【094】Wait until you
"Hurry up! Let me rub some peach blossom luck! Ye Chun grabbed my hand and rubbed it vigorously, and then put his forehead on my shoulder and rubbed it vigorously.
"Let's rub it!" I said "generously".
Ye Chun exclaimed: "Mrs. is incredible! Back then, you pinched when you met, who would know that you pinched and pinched, and actually pinched into the palace of marriage! He has changed, you have changed, and I believe that there is such a thing as destiny in the world. ”
I laughed: "Fate treats me well." ”
"It's not thin, it's not thin, fate treats you well!" Ye Chun remembered the key again, "Then what about your parents?" They didn't agree to your relationship with Lu Zhaochuan, and before they could nod, Lu Zhaochuan proposed! You also agreed! Tut-tut...... Anyway, what are you going to do, cut first and then play? ”
"I still want to get my parents' permission, and I plan to go to the United States in addition to writing letters. I have already applied for a passport on the website of the Immigration Bureau......"
I didn't tell Ritsu about my parents' reservations about us. You can't rely on Ritsu Zhaochuan for everything, and he worries no less than I do. I'll have to try on my own first.
Ye Chun nodded in appreciation. She asked again: "Also, what's going on with that Xin Xiao?" ”
I was stunned and asked carefully, "Why did you mention her?" ”
Regarding Xin Xiao, I didn't mention it to Ye Chun.
"Haha!" Ye Chun smiled smugly, "How can this kind of thing be hidden from my fiery eyes." The last time we came to make dumplings, I noticed that the two of them had a different relationship. She likes Lil! At that time, you and Lu Dashao haven't been in a relationship, of course I won't talk much about this kind of thing, but this time is different, you have worn the ring given by Lu Dashao. Xin Xiao's matter, I think you still have to understand. Don't tell me you don't know anything! ”
Xin Xiao is not in the welfare home today. Listening to Luo Bing, Xin Xiao has left the welfare home and found a good 9-to-5 job in the city center. It's rarely back here these days.
"I probably know some ......" Before the words were finished, the voice of Ritsu Zhaochuan sounded outside the door.
Ritsu Zhaochuan stood at the door with a glass of water, and he said, "Stars." The water is coming. "Ye Chun and I stopped talking at the right time.
Ye Chun scratched his head: "The quilt should be washed." You two have come out to help after drinking water! With that, she jumped out and went out.
Today is a good day for drying.
The washed sheets and quilt covers were taken out from the washing machine and put into a large basket, and then carried to the courtyard to dry, and Lu Zhaochuan and I were responsible for carrying them, and Ye Chun and Su Weining were responsible for drying.
The last basket of sheets was delivered to the drying ground in the courtyard. In the spirit of more people to do it faster, I also help to dry the sheets. Since the clothes rails were very high, I brought in a stool to cushion my feet. I picked up a sheet of sheets, carefully loosened them, and stepped onto the stool. Because the lawn is uneven. The stool was unstable, and when it went up, it shook a little, barely steady. I saw Ritsu Zhaochuan running over in a panic, and he wrapped his arms around my legs.
"What's wrong?"
"Help you." He looked up at me with a nervous expression.
"Don't be so nervous, I can't fall. Ah......h
It was Ritsu Zhaochuan who suddenly picked me up, I was startled, subconsciously screamed lowly, and put my hands on his neck.
Ritsu Zhaochuan carried me to a small tree not far from the laundry field. A small blanket is spread under the small tree as a resting place for the time being. He couldn't help but lay me on the little blanket.
"Sit still obediently, I'll dry the rest of the sheets and covers."
"This is not good, Ye Chun and Su Weining are still working, I should rest first?" I whispered.
I looked at the leaves that were drying not far away, and sure enough, the leaves were making a jaw-dropping shape.
"They can understand." Lu Zhaochuan glanced at Ye Chun and them, in an uncontested tone.
Ye Chun raised his voice: "You two, is this necessary!" Is this necessary? You've hurt me violently as a non-single dog. ”
"Do you have a boyfriend?" Su Weining, who was beside Ye Chun, immediately poked his head out and asked curiously.
"What kind of tone are you, can't I have that?"
"No, I just kind of want to know that hero, and I'm willing to sacrifice myself to accept you."
"You're looking for death!" Ye Chun picked up the small branch on the ground and pre-pumped Su Weining, and Su Weining immediately ran into the distance.
Watch the two chase and fight. Ritsu Terukawa and I looked at each other and smiled in unison.
At this time, my phone vibrate, and a message reminder rose above the screen, and I glanced at it casually and found that the message was sent by Xin Xiao.
"What's wrong?"
I shook my head, "It's fine. ”
"Can I take a look?"
"No, you can't!" I subconsciously hid my phone behind me.
"Did she say something to you?" Ritsu Zhaochuan's voice suddenly became a few degrees colder. He didn't name him, apparently, Lu Zhaochuan saw the sender's name.
