Ritsu Tsurukawa disappeared again.

That day, I sat in the yard with the medicine box in my arms and waited for a long, long time. Wait until the sky is completely dark, and wait until Secretary Gao, Aunt Luo, and Qingqing all come back. Neither of them reappeared. Of course, no one asked.

For dinner, there were only a few people.

Ritsu Zhaochuan did not appear. Secretary Gao didn't even react to this. After thinking about it again and again, I finally asked, "Secretary Gao, is Young Master Lu having dinner?" ”

The first step of my temptation was fiercely rejected by Secretary Gao: "It's good that Miss Selangor cares about her own affairs, and Miss Selangor's affairs don't have to worry about Miss Selangor." ”

I won't say more.

She shouldn't have known about the Lotus River, otherwise, she wouldn't be so indifferent.

This night, the white house of Ritsu Zhaochuan was dark all night.

I tossed and turned, and finally realized the inconvenience of not having a mobile phone.

This anxiety was not dispelled until an unexpected visitor arrived the next morning.

At that time, I was standing face to face with the "professor", and now, I have completely taken over the task of feeding the professor from Qingqing, of course, only in Ritsu Zhaochuan's absence......

The professor took the melon seeds from my hand, peeled them leisurely, and ate them happily. Suddenly it fluttered its wings and was in a bad mood. I turned my head and found that Su Weining was standing not far behind me, and when he saw that I found him, he immediately changed his expression, raised his hand and waved, and grinned brightly.

He called me, "Sister! ”

I was stunned, put down the "professor's" food box, and walked towards him. He had a band-aid on his forehead, and the corners of his lips were slightly cracked and crusted. Ritsu Zhaochuan didn't hit him hard. I stood still in front of him, beckoned to his ear, and whispered, "Su Weining, you have been fighting with Young Master Lu, why do you dare to come here to hang out?" ”

Su Weining straightened up: "I know he's not here." ”

"Why are you fighting?"

"He did something wrong!!" Su Weining said confidently.

"So, to resort to violence?"

"Anyway, it's not my fault......"

At this moment, I was not standing in front of a young man taller than me, but a young student who had just entered school.

I patted him on the arm: "If Secretary Gao knows you're going to be finished......"

At the mention of Secretary Gao, the child's face changed, and his hard tone softened slightly: "I was really ruthless, he had to hide for a few more days, and he would come back when the bruises were all gone." ”

"So, do you know where he is?"

"Hmm. Anyway, he's fine. ”

Knowing that Ritsu Zhaochuan was fine, my heart suddenly felt a little more relieved.

"Don't talk about him-" Su Weining looked at me with round black eyes and said coquettishly, "Sister, I'm so bored, you can play with me!" ”

Me: "......"

Recently, "Yuemingxuan" has been very lively, it was Lin Xuanyan who visited every day, but now it has been replaced by Su Weining.

Su Weining reports on time every day, which is comparable to clocking in to work.

He brought books, toys, and a digital game console, and asked me to play with him.

So, we sat in front of the TV, each holding a gamepad and killing in the dark; Or watching a movie with a snack in hand, or a comedy, we laugh back and forth. It's a tragedy, and we draw tissues from each other. Su Weining also downloaded a set of 3D player production tutorials from the Internet, and after three hours of fiddling, a white jellyfish fluttered on the table, and we looked at it stupidly in front of the table for a long time. His skill of saying bad jokes is back online. Every time I hear him say a bad joke, I laugh out loud.

Su Weining was a little proud: "Obviously, they don't understand, and they accuse me of being cold in jokes, but my sister understands me best!" ”

"I've done that before?"

"You used to ......"

He paused sharply, his expression frozen on his face.

I chased after me: "What was I before?" ”

Su Weining looked at me: "Sister, what do you want to ask?" ”

"Ritsu Zhaochuan should tell you about my amnesia. You think I'm pitiful, so take the trouble to take care of me and try to make me laugh. Right? ”

Su Weining did not answer immediately.

I continued: "Su Weining, you also knew me before, right? ”

When he saw me that day, his eyes turned red. This is by no means a surprise that "this person is like two people before and after the swelling has subsided".

His shocked appearance was something I will never forget.

I think, Su Weining, he is not an outsider, he also knows my past.

I recited my family relationships, my past history, my preferences. But those have always been words and data written on paper for me, and I can't fully connect with them. I've tried to leave the past behind and live a good life, even though I've always woken up from my fear. Until, when I got here, I met Ritsu Zhaochuan, and I was surprised to learn that we knew each other before, and besides, Dad didn't know!

I'm sorting out all the information I know in my notebook, trying to find my memories. The seemingly scattered information, if found in a reasonable order, will surely be able to piece together the past that I have forgotten. Now, my past, which is tightly entangled in the mist, has finally been blown away by the wind, and perhaps, I only need to take a few steps forward, and a few more steps, and my past will be fully revealed......

I can't give up.

In the face of my aggressiveness, Su Weining remained silent.

It wasn't until the end that he looked up at me, and a sparkle flashed in his eyes: "Don't go over." It's good now, let's not go over. ”

If the memory is unbearable, the brain will actively erase the memory that it is difficult to bear in order to protect the person from living smoothly. Forgetting is a protective instruction from the brain.

