After a moment's pause, I said, "Yesterday, what happened?" ”

Qingqing's sudden question made me tremble.

Although I have retained my language function and my basic life skills, if I don't mention it, outsiders will not be able to detect my abnormality. However, I am well aware that if I am normal, there are several difficult sequelae in the process of forcing myself to return to normal social interactions - I need to repeatedly identify who I am, I need to recite my relationship with the people around me, I will ask others about my impressions of myself and subconsciously revise my behavior to be more like my past self. I'm afraid of seeing people I knew in the past and can't remember now, and I'm afraid of everything around me that is high decibels. I'm careful all day long, for fear that triggering a butterfly can change everything......

Earlier, when Qingqing helped me up, I noticed that my original clothes had been removed, and I was wearing a white bathrobe with a mark embroidered on the chest of the bathrobe, and the words "Star Club" were embroidered.

The Star Club? Oh, it's the dungeon!

What happened after I was scooped up?

How did I get back to this home?

I had so many questions that I hadn't asked yet, but I was blown away by Qingqing's questions.

"You came back unconscious. The young master took you back to the bedroom, and then you slept all the time. At first, my face was a little red, my body was a little hot, and my breathing was still steady. At night, you start to ache, shiver and sweat, and curl up in a ball...... Then, Dr. Li came, and Dr. Li gave you an injection and hung up the water. It took a long time for you to settle down......"

At this time, there are medicine bottles on the bedside table that have not been processed in time. There is also a basin of water on the side, and towels hang from the edge of the basin. I can imagine the chaos last night.

"Sorry for the trouble, thank you."

Hearing my thanks, Qingqing squirmed.

She hesitated for a moment before saying, "Actually, the person who takes care of Miss Selangor is not me, it's the young master......"

"Huh?" I couldn't believe my ears.

Ritsu Sho Chuan?

He took care of me......

"Wipe sweat and feed medicine...... It's all done by the young master himself. Before I could recover from the first wave of shock, Qingqing continued, "When you were in pain, the young master kept holding your hand tightly. Secretary Gao called him, but he ignored him. has been guarding you, for fear that something will happen to you. After dawn, you burn away and your face returns to normal. He just left. ”

My throat was very sore, and I tried to pronounce it clearly: "The young master you are talking about, is it Lu Zhaochuan?" ”

"yes."

I blurted out: "How can it be ......"

Qingqing was cautious: "Miss Selangor, I don't know what happened to you. Yesterday, the young master's appearance scared me a lot...... I've never seen him look so desperate...... The young master has a bad temper, but he actually has a good heart. Can you please not be angry with him......"

I nodded.

"Really!"

The last image I saw before I lost consciousness completely was when Ritsu Zhaochuan pushed aside the crowd of onlookers and jumped towards me, and under the water, he took my hand.

It was he who saved me.

"Miss Selangor, let me tell you a secret, I have seen the young master's ......"

Halfway through Qingqing's speech, her voice suddenly disappeared, and she picked up the empty bowl: "I'll go to Miss Selangor to serve porridge!" She obviously didn't say that to me. As soon as she finished speaking, she flew away. I was also surprised to find an "uninvited guest" at the door.

Ritsu Zhaochuan stood silently by the door. Is he sorry for me, or is he angry? His face was half hidden in the dark, and I couldn't read any of his thoughts.

Since I have learned from Qingqing that he took care of me last night and did his best, I am naturally grateful. But I felt angry. If he hadn't deliberately tried to embarrass me, I wouldn't have stumbled. However, if he hadn't gone into the water in time to catch me, I'm afraid I would have died of anger by now. These two emotions are tangled and biting in my chest, and neither has the upper hand.

I don't speak, and he's not ready to speak. We looked at each other in silence, and all kinds of emotions passed through the strange silence.

"Don't look like you want to say something, just say whatever you want!" He was the first to break the silence.

How could it be that I have something to say!

“…… I don't think it's a good place to be. You still don't want to go in the future. ”

I thought it was weird. I would say such a thing, and in a persuasive tone.

His face sank: "You can't be addicted to pretending to be my sister, and you actually taught me a lesson!" ”

My eyelids jumped.

Ritsu Zhaochuan crossed the threshold and strode straight towards me, he supported the head of the bed with one hand, and his cold face instantly approached me. I was startled by his sudden action and looked at him with round eyes. I could also see the damp ends of his hair and smell the shower lotion.

In those black eyes, I saw my own shadow, a cautious under the fence, an overly cramped escape. His eyes easily peeled away my bluff.

"Y-What else do you want to do?" I stuttered because I was nervous.

"Why the hell, you are not even afraid of death, but you dare not recognize me!" He confronted me with anger.

I'm in awe—

Recognize...... He said, "Recognize?"

