[082] Plain thoughts

Taking the ice cream that Xu Chen handed me, I tore open the paper lid of the cone and sent it to my teeth to bite a little. I also eat ice cream in the winter. I love the feeling of the cold melting in my mouth and don't care if the season is right.

"Why don't you eat it?" I asked.

Although Xu Chen took one in his hand, he didn't eat it.

"Oh, I bought both of these for you, and I just took them for you first. When you're done with this one, eat this one again. Xu Chen patiently finished speaking, and added, "If you weren't afraid of melting." I'd like to buy a few more. ”

"What do you do when you buy so much, do you owe me ice cream?"

"yes." He said.

"Hahahaha, you don't think you owe me a lot of ice cream because you bought ice cream and I didn't eat it when we went to the movies together......"

"You remember!" Xu Chen was surprised, "What else do you remember?" ”

"Ah, it's really because of that time, am I so stingy?" I say.

Xu Chen was stunned.

After a long time, he whispered: "I don't know what you're thinking, I just know that since that day, you have begun to alienate me and freeze me......"

It was one day in the middle of the hot summer, and the two of them met to go to the movies. On the way, someone suddenly offered to eat ice cream. The boy immediately indicated that he went to buy it. The huge freezers of the small street shops are stuffed with frozen dumplings and rice balls.

As for the cone, there is. However, only the last one remains.

The boy buys the last cone. He stood in front of the store with a cone, looking left and right at the two sisters standing at the bottom of the steps.

He hesitated for a moment, then handed the cone to his sister.

Later, his sister asked him, "I thought you would give me ice cream, I like vanilla the most." ”

He said, "It doesn't matter if you don't eat. ”

There's a passage in my diary that -

August 15th

I don't remember when I heard such a song.

One of the lyrics is: It's a movie of three people, but I can't have a name.

This lyric suddenly burst into my head one night.

It dawned on me that I was in a three-person movie, and that I was the character who couldn't be named.

It's just four sentences, but it's like a huge riddle. I don't understand it. As my memory gradually recovered, and when I re-read the diary, the words that had puzzled me before had a new meaning, and I suddenly became enlightened.

Not only did I remember the corresponding scenes of the feelings described in my diary, but I also realized how I felt when I put pen to paper.

"Xu Chen, how long has it been, how can you remember it so well." I stopped my long memories and said to Xu Chen with a smile, "You're right, if you give me ice cream, I will also give it to Xiao Yu." ”

"Don't you remember that, too?" Xu Chen asked rhetorically.

I'm speechless.

"I'm not stupid. I can feel it myself. ”

That's right, I care.

It's because of that little ice cream! It's so stingy!

I used ice cream as a measure and calculated how much I had in his heart.

It's just that the answer is far more than I imagined.

Because I'm strong, violent, and strong...... So I don't care.

I suddenly understood that after ten years of youth, Xu Chen had not understood me as well as I thought.

I don't want to dwell on "threesomes". Since I am the one who has nothing to do with it. Well, it's best for me to quit.

Thinking about this, I didn't have any words, let alone a special explanation, I announced the end in my heart, and then, decisively withdrew.

Where will there be a good ending in a movie of three people.

Stop early.

Harm reduction.

Xu Chen Xiaoyu is a slender and soft person, so I will decide. I can't understand the fulfillment of my own opinions, from his point of view, my temperament has changed drastically, and the source is precisely that ice cream.

Now I can peel myself off the incident and look at it as a spectator. Because of this, I am deeply aware of the ruthless part of my personality.

At that time, I was able to be resolute and leave no room for it, and I was terrifyingly sober.

"Where will the movie of three people have a good ending, let's end it." I threw the outer wrapper of the cone into the trash and refused the second cone handed over by Xu Chen, "Didn't you ask me what else I remembered?" I still remember. That day in Baiyun Mountain, before I had an accident, you told me in person that you decided to date Xiao Yu. You don't owe me anything...... Or, I don't owe you anything. ”

Xu Chen's body stiffened for a moment, and his face darkened: "I'm sorry...... At that time, I just wanted to be angry with you. I regret it, I regret it. I'm back looking for you, and I'm trying to explain it to you, but you're not there. I thought I still had a chance, but I didn't expect you to disappear like this. I didn't find you that night, I can't find you again......"

"It's all gone......"

He didn't speak, just shook his head.

At this moment, a black car whizzed past us. It's coming from my back, and it's fast. The body is almost clinging to our past.

Xu Chen's eyes were quick, and he pulled me and told me to stay away from the road.

"Thank you." I say.

Xu Chen didn't respond to me, he watched the car go away. Not knowing what he had discovered, his expression suddenly darkened.

"What, do you know the person in that car just now?"

"No!" Xu Chen replied quickly.