Am I one of those ......

My hands were shaking, and my voice was shaking: "My past, isn't it, too bad to mention?" ”

Su Weining avoided my gaze.

He didn't say a word.

This counts, the default......

I heard my ghostly voice: "I got it......"

The heart in my chest instantly fell like a cliff, and my eyes shook and my breathing became difficult......

"Sister, are you okay?"

Somehow, I suddenly felt so emotional that I almost fainted......

I was immersed in the water, and the waves were coming, when a long vine was thrown into the water from the shore, and I opened my hand to catch it, but I missed it......

I sat up from my desk. With a pen in my hand, my notebook was spread out in front of me—ah, dreaming again.

Now, whenever I have free time, I start organizing the information I've gathered.

I know that sorting out a mess of threads is like finding a way out in the dark, which is not an easy task, and requires more care and patience. I told myself that I was not in a hurry, I couldn't be in a hurry......

I looked down at my records: my mom was blood type A, my dad was type B, and I was type A. Ritsu Zhaochuan, I saw it from the case booklet, he is type O. According to the blood group genetic table, the blood type combination of Mr. and Mrs. Li may be: A+A; B+B； A+B； O+A； O+B； O+O……

Ahh There is no way to deduce the blood types of Mr. and Mrs. Ritsu!

Moreover, I want to rely on blood group reasoning to prove that I am not actually related to Mr. Ritsu - this method is stupid!

"I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid!" I smashed myself in the head.

"Even if you hammer your head a hundred times, a stupid head is still a stupid head, and it is absolutely impossible to become smart!" There was a cold tone in my ears.

I looked up and saw Ritsu Terukawa standing outside my window. I immediately turned the notebook upside down.

"I'm back."

"Hmm." He whispered.

I looked at him, and his face was not bruised, and the traces of the fight were completely erased from time.

It was perfect.

"What did you dream about?" He asked.

I was surprised that he actually cared about me having nightmares.

I smiled, "It's corny. Didn't I fall into the water, I always dreamed that I was swept away by someone. It felt so real, I thought, could it be, it wasn't a dream, it was a real memory. ”

His face darkened: "It's hard? ”

"It's like a soul going out and wandering around. Very tired. If you're going to have a nightmare......"

"I have insomnia." Lu Zhaochuan said.

I instantly remembered the white bottles in his drawer. Unexpectedly, he was willing to be honest.

"You can't take too much sleeping pills, it's not good for your health."

"Hmm." Ritsu Zhaochuan once again cooperated with the response. Then, he asked, "What about you?" ”

"Me? Do you mean the 'nightmare' thing? Hahahahaha, there's not a remote control to control this kind of thing, and I can turn it off if I say no. ”

"Remote control?" He furrowed his eyebrows, and after a moment's pause, he said word by word, "I'll find you." ”

After saying this, Ritsu Zhaochuan turned around and walked towards his room. I watched in a daze as his figure disappeared behind the white door, and I raised my hand to pinch my face—

Ahhh Not a dream.

"Miss Selangor......" At this time, the voice of Ai Ai in the sunny period came from behind her. Pull me out of the strange atmosphere of "harmony and friendship" that I had before.

Seeing her embarrassed, I asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Miss Star...... Miss Xing, she said she wanted to see you. ”

"See me?" I was stunned, "Why?" ”

Qingqing said that Miss Xing was extremely sorry for her attitude last time, and she wanted to come to the door to apologize. However, because she was a patient and couldn't leave the hospital, she asked Qingqing to invite me to go to the hospital again. Of course, she'll explain it to me.

"Miss Xing returned the chicken soup that Aunt Luo boiled in its original form, and she said that she would not drink it unless you go to see her." Qingqing was completely panicked, "Miss Selangor, I don't know what to do, you can also see that the young master feels very sorry for Miss Xing, if you let the young master know......"

"Got it. I'll go. ”

I think I have some responsibility for this. If I can solve the problem, it won't be difficult to make a trip.

Carrying today's amount of thermos pot, Qingqing and I went out. As soon as the two of them walked out of the gate, they bumped into Su Weining head-on.

"Young Master Ning!"

"Sister, where are you going?" Su Weining stared at me.

"Qingqing and I went to visit a patient in the hospital. Young Master Lu has returned, you two don't ...... anymore Naughty. ”

"Patient?" Su Weining glanced at the thermos pot in Qingqing's hand, "The patient my sister said can't be Xin Xiaoxing, right?" ”

I was slightly shocked, this kid is really perceptive.

"Why did my sister go to see her?" Su Weining once again exerted her curious baby's nature, and insisted on breaking the casserole to ask to the end. I knew I couldn't hide it, so I told him a little bit about what had happened before.

"In short, I also have a responsibility to ......"

Su Weining narrowed his eyes slightly: "I'm going too!" Sister, I'll go with you! ”

"What?"

I wasn't the only one who was surprised, and Qingqing's eyes widened from the side.

"If you don't let me follow, I'll tell Ritsu Zhaochuan everything now!"

Wow, this kid, it's a demon!