After I hid my phone, Ritsu reached out to investigate, I switched to the other hand, and he grabbed it with the other one. In an instant, his arms were propped on the left and right sides of my body, and when I saw that his hands were tightened, I immediately leaned back, and he pressed up.
I held my breath, and then I stiffened, couldn't move, and then ...... The phone was taken away by Ritsu Zhaochuan.
He only needs to press the screen to see Xin Xiao's information completely, and after reading Xin Xiao's information, Lu Zhaochuan didn't say a word, he was deeply silent.
I turned over and sat up straight, looking at this Lu Zhaochuan, I was a little flustered, and I expressed my meaning incoherently: "I can probably understand her, I like someone, I always want to work hard." She is very fond of you and loves you very much......"
"Do you know when I found out I liked you?" Ritsu Terukawa asked me suddenly.
I was stunned.
"I went to photograph the plants, and it turned out that there was a little accident in the convoy...... "It was the first time I could remember that I had received his kindness accurately, and although I didn't say it, the warmth that swelled in my heart at that time was unforgettable."
"It's not. Earlier than then, earlier, earlier, sooner! ”
How early?
I don't know, how could I possibly know, not to mention that my memories of the past are incomplete, and even if I never lost the past, I might not be able to guess his mind.
"Could it be that you fell in love with me at first sight?" I joked.
Lu Zhaochuan shook his head solemnly and pondered for a moment: "It's after seeing Xin Xiao." ”
I was amazed. This answer, really, was too unexpected for me. As far as I know, Lu Zhaochuan met Xin Xiao after my disappearance......
I didn't quite understand what he meant.
"I'm in a state of anger every day since you disappeared. Schools, classmates, the media, everyone is asking about the 'disappearance of college students camping', and in their eyes, this is a piece of news worth exposing, and exploring the details can satisfy some people's curiosity. So, I was called in again and again to answer relevant questions, over and over again. ”
As he spoke, his brows tightened tighter and tighter, and the lines were deeply embedded in the center of his eyebrows. I raised my hand and gently stroked the center of his eyebrows, trying to soothe his anger.
"In your absence, the camping group will be temporarily taken over by me, although the time is very short, but when dealing with the affairs of the group, I learned that you have unfinished business here, and I will complete it for you. I saw Xin Xiao here, she is very similar to you, very similar...... The moment I saw her, I suddenly understood. Where does my daily blazing fire come from?
"At the beginning, I joined your camping group to see your jokes, and I often targeted you on weekdays, I have seen you quarrel with Xu Chen, and I have also seen you shed tears for him. I laugh at you in my heart for being as sharp as a knife in front of outsiders, but in fact, you are just a little girl who can wipe her nose! I thought I was watching the fire from the other side, watching from the sidelines. I don't know—"
Lu Zhaochuan was stunned, and my heart tightened. He closed his eyes, exhaled deeply, and continued: "As everyone knows, I have long been involved in it. ”
"That night, after the bonfire had been extinguished, you came to my tent and said to me, 'Ritsu Zhaochuan, I have something to say to you, and I will go to you after the roll call.' I said, "Got it." "Then I waited in the tent. But you didn't come, I waited and waited, and you never came......"
Ritsu Terukawa took my hand off and held it next to his face, my fingertips brushing the skin of his cheek. Different body temperatures collide and scald.
"After you're gone. Regretful. Eat one's heart out. Hate. Remorse. These emotions hit me in turns.
"I regret that I didn't see my mind sooner. Jealous of Xu Chen, who grabbed all your sight. Hates pretending to be easy and can't let go of his proud self. I regret that I didn't make a timely move to snatch you over. I am tormented by such emotions every day, and I am angry every day! ”
"All this, the moment I saw Xin Xiao, I understood. Knowing that it was self-deception, I still, wishful thinking, took her for you. Su Weining said that I drank to quench my thirst, I don't understand. However, just ...... It turns out that I also have things that I can't control. After that, I went through the study abroad procedures and left here. I have no other relationship with Xin Xiao. Besides, I funded her and also took advantage of her ......"
I leaned forward and hugged Ritsu Zhaochuan. The ups and downs in my heart are full of distress and sadness.
"I'm not kind, I'm not a good person." Ritsu Terukawa's arms tightened at my back, as if he was afraid that I would disappear into thin air, and he hugged him hard.
Hearing this, my tears could no longer be stopped, and they kept falling from my eyes. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" I sobbed.
Ritsu Zhaochuan raised his hand to cover my eyes.
"Why do you insist on posting that "Missing Person Notice"? Normally, I would think that I am not alive. ”
In this world, he is the only one who inexplicably believes that I am alive and that I will come back......
"I think, you who are stubborn and stubborn, you who hate people so much, you who will make people jump to their feet with anger, King Yama must not like it. You want to cut the line, how can you! He's going to do everything he can to kick you out! ”
He rested his head on my shoulder socket and said in a muffled voice: "Fortunately, I finally waited, and you really came back......"