hand to cover his face. The two classmates, who usually look quiet in the classroom and don't talk much, still have such a close relationship!
When the two of them came in, they held hands, turned left and right, and finally found me.
When they saw me, they both looked surprised and overwhelmed. Immediately after, I greeted both of them, and they both responded to me. In the end, I promised both of them that I wouldn't tell them!
Also ask when the two of them will come to the library? The two of them replied to me that they would come often as long as they had time in the afternoon.
Finally they both sat down next to me. The three of us were just like that, in a very warm atmosphere for me, happily reading the precious books in our hands. To be precise, I have one in my own hands, and the two of them read the same copy.
I happily stayed in the library until it was time for our evening self-study! Finally, I told Ma Famei: "Don't tell the girls in our class about me in the library." ”
But the next day, when I took Xiao Lizi to the library, the female classmates in my class who pursued me also followed. Xiao Lizi was also at a loss for what to do.
At that time, when I went into the library, they followed me into the library. I went to the bookshelf, and they followed me there. We took our favorite books and sat down at the desks, and they sat down next to them.
I wasn't against them doing that. On the contrary, if my actions affect them – let them gain valuable knowledge about the enlightened life in the process of studying, then it will be my virtue!
But it was unsatisfactory - they were chatting and making noise as if no one was around, and they kept asking me all kinds of questions......
The first few times, the sixth-grade brothers and sisters who were disturbed by my "personal reasons" to come here to read, as well as the younger students who were younger than us, have been patient with this. And I tried to persuade them, but they did, so I was always worried about it.
Until one day, several sixth-grade sisters couldn't bear it anymore and spoke out to stop their uncivilized behavior. So, they quarreled in the library, and in the end there was an inevitable conflict......
The end result is that the sixth-grade sisters have chosen to take books to the classroom to read since then.
And the female students in our class also realized that chatting and making noise in the library had a bad impact, and at the same time, because reading books was boring, they rarely came!
At this point, I have truly ushered in my fairy spring - I can read those "extracurricular books" with confidence and joy!
Because I have read a lot of "extracurricular books", I have been writing essays in the future, and I have naturally written like a god!
With the great recognition and praise of Dong Yu's class teacher for my composition, I also gradually increased my energy!
Once, she wrote four words in one of my essays in a serious and powerful handwriting - will be a talent! And in the future, when I was in high school, our homeroom teacher Yang Meiling also commented on me.
I was shocked at first, and then I was very adamantly disagreeing with it. Because I knew then why I was like that?
But in the future, when I encountered many unexpected challenges in the process of starting my business, and when I was in danger and close to collapse, I often remembered these precious words of encouragement for me!
When I recall the pure motives and original intentions of those expectations and my own actions, I quickly filled up my energy, planted the cause again, prepared to go, and bravely moved forward again and again, thus getting out of many predicaments!!