[022] Night chat
Xu Chenzhiwu: "I don't know ......"
Later, I didn't hear what Xu Chen said. Because, outside the store, there is a car with a screeching noise and brakes sharply at the door of the store. I saw Ritsu Zhaochuan push the door and get out of the car and slam the door again, his gaze locked me through the glass store door, and he came straight to us with a fierce momentum.
I was horrified.
Lu Zhaochuan stood still in front of us, glanced at Xu Chen, and said to me with a smile: "What a coincidence." ”
Is this - coincidental?
"Ritsu Zhaochuan?"
Xu Chen saw who it was, and suddenly stood up, he couldn't hide his shock.
Lu Zhaochuan was relaxed: "Xu Chen, long time no see." ”
It turned out that they knew ......
Xu Chen hesitated and hesitated: "You-"
Lu Zhaochuan greeted Xu Chen "warmly", sat down beside me leisurely, and raised his hand to wrap his arm around my shoulder: "Xu Chen, I have to introduce you to this one, this is my sister, sister." ”
Sister?!
I was struck like lightning.
How could Lu Zhaochuan be like this...... Courteous?
Sister?! This was clearly the title he hated the most, and besides, he suspected that I was Mr. Ritsu's illegitimate daughter...... No, that's not right......
Xu Chenling looked at Lu Zhaochuan and slowly sat down.
Lu Zhaochuan patted me on the shoulder gently, the corners of his mouth went up, but there was no warmth in his eyes and said, "Mu Xuezhou, tell me yourself, are you my sister?" ”
The hand on Ritsu Kawa's face was gentle and affectionate, and the hand hidden under the belly of the table pinched my four fingers menacingly.
I'm sure to see him.
I don't know what kind of medicine he sells in his gourd.
See I don't answer.
The hand he hid under the table instantly increased its strength. I couldn't help the pain and let out a low exhalation.
Xu Chen immediately reached out and grabbed Lu Zhaochuan's arm, but Lu Zhaochuan grabbed his hand instead.
At the same moment, I bounced off my chair and pressed my back against the wall.
The two looked at each other, and there seemed to be a train bound for the cold winter between them, with a cold chill, speeding away.
Suddenly, Lu Zhaochuan smiled easily and patted Xu Chen's hand: "Old classmate, don't be nervous, it's a little late today, so we won't talk about the old days." You go home early and spend time with your fiancée. People who are going to get married, it's not good to hang out all the time. ”
Xu Chen's face suddenly sank, and he stood still.
Ritsu Zhaochuan opened his hand to clasp my wrist and pulled me out of the wall, I said sorry to Xu Chen, and was pulled out of the store by Ritsu Zhaochuan Ritsu Zhaochuan.
He has great strength, and he will not allow me to resist.
He pulled me to the front of the car, opened the door and pushed my head down, filling me in the seat like a package. I looked back at the store, and Xu Chen still maintained his original posture. As if his soul had been drained, he slumped slightly, looking a little pitiful.
Lu Zhaochuan held his mobile phone, quickly edited a message, and after clicking the send button, he threw the mobile phone rudely in front of the car, and then started the car.
Before his phone's screen went completely out, I caught a glimpse of the name of the person he was receiving the message to. It's Xu Chen.
Ritsu Zhaochuan stepped on the accelerator very deeply, and the car sped like a rainbow on the road.
Along the way, Ritsu Zhaochuan had a calm face, and I didn't speak.
I reached into my pocket. My fingertips touched the corner of the soft paper. It was the "Birth Certificate" that I found in the mirror, and I wanted to take it out and show it to Ritsu Zhaochuan. However, am I qualified to talk to him about this topic? Moreover, it is the owner should be Mr. Litsu, without the permission of the elders, can I put it out for discussion? In case, the story behind this is beyond my means......
I don't know the correct answer.
I thought, hesitated.
"I really can't see you like this, you want to say and stop, retreat and hesitate, what do you want to say, can't you say it quickly?" Ritsu Zhaochuan said impatiently.
"Nope!" I said quickly, and I said, "I didn't want to say anything." ”
"No?" After listening to my reply, Lu Zhaochuan instead raised a high tail voice, "Mu Xuezhou, aren't you curious about what the relationship between me and Xu Chen is?" Don't care why I suddenly call you sister? ”
"You should have your reasons."
Lu Zhaochuan snorted coldly: "You are really-as always, 'no quarrel with the world'." ”
I could hear the sarcasm in his words.
"So, if I ask, you'll tell me?" I asked rhetorically.
"No!" His answer was crisp and crisp.
"So, why should I ask?"
"What a 'why ask', hehe, that's right, this is your philosophy of life, how did I forget it." Lu Zhaochuan sneered twice.
"What do you mean by that?" I was upset by his sarcastic tone.
"Meaning, and whether I say it or not, it's the point that you never ask! Lin Xuanyan was the same last time, it's really boring! ”
Even if I was angry at his sharpness, I couldn't argue with it at the moment. Acknowledge every word he says in the depths of my heart.
I do, I wouldn't ask. I can't ask.
