Lin Xuanyan's last words to me were-"This is just an appetizer, and I will prepare a big meal for you afterwards, you can enjoy it slowly." ”

After that, everything was the same as Lin Xuanyan's early warning call. Our florist was caught up in all sorts of troubles, and there was an atmosphere of "not going well" at every turn.

First of all, a batch of imported flowers could not pass the customs, and then the people of the industrial and commercial and quarantine bureaus came one after another. Our group of clerks were busy dealing with the endless number of emergencies, and everyone was exhausted.

In order to solve the incident, Zhang Jifan kept the phone in his hand, and Lu Zhaochuan, who rarely appeared in the past, also appeared frequently in the store. Every time I see the two bosses in the lobby, they are in a hurry.

I know where the disaster is coming from, but I can only watch.

During this time, Lu Zhaochuan and Zhang Jifan held a meeting all night on the second floor, and the atmosphere was solemn, and no one dared to disturb it. I only go up for a short time when I send materials.

As I passed by their office, I deliberately slowed down and saw through the glass wall that Ritsu Zhaochuan was standing in front of the window and looking down through the materials.

He was dressed in white like a tall narcissus.

This hectic state lasted for more than a week.

Until the early morning of this day, when I got up early to do exercises, I heard the sound of rustling in the bushes, I thought it was strange, so I followed the sound to investigate. Seeing the tall and tall Ritsu Zhaochuan, he was curled up in the bushes, holding a handful of cat food and carefully feeding a kitten. In the early morning light as thin as red gauze, he in a yellow sweater did not look like a real person, floating like a fairy tale.

Hearing the movement on my side, he turned his head to see me and whispered, "It seems to be lost and can't find its mother." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the mother cat looking for him. In the dialogue of the cat of "meow meow", the mother and son meow happily repeat. Then the mother cat wagged her tail and took the kitten through the drain in the wall and left. Ritsu Zhao Chuan watched the cats leave.

It occurred to me that I hadn't seen him at home in days, and I hadn't seen him so laid-back in a long, long time.

Thinking like this, I blurted out, "It's good that you've finally returned to your old state of being idle clouds and wild cranes." ”

"Crane ...... Are you describing me? Lu Zhaochuan twisted his eyebrows and asked, "Why am I idle?" ”

Receiving his displeased reaction, I thought about it carefully and didn't think it was a misuse of the word.

Me: "You're usually very idle, and the most you can do is feed the birds and tease the cats." ”

After listening to what I said about him, he looked incredulous.

He solemnly protested: "What misunderstanding do you have about me! I'm not idle at all, I'm very busy too! ”

"I can't see it." I talk back. I couldn't help but think back to how I felt when I first joined the law firm and met him for the first time. At that time, I was a troubled hedgekeeper. Be careful to avoid all possible encounters with him. The panic and anxiety at the beginning were like the wind, and they could no longer be found.

Ritsu Zhaochuan got up and walked up to me and said solemnly, "It seems that I need to popularize the basic knowledge for you. First of all, your boss is a long-term strategist, and when you can't see it, he carefully formulates the business development plan, arranges the troops, and marches forward. The flower shop you are in is not a simple flower shop, but a collection of online and offline integration of the delivery of beauty. ”

Looking at his serious and serious expression, I laughed out loud.

He poked my finger in the head: "Is this your attitude towards the boss?" ”

I continued to laugh.

Laughing and laughing, but laughing out of tears.

Just last night, I knew that this proud son of heaven in front of me had been killed by me very badly.

That day, I held the phone and listened to Lin Xuanyan's reproach to me, and I was heartbroken. Subconsciously, I desperately denied Lin Xuanyan's words, but my intuition told me that what she said was true.

In this kind of torment, I spread out the net to collect information - I asked Secretary Gao, asked Ye Chun, and even blocked Su Weining at the door of his apartment for interrogation. side-knocking, interviews, bribery threats...... I used all my tricks to collect the words about the past in their mouths, and then put the pieces together in an orderly manner to complete the final picture.

When Su Weining learned that I was here to ask, "What happened to Lu Zhaochuan after I disappeared back then?" , he subconsciously begged for mercy: "Sister, let me go." If Chuan had known, I might have killed me if I talked about the past. ”

"So, you also want him to continue to carry the black cauldron?"

Su Weining was speechless, hesitated for a long time, and finally spoke. So, I was able to pick up the last piece of the puzzle and piece it together what happened after I disappeared.

Lin Xuanyan didn't lie.

After the incident, "a university club went out in an accident", which immediately made headlines in news portals.

A human life is enough to set off a lot of heat and arouse people's attention to this community. Overnight, many honors of the "camping group" were instantly set up as negative examples, and even the name of the club was criticized, "camping", listen to this name, how indecent, how vulgar. In an instant, the school was also pushed into the limelight.

The news is only hot for three days, but the impact on the parties is eternal.

