When I washed my face, I couldn't help but look at the scar on my face in the mirror for a long time.

The wound had come out of the scab, leaving only a red strip darker than the skin. It doesn't hurt, but it's conspicuous. From a distance, it looks like a tear stain. If the scar does not disappear, I will always have a "crying" face......

Looking back now, life in Licheng without memories was the most worry-free moment for me. At that time, I didn't get involved in the past, I didn't know love and hate, and I lived a heartless life.

Ritsu Zhaochuan is about to be discharged from the hospital. I didn't pick him up. In the mobile phone, there were dozens of missed calls, all from him. When I didn't answer the phone, he changed the message.

- "I'm discharged, aren't you coming?" ”

I didn't know how to respond to his assertiveness. I never dared to think deeply about him, I didn't dare to dissect my own heart.

I think that the person in the mirror not only has a scar on her face, but also has a significant color on her face, empty brute force, and reckless impulsiveness......

I compare myself to a turtle, but I actually insult a turtle.

I was a timid soft-shell snail, cowering in my own insecure shell.

Thinking of this, I threw water on my face in the mirror.

When he was sitting at the workstation and pasting the invoice, Lu Zhaochuan's information came again.

- "Aren't you coming to see me?" ”

I just finished reading the first one, and the second and third pieces of information followed.

- "Qingqing asked when you were going home?" You promised to watch her homework, but you didn't help her! To be a man of his word, you must be trustworthy. ”

- "Aunt Luo made your favorite braised shrimp in oil." ”

- "Secretary Gao said that she misses you too. ”

- "Yue Mingxuan will always open the door for you. ”

……

The multitude of arriving messages forms a series of rhythmic and unusually loud bells. Hearing this, Mr. Chen immediately squinted, and I hurriedly put my mobile phone upside down on the table.

"Lu Shen Shang!"

"Yes." I immediately stood up straight.

Mr. Chen was unhappy: "You are really busy, the whole company, count your busiest." Why, you want to take a leave of absence again. ”

"Nope."

"You look at your attendance sheet this month, how many days are you on duty in a month? I see that you just leave, what kind of class are you going to! ”

Mr. Chen taught me unceremoniously. He has a loud voice and a rich vocabulary. Since Mr. Chen is subordinate to the marketing department, he is engaged in business activities such as "customer construction" and "customer maintenance". It's hard for him to be in the company, and the workstation is often empty. It is also an extremely rare scene for someone to reprimand a subordinate in the company, so our corner has attracted the attention of colleagues in the office.

"Mr. Chen, Xiao Mu didn't ask for leave to play, she went to the hospital to change her dressing." Sister Liu suddenly got up to speak for me, "Although she asks for leave frequently, she hasn't left behind the work at hand, the child is fine, so you can take care of it more." ”

Because of Sister Liu's intercession, Mr. Chen decided to give me another chance: "It's the Spring Festival in a few days, and I have unfinished accounts, you have to hurry up and let the financial review be completed!" After speaking, Mr. Chen glanced at my injured face with disgust, muttered something in his mouth, and he picked up his bag from his seat and went out again.

Lunch ended early, I looked at my watch, there was still half an hour left in the break, I took a cup and went to the lounge to make coffee, and as soon as I walked to the door of the lounge, I heard someone chatting about "interesting things".

"You should know that before, there was a very handsome man who drove a car to find her every day and sent her there. Recently, this man is not coming. ”

Oh, I'm the protagonist of Today's Fun Facts. Recently, I've been getting a bit of a hit.

"Women, as long as they are beautiful, what do you want? Now that she is broken, it is too late for people to see her hide, how can she still appear. "This voice is Xiao Yang's.

"You still wanted to chase people before, we can all see it."

"How could I have a woman with a scar on my face, I'd have nightmares, okay!" Xiao Yang scoffed.

I pushed open the glass door of the lounge and entered, and the people inside were instantly silent, and a group of people pursed their lips and looked at me in embarrassment.

The talking was about three female colleagues from the outside department, who were standing close to each other with ceramic cups, and Xiao Yang was standing beside them with a paper cup. I think I'm still a weirdo who doesn't know how to give in. Knowing that they were talking about me, I strode in.

Stuffing the cup into the belly of the coffee machine, I pressed down the American twist and listened to the coffee machine rumble.

"You go on, don't mind me." I looked at them and said.

"What's up with your face?" One of the female colleagues had the audacity to ask.

"Fighting with people, being cut by a knife."

"Don't be kidding, you are a girl, how can you ......"

"Can't women fight?"

I fly together with a kick. Xiao Yang was stunned to see his suddenly empty hand. The paper cup in his hand had just been kicked away by me. His face turned white in an instant.

The female colleagues shouted in unison in a tone of envy: "Wow, you are so handsome." ”

In the midst of this exclamation, I was ready to leave in style. When he was about to move, he stopped his steps. I shook the coffee cup in my hand, and a little black coffee spilled.

By the door of the lounge, Ritsu Zhaochuan was intervening and looking at me with a smile: "You are also so violent in the company." ”

I immediately stammered: "You, why are you here!" ”

At this time, I saw Mr. Chen hurrying over, and he nodded at Lu Zhaochuan for a while.

