The driver pressed the accelerator to the bottom, and the car sped off on the open road.

The smell of blood lingered in the carriage.

I sat in the back with Ritsu Zhaochuan, he was lying in my arms with his eyes closed, and I hugged him with one hand and pressed his wound with the other hand to stop the bleeding.

The flickering streetlights were a shallow fog floating over his face. His forehead was covered in sweat and his lips were pale. He seemed to be cold, his body was cold, and he was trembling slightly.

"Turn the air conditioner on again, no, to the maximum. He's cold. I said, hugging him tighter. At the same time, I put my forehead against his, keeping him warm as best I could.

I was wrong.

Ritsu Zhaochuan, I know I was wrong.

I am arrogant, reckless and shallow. I'm not as capable as I thought I was. On my own, I can't deal with sinister people's hearts, insidious tricks. I thought I was the best way for you to leave. But I didn't expect that my ignorance and recklessness not only hurt me, but also hurt you.

I'm sorry, forgive me.

I said sorry to him in my heart.

Drop after drop of water slapped down on Ritsu Terukawa's face, and it was my tears.

"I'm sorry, forgive me."

I don't mean this apology was made by me.

It's Ritsu Terrukawa!

I looked up at him.

His eyes were slightly open, his lips slightly open and closed. It's really him talking. The moment I hesitated, another clear "I'm sorry" came to my ears.

"Hurt you. It was me who was wrong. Forgive me. He said.

At this moment, he was still thinking about apologizing to me.

My throat is choked. I couldn't say anything. Under his eyes, I saw my own broken reflection. My chest heaved and heaved. It's impossible to say that he wasn't angry at all. But at the moment. All that anger dissipated. It's more distressing. Along the way, he has suffered more than me. My complaint is so cheap.

I nodded vigorously. As I moved, tears flowed down my face.

"Are you crying for me?" He asked.

His voice was soft, like spider silk, which would disperse when the wind blew.

"So, you've forgiven me?" A pale smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.

I continued to nod.

I couldn't say anything other warm than nodding my head.

"Thank you." He breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you. I've always been afraid that it will be too late, that I won't have time to apologize to you personally. If I die......"

I leaned over and covered his lips. Cover his unlucky words. Tears slid down my lips and I tasted the saltiness of tears.

Arriving at the hospital, Ritsu was quickly pushed into the operating room. At the door of the operating room, I was stopped by the nurse.

"You can't go in." She looked at me again and said, "Your office is over there." ”

I was wheeled into the trauma clinic and sat on a stool for the doctor to examine and treat my wounds. Sterilize, apply gauze.

"If you feel pain, you can cry out. Don't be patient. The doctor said.

When I heard this, I focused my eyes on the doctor's face.

It's painful. But not the face, but the heart. This is not my imagery metaphor. It's real, like a tendon or blood vessel in the body, trembling, convulsing, crying. One after another, I don't know when it will stop.

I asked, "Can I go?" ”

"Although you don't need stitches, don't scratch the wound when it scabs over, let it fall off on its own." The doctor was cautious, "Maybe, there will be a scar." Be careful not to touch the water......"

Before the doctor could finish his explanation, I got up and pushed the door open.

I was in a hurry to go outside the operating room in Ritsu Tsu Chuan.

I was so anxious that I didn't hear the doctor's follow-up precautions.

I'm waiting outside the operating room of Ritsu Zhaochuan,

Time is so slow.

Every second seems like a century.

I don't know how long I waited.

I don't know how long the real time has passed.

Finally, the lights on Ritsu Zhaochuan's operating room were finally extinguished. I almost stumbled and rushed up to see Ritsu Zhaochuan lying on the bed and being pushed out. With a ventilator, his face was still pale, and his eyes were closed tightly and motionless.

How could he have been like this......

"The operation was a success, don't worry." The attending doctor took off his mask and said to me.

Hearing this, my legs went limp, and I sat directly on the ground. The pain in my chest didn't stop until this moment. However, the pain in my chest stopped, but the switch of tears couldn't be stopped. There are so many fragile ones, rolling out one after another, and they can't stop it.

The doctors said that there were nails on the sticks they beat him, and the nails went into his back and into the flesh......

In the hospital room. Ritsu Zhaochuan is still sleeping. The doctor said that the anesthetic could be dispersed in four hours. I calculated the time, and he should have woken up. But he didn't look like he was going to wake up at all.

I crept close to him and put my hand under his nose, feeling a slight heat in my fingertips.

“…… OK. ”

I was about to withdraw my hand.

He raised his hand and grabbed mine.

I was taken aback and looked at him carefully, and he grabbed it very lightly. I saw him slowly open his eyes and stare deeply into my face.

"Are you awake? How does it feel? ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan blinked slowly. Then, his fingers moved. This is his response to me, and it is also a comfort.

My tears burst instantly, and I raised my hand to wipe away one wave with the back of my hand, and another wave struck. Endless.

Ritsu Zhaochuan was completely out of the danger period, and I had the heart to understand the other situations.

From Su Weining's mouth, I learned that Chen Xu, Lin Xuanyan and their accomplices will all be prosecuted. Follow-up law-related procedures such as calling the police, recording confessions, injury evaluations, and consulting with lawyers, and even the accusation of feeding the "professor" all fell on Su Weining. All I had to do was stay in the hospital, or check and sign the statement that had already been recorded......

