I sat alone in the small courtyard outside the kitchen and chose the food, and my thoughts were racing. "Suicide leads to mercy rather than love." The moment I said this, I regretted it, I saw Xin Xiaoxing's face like a candle being extinguished, and he lost his luster in an instant. Am I being too direct and cruel? I thought to myself. I hung my head, there seemed to be a figure in front of me, I looked up, there was no one in front of me, only the old tree in the empty courtyard and my loneliness.

I rubbed my eyes. At that time, I still thought that maybe I was too tired, and I was always dazzled, thinking that I had seen Lin Xuanyan.

After choosing the dishes, I went back to my room, and when I passed by the white house of Ritsu Kawa, I suddenly heard a sharp cracking sound of objects, which was the sound of toppling wooden furniture and breaking porcelain items. Could it be that someone is fighting again! I instinctively stopped, followed the sound a few more steps, and I managed to catch up with the source of the loud noise......

I was standing right outside the floor-to-ceiling windows of the White House, and at this moment, the windows and curtains were open, and the interior was unobstructed. Ritsu Terukawa stood by the window. When did he come back? I was about to ask him what was wrong. Suddenly, a figure in the depths of the house rushed towards him—

It's Lin Xuanyan!

She rushed forward and grabbed his shoulders, her face tilted back and her red lips were raised......

Ritsu Zhaochuan pushed it away. He didn't have the slightest intention of pity for the fragrance and jade, and the shot was not light, and Lin Xuanyan fell out hard. She fell on the ground and sobbed for a long time.

"Ritsu Zhaochuan, that person is dead! Did you hear that? That man is dead! Don't be confused, she's not her, it's not enough for you to find a neurotic as a stand-in, you have to find another one! Lin Xuanyan raised her face and complained loudly, and there were two deep tear stains on her face.

"Who are you, why do you care about me!" I heard Ritsu Terukawa's extremely indifferent voice.

"I love you! For so many years, I have only looked at you, and in this world, only I understand you! ”

"Joke, who is rare you love." Ritsu Zhaochuan sneered unceremoniously.

I realized I was seeing something I shouldn't have seen and began to silently retreat.

But the sound of footsteps disturbed the people in the room, and Ritsu Zhaochuan quickly turned his head, and his angry gaze accurately caught me outside the window. A string in my chest snapped and my brain went blank.

I watched Ritsu Chuan walk briskly to the door. Then, the door of the white room opened, and he walked towards me.

The alarm bell sounded in my head, and I quickly turned around and ran away.

I quickly fled into the 'Moon Ming Xuan', and hurriedly pulled the door and locked it.

I thought it was safe.

I heard a rustling behind me.

I turned my head to look at it, and suddenly I felt like my heart was broken.

Ritsu Zhaochuan went straight through the atrium and came to my window, he raised his hand to support the window sill, climbed directly through the window, closed the window, dropped the window lock, and I opened the door lock in panic, Ritsu Zhaochuan had already grabbed me and pushed the door latch.

"What are you running away from?" Ritsu Terukawa approached me and forced me to question.

I am indeed weak-hearted, and the previous matter has not been resolved, and now I have provoked him again......

"I don't have a weak heart."

My soulless argument drew his anger even more. He grabbed my chin and pushed me forward step by step. I was so stumbling back that he stopped until my back hit the edge of the table. He leaned forward with one arm on the edge of the table, a natural cage that held me in a tight grip. I, on the other hand, could only breathe weakly and carefully, with my hands on my chest and my body leaning back as hard as I could, barely making room for a safe distance.

Why did I offend him again?

I pretended to be calm: "Ritsu Zhaochuan, what's wrong with you!" ”

He asked in a cold voice, "I warned you!" ”

I breathed deeply.

I have to be patient.

Yes, he had warned against trying to dig into his background his secrets and his weaknesses, but—

"I just accidentally passed by!"

"Accidentally? Pass by? Lu Zhaochuan repeated my words in a cold voice, his eyebrows narrowed, he grabbed a paper bag on my table, held it to me, and asked me in a questioning tone, "Then tell me, what is this?" ”

I stared at the unfamiliar paper bag, full of wonder, did I always have such a thing on my desk?

He rudely tore open the paper bag, which contained a boxy black velvet brocade box. Seeing that I was still sluggish, Lu Zhaochuan lifted the lid of the box, and a sparkling pearl necklace was lying in it......

I have such valuable jewelry in my room that I never found out?

"What's going on with this chain......"

"It's really good acting, you still have to pretend at this time, isn't this what Lin Xuanyan bought you!" Ritsu Zhaochuan yelled at me.

“……”

I suddenly understood something. My heart was pinched, and my eyes were dry and painful. His vision began to wander, and the objects in his foreground slowly blurred. I tried to keep my eyes on Ritsu Terukawa's face.

Yes, when Lin Xuanyan came to visit and said that she wanted to make friends with me, she did bring a lot of gifts and said that she would give them to me, but I didn't ask for them either! At that time, how did she take it, I sorted it out and asked her to take it back. I didn't even let go of the bag, how could I leave a fish that slipped through the net!

I felt something, but I wasn't clear enough. I can't say anything to defend myself.

"Just for this little thing......" Ritsu Zhaochuan sneered, "If it weren't for you, she wouldn't have had a chance to enter my house at all!" She didn't even dare to enter my room! ”

I'm like a lightning strike.

