I know, it's a dream.

It seemed to be early in the morning, I was walking alone in the woods with thick fog, I was going to an appointment, someone was waiting for me in the woods, and when I saw the back of the man, I clearly felt that my mood was excited. Even in my dreams, I can still clearly perceive that it is the person I like!

It's like singing a gentle song, and the whole heart is surrounded by a warm current.

I ran briskly and wrapped my arms around his waist.

He turned.

It was Xu Chen's face.

Immediately afterward, I realized that I was not the one who hugged him. Rather, it was a third person who stood in the distance, secretly watching him and his lover embrace.

It turns out that the person I like is not what I like......

When I realized this, I felt a huge sense of sadness and loss.

I opened my eyes suddenly!

A faint light came into my eyes, and I was awake. But the little sense of loss in my heart that wanted to cry without tears did not fade away with the dream in time. I asked myself, how could I dream like that?

I opened my hands and throat to scratch my throat, my tongue dry as if it were on fire, and sweat had already soaked through my pajamas.

I grabbed my phone and pressed the screen: at this moment, three o'clock in the morning.

I'm sick. When I got off work that day and came back to the lawyer's house, I was sick.

Even if I tried to recall it at this moment, I still couldn't remember the details, how I got back to the lawyer's house, how I got into the depths of the courtyard, and finally fell asleep under the tree......

All I remember is that when I woke up, it was dark, I was alone under a tree, the earth was damp, the night wind was cold, and I was shrunk and shivering. I went back to the house as soon as I woke up, and saw Ritsu Zhaochuan talking on the phone in the living room of my house, with an angry face on his face, and I didn't know who had offended him again. When he saw me, he asked, "Where have you been?" I didn't have the strength to explain more, so I simply replied, "I'll be in the courtyard for a while," turned around and went into the bedroom, pulled the quilt and lay down and fell asleep completely.

Just as the season is changing, the weather has become cold at night. I slept in the open air, and when I entered the house, I felt hot all over.

A sharp sneeze started a new round of colds.

Although I have taken medicine, the cold has already soaked into my body, and I will not get better for a while. I applied to Zhang Jifan for a compensatory leave. Unexpectedly, all the holidays saved before were used here.

I knew where my illness came from......

There is no moon tonight, when the lights in the courtyard are bright all night. The soft light illuminates the windows, making the three o'clock night look less ghostly. I couldn't sleep anymore, so I could only stare at the shadow of the tree on the window. I thought to myself, there is still a long time before dawn. I simply turned on the light and walked out of the bedroom.

A stack of letters stacked on the desk in the living room. I don't know when it was put on the table. I walked over and picked them up and looked at them. It's all advertising. There was a letter from the bank, before, I tried to apply for a credit card and now I have received a receipt from the bank. There are also some shopping brochures. I had more "letters", but none of them came from my father. I'm a little lost.

At this time, I realized that among the piles of letters, there was one letter that was more special. There was no address, no stamps, and only the words "Mu Selangor" on the snow-white envelope. I put it in my hand and checked it, and found that it was thick and heavy.

I dragged my chair away and sat down at the table.

The hands and feet seemed to have been soaked in a highly concentrated acidic solution for a long time, and at this time they were completely sore, and they could not use their strength, and the hands holding the scissors trembled slightly under the empty sleeves. It took a lot of effort to open the letter.

Carefully pull out the contents, it turned out to be a handwritten letter. It's a rare thing, I really haven't received a letter from anyone other than my father. The sender seemed to have a lot to say, and he wrote five pieces of stationery. Before reading the letter, I first flipped to the end and read the signatories - Xin and Xiao.

Xin Xiao? I don't know......

Xin Xiaoxing!

Could it be her......

Since the last time I went to see her in the hospital and got out of the way, she has completely disappeared from our lives. , even the title of "Miss Star" seems to have become a new taboo for lawyers.

Where did she go? Are you feeling better? I do not know. I asked, but no one dared to say, and I couldn't inquire further.

What is the relationship between Ritsu Zhaochuan and Xin Xiaoxing?

Secretary Gao, Aunt Luo, and Qingqing all know Miss Xing, face her existence, and regard her as a distinguished guest - Xin Xiaoxing, who is still a year away from graduating, suddenly went through the procedures for suspension of school, and often went back and forth to the hospital without any lesions......

Distinguished guests, when they say "disappear", they "disappear", but they are not surprised or curious at all, they all feel very normal. Aunt Luo breathed a sigh of relief as if she had put down her burden.

I think it's because I don't say it because I know it.

Xin Xiaoxing is the "delicate" that Lu Zhaochuan hid with the golden house, and he is a beautiful and capricious pet raised by Lu Zhaochuan.

Just, why did she write to me?