"How do you know I've been taken away by them?" I asked Su Weining.

Actually, I guessed it somewhat. Still want to hear a definite answer.

"The tracking software that Chuan installed on your phone, he lied to you and said that it was uninstalled, but it didn't. You don't have a wide range of activities, and you have a single route. So, if your line is offset, he will know. Su Weining added, "He either wants to spy on your privacy, or he doesn't worry about you." Sister, you won't blame him. ”

"How could it be ......?"

"Sister, can you take care of Chuan these days?" Su Weining used a consultative tone, "I didn't tell Secretary Gao about his injury for the time being, and telling her would be equivalent to Mr. Lu." Although it is impossible to hide it from Mr. Li's side. I think, at least wait until Ritsu Zhaochuan's injury is a little better, don't let them worry too much. ”

I nodded, "You've thought it through. ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan is almost sleeping. I stayed by his side, moistening his chapped lips with a cotton swab dipped in water from time to time. When he woke up occasionally, the first thing he did was look for me with his eyes to make sure I wasn't there. He was relieved to see that I was still there. Don't forget to confess: "Don't go anywhere, it's dangerous." Then he dragged me to sleep with my eyes closed.

Seeing him so cautious, even with the help of a professional nurse. I don't dare to go far, go long. If I'm tired, lie down on the edge of his bed, or lie on the couch.

Anyway, I don't leave unless I have to.

It's raining. The sound of rain woke me from my brief sleep. I bounced off the couch and walked to the window to check. Outside the window, red traffic hurried through the rain curtain. It's another cold night. I closed the curtains. Then I was about to inspect the situation of Ritsu Zhaochuan, and when I turned around, I saw that Ritsu Zhaochuan had woken up, and he was looking at me with his eyes open. Eyes are shining. It was the first time he had looked at me with such clear eyes since he was admitted to the hospital. This is a good sign!

I was overjoyed, walked quickly to his bedside, crouched down, looked at his level, and asked him softly, "Do you feel better?" Just let me know if you need anything. ”

"Am I dreaming?" He hesitated for a moment and asked.

I poked him in the face, "It's not a dream." ”

He stared at my face for a long, long time. He squeezed my hand and suddenly said, "Don't leave me." Stay with me. ”

I was stunned and quickly pulled my hand out of his hand.

"It looks like you're really in a dream." I avoided his gaze.

"Look at me."

I looked up at him again.

He stared at me so hard that I couldn't help but want to run.

"Even if it's guilty, I want it."

I opened my mouth and heard my heart beat violently.

I subconsciously said, "Don't get me wrong, I should take care of you......"

"If the request is invalid. I will enforce it. ”

"Why ......?"

"I love you."

"You love Xiao Yu." I blurted out.

"I love you!" He replied firmly.

I looked at him.

One minute? Or five minutes? I suddenly turned and pulled the door open and ran out. Anyway, I ran away. Start with, "I'm going to change my dressing." "Ran away under the pretext.

My face felt like two fires had been lit. I glanced quietly to the left and right, and no one noticed my panic.

Ritsu Zhaochuan's directness and domineering made me feel ashamed. What I see clearly is my duplicity and cowardice.

I went to my doctor and asked the doctor to examine my wound and ask the nurse to change my dressing. Then I went to the attending doctor to ask about Ritsu Zhaochuan's current situation, and I was relieved when I got all the good answers. Then, I was nothing else.

I have no excuse to hide anymore.

I still have to go back. After a long hesitation on the doorknob of the ward, I finally pushed the door open and entered the room.

When Lu Zhaochuan saw me, he stretched out his hand to me, and he said, "I want to get out of bed and walk, you come and help me." ”

"Oh." I went to support him.

He got up, frowning in pain as the movement touched the wound.

I immediately stopped moving: "Are you okay?" Otherwise, don't get out of bed. ”

He shook his head and rejected my offer: "I want to see the scenery outside the window." ”

Seeing that his will seemed very strong, I stopped stopping him, and with my help, he finally stood in front of the window.

"It turns out that the scenery outside the window is like this."

"Hmm."

In fact, there is no good scenery outside the window. The hospital in the city center is at a premium. There is no garden courtyard, and outside the window, there are also high-rise buildings and crowded driveways. Moreover, when you open the window, the noise will come to the surface, and even the air will be terrible.

"I thought it was a dream." Lu Zhaochuan said.

I don't understand.

"When I woke up, I saw you, and I thought it was a dream." Ritsu Zhaochuan retracted his gaze and fell on my face, "When I woke up in the middle of the night. Seeing you by the window, the outside light falling on your face, you look as if you are about to melt into the light. Like a dream, but not like a dream. I'm not sure. ”

Me: "......"

Indeed, while he was asleep, I stood at the window for a long time. I didn't even notice that he was awake in the middle.

"You keep looking out the window. I thought, the scenery outside must be beautiful. That's why you didn't go. I was thankful for the nice view from the window. ”

The air in the room suddenly became thinner.

"Are you hungry? The porridge here is delicious. "I'm getting used to running away again.

Ritsu Zhaochuan grabbed me by the shoulder: "I will allow you to escape until I am discharged from the hospital." ”