What does Ritsu Zhaochuan mean by this?

"You're so cheap!" He threw the brocade box out angrily, and there was a loud cracking sound, and my body shook violently with the sound.

A permanent giant spider climbs up the mirror on the wall.

"Lin Xuanyan gave me a gift, but I ...... all of them"

"Selangor! Selangor! Selangor! ”

- It's all back......

The shouting outside the window and the sound of slamming the window interrupted my defense. I turned my head and saw Lin Xuanyan standing outside the window and pounding the window violently.

She looked at me with tears in her eyes......

I was looking back at Rizhaochuan, and in the afterglow, I saw my nose move slightly: "You're right, I'm just very cheap." It's not a relative, I'm shy and living in your house for nothing, I'm a scoundrel! I am a scoundrel, and naturally I dare not pursue any elegant character and noble soul. Since I've been poked by you, I'll get out now! ”

As I spoke, trying to get out of his cage, Ritsu Teruma shoved me back into place.

He hung his head down and didn't look at me, his chest heaving.

It was a long time before he raised his eyes and glared at me again.

At some point, his eyes were bloodshot, as if they were about to drip blood from their pupils.

Somehow, I was scared. The more I saw the different faces of Ritsu Terukawa, the more scared I became.

"You owe me, pay it all off and leave!" He hated to drop the words, and walked away from the door.

Listening to his footsteps completely disappear, my legs went limp, and I completely collapsed on the chair.

Sure that Lu Zhaochuan would not turn back, Lin Xuanyan quietly came in through the main entrance.

She picked up the brocade box on the ground and the pearl necklace that had been thrown out, and walked timidly up to me.

"Is the necklace really yours?" I asked.

She made a small voice like a mosquito: "Hmm. ”

"Why?"

"I just wanted to thank you."

I felt sarcastic: "Thank you for being your clearance token for some reason?" ”

"There was a misunderstanding between me and Chuan, I just wanted to explain it to him in person, but he didn't see me......"

I looked at her quietly.

I should have known that it wasn't friendship.

I adjusted my breathing: "That day, the day we went to the hospital to visit, I saw you. Later, Lu Zhaochuan suddenly came to the hospital, and he was notified by you. ”

Lin Xuanyan bit her lower lip and didn't dare to say anything, which was a tacit acquiescence.

I stared at her sharply: "I have one more question - that day, the day I fell into the water at the Star Club, did you help me change my wet clothes?" ”

"Yes...... No, it's not...... I, I really want to help, it's Ritsu Zhaochuan who won't let me! He asked the other girls to change your clothes. ”

I nodded.

This, too, is fake.

Lin Xuanyan cried: "But, Selangor, what I said about admiring you is sincere!" I want to be friends with you sincerely! ”

I didn't respond to her, and I didn't know how to respond.

"Selangor ......"

She stepped forward to take my hand, and I raised my hand to avoid it.

"That's it, that's it." I say.

I got up to see her off, sent her and her necklace out the door, and closed the door.

"Selangor, Selangor, you listen to me......" she was unyielding outside the door.

"Miss Lin, please don't make a loud noise here, please leave." It's the voice of the high secretary. I don't know when she came, and how much did she hear about our conversation?

I don't know what Secretary Gao and Lin Xuanyan said. Those sounds ebb, like ebb, become distant background sounds. My heart is filled with all kinds of depressed emotions......

I looked out the window and at the sky.

Today's weather is sunny and the sky is as blue as the sea. I don't know if there are also blue whales in that blue that are not in line with others, whether they are happy or sad, and no one has heard of singing songs for decades.

A few days afterward. Lin Xuanyan has been trying to contact me. I avoided it. In this regard, Secretary Gao threw me a meaningful glance.

I also went to the hospital to visit Xin Xiaoxing, but I was in vain. "She's been with us for more than half a year, and I thought she was going to live for a long time, but she suddenly left!" The nurse at the front desk said so. "Isn't her injury still healed, where can she go?" I asked. Nurse: "Well, I don't know that. ”

Her injuries are not healed, where will she go? I hope she takes good care of her body. I thought.

When I returned to the lawyer's house, I asked Qingqing to help me get a copy of the "Licheng Evening News" to quench my homesick thirst. Qingqing replied apologetically: "No." "What does 'gone' mean?" "The young master said that our family will not subscribe to the newspaper in the future." I relented: "You don't need new newspapers, you can use old ones." "The old newspaper is gone, and there is not a single ...... left," Qingqing was also surprised, "I also suddenly found that it was not there." Do you know that although the young master doesn't read those newspapers, he is very precious to those newspapers. I thought I was going to be scolded, but the young master said it didn't matter. ”

After listening to Qingqing's words, I suddenly remembered. Newspapers, they were burned, and I saw them burned with my own eyes. I didn't realize at the time that the ashes I saw in the iron bucket were the last newspapers I saw. I can now be sure that the fire was lit by Ritsu Tsu River...... Why?

- Mu Selangor, don't forget that you are a parasitic fence, with no strength, and you can't even determine who you are. What are your abilities to bear the secrets of Ritsu Shocheon?

I immediately solemnly warned myself of the curiosity that was burning in my heart. Stop it from reaching out and scratching at things it shouldn't.

I thought that if I couldn't be sure that I could protect myself, the best thing to do was to stay out of danger.

If you don't approach, it's naturally safe.

So, don't be curious, don't ask.