"Oops, Mr. Law! When you came, I don't even know, it's so unbelievable, you have a lot of them. ”

Lu Zhaochuan smiled: "Mr. Chen, don't be polite, I'm not here today for business, I'm here to find someone who is important to me." He smiled, and his broken gaze fell on me alone.

It was like a torch had been thrown, and my face was hot.

Mr. Chen looked at Lu Zhaochuan and looked at me. His face changed suddenly, and he exclaimed: "Mr. Law, you know our path." ”

"She's my girlfriend." Ritsu Zhaochuan opened his mouth and came.

I waved my hand hurriedly: "It's not a girlfriend!" ”

Lu Zhaochuan was indifferent: "Okay, it's not a girlfriend, it's a fiancée." ”

"Ritsu Shokawa!" I was anxious and stepped forward and grabbed his arm, "Don't talk nonsense, let's go out and talk." ”

I said to Mr. Chen: "Mr. Chen, I'm sorry, I'll come when I go." ”

Mr. Chen instantly turned into a twilight yellow chrysanthemum, swaying his body: "It's okay, it's okay, you guys have a good talk, if you don't have enough time, I can approve you for fake." ”

Me: "......"

Ritsu's charm is truly extraordinary.

I took my coat and walked out with Ritsu Zhaochuan in tow. He didn't resist and was very cooperative with me pulling forward. It wasn't until we went down to the hall on the first floor that he whispered, "Can you pull me a little softer, it will hurt." I just left the inpatient unit of the hospital and don't want to go back for a while. ”

I was startled, immediately let go, and apologized guiltily: "I'm sorry! ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan smiled: "It's okay. Then he gently took my hand and interlocked his fingers with me, "so that it doesn't hurt." ”

I shook off his hand like an electric shock.

What I see in front of me, is it Ritsu Zhaochuan? Completely replace the indifferent, ruthless appearance I recognize. He is a chameleon, an unfathomable devil.

I have to admit that his smile is very charming. I have no power to resist him like this, and I am even more like fighting back!

I wanted to negotiate with him, but he was suppressed by all of them.

I lowered my voice and asked him, "Why did you come here all of a sudden, and what the hell are you trying to do?" ”

"It's not sudden, I'll let you know."

"When will you notify ......"

I suddenly remembered something, picked up my phone and scratched the lock, under his continuous messages, the last few messages he gave me were:

- "If you don't respond, I'll go to you." ”

- "I'm already downstairs in your company. ”

- "I've seen you. ”

"When did you meet Mr. Chen?"

"A week after you joined here." Ritsu Zhaochuan is very calm.

"You want to mess with my workplace?"

"Yes."

"Ritsu Zhaochuan, you, you're too much."

"Excessive? It's you who overdo it. "Ritsu Zhaochuan approached me, I retreated again and again, and finally put my back against the wall, Ritsu Zhaochuan looked me in the eye, he didn't allow me to escape, "Anyway, you come here to do it casually, why can't I step on it by the way?" ”

I was so choked by him that I couldn't speak. I twisted my face away from his gaze. But he grabbed his chin and twisted his face again.

"How long do you want to escape?"

I was silent.

Ritsu Zhaochuan said softly: "I swear, I will not hurt you again." ”

"No, you're mistaken." The fingernails hidden behind me dug into the palms of my hands, and I looked back at him, "I don't want anyone to force me." Not even you. ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan was so keen, he instantly heard what I was saying.

"You don't believe me?" Lu Zhaochuan frowned slightly, and his eyes suddenly turned cold.

"I don't think we're the right fit."

He asked, "What's not suitable?" ”

I counted: "personality, background, ......"

Lu Zhaochuan interrupted me and asked sharply: "Do you not believe that I am sincere to you, or do you have no confidence in yourself?" ”

"I'm sorry! Because my heart hasn't answered yet...... "I was forced by him to be anxious and blurted out without thinking.

Ritsu Zhaochuan was stunned. For a long time, his face was retracted, and his eyes were tired and drooping.

Seeing this, my heart ached, and I bit my lower lip tightly, and I hated to tear my mouth apart at the moment.

Ritsu Zhaochuan closed his eyes deeply, and it took a long time before he opened his eyes.

He said tiredly, "Okay, I got it." I'm leaving. ”

"I'll send you."

Ritsu Zhaochuan raised his hand to stop: "No need." It's cold outside, don't come out. ”

When saying this. He didn't look at me anymore, his eyes drooping, as if he was thinking, more like frustration.

And I, Mu Ne, stood in place, watching Ritsu Zhaochuan wrap his coat tightly and walk into the cold wind alone. watched the back of Ritsu Zhaochuan gradually move away......

I quickly turned around and forced myself not to look at him again. I'm afraid I'll be tempted to rush up and hug him......

Even though I know how cruel and hurtful it will be for me to say this to Ritsu Zhaochuan, who has just been discharged from the hospital. But I said it anyway. Because of that memory, the memory of "Ritsu Zhaochuan called me Xiao Yu" that suddenly rushed into my head had a huge impact on me.

I'm going to be scared......

Even if my memory is incomplete, I am an individual. I couldn't accept myself being a stand-in for anyone, including my sister.

My self-esteem, it's dirty and proud. It is the force that sustains me on my rampage through this world, and I want it to be with me for the rest of my life......