Last autumn, Uncle Ji's orange orchard had a bumper harvest, and he invited me to pick the orange orchard. It is said that the orange orchard has been cultivated for 100 years, and the fruit is full and sweet, and it is well-known far and wide. I was amazed and romantically imaginative of the scenery with small red lanterns hanging all over the mountains, so I happily went. The hundred-year-old orangery is deep and dense, and I am both curious and excited, like a bird flying through the garden...... It was also in that garden that I bumped into orange pickers chatting about gossip, and unfortunately, the hero of the gossip they talked about was me. At that time, the dense woods obscured my silhouette, and they didn't notice it, and the person they were talking about was there at the moment. One of the shrill female voices chuckled secretly: "Do you know the girl of the Ah Sheng family? Another voice replied, "Yes, I've seen it a few times, and it's beautiful with big eyes and white skin." It's a pity that the water burned out my head, stupid. The person who provoked the topic smiled: "It's not her who is stupid, I'll tell you a secret, don't talk about it, that girl from the Asheng family......" When I heard this, I felt chills all over my body, my hands and feet were cold, and I turned around and ran away, away from those gossips.
Looking back now, it is clear that I ran away from the desert at that time. If I had listened to it all at the time, at least the ellipsis that had been haunting my mind would have been all full stops by now......
It's a pity that I didn't dare to explore the truth at all.
Cowardice and avoidance have accumulated into who I am today - although I am curious, I am more timid, I avoid dangerous places before I encounter danger, and it sounds good, it is wise to protect myself, but in fact, it is to act forward-looking and backward, and balance left and right.
And I, have never seen my cowardice so thoroughly as I do today......
A thunderclap rolled over our heads. Dense dark clouds instantly covered the top, obscuring the road ahead. In an instant, it rained heavily in the sky. The driveway was instantly covered by rain.
The vast rainy road, I don't know where the end is, and whether there is an end......
In the middle of the night, I was woken up by thunder. My throat rolled like a fireball, my mouth was so dry that it became extremely difficult to swallow. There was no drinking water in the house, so I struggled out of the house and went to the kitchen to find water.
Through the cold rain, I ran into the kitchen. Unexpectedly, the kitchen was brightly lit late at night.
I saw that Ritsu Zhaochuan was sitting alone at the table, neatly unscrewing the white medicine jar, pouring out a large handful of medicine, and slapping it all into his mouth...... I screamed and pounced, striking him the back, the sudden attack that caught him off guard and spat out the pills in his mouth. Lu Zhaochuan held on to the corner of the table and coughed.
I was afraid that he would repeat his old tricks, so I grabbed the medicine jar on the table and hid it behind me, grabbed his water cup again, and drank all the water in his cup with my head up.
After pouring water, I gasped and asked, "Ritsu Zhaochuan, what happened that you can't think about it?" ”
After a long time, Lu Zhaochuan finally adjusted his breathing, and then replied to me: "Who said I can't open it, I just want to sleep...... You give me the medicine. ”
I hid my hand behind my back: "It's a medicine that is three parts poison, didn't you say you won't eat it......"
"I can't die! This dose is a small amount to me. ”
I shook my head in horror.
If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, how could I have imagined such a shocking scene of taking medicine.
He saw that I was resolute, and said deflatedly: "Forget it, I don't want it, I'll send it to you." ”
He said this, but his hand was not withdrawn. The palm was still facing me, and I pinched the medicine jar and silently retreated.
He suddenly leaned forward, grabbed my arm, and said in a soft voice: "Mu Xuezhou, I just took medicine and can't leave, you can sit with me for a while." ”
He stared at me, his eyes deep.
Usually, I see him like a mouse and a cat, and he can hide if he can. But now, somehow, I obediently sat down in the empty seat beside him.
He doesn't speak.
I was silent.
I sat silently for a while.
I asked, "Why do you have insomnia?" ”
I really felt a little embarrassed, so I found a random topic.
He pondered, "yes, why do you have insomnia? Is it because of guilt, or is it because of longing? ”
"What did the doctor say?"
"You know what? It's really strange that people are such things, in addition to me, there is also the so-called self, the true self. The daily life of me and the subconscious me are actually two people. People need to completely open their hearts to see the true self hidden inside. ”
Ritsu Zhaochuan suddenly started a psychology class.
"I used to have a sworn enemy with whom I had a fight the day I first met him. This is a madman, something that everyone avoids, and he dares to rush forward, which is extremely naïve! But if you really want to say that he is naïve, he sees the world very clearly. Others say that he is indifferent and ruthless, but I think it is the same, I have known him for so long, and he will always be estranged and polite, lukewarm. But sometimes he is aggressive and comes out of the way. humiliating him and dealing with him, he is also annoyed and angry, but he is still the same, he has done happily what he shouldn't do, and he has offended none of the people he shouldn't have offended, it's just a stubborn stone! Be good to him and treat him badly, he is the same, and he will never be cooked! So, I hate him so much! …… Later, he disappeared and completely disappeared from my life. Only then did I realize that my dislike did not seem to equal disgust. It's like wine, you know that drinking too much is harmful, but you can't help but want to drink it. Knowing that if you get too close to him, you will be burned by his cold flames, but you can't help but get closer...... Do you understand that feeling? ”
I shook my head.
Not only did I hear it confusingly, but the more I listened, the more I felt that something was wrong.
"I've said such a long paragraph, don't you even make a 'testimonial'?" Ritsu Terukawa asked me.
I hesitated, but then made up my mind: "The person you just said - is it him next to the human character, or is she next to the female character?" ”
Ritsu Zhaochuan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed uncontrollably.