My gaze wandered back and forth over his face. There are tiny codes hidden in the eyebrows and corners of the mouth, and if you read them carefully, you can find out the most real emotions. For the first time, I looked at him seriously. I saw that his bloodshot eyes hid the fatigue that could not be washed away by water; There is an urgent anger that no one understands; And beneath the leaping flames there was a wandering sorrow......

Suddenly, a hot flashes rushed to my eyes.

I was dying: "We used to know ......"

Ritsu Zhaochuan frowned: "What do you mean?" ”

Hoarse and fluttering, like a dilapidated mechanical oscillating bearing: "I can't remember the past." ”

We have crossed paths, and now he is the only one who remembers......

Guilt crept over me.

My reply completely angered Ritsu Zhaochuan, and he opened his hand to pinch my jaw: "Don't remember? You've got a good excuse! ”

"It is traumatic total amnesia, memory impairment caused by changes in the symphysis of the cerebral cortex. More than a year ago, I woke up in shock from drowning and couldn't remember what I had ever remembered. ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan was shocked, and his gaze became extremely dangerous: "What did you say?" ”

"I have amnesia."

Lu Zhaochuan described a stasis and lost his mind to look at me. Obviously, this answer was completely unexpected.

I know it's hard to believe......

Even I couldn't believe it. I still remember the moment I woke up from the hospital, my brain was empty and silent, and there was no sound. I stared at the ceiling and asked myself repeatedly: Who am I? What do I like?

He was like a rapidly withering plant, instantly dissipating his anger, and the hand that pinched my jaw suddenly drooped. Slowly and clearly, he asked, "So, you don't remember the past, and you don't remember me?" ”

I nodded.

To this day, I am still tossing and turning in a huge snow-white and empty space. There is no beginning, no end, not even footprints......

Ritsu Zhaochuan's expression suddenly became terrifying. I suddenly realized that something was wrong, and speculated in horror: Could it be that I had hurt him! Yes, why should I think that the past that I have forgotten is friendship rather than violence. With his domineering attitude, I may have stumbled on him! It must be like this! We have a holiday, which is why he is capricious and irritable......

"Ah......h

Suddenly, it was as if hundreds of ants were crawling through my cerebral cortex, and the unbearable pain hit my head, and I couldn't help but hold my head and scream in pain.

Ritsu Zhaochuan: "...... What happened to you! ”

I forced myself to look up in pain, and at this time, my vision was completely white, and I expressed my heart in the direction of his voice: "If I have hurt you, can I ask you not to hate me too much." You see, I have received retribution. ”

I have no past and no future of chaos, and I am essentially a sad shell.

Ritsu Zhaochuan didn't answer, and I was greeted by a complete silence.

The pain took me out of my mind......

I had a fever and allergies, and I was in bed for days. Due to the combination of old and new diseases, this illness was more serious than any previous illness. I indulged in a nightmare, and the horror theater played continuously, with no end time. Even if you wake up briefly, the moment you turn your head, you immediately fall into a dream. To my grief, my nightmares were repetitive and singular, and the theme was always escape, and I was holding a log, floating and sinking in the water.

During my illness, Mr. Lil came back for a visit. At that time, I was falling asleep in a daze, and in a daze, I saw Mr. Lu and Secretary Gao standing in front of my bed. I tried to get up and say hello, but my limbs were limp. Mr. Lu hurriedly told me not to move, and told Secretary Gao to take good care of me in stern terms, and Secretary Gao agreed again and again. In a daze, I heard Mr. Lu ask Secretary Gao, "Where is Lu Zhaochuan?" Secretary Gao replied: "The young master has gone to Hangzhou." "He's not serious." Mr. Lil commented.

I vaguely remember that I hadn't seen him since I talked to him that night.

After a week, I was finally back to normal. In the morning, I walked out of the room with a loudspeaker, and in the high music of "The Eighth Radio Gymnastics", I moved my arms and legs regularly. I didn't dare to ignore the doctor's explanation, and I should exercise quickly to enhance my physique.

I'm doing morning exercises. Suddenly, the door of the white house opposite opened with a "bang", and Ritsu Zhaochuan appeared behind the door.

Ritsu Terukawa is back!

He had messy hair and an impatient face, and he hated my loud trumpet, which he sang so hard.

He said, "It's closed! ”

I was slightly stunned and came back to my senses. He replied "oh" and quickly flipped the switch on the loudspeaker. Ritsu Zhaochuan closed the door, and I continued to bend over and press my legs, but a myriad of questions popped up in my head—may I ask him about our past? Maybe he knows the boy in my photo box!

Just as I was thinking, the door opened again behind me, I turned around, and saw Ritsu Zhaochuan striding in front of me with a paper bag, he shoved the paper bag in his hand into my arms, turned around, and the door closed again.

I was stunned to open the paper bag and find my blue and white striped shirt and jeans inside.

It's the ...... I lost that day.

I was speechless as I held the paper bag.

The sun was so thick that my cheeks were hot.