I unfolded the letter in a state of confusion. In the first sentence of the letter, I saw the answer. The first sentence of the body of the letter reads, "Don't fall in love with Ritsu Terukawa. ”

"Don't fall in love with Ritsu Terukawa.

Selangor.

Allow me to call you that.

First of all, I would like to thank you for your willingness to come to the hospital to see me after I was completely abandoned.

I've been thinking about how to explain all this to you, for a long, long time......

I still remember that Xu Zhimo has a saying that has been circulated far away: "I will find my only soul mate in the vast sea of people." If you get it, I'm lucky, but I can't, I'm dead. ”

I used to think that I was the luckiest person in the world. Because, the beautiful miracle that happened in "Uncle Long Legs" also happened to me!

I grew up in an orphanage and went through high school with financial support. When I graduated from high school, I was an adult, and I couldn't continue to use the orphanage funds, so I was worried about where the tuition fees would be for the next year......

Yes, this kind-hearted person is Ritsu Zhaochuan.

We got to know each other.

He was very nice to me. No, it's not just good. He tolerated my willfulness and spoiled me to the point of lawlessness. I have a request, and he answers. And he didn't want anything from me.

I mistakenly thought that I was in love. However, the reality is a cold slap in the face.

One day, I suddenly realized that all his affection and tenderness for me was because I looked like someone. Maybe it's like her when I'm quietly reading; Maybe I'm looking up at the sky like her; Or maybe she sleeps on her side, like her...... In short, I am not me, I am someone else......

Sadly, I began to speculate about the person's appearance and deliberately imitated the person's actions, which I used to attract his attention.

I'm not reconciled! I'm young, pretty, and smart...... I'm no worse than anyone else!

I'm not going to be a stand-in.

I thought that as long as I worked hard and I strived for, I would move him and get his love, love with all my heart!

However, the results of my hard work, as you can see, I have only touched myself......"

Reading this, I coughed violently and had a splitting headache.

I opened the drawer, rummaged through it, and finally found the painkiller, which I swallowed.

I really want to finish reading this sad statement. But at this moment, my vision was blurry and my headache was unbearable, and every time I read a line, my temples on both sides were like pins and needles, and I really couldn't hold on, so I could only put this heartfelt heart in the drawer for a while, and decided to look at it later after the headache was relieved. I put the medicine jar and the letter in the drawer, closed the drawer, and then wrapped myself back on the bed and lay down. I closed my eyes because of the pain, and slowly, I fell asleep. It seemed that I had only closed my eyes for a moment before I was woken up by the stubborn ringing of my mobile phone. When I opened my eyes, I realized that it was already dawn.

Although I still couldn't breathe, my headache was much better. The phone stubbornly shouted, and I had no choice but to open the answer button. In an instant, I heard a sound of surprise on the other side.

"Selangor!"

I'm all too familiar with this voice.

"Lin Xuanyan?"

We haven't seen each other since that day.

I didn't tell her I had a cell phone, how did she get my phone number?

"Please don't hang up! I know you hate me now, but please, listen to me. She pleaded earnestly over there, perhaps hearing that I was cold and weak, she preemptively confessed, "I know I was wrong, I am sorry for you, but I really didn't want to hurt you." I'm just trying to win back Ritsu Zhaochuan's heart...... I regret it now, I shouldn't have let Ritsu Zhaochuan go...... Selangor, you must not trust the Ritsu Chau! He's a big liar, he's been lying to you all the time! ”

Lie to me?

Such a ferocious reminder caught me off guard.

I was shocked: "What do you mean by that?" What do you mean by lying to me all the time? ”

"It's not clear on the phone, let's meet, just one face, I'll tell you everything, everything."

Listening to Lin Xuanyan's voice, the mood of hiding behind the orange tree that day suddenly looked back at this moment. I felt that my body and mind were sinking into the bottom of the deep pool, and there seemed to be no end. I held the microphone and was silent for a long time.

At this time, Lin Xuanyan in the microphone had already changed her tone, and said clearly and sadly: "If I tell you - me, you, Lu Zhaochuan, Xin Xiaoxing...... The fate of us, all of us, was rewritten by one person. Don't you wonder who she is? Don't you want to get to know her? ”

"You don't want to ...... Talking nonsense. ”

"Selangor, don't just shrink into your shell! Wake up, Ritsu Chuan is not your safe haven! ”

Listen to me and I didn't make a sound.

Lin Xuanyan directly decided: "This Friday, at eight o'clock in the morning, there is a 'Lugang' coffee house next to the flower shop where you work, let's meet there." ”

I can't refuse, Lin Xuanyan closed the line at the other end.

I held my phone for a long time without saying a word.

Glancing at the calendar on my phone. This Friday is the day after tomorrow, and it's still in my vacation.

After thinking about this, I was stunned.

I admit that Lin Xuanyan's words were very convincing, and I was moved by her......