I took out my phone to look at the time: "It's not too early, so I won't watch the movie." I have to go home and feed 'Professor.'" If you have something to contact by phone, mobile phone contact is very good. Good bye. ”

I want to leave, Xu Chen took my hand: "Wait a minute." ”

"Huh?"

"Xingxing......" he asked hesitantly, "Is it because of Ritsu Zhaochuan......

"What?"

"You're in love with Ritsu Tsukawa?"

I was stunned.

I thought that the things that were hidden in the deep pool and no one knew about them turned out to be so plain.

"Why bring him up all of a sudden?" My eyes drifted elsewhere.

"Xingxing, what kind of person is Lu Zhaochuan, he is the prince of the dignified Lu Ming Group, the first heir of Lu Zhan's name! He and we are people of two worlds. Regardless of whether the status matches or not. How smart he is, he is so smart that he thinks that everything in the world must be in his own hands or he will never give up, arrogant and arrogant is not enough to describe him, he is an abyss, if you get close to him, you will be crushed, stars, you are sober, you can't jump down......" Xu Chen became excited.

"Of course I do."

I laughed, but it hurt like a pinprick in my chest.

It's not just identity.

Not to mention status.

And my lies......

The chasm in front of me is a river, and I don't think I'm capable of crossing it.

Say goodbye to Xu Chen, I'll go home.

I took a detour to the vegetable market and bought a lot of ingredients.

I was planning to do something with these ingredients, but I didn't notice that a car was parked in front of what was supposed to be an empty gatehouse.

It's not a high-end residential area, and a good car is a sight to behold. Besides, it was parked in front of the entrance door, blocking the way of others.

I twisted my eyebrows and was about to knock on the window, but the other party rolled it down.

"Sister!" Su Weining greeted me warmly.

"Why are you here?"

"I'm passing by here on an errand, I miss my sister, I'm coming to see you. Sister, I'm so hungry, what did you buy? He poked his head and hands out of the car window and rummaged through my shopping bag, "Leeks?" ”

"Don't underestimate the leeks, cut them finely and fry them in the egg wash to make an omelet, which is delicious!"

"I want to eat!"

"You drive away first, this is not the place to park. There are prescribed parking spots outside. ”

"I'm not here for fear you won't find out." Su Weining said.

"Is there anything I need to discover? It's not like you don't have my phone, and you don't know where my home is. Do you need to be so solemn that I will find out?

"That's different."

"Got it, park the car and come up."

"Holo."

Su Weining agreed, and slowly reversed the car out of the building.

Look at it.

I suddenly found out that he had changed cars. Moreover, this car seems to be the same model as the one that almost collided with me and Xu Chen before.

No way......

"Professor, my good professor, did you miss me? Do you still know who I am? "Su Weining and Ye Chun are really like, the first thing they do when they enter the house is to find a professor. Even the act of seriously offering fruit is exactly the same. Thinking about it seriously, there is more than one place where Su Weining and Ye Chun are similar.

I carried my pocket into the kitchen, spread out the leeks, picked out the weeds mixed in with the leeks, and then cleaned and chopped them one by one. Beat two more eggs here, use chopsticks to quickly rotate to beat into a uniform egg mixture, then add crushed leeks and stir well, and then put a little seasoning. Heat the oil in a pan, wait for the oil to boil, and pour the egg mixture mixed with leeks into the oil pan and fry in one go. Instantly, the aroma is tangy.

Su Weining visited the professor and slipped into the small kitchen to watch me cook.

"If Chuan knew that I was here and could still eat the food you cooked, he would be envious to death."

Suddenly hearing Su Weining mention him, my heart suddenly panched. I haven't seen him since the last time we were separated at the orphanage. It's just half a month, and it feels like years have passed.

I don't know how the injury is getting better?

I was silent for a moment, and pretended to mention casually: "Is Lu Zhaochuan okay?" ”

"It's not good."

"What's wrong with him?" I asked urgently.

His hand slipped and he almost smashed the bowl into the bottom of the pot. The forcible camouflage was like glass falling to the ground and shattering into slag.

I asked in a cautious whisper, "Is it an injury...... Relapse? He ......"

"Sister, don't worry, it's not an injury. He is in good health, but he is not in good spirits. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief. Suddenly I felt that my eyes were hot. I immediately turned my back, not wanting Su Weining to see through my vulnerability.

"However, the lack of energy is more terrible than the recurrence of the injury, and his beard is now long enough to be braided, where does he have the appearance of a handsome young man."

“……”

"Sister, if you're worried, go see him. He's waiting for you to find him. ”

I shook my head.

I'm not qualified.

"Don't you want him?"

"......" hesitated for a moment, and I said, "No." "I've always been sober and this time will be no exception......

"Sister, you'll regret it."

I suddenly thought, "Wei Ning, you are not passing by, you are here on purpose, right?" Why ......"

"I'm just nosy, I can't see you miss it!"