The society was immediately dissolved. As the president of the student union and a core member of the club, Ritsu Zhaochuan must be responsible for my "death". This incident alarmed Mr. Ritsu, and the school held an internal meeting to discuss how to deal with Ritsu Zhaochuan, if he argued with reason, he would be able to return his innocence, but Ritsu Zhaochuan did not make any excuse at that time, only said that he was willing to take full responsibility.

In the end, it was Ritsu Zhaochuan who took all the responsibility alone.

A month after the incident, he received the punishment and left the school.

That's what happened after I disappeared.

Ritsu Zhaochuan told me the first half, and never mentioned the after.

No matter how much pain has been experienced and how many tears have been shed, it is only a few sentences to describe it now. But only those involved can understand the changes.

"During the time when he left school and stayed home and waited for his visa, he ate and drank every day, and even played more fiercely than before. In fact, I know that since then, he has not been able to sleep well, and he takes sleeping pills when he can't sleep. At first, the sleeping pills were still effective, but then the dosage had to be increased, and then the dosage was useless, so I changed the brand to eat...... I know he feels responsible for your disappearance. ”

My eyes were hot and my nose was pantothenic.

Why should I ......?

As if leaving my soul, I walked out of Su Weining's house. The machine pressed the elevator button and watched the red numbers jump up in a daze.

The moment the elevator door opened, "Sister......" Su Weining suddenly stopped me and gave me a big hug. He said, "Thank you for coming back." ”

Saying goodbye to Su Weining, I walked on the road alone. Looking up at the sky, the night was obscured by thick fog. Only the thin street lamps are accompanied.

I recalled every word Su Weining said in my mind.

I couldn't stop crying.

The memories I lost, the noise and bustle, the noise and the rumbling, the silence as noisy as it was. There was a gap in my body, so big that it was like a black hole, hovering and clamoring to absorb more, and yet, I didn't have any memories to fill it. I only know that I do, I owe a lot.

At this moment, he is in front of me, how can I pay him back, and how should I pay him back. I stared blankly at Ritsu Zhaochuan.

Ritsu Zhaochuan raised his hand and waved it in front of my eyes: "Your eyes are strange? ”

Me: "What's wrong?" ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan: "It's like an old grandmother looking at her grandson." It's so kind. ”

I laughed out loud. Ritsu Zhaochuan also got into trouble. Fragments of the past were like the wind, the wind swept through my mind like leaves, and the vines that climbed the ruins bloomed bright flowers.

It's rare to see him laugh before, but it turns out that he really laughs like this.

Like a ray of sunlight passing through the sea, colorful fish glide softly through it, pure and serene, bright and serene.

I think this scene is the best scenery I've ever seen.

I will never forget.

Terukawa.

The sunlight shines on the river, bright and wide.

I never thought that his name was so good, just like his person.

I raised my hand to hide the tears that were about to flow.

"Ah, I have to go to work!" I say.

At night.

I've got everything in order.

As soon as I entered the bedroom, the "Professor" fluttered his wings to welcome me, and he innocently cried out: "Come and serve me!" ”

Ever since Ritsu told me that its owner was me, it has been in my house, and it is my duty and responsibility to feed it now.

I hang it on my desk so that it accompanies me when I look at my paintings.

I cut the apple into small pieces and fed it to him, and discussed with him: "Professor, Professor, you are no longer a rich parrot, you are now a cedar parrot, and you can no longer eat and drink as you used to live a luxurious life." Is it okay to eat snacks once every three days and fruits once a week? ”

The professor twisted his head and looked at me with black bean eyes.

I said, "Just decide, Professor, you're so sensible!" ”

Sitting down at my desk, I turned on the lamp, took the letter from the drawer, flipped to the blank page, and picked the right pen......

After a moment of hesitation, I put down my pen and wrote—

Father:

Winter is coming.

Winter in the north is coming so fast.

Unlike the clammy cold in the south, which penetrates into the bones, the cold in the north is dry, that is, when the wind comes, you need to wrap your head and face. Because the wind is like a knife, it hurts to cut people.

Dad, I wish I was Mulserotherapy. There are no memories and no burdens.

To be able to be coquettish in the arms of you and your mother, and to be able to lie in the sunshine of Licheng and live freely and carefree.

But, Dad, I know I'm in debt, and the debt I owe is something that needs to be repaid. I don't know how to tell you that my past is not as clean as new, it is pitted and needs to be smoothed out. When I pay off my past debts, I'll come back to be your daughter.

Dad, don't worry. I know you're going to worry about me, I've got a handkerchief with me. I know that the road ahead is not going to be easy, maybe I will fall, maybe I will bleed. But I'll wipe away my tears, wait for the wound to scab over, and develop antibodies before moving on. Rest assured, I will be brave.

So, I'm sorry, I have to give up the name Mulsor State.

I beg your pardon......

Your daughter is in Selangor

Yours sincerely